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There is great interest and
emotion in people whenever the subject of reincarnation is brought up.
Some strange magic responds within people when you talk about a past karmic
relationship. It is again the old cliché of familiarity breeding
contempt. People who believe in reincarnation usually feel their past
lives more vitally than the present one. it is always what we do not have
to be responsible for that seems attractive. As our present life includes
our past lives, how can the whole (our present life) be less than the
part (our past lives)? It is unrealistic not to try to extend and deepen
the life which we are presently living. Past connections are only as valuable
as the consciousness of the person using the connection to expand what
is in existence at the present. What many people fail to understand is
that the second we connect with the past experience, we have succeeded
in bringing it into the present. It is either brought in with consciousness
and incorporated into the present, or it becomes an illusion. It is an
illusion in the sense that the energy, which is being fed into the past,
can in no way advance the growth of the individual. By bringing past energy
into the present, we can expand consciousness and grow. Emotional identification
with past experiences has even deeper potential for illusion and fantasy
than the consciousness of a present situation.
People often dramatize to the good or bad something which they reflect
upon. When there is a connection karmically, we have an inordinate capacity
to project only positive quantities on the previous relationship. It is
certainly good to enter into a relationship with positive feelings and
to feel all kinds of warmth and love. If the connection of two people
has positive quantities, then the situation around them will show increased
growth. If the past karmic connection was a negative or destructive one,
it will reflect itself in circumstances around the people; one or both
of them will become weak as a result of the additional energy flowing
into this previous relationship. What we would like to happen because
of some romantic idea of past karina or reincarnation connection is an
illusion.
Once I was visiting some people who were not particularly good gardeners.
They proudly showed me their garden and it was covered by a carpet of
plants with beautiful red leaves. Knowing their inability to sustain other
forms of plant life, I became suspicious and I asked them how long the
beautiful red plants had been growing. They said just for about four months.
I don’t know much about plants but I know these people very well,
and I said, "I believe that they may be weeds." They were very
upset and felt I couldn’t enjoy the beauty of this growth. I said
my attitude was based on their history as gardeners. I felt therefore
that the only thing they could grow was a weed. They checked out the plant
and found it was a weed. They had a very difficult time removing the plant
as it spread underground at an incredible rate.
This is really the reflection of realism against illusion. They wanted
so badly for the plant to be a precious one that they could not allow
themselves to think of it as a dangerous weed that could choke off everything
else.
Emotions, particularly past connections from Time and Space, have such
a strong root system - having survived over such a long period of time
- that when they attach themselves to people they draw very deeply and
succeed in growing at an extraordinarily fast rate. Furthermore, such
energy is only contacted after your consciousness on a spiritual level
develops to a very high degree. Only then can you be aware of these past-life
connections in even small ways. Because they come from the deep past,
they have depth. Because of the great elasticity essential for travel
through Time and Space, they have great strength. These cosmic seeds are
not for amateur gardeners to play with. They take a deep consciousness
and detachment to be used well.
A human being must reach an advanced stage of spiritual development before
he or she can exist in Time andSpace. By Time and Space I do not mean
the time that we measure by clocks or the space that we measure by yardsticks.
Time and Space are absolute realities, and can be perceived only through
true enlightenment. The time and space accessible to mortal senses before
enlightenment are imaginary concepts - or, at best, minuscule segments
of Time and Space.
IT is always what we do not have to be responsible for that seems attractive.
It is the nature of anything which has grown in depth to accelerate as
it advances. The equipment and foundation and the understanding of the
person have come about through great effort and development over a period
of time. The amount of spiritual work that goes into development on the
physical, material and then the spiritual level gives two dimensions of
soil, which can retain this energy for a third dimension. Time and Space
experiences are not for undeveloped people, who do not have the depth
to hold anything with such a deep root system and with such an accelerated
pattern of growth. You can raise morning glories on a terrace, but you
certainly cannot raise oak trees on a terrace.
Anyone working to grow must consciously understand that the further you
grow and develop, the deeper your detachment must become on an emotional
and intellectual as well as a spiritual basis. You have to begin to accept
the fact that things are as they are, not as you wish them to be. You
need to develop a practical, simple, and essential consciousness. Projecting,
dreaming, and wanting are for people with a great deal of time and no
development. It is a waste of energy to fight inevitable situations; to
grow, you must change within yourself and transcend the situation. The
dreams and hopes and illusions of people have to disappear as they grow.
Otherwise, they can never accept the realities. Moreover, the realities
are richer and manifest the rewards of growth. It is the fool who forsakes
that which is for some strange reward which lies within him from either
a past life or some perverted childish fantasy. He is like a tourist who
runs to India for the first time taking along his old childhood dreams
of the exotic East and forgetting to take along dysentery tablets. In
one week, feeling a free spirit, he eats and drinks indiscriminately,
ruins his physical system, and has to leave.
Consciousness means living with conscious choice - using our energy in
a way that perpetuates the positive pattern that we are pursuing. All
manifest patterns are life, and any sign of being less than vital requires
the immediate looking toward the atmosphere around us and pulling out
those elements which are drawing the energy away from the direction that
we wish to pursue, We must be ruthless, because the people or situations
that draw our life force weaken our entire structure and our ability to
see consciously the changing patterns within the structure. A plant that
is attacked by a fungus or some kind of bug reflects, by the yellowing
of its leaves, that it is in danger. Any person with consciousness would
see this and spray the plant or clear away the condition that is destroying
it. By being unconscious, we endanger the total structure. Everything
that lives expresses in dozens of ways the need for attention. It is the
constant need for consciousness during patterns of growth that determines
the ability to continue growing. Life is very strange: we do not always
receive energy from the people we are most deeply involved with. We are
taking in a small amount which we deeply identify with because of the
emotional quality, but we ignore the enormous amount that is flowing out
because of our need to sustain the emotional and illusionary effect.
You do spiritual work to satisfy your existence on earth.
Many years ago a young married woman used to visit me at my place of business.
A very strong emotional connection existed between us. It was in no way
obvious what the connection was; being young, I felt it was emotional.
It took several years for it to work its way out and I found that the
quantity of energy going from me into the situation was unbelievable.
It was the closest thing to dying physically that I ever experienced in
my life. This experience took from me a vast quantity of energy and it
also caused this woman to behave in a manner that was completely contrary
to her usual behavior. It was like feeding very rich energy into a small
fish which, because of the strength of the energy, became a big shark
and a dangerous quantity to deal with. I found it was not possible to
blame this person but understood that strong emotional quantities are
good only if they have a mutual balance which is positive for both people.
Because of this experience I have watched many intense relationships and
found that often one person grows by the complete destruction of another.
It is not always the way people enter into a relationship that counts;
it is what the chemistry between them produces after association. A relationship
between a weak man and a strong woman may develop a strong man and a weak
woman, as the man’s chemistry may eat out the woman’s chemistry
or vice versa. In spiritual life, as in ordinary physical and material
life, relationships which function very well can change extraordinarily,
depending on how one person’s chemistry eats or is eaten by that
of another. It is essential to understand consciously that good friends
can become dangerous obstacles if we are not aware of the constant changing
flow between ourselves and others. We all would like the security of consistency,
but it does not exist except in our relationships with creative energy,
or God.
Many people love to help support a starving artist. They will move heaven
and earth to bring him to public attention. If the artist succeeds, a
great percentage of his well wishers may become his critics and deride
him and make all kinds of demands on him. They become enraged that he
has grown beyond the level in which they felt comfortable knowing him.
It is one of the hazards of conscious growth. We must understand that
as wegrow toward our enlightenment and toward God, we are simultaneously
growing away from many people. In nature, a fast-growing tree will dwarf
a slower-growing tree and cause it to perish by cutting off its light.
It is not always weakness that makes somebody unable to sustain a relationship;
it’s sometimes impossible for certain kinds of people to grow with
other people.
Compassion and love and a deep understanding are needed when somebody
asks to be released from a relationship. If you are growing, it is the
deepest kindness to allow the relationship to cease. Otherwise, you are
like a rich man taking a poor friend to a restaurant and letting him watch
you dine in splendor. The unconsciousness of many people at a particular
time does not allow for their growth. Some growing people try to carry
their friends along with them; this not only will slow them in their own
growth but will bring tremendous frustration and psychic suffering to
those who cannot keep up the pace.
As I reflect on my last thirty years, there stand out four different groups
of people who were deeply interested in me, feeling within me a great
spiritual potential. It was a shock to find that the people who defended
me against everyone else were the ones who turned on me most violently
when I did the unforgivable thing of fulfilling their prophecies. It took
me many years to understand that if they had the potential within themselves
to grow, they would not be identifying themselves with my capacity but
would be developing their own.
You do spiritual work to satisfy your existence on earth. The extent to
which the spiritual force rises is limited only by your will. We continually
feel satisfaction from small results. Swami Nityananda wrote about breathing
and following the breath down into the body. When we drop a stone down
a well, it always takes much longer to hear the splash than we believe
possible. It is a very simple principle in spiritual work which is seldom
followed: we should allow more time for breath, movement, and energy to
expand. We never finish anything, particularly in our expression of spiritual
energy. Meditation is the limitation of our will by using spiritual force
to keep us on the earth and making bearable all existing negative conditions.
Jesus as a symbol has been distorted. Few people take him as a point above
themselves that they can project into infinity. He is used as a point
against which their own growth is measured and limited. Almost all spiritual
teachers are the limitation of their disciples, not a projected point
in space to measure from themselves to the teacher and then out into the
real spiritual world and beyond.
When your base is secure enough you can surrender it. When the spiritual
life is secure enough, you can also surrender it; and to your amazement
it does not come to a halt, but keeps expanding upward, refining endlessly.
It is our mind and imagination that continually seek the limit, because
we cannot bear to part from all the things that we understand or think
we understand. We prefer to perpetuate the imaginary past rather than
to explore the true reality of our nature. it is by allowing our energy
to rise endlessly that we discover our real connection with the energy
that is in the atmosphere. To be secure enough to allow this force to
flow out of us and rise and rise and rise endlessly is to contact the
properties that exist in Time and Space.
We are so insecure in ourselves that every materialization we encounter
we wish to embrace forever. We don’t merely embrace it, we squeeze
it until it ceases to nourish us. It is the continual need for conscious
surrender that allows spiritual energy to flow. All things found in the
atmosphere represent energy that can enable us to ascend to higher levels.
One morning I was sitting for a painter, quietly working inside. My energy
went further and further out and I saw a strange face looking at me. It
looked like an arhat (ancient saint); a very distended head and very ancient
face. I found some resistance, and I had to take a deep breath to open
within myself to bring the impression closer. I felt a strong tingling
in my temples as the forces from this being were imposed upon my head
and brain. The face retreated and ten minutes later, while working again,
I saw it approach; this time with full body, in a robe. I opened very
deeply to receive this contact and found a blending of my chemistry with
the chemistry of the manifestation. This lasted for about ten minutes.
Then I saw person after person standing one behind the other with this
particular figure in front. It was like an endless chain going up into
the atmosphere. I could feel a brotherhood with all of them as though
my energy had joined theirs in a spiritual being. For the whole day I
felt this connection and the nourishment coming from them to me.
It is this type of experience, coming from Time and Space, that changes
the entire chemistry of a human being. It only adds to us and in no way
threatens anything except our resistance to change. I have a continued
sensation within my chemistry of this blending of the content of astral
beings with mine and the changing of my energy - the content of these
manifestations blending within me. It is a decidedly uncomfortable feeling
to have your nature changing and the chemistry within your body assimilating
these cosmic vitamins. It is much like having your parents say, "Take
it, it’s good for you." I always have to talk myself into swallowing
these spiritual manifestations and absorbing them always throws my chemistry
into a turmoil. As the increase in these energies comes into my being
I see the changes that are manifesting themselves in my ordinary life.
The sweetness that is growing in my being is manifested by the people
around me. Only by loving and serving them can I accept the wonder and
goodness of my life evolving into this.
Once as I sat looking at some of the great early Indian stone carvings,
I could see they represented the spiritual force coming to a higher dimension.
They represent the beauty and the love and the being that we attribute
to God but is actually the maturing of spiritual energy. It is living
the spiritual life, not talking about it, that finally brings it about.
Going from the physical to the spiritual and from the spiritual into Time
and Space in no way requires change of a physical nature. As progress
has been made in electronics, aviation, and all fields that have to do
with mechanics, the ability to encompass more machinery has made it necessary
to miniaturize. If the instrumentation of a 747 jumbo jet were proportionate
to the first commercial airliners, the size and weight alone would disqualify
the larger plane from existing. Growth and dimension require compactness.
This compactness does not mean that things are minuscule but that they
are small in relation to the work that they can perform. A rocket going
to the moon travels thousands of times the distance that an airplane does
but it is not thousands of times the size. At times it is even smaller
than the less refined instrument. This is due to the refinement of the
fuel that is used. Until you understand within yourself that the concepts
of size and distance do not have to be related, you will be limited in
your mind. Surrender must be in no way a limitation of size and distance.
These are limitations of the brain. By feeling energy moving endlessly
through space we can begin to attract the extraordinary quantities which
are available.
In the growing process, you will encounter an unbelievable amount of sound
and pressure while reaching into the atmosphere; you require a mechanism
elastic enough and strong enough to carry a spiritual force and to withstand
the shock. A man descending deeply into the ocean has to adjust to the
pressure due to the change in atmosphere. Ascension into the spiritual
atmosphere has the potential to keep you from venturing into a dimension
which you instinctively fear. The continual rising into higher and higher
levels of the atmosphere causes chemical changes which slowly build a
mechanism that can carry us into a still higher atmosphere. it is our
instinct to stay on the earth and it is our consciousness that allows
us to open and absorb the tensions and transcend ourselves. The sense
of adventure and the sense of limitation must become the driving forces
which allow us to go endlessly beyond ourselves. There exists in every
human being the need to breathe. Pioneers in all countries, pushing endlessly
into the vastness of physical space, have demonstrated claustrophobic
attitudes in whatever atmosphere they existed in. Once you begin to feel
the vastness beyond yourself and tune into it, it is the need to breathe
again that will allow you to drive endlessly into the unknown. We always
pollute the atmosphere around us. The desire for fresh and vital energy
should motivate anyone to reach into higher realms. Look at a tree and
you see it reaching into the atmosphere. Man in his normal position looks
to the horizon. Civilization has made us look to the ground. It is the
weight of the physical and material world that puts the weight, the pressure,
on our backs and stoops us so that we look into the earth - By reaching
up to God, into the endlessness, we find within ourselves the raw material
and vitality to provide that which is needed in this endless pursuit.
Every time I feel an opening above me and reach toward it, working and
trying to expand, everyone I know will say, "Do you expect more?
You just finished something yesterday." It is the endlessness that
necessitates finding and moving on. There are two kinds of people: those
who find a river and build a house near it and those who find a river
and fight their way upstream. It is the fight upstream which has to do
with getting beyond the point of creation. Building a house near a river
will bring about a family situation. This will bring more life into the
world, but fighting to go up the river will bring about rebirth.
In all spiritual situations we work to gather energy for rebirth on the
physical level. This detaches us from the physical. When we reach into
Time and Space we are gathering energy in Time and Space which frees us
from attachment. We no longer need to identify with an image; once we
have gathered all that we were in the past, we are freed of the need of
manifestation. The images of our past fade like a photographic print slowly
fading as each superimposed image disappears. The image gathered on the
film is due to the exposure of time; and as we reach back into time, the
images of what we were slowly dissolve into energy. Eventually this destroys
all manifestations of our being. The being alone remains and this is foremost.
THERE are two kinds of people: those who find a river and build a house
near it and those who fight their way upstream.
To enter a room, you go through a doorway. To enter the endlessness of
the void you must also go through thedoorway. The doorway in this case
is the unconscious. It is unconscious only because we never enter into
it, as we are not prepared for the room beyond. All the attributes and
stories and symbols and myths relating to this good and unknown quantity
are the clues to the real purpose of the unconscious. To understand truth
you must first surrender the lie; to find consciousness, you must first
enter the depth of the unconscious. For ages man has looked up to the
heavens, to the vastness that he can reach only through the doorway of
the unconscious. It can be reached by simply wanting and opening and feeling
within ourselves - by being ready. The Bible describes the condition:
"Knock and the door shall open." So, too, when we are ready
to enter the void the doorway in our unconscious will open. When we can
feel everything that we are and very simply reach within ourselves - into
our unconscious - we can see this doorway.
It is the ultimate in simplicity when our unconscious connects with the
nothingness in the void or infinity. Man always brings his profundity
and his enlightenment to his search. The very vastness of cosmic consciousness
demands only the simplicity of our nothingness. Our conscious mind is
only the crust that protects the treasure that lies in the unconscious.
Enlightenment is like a man going into Ali Baba’s cave and coming
out with a few trinkets. All enlightenments are just the momentary flashes
of the treasure house that exists in the unconscious.
THE FUEL for Time and Space is nothingness.
It has been written that you can only have that which you can surrender.
When you are free you will understand and receive what appears to be everything.
Someone working in Time and Space can only be of service to God. This
is reflected in the state of being, not in the state of consciousness.
A state of being is that vehicle through which realized energy can flow.
It is essential to use the right fuel in any vehicle. The fuel for Time
and Space is nothingness. In a state of surrender, or nothingness, our
energy becomes fine enough to carry us spiritually into Time and Space.
As we have taken isolated treasures from our unconscious, we have always
found something, but if we just surrender to it, we find the everything.
Something is again the restriction of the mind thinking it has acquired
something, rather than a state of surrender and nothingness - in which
nothing and everything must exist simultaneously. It is zero and 360 degrees
where the two points meet. It is the beginning and the end.
In life we see differences; in spirituality we see the oneness of everything;
in Time and Space we are the oneness. The oneness of everything exists
only in a particular form which expresses the nothingness of everything.
It is the tube that carries energy to all plants and animals. This flow
of creation comes into each plant and bush, tree and vegetable. We can
pick hundreds of tomatoes off a plant and the life flow coming through
the stem will endlessly give creation. The type of vegetable has only
to do with the seed; that which feeds it and allows it to become is the
same energy that flows into all matter.
In spiritual work we tune in to the Om sound. It is the direct current
of energy coming into our world which nourishes spiritual growth. It is
the surrender of the mind which allows us to hear and contact this force.
The sound is in the nature of an ascending or descending energy. It sounds
like electricity running through high-tension power lines. It is a high-pitched
hum of electric current. It is always present and can be heard. It either
lifts the person up in its ascending flow or enters and nourishes in the
descending flow.
One of the ways the horizontal plane gathers its energy in Time and Space
is from the vertical - gathering into itself levels of energy that are
the vertical plane in spiritual work. To fulfill past karma, it is essential
to gather the energies of the past into our consciousness and then to
empty our consciousness of them. It is this meeting of the energy in Time
and Space that fulfills past karma. This continually releases tensions
which have existed in our psyche. It is the only way we can prune something
which does not exist physically.
The difference between Time and Space and spiritual work is that the first
allows the possibility for us to rectify that which was. In spiritual
work we try to rectify that which is. As the present moment of our existence
is a reflection of "What I was," taking care of "What I
am" is only taking care of one level. "Who am I?" expresses
the philosophy of the spiritual. "What was I?" expresses the
philosophy of a person capable of existing in Timeand Space. The objective
in spiritual work is to free ourselves from the earth and the pressures
and tensions that exist for us on material and physical levels. In Time
and Space we free ourselves from everything. The fulfillment of creativity
is to exist without a concept of having, or any concept, but to face the
reality of the nothingness. We must feel and hear and understand that
upon reaching our objective we will become part of the great void.
Spirituality is a question of mind over matter. In Time and Space it is
nothingness that becomes the dissolving of matter into this endless void.
The symbols that are used in Time and Space are always symbols of creation.
They are expressed in bringing matter back to creativity, which then dissolves
the blocks in our past karma. We take the physical to the moment of creation
and then go beyond. The Bible refers to God making sound into the void
and from the sound the world was born. By bringing energy or matter to
sound and surrendering the sound we go beyond creation.
Every realization must be brought to the point of its conception and then
reduced to the flow that existed before conception. This will reduce all
resistance to the manifestation of resisting creation and creative energy.
The surrender for this purpose will bring you to the point of resisting
not necessarily on the vertical plane, which is in this life, but on the
horizontal plane, where that particular resistance began. We begin to
see the original cause and we can transcend it because we are facing the
problem as if for the first time. It would be as if a Christian could
practice his religion at the time of Jesus, within that flow of creativity
which formed the Christian religion. Drinking water by having the raindrops
fall into your mouth before they touch the ground andbefore they touch
the atmosphere is to take in pure energy. Bringing everything back to
its inception becomes the first everything, becomes the apple before it
ever existed. This is energy of unlimited depth, the deeper energy of
the unconscious. Once energy is conscious, it is reaching the physical
form, has been touched by the brain, and represents less than pure creativity.
Creativity is the meeting of two factors to bring about creation. In bringing
about the birth of a child, the stamp of the mind and psyche of the parents
is impressed upon the creative act, which impresses around the child a
great shell. This shell contains within itself the pure soul of a human
being without limitation.
A person growing on a physical level expresses his growth by growing and
in that growth expanding his capacity. When a man and woman marry, they
become more responsible; if a child is born, their responsibility increases.
It is necessary to be more conscious so that each extension of our creative
growth flourishes. The capacity to grow completely depends on our being
open physically to the flow in these extensions of our being. The struggle
of a human being is against the unconscious in rejecting growth; in times
of tension in closing off the connections.
In gardening, trees are pruned so that the energy drawn up by the tree
is put to the best use. All growth has to do with expanded consciousness
and discipline, maintaining that which creative energy flows into. The
original root or trunk of a plant or person expands into additional expressions
of creative energy. In Time and Space a person becomes responsible for
an enormous expansion of energy and the conscious flowing of that energy
into many different levels simultaneously. Each of these levels is connected
through a form of detachment. It is like blowing up a long balloon, then
tying the balloon in three parts with two rubber bands. Each section comes
from the one creative effort but it is separated by the rubber bands.
Our will has to separate the creative energy flowing from us. Once a separation
takes place, we can call the three sections physical, spiritual vertical,
and spiritual horizontal. Separating our energy into these three units,
we can take the first and third units as horizontal and the middle as
vertical. This is a way of demonstrating the simplicity of identifying
with energy to allow for growth in a more patterned and convenient effect.
Many things in life are ordered not because it’s the only way they
can be expressed, but because it is the best way. To fight simple logic
with enormous mental and emotional resistance in no way allows a human
being to grow. The depth and effort needed to do what is essential to
maintain these three separate dimensions require the simplicity of the
explanation. Taking energy as resistance to working will never allow the
working to reach its fulfillment. Each day it is necessary to feed energy
into these dimensions individually and consciously to allow the creative
flow to take place in its fullest sense.
In life on a physical level, there are many acts we perform that are not
dissimilar. We harvest wheat and ship it, mill it, and pack it over a
period of six months. Each act of creation takes various times to be brought
to its refinement so that it can be used as a higher food. A child should
give additional energy to a relationship between a husband and wife. A
new position with more authority should bring a dynamic quantity to a
person who is raised to this advanced position. increased responsibility
for a human being should be entered into with enthusiasm.
Unfortunately, longevity is often expressed in negative terms. People
complaining about their effort becoming excessive in relation to a time
span are stating their inability to sustain consciousness. The simple
explanation for these joys turning into occasions for lamentation is that
increased responsibility requires increased flow. The flow is the connection
between a human being and any activity. As we increase our activities
and responsibilities, the flow should be of more depth with each new commitment.
People have a tendency to divide their loyalties and energies. A higher
responsibility requires greater flow. The exhilaration of the moment has
to be the exhilaration of every moment so that the person is extracting
the essential chemistry to sustain responsibilities as well as to enjoy
them. As something grows, the mind seizes on the old pattern and tries
to hold it where it was. This is on a lesser level of flow, and unless
you can consciously detach yourself so that the increase of flow occurs
as your consciousness demands, it is impossible to sustain the growth.
Each new responsibility encompassed as energy should act as a catalyst
or the entire capacity to sustain energy will collapse.
Thomas Edison took many short naps to keep up his energy. I have seen
many saints do the same thing, breaking up a day with short intervals
of rest and washing so that their systems can purify and refresh themselves.
The statement "God is love" expresses a simple fact of consciousness
which allows for increasing responsibility. If it is an act of love which
allows us to increase our effort, the increased effort allows us to encompass
all that was previously experienced. It is like eating a meal slowly,
taking time between courses. Digestion is much easier.
Time and Space can be approached similarly in that we move from one level
to another simply and joyfully. In this manner we extract from each level
the positive quantity that exists on that level. We begin digesting it
and then consciously grow to the next level. A man who fights with his
wife and children usually fights with his associates at the office. Each
level must be disciplined and reflect conditions under which assimilation
is most profitable. A satisfying physical experience should free your
energy to rise on the spiritual horizontal level and produce a rich materialization
from which you can take energy. Tension by over attention and drama will
diminish positive effects.
A person existing in Time and Space is so protected by his ability to
express his energy on three dimensions simultaneously that he can be in
no way threatened by anything or anybody. The realization of our nothingness
makes all manifestations essential as energy. What does not flow can be
transcended and digested. It is necessary to realize that there are three
completely different mechanisms functioning for us. People fail only because
they are not conscious of what they have to work with. The ability to
break down all matter becomes more significant as more consciousness is
needed, as our nature is to stay attached to whatever we are doing. Continued
detachment as you go from level to level is not just a necessity, it’s
part and parcel of Time and Space.
There are three harvests occurring on the physical, spiritual vertical,
and spiritual horizontal levels. The content of each is essential independently
and they are all essential collectively. We can call them cosmic chakras
(energy centers) in that they flow one into the other. The inner action
between these levels makes them as one vast mechanism. Entering a large
apartment house with a key to the front door can be compared to entering
the physical level. Going up on the elevator would be entering the spiritual
vertical level, and entering your apartment would be entering the spiritual
horizontal level. This is the realization of the accumulated efforts to
dwell in consciousness. To forget your key or to allow the management
to neglect the elevator would make life very uncomfortable.
Working in Time and Space is an exciting expression of life. It affords
you tremendous quantity and realization. All that is needed is to remember
to open the door, to ring for the elevator, and to enter your apartment.
We have to consciously think of the different levels to allow them to
produce what they are capable of giving. Trying to make heaven on earth
is the expression of a person with limited understanding. It would be
like taking off your clothes when you enter the lobby of a building. It’s
not the time and the place for that function. We continually demean ourselves
by trying to perform certain acts on certain levels which cannot support
the experience.
The resistance to keeping these three levels in operation is enormous.
The expression of dimension is a geometric progression. The base, or physical
level, is the most sluggish, having the most physical matter. The spiritual
vertical, as it is refining physical energy, moves more quickly. The spiritual
horizontal, being refined matter, flows very much faster. It is often
confusing because of the difference in fuel, the different rates of assimilation,
and the manifestation of the effort. As the ability to live in Time and
Space grows, the amount of material on the physical level has to increase
enormously so that its matter is refined on the spiritual vertical level.
This is the energy that is needed to sustain the spiritual horizontal.
Any attachment on the spiritual horizontal level represents a much more
enormous quantity than is obvious, as it is a refined quantity. Once an
experience from this level is brought down to a spiritual level and then
to the physical level, it can cause tremendous problems. It expresses
itself on the spiritual horizontal level because of the change of mathematics.
As every attainment requires great consciousness to keep it functioning,
every gift requires consciousness to maintain it. A development of the
Time and Space experience takes huge quantities of energy and a corresponding
consumption of raw material. It is not unlike a great bush on which hundreds
of blooms appear. The amount of water needed to keep the bush alive is
enormous compared to the needs of a simple plant with one or two flowers.
If we were to feed six loaves of bread at each meal to a child, we would
be thought insane. However, if the child ate the six loaves of bread and
thrived, we would be proved rational. If you were to claim that the child
had eaten only three loaves because your mind could not accept the fact
that he had eaten six, you would be yielding to the limitations of your
mind. As spiritual work is irrational in terms of physical existence,
the concepts of Time and Space are difficult for the ordinary mind to
grasp. On another plane of existence the law of gravity and the other
laws of physics and chemistry exist in a different dimension; to comprehend
them, we have to comprehend a different reality.
The fascination of reaching into the past should in no way hold us to
the energy connection we find. This is a tremendous temptation because
it is an externalized situation; even though it represents us, we are
detached from it because we see Time and Space simultaneously while we
exist on another dimension. It takes tremendous courage to work dynamically
in two different directions at the same time. It is as if we are trying
to create two cyclones on different planes where they need each other
to maintain the energy balance. It involves raising one level of energy,
transcending that, detaching from it, and then opening during the surrender
to any dimension where the effort of the surrender and detachment brings
other energies into the void. A higher force on a higher level creates
a second cyclone. It is necessary for the horizontal lines of energy to
be as quiet as possible during the vertical vortexes. It is possible to
take these cyclones or vortexes through the solid horizontal lines because
they are lines of matter while the cyclone represents the movement of
creativity. The cyclone can completely absorb the horizontal lines removed
by absorbing their quantity as more cyclones are born; these cyclones,
or vortexes, all contain wisdom and energy. Some are containers of people,
some of knowledge of a culture, but they are again only manifestations
and have a capacity to bore their way into our unconsciousness and serve
as very high nourishment accepted without mind. Some of these are such
complete worlds in themselves that if they are looked at consciously,
they immediately wrap the individual experiencing them into this intelligence
and the person feels completely creative living within the extraordinary
expansion of materialization and energy force. This is an endless pattern.
On the physical level we can absorb segments. An entire world can absorb
us on the Time and Space level. We are always in danger of being absorbed
into what we are eating as nourishment. On the physical level we surrender
illusion to obtain spirituality. This spirituality becomes manifest and
we must detach ourselves from the manifestations as they are only partial
truths. In Time and Space there are complete truths because everything
that was, exists, and the need to understand the nature of energy causes
entire worlds to be manifested. These worlds are in no way any more valid
than the partial truths on a spiritual level. The process of absorption
is really for the purpose of using the past to mature us so that we can
prepare to live in the future. To live on the second horizontal level,
taking in total quantities of past lives and culture, is to gather all
the energy that was - to experience and be part of what is. This development
of creative energy in us is concurrent with the energy of God expanding
this consciousness into the universe.
Above Time and Space is creation. It is the vertical of infinity. It gives
birth. It is a descending expression of sound. The nature of energy is
that, as it descends, it is held in all matter and is equal in all of
its parts to the whole. Within every human being is the entire content
of consciousness in its highest form. It is locked in a structure of the
tensions of people and when a piece is broken off, being of a lighter
nature, it rises and we see it as an enlightenment. It is only the reflection
of the whole. The unconsciousness in us contains everything. Spirituality
frees the inner content to allow it to travel until it becomes one with
Time and Space and then the complete manifestation of all that was gives
the nourishment.
An iceberg floating in the ocean is a detached part of a glacier. No matter
how enormous the iceberg, it in no way compares with the size of the glacier.
The nature of anything that breaks away from its mass on the horizontal
level moves it along the horizontal. It is the law of physical and material
things. When we work spiritually, we look above ourselves, reaching to
transcend ourselves and touch our enlightenment. We always relate spiritually
to this energy on a higher level. It is without consciousness because
what we see above us has broken off from the mass of unconsciousness within
our being. It is important not to be satisfied with the realization of
this fragment but to take the energy from it and bring it back where it
can penetrate into the mass of unconsciousness. The energy soaks into
and releases the tension in the unconscious, allowing it to free another
piece of itself. This is then used as nourishment and the process is repeated
endlessly.
It very often happens that because you cannot understand where the creativity
belongs you bring physical revelation to spiritual energy or spiritual
revelation to physical energy. The energy that we encounter in Time and
Space is still another energy. If any of the treasures that exist in this
dimension are manifest, they can only be understood intellectually on
the level of the dimension from which they came. If any lesser degree
of understanding is found, it should be surrendered as food.
Man going to the moon adapts inside a space ship by keeping pressure and
gravity controlled so that he can function in alien surroundings. The
ability of a human being to travel within himself from the physical to
the spiritual and then to higher levels requires a chemistry that can
withstand the transition. You must allow your system to assimilate the
differences and densities of energy that you encounter. To do this, you
have to be conscious of the conditions met and what the energy or experience
will be. Spiritually we do this so that we can stay with the change until
the molecular structure within us has completed the process of assimilation.
If we wish to operate on the level of time and consciousness, it must
be with the understanding that we must first go through the two previous
levels.
The beginning always must be the same - you open and consciously go up
from the physical to the spiritual, and then go up to the level of Time
and Space. As in all things, the beginning emulates the end. We begin
in the physical by the seed germinating within the unconscious, in which
we rise to the spiritual and then into Time and Space. It gives us the
stem through which the flow of energy can move and assimilate at each
stage that which is essential not only for the growth but for the continued
connection. Having isolated thoughts in no way will bring about a process
of creativity and growth. Creation is a complete process.
It is a mistake for anyone to venture into this area without the commitment
of time and longevity. Life is lived with our total being and limited
consciousness. How can anyone expect to extract from creation without
being open to it?
You would do well to recognize the particular quantities which we receive
from the different dimensions. It is not unlike doing three different
jigsaw puzzles simultaneously. Each piece belongs to one or the other
of the puzzles. Many times we put a piece in the wrong dimension and when
it does not fit, we feel that what we have found is wrong.
What is wrong is that we are not looking closely at what we found and
understanding it as it is rather than as we wish it to be. Very often
you reject because you forget where you obtained the information or enlightenment
and try to fit it into a puzzle that is in another pattern in Time and
Space. It is confusing when we scramble the three puzzles and think there
is only one. This makes great confusion in relationships where we have
a spiritual relationship on a physical level, a physical relationship
on a spiritual level, and on a physical and spiritual level, a relationship
of Time and Space. With many people, we live and love and grow or do not
grow because of this scramble.
We have the tremendous capacity to bring tensions to our ordinary physical
life. To our spiritual life we bring the tensions of our physical existence
and thereby stop the growth of a spiritual development. The basic discipline
of making the mind quiet, which is essential for spiritual work, is dramatically
needed for the evolvement into Time and Space. Spiritual manifestations,
although dramatic in the sense that the person growing in spirituality
sees manifestations which are strange, are usually impersonal. In Time
and Space all experiences are deeply personal as they represent connections
of past lives.
In spiritual work if we stay on the path we receive protection. We continually
surrender, allowing nothing to touch our mind; if we keep in a state of
surrender, we will not be attacked. Everything is dissolvable through
conscious surrender into matter which will flow. This protects us and
allows us to transcend the experience by encompassing it as energy. In
Time and Space, as we are reaching past relationships and experiences,
we do not avoid what is on the path, but try to relate to it. We must
open, experience, and fulfill whatever quantity was not fulfilled in the
previous time that we encountered this life experience. This is detachment
with consciousness, in which we experience solely to complete our karma,
not for involvement. In Time and Space, there is no longevity - we work
for meeting the moment of karma and as we touch it we complete the past
situation.
it is a new land with new customs and rules; we must realize this from
dimension to dimension. In physical life we do as the law of the land
demands, in spiritual life we must live according to the rules of spirituality,
and in Time and Space we live according to the rules of infinity. The
"I am" is the accumulation of the "Was."
One factor which is always predictable in spiritual work is the feeling
of a void. A void is observable when we come to a situation of great frustration
where we cannot generate the energy needed to take care of the growth;
when this occurs, as it frequently does, an unconscious person becomes
frustrated and expresses this frustration by fighting. It is possible
to fill the void by consciously surrendering at that time and feeling
a separation in which you transcend into the void. This obviously leaves
you suspended in space. It is from this level of suspension that you can
attract spiritual energy which transcends the level acquired on the earth
because you are no longer on the physical level. It allows for the attraction
of energy which is of Time and Space. The nature of this incoming force
is totally different from one that we attract on the physical level.
It is imperative to maintain the feeling of suspension in the void so
that these Time and Space energies can be attracted and connect in us.
As the experience takes place in a void, many of the guiding factors have
to do with manifestations on the physical level and in the person connected
with you during these experiences. It is possible to see openings in the
psychic center of a person so that the energy connections are feeding
directly into areas that are visible on the head or other parts of the
body. It becomes like a multilevel film where several dimensions are superimposed
on each other simultaneously. You actually see the symbols of the past
and understand and feel the connections between yourself and the person
you’re working with. They represent a point on the physical level,
you represent a point in space, and the connection can then come from
infinity.
In this Time and Space energy we do not connect the same way as we do
working from a spiritual level. Working on a spiritual level we are consciously
opening to receive a specific energy which has to do with the one-pointedness
of existence. We are standing on the earth opening to the energy above
us - energy which is at a point directly above our head. In the Time and
Space connection, as we are working in a state of suspended energy, we
have to attract the force from infinity. This should manifest a connection
in a particular past karma. It has no more significance in its manifestation
to the earth than a noodle has in a pan of lasagna. If you get lost in
the pan of lasagna, you’ll get lost in this aspect of your cosmic
soul. As the distance in energy is much more vast, so are the manifestations.
The more extraordinary the manifestation, the more advanced the student,
the simpler it should be to separate from the manifestation. Intensity
does not make truth, it only signifies dense energy.
Many people completely surrender themselves to the extraordinary experience
even though they have learned to separate themselves from a negative or
limited experience. It is no more honor to be killed with a jade dagger
than with a chicken feather. The greatest danger of Time and Space energy
is that the staging is bigger and more magnificent. It is just a difference
in mathematics and must be consciously understood at all times.
We come from a physical base which we must continually add to. Once free
of this and mature, the energy rises from that base and acts as a link
with more abstract or spiritual forces. Most people who are attracted
to spiritual work want to leave the physical level because of dissatisfaction.
People going up into spiritual realms for this reason are like immature
plants whose stems are not thick enough to carry the nourishment higher.
What occurs is a spindly plant, or the illusion of a healthy plant. Spiritual
reality can be attained only when the energy rises from a strong and happy
physical level and keeps rising and rising and rising and rising until
it becomes manifest and again spreads out on a horizontal level. It is
only different in content, in this case as spiritual force acquires properties
as it goes through dimensions. It produces and reproduces until the seed
on the spiritual plant is refined as a seed which is crossbred in nature.
It is essential, therefore, if we are going to raise the seed we sow,
that the seed itself be very, very strong. Anyone who grows in a weak
condition will only become a weak student. Spiritual energy almost never
rises to a horizontal level and expands. Heaven is a rising spiritual
energy of rich content due to its refinement, manifesting a world as rich
as the ascending energy itself. Anything coming from heaven is rich and
makes everything it touches rich. Any part of a whole is the same as the
whole.
In all spiritual schools realization is always talked about in extraordinary
terms, while the teaching is often poor. When traveling in the Orient,
I heard the promises of a spiritual life in conversation but never saw
the realities in the people. My experience with Swami Nityananda was the
great exception, as the richness flowed through him to me. Every time
I surrendered to him I felt a tremendous richness. It should be understood
that my physical connection with Swami Nityananda was for just one day.
The richness is still within me, which makes it obvious that the problem
in this world is not a lack of hunger on the part of students but an inability
of teachers to meet their need. To arouse curiosity in someone is not
the same as opening someone to their need. Creating mysteries is the usual
capacity of teachers. Their purpose should be creating life.
Only when the energy has risen to the higher horizontal plane does the
state of being of a person begin to accumulate; this can only occur because
everything on that plane is of a whole. This state of being is the first
platform for a permanent new dimension. The accumulation on the physical
level helps to free energy for the spiritual; the accumulation on the
spiritual level helps to free energy to reach into infinity.
It’s very easy to be happy by staying on this level where all things
are wonderful. But the same appetite that is necessary on the physical
level must exist on the spiritual: to not accept the gifts but to demand
the energy to go higher and higher. The mind is even less able to comprehend
because the expression is more abstract. The connections are further removed
from today as time becomes something other than the point above us that
we’re working toward from the physical to the spiritual. It becomes
multipointed, which is exactly what a horizontal line is. It connects
as a whole as the nourishment gathers on a level. In this case, instead
of a point in time, it is all points in time.
Our connections become connections of infinity, not of one-pointedness;
instead of the limitations of one aspect of a relationship we experience
the total. On the earth level we have relationships which exclude all
of our past lives and gifts. On this horizontal level, the richness of
all our past lives and energy satisfies the relationship. Everything flowers
on this spiritual level of realization. We can understand why our tensions
and irrational behavior are as they have been. Our true nature is revealed
to us.
Man thought the world was flat because his concept could not encompass
the physical world in its entirety. That he has grown to accept a round
world and live in it is an indication of the brain expansion that has
occurred within the last few hundred years. This expansion has opened
us to many other factors. These are all in the conscious mind. That they
existed in the unconsciousness is obvious because what can evolve must
be latent in the brain. This extraordinary new dimension obviously existed
in our unconscious. When we begin to understand that the unconscious does
not work by the same principles that the physical and material worlds
do, we will find that we are entering the creative storehouse and bringing
to the surface all the treasures that ever existed for us. It is the simple
truth that once discovered brings a smile to everyone’s face and
the profound quiet followed by the statement, "Of course." What
else can you say when the obvious is revealed?
The whole higher evolvement of man has always been a reaching up for spirituality
where man’s consciousness can expand through a tremendous effort.
The higher consciousness of man is only the expression of the unconsciousness
freeing itself and rising to a level that is visible and available. The
higher forces of creativity are lighter and rise and nourish us and therefore
attach to our mechanism and become consciousness.
It is no different from seeing an iceberg floating off the coast of New
England. It detaches from its glacier somewhere up in the Arctic and by
its separation becomes visible. This is the way energy expresses itself
on a physical level. What breaks away separates on the horizon. Energy
breaking away on a spiritual level rises and is visible from the physical
level as a piece of creativity above us. We assume that this piece has
dropped from some great glacier in the atmosphere.
It is by digging inside ourselves and surrendering endlessly that we free
the inner material so that it can rise up. It is this simultaneous digging
in the unconscious and being in Time and Space that enables us to see
those treasures that are not visible.
The nature of energy is that it gets stronger as we rise from the physical
to the spiritual level - There are fewer tensions and a great vastness
to draw from. It is like a V shape (a cyclone) and we are on the bottom.
As it rises the expansion on the top increases and the tension lessens.
Also, as we rise we are farther from the two external lines of tension
which contain this vastness. The higher up in this V shape we come, the
greater the movement. The nature of energy is that it flows faster with
fewer tensions around it. The volume of energy also speeds the velocity
of the flow. As you reach into Time and Space, the flow of energy is faster;
as a result, the outer conditions of the world around you seem to move
with great speed.
Many people in public life or in high positions in business or professional
life understand this principle to some degree. It is essential for anyone
working with higher energies to in no way be involved with petty detail,
as this acts as tension which slows down the flow. A weak person does
his job below the tension of a situation. A strong person makes new rules
and frees himself from the obsolete restrictions placed upon him. It is
the same thing in spiritual work. We work and learn with everyone else’s
restrictions and tensions. If you have the capacity to grow, you break
these tensions, but only by being free in the sense that you can transcend
them and function better than somebody else can with these restrictions.
A revolution is of no help if it imposes restrictions that bring about
more tension than those which have been removed. Transcending one level
should not bring restrictions to force a person to a lesser level in any
area of his life. If one point of growth in any way brings part of a person
to a lesser level, then the development of the particular aspect which
is accepted becomes the limitation of the work done, not the expression
of the creative potential. Simply continue the line of work for a longer
period of time until the restriction is removed. If the restriction cannot
be removed, then the energy must be treated like medicines which can cure
eighty percent ofthe people and are detrimental to the other twenty percent.
It requires great consciousness not to inflict that aspect of the development
on the complete person, but to use it only in situations where it performs
one hundred percent.
Many things fail because they are generally good, not always good. It
takes a great consciousness to use anything of limited capacity well.
It takes more consciousness because each situation must be examined in
its entirety and watched continually for any reaction other than that
which brings about the growth required. As people evolve spiritually,
it is necessary for them to see everything that they do relate to the
area around themselves. The continued sensitivity increases the molecularly
or connection between the reacting area or person and the energy in space.
When we drop things, it tells us that we are losing sensitivity. It means
that we are not relating an object to the flow of creation around it.
Many of the tensions that we feel with people are the guiding hand of
creation trying to show us that we are building tensions against creative
flow. We project these as attacks upon our ego, and add to the tension.
The greatest waste in our lives is energy that is fed into ego. It increases
the appetite of the unbelievable unsatisfied monster that eats energy.
It increases the unhappiness within a human being. It takes everything
and if it gave only nothing, it would not be so bad. It brings misery
because it embodies the waste of energy which is the enemy of creation.
It is the greatest sin that a human being can perpetrate. It is taking
the gift of life and by consciously not using it, feeding it to this monster
of ego. It becomes more and more a creature of self-pity and helplessness.
A helplessness based on great strength because of the vast amount of energy
fed into it, it is not weak, but strong. It talks weak, which is one of
its great disguises, but can eat up people in one bite. The innocent try
to appease it, but that is like feeding helpless virgins into a volcano
to keep it from erupting. Ego can take and take, but this in no way appeases
the fire that is building within it.
If a person on a physical level moves an object consciously, he incorporates
the energy around the object on the physical level. We see this with good
coworkers who can work and at the same time have a sympathetic feeling
for each other. This opens them, increases their creative flow, and helps
them to increase their output. The increase of creative energy on the
physical level supports the rising energy on a spiritual level. The energy
increases on the physical level as it now not only supports the physical
act but is feeding a quantity of energy into the spiritual level, energy
connected to a finer quality. The base expands much slower than the higher
spiritual level, and the energy opens very much in a V shape. If at the
same time the effort is made to reach into Time and Space, this V shape
is moving into a still higher and much more refined energy level and travels
vortically throughout the cosmos. It still requires the will, consciousness,
and surrender of the person. This allows for the gathering of a vast energy
which will come into the core of the person and into every situation simultaneously.
It is therefore possible to be working on three dimensions simultaneously.
The higher energy in Time and Space has such velocity of movement that
it can be brought to the physical level while it is still in this other
dimension. Great endurance and physical strength are essential to encompass
this and it should be treated very cautiously. All energy is supported
by us from the ground up. It can be separated from the physical and be
allowed to exist in the spiritual to Time and Space. This allows two dimensions
to work freed of the weight and pressure of the physical and material
level, but there must be one thread of consciousness at all times holding
these two dimensions together in harmony with the actions taking place
on the physical level. Cosmic balloons can be made for many reasons and
will serve the person on different dimensions. We should learn that the
act of creativity can exist on many different levels simultaneously.
People make the creative connection unconsciously. They should always
hold on to it and strengthen it by feeling the satisfying and nourishing
extension all the time. Living by being more responsible to everyone around
you makes for spirituality. You give life to the people around you. Hardly
anybody ever looks objectively at a situation - consciously checking to
see if there is something he can do to improve it while expressing his
energy. People have to learn that what they open in themselves is feeding
them. How can you have a connection with someone if you don’t take
care of your other responsibilities?
On the ordinary level when we surrender and open we receive spiritual
energy as a point reaching for something above itself. The energy comes
down from above in a straight line. This has the tendency to keep us going
in a straight line, transcending ourselves; it creates more than enough
strain for the strength of the energy and the development of the energy
on this level. In Time and Space, you open in the void. The energy comes
in at a 45-degree angle, which brings you a much greater area to fill,
as the outgoing force is also at a 45degree angle, making a configuration
like a vortex. The student is in the void, above the incoming and outgoing
energies.
The person being opened between the incoming and outgoing force will find
the position above the vortex as a natural consequence. It is again not
a thing of mind, but a thing of spirit. As such, it works with the surrender
to bring about the ultimate good of the person working to grow. In many
areas of the mind, once we open the door, that which exists there flows
into our being and becomes part of our entire life force. The buoyancy
that exists completely removes our need to measure precisely angles and
inches. By expanding the size, you can feel what is essential for the
particular effort that is being performed.
Using the vortex in movement is another way to gather energy in Time and
Space. In this case, the physical manifestation of a person is completely
lost. It is used up as a quantity during the movement and reappears on
other planes and dimensions once the movement has ended.
LIVING by being more responsible to everyone around you makes for spirituality.
The riches of the earth are mined through the consciousness of man digging
out the treasures that have developed through millions of years. Gold,
silver, and coal are all obtained by sinking various kinds of shafts into
the earth and, with a great flow of water, removing these treasures. Oil
and gas are treated differently as their condition demands. These treasures
from the earth represent our inheritance of millions of years; only in
the last one hundred years have we been able to tap these resources.
Today man flies through the air and sends rockets to distant planets,
tapping the resources of space. This is also symbolic of the capacity
that is available spiritually. In spiritual development we are approaching
that point at which Time and Space become just another level of consciousness.
We think of ourselves as only living today. Those people fortunate enough
to experience astral travel are still traveling on a horizontal plane
because they are within the immediate Time and Space. The deep treasures
that free us are not those that appear on a horizontal plane but those
that appear on a vertical plane. As we approach creation, or God, we come
through all levels of Time and Space. As we transcend them, we absorb
the content of these levels.
IT takes growing and surrendering continually to become part of infinity
and the endlessness that is represented by the concept of living in Time
and Space.
Very often people talk of having the knowledge of past lives and this
is received by others with great reverence and mystery. This is like digging
up endless aged jars that have no content. The real miracle and adventure
is not only to contact those aspects of ourselves that lived previously,
but also to take the content and nourishment from our past lives to raise
the level of our being. In this way we become aware and grow higher and
higher. Man living on one plane is continually harassed by the meeting
of situations and people from his past lives. He is unable to feel the
reason for his attraction to these persons. This void is responsible for
great unhappiness in most people. They have everything that this plane
can offer, and yet this hunger that is within them can never be satisfied.
Money, power, fame - none of these can take care of the voids within us
due to a lack of fulfillment in our past lives.
Everyone has had the experience of friendship, marriage, or connections
with other people which are irrational in themselves but yet are sustained
because they satisfy something very deep in our unconscious. It is this
which binds so many people to an endless dissatisfaction because they
cannot satisfy the strange hungers and appetites that exist in them. When
we ask, "Why am I?" and succeed in finding the answer, it takes
care of today. The question should also be, "Who was I and who will
I be?" It is only by freeing the self so that it can travel through
Time and Space that we become one with God and one with our true nature.
One time a man tried to reach an apple and someone asked him what he would
do in order to reach it. He said, "I will grow within myself and
then I can pluck this apple from the tree. " This is the true spiritual
answer for obtaining everything. It is not enough to have the apple fall.
We must grow internally and stretch so that we grow up to that which is
in existence and obtain what is rightfully ours. The physical act of changing
the arrangement by climbing the tree or throwing a stone and knocking
the apple down makes it available for the moment. By growing taller inside
we have this apple forever. It is the moment that we usually think of
- it should be the endlessness. Only by doing that which is part of infinity
do we really satisfy everything. It takes growing and surrendering continually
to become part of infinity and the endlessness that is represented by
the concept of living in Time and Space.
It takes some consciousness to lower resistance when we wish to surrender.
The deeper your insecurity, the stronger the resistance; the greater the
ego, the stronger the resistance. To give away money you have to have
money; to gain life you have to surrender life. In this sense the more
alive you are the faster you will grow. Most people surrender ego when
they are surrendering what they think is themselves in their spiritual
work. In Time and Space we can only surrender spirit.
The conflict between our resistance to our physical self and reaching
for spirituality is our going from the physical horizontal level to the
spiritual vertical level. To attain consciousness on a vertical spiritual
level, we must surrender spirit. It is the spirit meeting spirit which
is the true meeting of this level. On a physical level we are going from
physical to spiritual and we surrender ourselves. As we are going from
spirit to spirit manifestation it is essential to understand the nature
of the energy involved. The nature of spirit meeting spirit in no way
can be possessive, as spirit cannot possess it self. It fills everything
and is the best replacement in any human being for ego and self.
As we become more involved on the horizontal spiritual plane, we become
filled with what was, which changes our capacity to attract what is in
our life. The need of receiving energy due to the expansion of the likeness
of this higher point of existence creates a three-dimensional movement
that is separate from - and at the same time connected to - the field
in which these energies are at work. The need not to identify becomes
essential because the sensitivity due to the interaction of the fields
of energy around the dimensions cannot be disturbed.
IN going into psychic areas, touch only what you need to touch.
"The mind is the slayer of the soul," and it also reaches through
dimensions disturbing the operation that is essential to working in Time
and Space. Wandering of the mind interferes tremendously with the objective
in entering Time and Space. Our purpose should be to gather the energy
of past lives to free ourselves, also to avoid disturbing the balance
that exists in the places that we come from. When you take from a situation;
it should be left living and healthy. Going into areas where the refinement
of energy has been in existence for many thousands or even millions of
years, we are touching something of great strength. We must use what we
find, not abuse or destroy it. Destroying builds karma and the entire
purpose of this work is to free yourself of past karma. There is an old
adage, "If you do not know what to do, do nothing." This is
extremely true when going into psychic areas. Touch only what you need
to touch. Experience only what is essential. Wantonness is tantamount
to destructiveness. Excessiveness in no way allows for flow but creates
all kinds of physical problems. Great respect should always exist with
consciousness as it builds sensitivity. It is gathering in depth,not just
from the obvious, that frees you from your past.
We eventually come to that point where we can work with the three separate
levels simultaneously. This forms an energy and shape similar to a cyclone
with the physical as the base, the spiritual in the middle, and Time and
Space on the top. The shape is significant; the difference in movement
from the bottom to the top shows the extraordinary difference in energy
and rate of movement. This energy is sucked up from the tip of the vortex
above the physical level. In the middle there is the expansion that comes
through spirituality, which produces a situation that draws into itself
vast energy which frees us to transcend. The width of the circumference
at the top is significant in that it is not focused but wide and all-encompassing.
Growing is in the nature of eating. If you start to eat anything, you
start on one comer and work your way across, whether it’s a chocolate
bar or a loaf of bread. People may touch a source of nourishment and cease
in their eating and digesting. A child eating from its mother’s
breast when it’s hungry will not be satisfied with a rubber nipple.
It’s conscious of its need because it has an appetite which motivates
it. The sense of eating, digesting, and assimilating must become a conscious
effort, otherwise we become satisfied with a rubber nipple, not filling
the inner hunger. It is the subtlety of spiritual food that we do not
feed a conscious appetite. We surrender and consciously work and build
resistance. As the nourishment expands our muscle system, it has a reverse
sensation. The growing in no way satisfies a human appetite. It creates
tremendous unrest, tension, and resistance because it is eating by transcending,
not by attachment. In Time and Space we have not only to overcome all
the spiritual problems, but the physical problems as well. Since it is
a higher level which encompasses the two lower levels of physical and
spiritual work, we not only have unrest, tension, and resistance, but
also an appetite - a hunger that wishes to attach us to whatever we’re
eating.
There are many extraordinary growth capacities in the expansion that takes
place on the spiritual vertical level. The meeting of people from past
existences represents a great energy intake. One of the remarkable effects
is the ability to meet someone who has been attached to you many lifetimes
ago. Under ordinary conditions it is a great energy transference, as past
gifts flow between you and this other person. This is a reward of consciousness
and helps to transcend ordinary physical and spiritual levels.
At times the meeting with someone from Time and Space can bring dramatic
and unusual circumstances. Many incurable diseases can be helped enormously
with the higher rate of flow that exists on the spiritual vertical level.
The disease is based on crystallization or lack of flow. The connection
of past karma in Time and Space connects to this enormously increased
rate of flow. When consciously used, it can break through crystallization,
removing structure that holds all kinds of disease or negativity. It is
another way of allowing creative energy to flow through for a conscious
purpose and must be done with a consciousness by both parties.
Many things not possible on the lower levels of creative energy are easily
managed on the higher level. This is due to the refinement and depths
of nourishment which can be obtained because of the increase of content
on the higher level of Time and Space. The mind has to be very well controlled
to surrender all connections on the lower levels or it would demean this
higher energy. We must keep the highest potential as the realization of
this new dimension of energy and not limit ourselves because of past experience.
The need for fuel is increased by the rate of flow and the greater capacity
to burn up energy in this higher level. It is necessary to open much deeper
within yourself so that instead of reaching out in a limited way, we open
completely on a 360-degree angle - as whole flowers open completely round,
drawing energy into the core of their being. This is a continual process
and has to be consciously felt and thought of.
People wishing to serve this level of existence must open as if they were
hypnotized, or set within themselves a conditioned reflex. Each time energy
in the atmosphere flows toward them, they respond like an ant-eating plant
whose outer ends of leaves vibrate with the scent of food. The radius
extended from a person has to continually increase to draw within the
being all energy that exists around it. Trees and plants do this and serve
nature in a wonderful way, by refining all energy that comes within their
radius. We have to begin to use the radius of our conscious existence
to draw within our being all matter, regardless of outer shape, as energy.
ENLIGHTENMENT is spirituality and longevity, period.
A great river that is not harnessed provides scenery and supports a certain
amount of fish life. A well-harnessed river does this, too, but also generates
energy that gives life to great cities. We need not destroy nature on
the physical level; we must draw it up through the spiritual level. "They
also serve who only stand and wait" is a quotation used by many people
to justify their ineffectiveness and lack of motivating drive. "Serve
what?" would be a question to ask. Everything serves. Even garbage
when it rots serves, but it certainly doesn’t realize its ultimate
potential when it serves as garbage. Every human being is recycled into
the cosmos. Your real purpose and realization comes from the amount of
energy that you can refine. This puts greater nourishment into the atmosphere
and helps other people become enlightened.
So much of life is a continual lamentation by people of the limitations
they feel. Standing on a ship at dawn and looking at the horizon or on
top of a mountain watching the sunset gives you a sense of infinity. People
locked in their own tension, relating to themselves with self-pity, reduce
their capacity as human beings. We expand only through the open quantity
that we allow ourselves to relate to. Once we experience the energy in
Time and Space and open to it, we have a sense of realization of what
was. As we see the walls of ancient relationships, vital in their time
but foolish and limited on reflection, we understand the nothingness that
restricts us from the sense of infinity. It is surrendering and stretching
and reaching and taking in more and more energy that accomplishes the
impossible. Enlightenment is spirituality and longevity, period.
In reference to the physical level, remember the fairy tale of the child
who sees an elf under a mushroom. He grabs it, knowing that if he can
hold on to it, the elf will grant his wish. The elf turns into fire, a
wild animal, and many other things, until he eventually turns back into
an elf and the boy’s wish is granted. This expresses the basic need
to sustain an effort until the chemistry changes are manifested and the
many threads return to a form of a higher understanding and realization.
All changing chemistry provides nightmares and thoughts until a level
is reached at which the chemical balance is maintained and the impurity
washed out of the system. Thechanging within you always causes tensions.
It is like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde; the taking of the chemicals causes
transformation which drives the mind crazy. The mind cannot encompass
the physical change. We take all change into the mind, which makes for
the split of personality and allows the ego to attack the soul. It is
all one, and accepting is only a form of rejecting.
To attain realization is to refuse to accept until the ultimate realization
is reached. The inability to endure and sustain a wish is the great enemy
of a human being. We always talk peace and make war. We talk enlightenment
but we cannot overcome our tensions to allow that enlightenment to assert
itself. Time, time, time. It takes time and patience and consciousness
to watch the changing chemistry.
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