A Voyage to Arcturus.
By David Lindsay
1 The Seance
2 In the Street
3 Starkness
4 The Voice
5 The Night of Departure
6 Joiwind
7 Panawe
8 The Lusion Plain
9 Oceaxe
10 Tydomin
11 On Disscourn
12 Spadevil
13 The Wombflash Forest
14 Polecrab
15 Swaylone's Island
16 Leehallfae
17 Corpang
18 Haunte
19 Sullenbode
20 Barey
21 Muspel
Chapter 1
THE SEANCE
On a march evening, at eight
o'clock, Backhouse, the medium - a fast
- rising star in the psychic
world - was ushered into the study at
Prolands, the Hampstead
residence of Montague Faull. The room
was
illuminated only by the light
of a blazing fire. The host, eying him
with indolent curiosity, got
up, and the usual conventional greetings
were exchanged. Having indicated an easy chair before the
fire to
his guest, the South American
merchant sank back again into his own.
The electric light was
switched on. Faull's prominent, clear -
cut
features, metallic - looking
skin, and general air of bored
impassiveness, did not seem
greatly to impress the medium, who was
accustomed to regard men from
a special angle. Backhouse, on the
contrary, was a novelty to the
merchant. As he tranquilly studied
him through half closed lids
and the smoke of a cigar, he wondered
how this little, thickset
person with the pointed beard contrived to
remain so fresh and sane in
appearance, in view of the morbid nature
of his occupation.
"Do you smoke?"
drawled Faull, by way of starting the Conversation.
"No? Then will you take a drink?"
"Not at present, I thank
you."
A pause.
"Everything is
satisfactory? The materialisation will
take place?"
"I see no reason to doubt
it."
"That's good, for I would
not like my guests to be disappointed. I
have your check written out in
my pocket."
"Afterward will do quite
well."
"Nine o'clock was the
time specified, I believe?"
"I fancy so."
The conversation continued to
flag. Faull sprawled in his chair, and
remained apathetic.
"Would you care to hear
what arrangements I have made?"
"I am unaware that any
are necessary, beyond chairs for your guests."
"I mean the decoration of
the seance room, the music, and so forth."
Backhouse stared at his
host. "But this is not a
theatrical
performance."
"That's correct. Perhaps I ought to explain.. .. There will
be
ladies present, and ladies,
you know, are aesthetically inclined."
"In that case I have no
objection. I only hope they will enjoy
the
performance to the end."
He spoke rather dryly.
"Well, that's all right,
then," said Faull. Flicking his
cigar into
the fire, he got up and helped
himself to whisky.
"Will you come and see
the room?"
"Thank you, no. I prefer
to have nothing to do with it till the time
arrives."
"Then let's go to see my
sister, Mrs. Jameson, who is in the drawing
room. She sometimes does me the kindness to act as
my hostess, as I
am unmarried."
"I will be
delighted," said Backhouse coldly.
They found the lady alone,
sitting by the open pianoforte in a
pensive attitude. She had been playing Scriabin and was
overcome.
The medium took in her small,
tight, patrician features and porcelain
- like hands, and wondered how
Faull came by such a sister. She
received him bravely, with
just a shade of quiet emotion. He was
used to such receptions at the
hands of the sex, and knew well how to
respond to them.
"What amazes me,"
she half whispered, after ten minutes of graceful,
hollow conversation, "is,
if you must know it, not so much the
manifestation itself - though
that will surely be wonderful - as your
assurance that it will take
place. Tell me the grounds of your
confidence."
"I dream with open
eyes," he answered, looking around at the door,
"and others see my
dreams. That is all."
"But that's
beautiful," responded Mrs. Jameson.
She smiled rather
absently, for the first guest
had just entered.
It was Kent - Smith, the ex -
magistrate, celebrated for his shrewd
judicial humour, which,
however, he had the good sense not to attempt
to carry into private
life. Although well on the wrong side
of
seventy, his eyes were still
disconcertingly bright. With the
selective skill of an old man,
he immediately settled himself in the
most comfortable of many
comfortable chairs.
"So we are to see wonders
tonight?"
"Fresh material for your
autobiography," remarked Faull.
"Ah, you should not have
mentioned my unfortunate book. An old
public servant is merely
amusing himself in his retirement, Mr.
Backhouse. You have no cause for alarm - I have studied
in the
school of discretion."
"I am not alarmed. There can be no possible objection to your
publishing whatever you please."
"You are most kind,"
said the old man, with a cunning smile.
"Trent is not coming
tonight," remarked Mrs. Jameson, throwing a
curious little glance at her
brother.
"I never thought he
would. It's not in his line."
"Mrs. Trent, you must understand," she went
on, addressing the ex-
magistrate, "has placed
us all under a debt of gratitude. She
has
decorated the old lounge hall
upstairs most beautifully, and has
secured the services of the
sweetest little orchestra."
"But this is Roman
magnificence."
"Backhouse thinks the
spirits should be treated with more deference,"
laughed Faull.
"Surely, Mr. Backhouse -
a poetic environment ..
"Pardon me. I am a simple
man, and always prefer to reduce things to
elemental simplicity. I raise
no opposition, but I express my
opinion. Nature is one thing, and art is
another."
"And I am not sure that I
don't agree with you," said the ex-
magistrate. "An occasion like this ought to be
simple, to guard
against the possibility of
deception - if you will forgive my
bluntness, Mr.
Backhouse."
"We shall sit in full
light," replied Backhouse, "and every
opportunity will be given to
all to inspect the room. I shall also
ask you to submit me to a
personal examination."
A rather embarrassed silence
followed. It was broken by the arrival
of two more guests, who
entered together. These were Prior, the
prosperous City coffee
importer, and Lang, the stockjobber, well
known in his own circle as an
amateur prestidigitator. Backhouse was
slightly acquainted with the
latter. Prior, perfuming the room with
the faint odour of wine and
tobacco smoke, tried to introduce an
atmosphere of joviality into
the proceedings. Finding that no one
seconded his efforts, however,
he shortly subsided and fell to
examining the water colours on
the walls. Lang, tall, thin, and
growing bald, said little, but
stared at Backhouse a good deal.
Coffee, liqueurs, and
cigarettes were now brought in.
Everyone
partook, except Lang and the
medium. At the same moment, Professor
Halbert was announced. He was the eminent psychologist, the author
and lecturer on crime,
insanity, genius, and so forth, considered in
their mental aspects. His presence at such a gathering somewhat
mystified the other guests,
but all felt as if the object of their
meeting had immediately
acquired additional solemnity. He was
small,
meagre-looking, and mild in
manner, but was probably the most
stubborn-brained of all that
mixed company. Completely ignoring the
medium, he at once sat down
beside Kent-Smith, with whom he began to
exchange remarks.
At a few minutes past the
appointed hour Mrs. Trent entered,
unannounced. She was a woman of about twenty-eight. She had a
white, demure, saintlike face,
smooth black hair, and lips so crimson
and full that they seemed to
be bursting with blood. Her tall,
graceful body was most
expensively attired. Kisses were
exchanged
between her and Mrs.
Jameson. She bowed to the rest of the
assembly,
and stole a half glance and a
smile at Faull. The latter gave her a
queer look, and Backhouse, who
lost nothing, saw the concealed
barbarian in the complacent
gleam of his eye. She refused the
refreshment that was offered
her, and Faull proposed that, as
everyone had now arrived, they
should adjourn to the lounge hall.
Mrs. Trent held up a slender
palm. "Did you, or did you not,
give me
carte blanche, Montague?"
"Of course I did,"
said Faull, laughing. "But what's
the matter?"
"Perhaps I have been
rather presumptuous. I don't know. I
have
invited a couple of friends to
join us. No, no one knows them.. ..
The two most extraordinary
individuals you ever saw. And mediums,
I
am sure."
"It sounds very
mysterious. Who are these
conspirators?"
"At least tell us their
names, you provoking girl," put in Mrs.
Jameson.
"One rejoices in the name
of Maskull, and the other in that of
Nightspore. That's nearly all that I know about them, so
don't
overwhelm me with, any more
questions."
"But where did you pick
them up? You must have picked them up
somewhere."
"But this is a cross -
examination. Have I sinned again
convention?
I swear I will tell you not
another word about them. They will be
here directly, and then I will
deliver them to your tender mercy."
"I don't know them,"
said Faull, "and nobody else seems to, but, of
course, we will all be very
pleased to have them.... Shall we wait,
or what?"
"I said nine, and it's
past that now. It's quite possible they
may
not turn up after all....
Anyway, don't wait."
"I would prefer to start
at once," said Backhouse.
The lounge, a lofty room,
forty feet long by twenty wide, had been
divided for the occasion into
two equal parts by a heavy brocade
curtain drawn across the
middle. The far end was thus concealed.
The nearer half had been
converted into an auditorium by a crescent
of armchairs. There was no
other furniture. A large fire was
burning
halfway along the wall,
between the chairbacks and the door.
The
room was brilliantly lighted
by electric bracket lamps. A sumptuous
carpet covered the floor.
Having settled his guests in
their seats, Faull stepped up to the
curtain and flung it
aside. A replica, or nearly so, of the
Drury
Lane presentation of the
temple scene in The Magic Flute was then
exposed to view: the gloomy,
massive architecture of the interior,
the glowing sky above it in
the background, and, silhouetted against
the latter, the gigantic
seated statue of the Pharaoh. A
fantastically carved wooden
couch lay before the pedestal of the
statue. Near the curtain, obliquely placed to the
auditorium, was a
plain oak armchair, for the
use of the medium.
Many of those present felt
privately that the setting was quite
inappropriate to the occasion
and savoured rather unpleasantly of
ostentation. Backhouse in particular seemed put out. The usual
compliments, however, were
showered on Mrs. Trent as the deviser of
so remarkable a theatre. Faull invited his friends to step forward
and examine the apartment as
minutely as they might desire. Prior
and Lang were the only ones to
accept. The former wandered about
among the pasteboard scenery,
whistling to himself and occasionally
tapping a part of it with his
knuckles. Lang, who was in his
element, ignored the rest of
his party and commenced a patient,
systematic search, on his own
account, for secret apparatus. Faull
and Mrs. Trent stood in a
corner of the temple, talking together in
low tones; while Mrs. Jameson,
pretending to hold Backhouse in
conversation, watched them as
only a deeply interested woman knows
how to watch.
Lang, to his own disgust,
having failed to find anything of a
suspicious nature, the medium
now requested that his own clothing
should be searched.
"All these precautions
are quite needless and beside the matter in
hand, as you will immediately
see for yourselves. My reputation
demands, however, that other
people who are not present would not be
able to say afterward that
trickery has been resorted to."
To Lang again fell the
ungrateful task of investigating pockets and
sleeves. Within a few minutes he expressed himself
satisfied that
nothing mechanical was in
Backhouse's possession. The guests
reseated themselves. Faull ordered two more chairs to be brought
for
Mrs. Trent's friends, who,
however, had not yet arrived. He then
pressed an electric bell, and
took his own seat.
The signal was for the hidden
orchestra to begin playing. A murmur
of surprise passed through the
audience as, without previous warning,
the beautiful and solemn
strains of Mozart's "temple" music pulsated
through the air. The expectation of everyone was raised,
while,
beneath her pallor and composure,
it could be seen that Mrs. Trent
was deeply moved. It was evident that aesthetically she was by
far
the most important person
present. Faull watched her, with his
face
sunk on his chest, sprawling
as usual.
Backhouse stood up, with one
hand on the back of his chair, and began
speaking. The music instantly sank to pianissimo, and
remained so
for as long as he was on his
legs.
"Ladies and gentlemen,
you are about to witness a materialisation.
That means you will see
something appear in space that was not
previously there. At first it will appear as a vaporous form,
but
finally it will be a solid
body, which anyone present may feel and
handle - and, for example,
shake hands with. For this body will be
in the human shape. It will be a real man or woman - which, I
can't
say - but a man or woman
without known antecedents. If, however,
you
demand from me an explanation
of the origin of this materialised form
- where it comes from, whence
the atoms and molecules composing its
tissues are derived - I am
unable to satisfy you. I am about to
produce the phenomenon; if
anyone can explain it to me afterward, I
shall be very grateful....
That is all I have to say."
He resumed his seat, half
turning his back on the assembly, and
paused for a moment before beginning
his task.
It was precisely at this
minute that the manservant opened the door
and announced in a subdued but
distinct voice: "Mr. Maskull, Mr.
Nightspore."
Everyone turned round. Faull rose to welcome the late arrivals.
Backhouse also stood up, and
stared hard at them.
The two strangers remained
standing by the door, which was closed
quietly behind them. They seemed to be waiting for the mild
sensation caused by their
appearance to subside before advancing into
the room. Maskull was a kind of giant, but of broader
and more
robust physique than most
giants. He wore a full beard. His
features were thick and heavy,
coarsely modelled, like those of a
wooden carving; but his eyes,
small and black, sparkled with the
fires of intelligence and
audacity. His hair was short, black,
and
bristling. Nightspore was of middle height, but so
tough - looking
that he appeared to be trained
out of all human frailties and
susceptibilities. His hairless face seemed consumed by an
intense
spiritual hunger, and his eyes
were wild and distant. Both men were
dressed in tweeds.
Before any words were spoken,
a loud and terrible crash of falling
masonry caused the assembled
party to start up from their chairs in
consternation. It sounded as if the entire upper part of
the
building had collapsed. Faull sprang to the door, and called to the
servant to say what was
happening. The man had to be questioned
twice before he gathered what
was required of him. He said he had
heard nothing. In obedience to his master's order, he went
upstairs.
Nothing, however, was amiss
there, neither had the maids heard
anything.
In the meantime Backhouse, who
almost alone of those assembled had
preserved his sangfroid, went
straight up to Nightspore, who stood
gnawing his nails.
"Perhaps you can explain
it, sir?"
"It was
supernatural," said Nightspore, in a harsh, muffled voice,
turning away from his
questioner.
"I guessed so. It is a familiar phenomenon, but I have
never heard
it so loud."
He then went among the guests,
reassuring them. By degrees they
settled down, but it was
observable that their former easy and good -
humoured interest in the
proceedings was now changed to strained
watchfulness. Maskull and Nightspore took the places
allotted to
them. Mrs. Trent kept stealing uneasy glances at
them. Throughout
the entire incident, Mozart's
hymn continued to be played. The
orchestra also had heard
nothing.
Backhouse now entered on his
task. It was one that began to be
familiar to him, and he had no
anxiety about the result. It was not
possible to effect the
materialisation by mere concentration of will,
or the exercise of any
faculty; otherwise many people could have done
what he had engaged himself to
do. His nature was phenomenal -
the
dividing wall between himself
and the spiritual world was broken in
many places. Through the gaps in his mind the inhabitants
of the
invisible, when he summoned
them, passed for a moment timidly and
awfully into the solid,
coloured universe.... He could not say how it
was brought about.... The
experience was a rough one for the body,
and many such struggles would
lead to insanity and early death. That
is why Backhouse was stern and
abrupt in his manner. The coarse,
clumsy suspicion of some of
the witnesses, the frivolous aestheticism
of others, were equally
obnoxious to his grim, bursting heart; but he
was obliged to live, and, to
pay his way, must put up with these
impertinences.
He sat down facing the wooden
couch. His eyes remained open but
seemed to look inward. His cheeks paled, and he became noticeably
thinner. The spectators almost forgot to
breathe. The more
sensitive among them began to
feel, or imagine, strange presences all
around them. Maskull's eyes glittered with anticipation,
and his
brows went up and down, but
Nightspore appeared bored.
After a long ten minutes the
pedestal of the statue was seen to
become slightly blurred, as
though an intervening mist were rising
from the ground. This slowly developed into a visible cloud,
coiling
hither and thither, and
constantly changing shape. The
professor
half rose, and held his
glasses with one hand further forward on the
bridge of his nose.
By slow stages the cloud
acquired the dimensions and approximate
outline of an adult human
body, although all was still vague and
blurred. It hovered lightly in the air, a foot or so
above the
couch. Backhouse looked haggard and ghastly. Mrs Jameson quietly
fainted in her chair, but she
was unnoticed, and presently revived.
The apparition now settled
down upon the couch, and at the moment of
doing so seemed suddenly to
grow dark. solid, and manlike. Many of
the guests were as pale as the
medium himself, but Faull preserved
his stoical apathy, and
glanced once or twice at Mrs. Trent.
She was
staring straight at the couch,
and was twisting a little lace
handkerchief through the
different fingers of her hand. The
music
went on playing.
The figure was by this time
unmistakably that of a man lying down.
The face focused itself into
distinctness. The body was draped in a
sort of shroud, but the
features were those of a young man. One
smooth hand fell over, nearly
touching the floor, white and
motionless. The weaker spirits of the company stared at
the vision
in sick horror; the. rest were
grave and perplexed. The seeming man
was dead, but somehow it did
not appear like a death succeeding life,
but like a death preliminary
to life. All felt that he might sit up
at any minute.
"Stop that music!"
muttered Backhouse, tottering from his chair and
facing the party. Faull touched the bell. A few more bars sounded,
and then total silence ensued.
"Anyone who wants to may
approach the couch," said Backhouse with
difficulty.
Lang at once advanced, and
stared awestruck at the supernatural
youth.
"You are at liberty to
touch," said the medium.
But Lang did not venture to,
nor did any of the others, who one by
one stole up to the couch -
until it came to Faull's turn. He
looked
straight at Mrs. Trent, who
seemed frightened and disgusted at the
spectacle before her, and then
not only touched the apparition but
suddenly grasped the drooping
hand in his own and gave it a powerful
squeeze. Mrs. Trent gave a low scream. The ghostly visitor opened
his eyes, looked at Faull
strangely, and sat up on the couch. A
cryptic smile started playing
over his mouth. Faull looked at his
hand; a feeling of intense
pleasure passed through his body.
Maskull caught Mrs. Jameson in
his arms; she was attacked by another
spell of faintness. Mrs. Trent ran forward, and led her out of
the
room. Neither of them returned.
The phantom body now stood
upright, looking about him, still with his
peculiar smile. Prior suddenly felt sick, and went out. The other
men more or less hung
together, for the sake of human society, but
Nightspore paced up and down,
like a man weary and impatient, while
Maskull attempted to
interrogate the youth. The apparition
watched
him with a baffling
expression, but did not answer.
Backhouse was
sitting apart, his face buried
in his hands.
It was at this moment that the
door was burst open violently, and a
stranger, unannounced, half
leaped, half strode a few yards into the
room, and then stopped. None of Faull's friends had ever seen him
before. He was a thick, shortish man, with
surprising muscular
development and a head far too
large in proportion to his body. His
beardless yellow face
indicated, as a first impression, a mixture of
sagacity, brutality, and
humour.
"Aha-i, gentlemen!"
he called out loudly. His voice was
piercing,
and oddly disagreeable to the
ear. "So we have a little visitor
here."
Nightspore turned his back,
but everyone else stared at the intruder
in astonishment. He took another few steps forward, which
brought
him to the edge of the
theatre.
"May I ask, sir, how I
come to have the honour of being your host?"
asked Faull sullenly. He thought that the evening was not
proceeding
as smoothly as he had
anticipated.
The newcomer looked at him for
a second, and then broke into a great,
roaring guffaw. He thumped Faull on the back playfully - but
the
play was rather rough, for the
victim was sent staggering against the
wall before he could recover
his balance.
"Good evening, my
host!"
"And good evening to you
too, my lad!" he went on, addressing the
supernatural youth, who was
now beginning to wander about the room,
in apparent unconsciousness of
his surroundings. "I have seen
someone very like you before,
I think."
There was no response.
The intruder thrust his head
almost up to the phantom's face.
"You
have no right here, as you
know."
The shape looked back at him
with a smile full of significance,
which, however, no one could
understand.
"Be careful what you are
doing," said Backhouse quickly.
"What's the matter,
spirit usher?"
"I don't know who you
are, but if you use physical violence toward
that, as you seem inclined to
do, the consequences may prove very
unpleasant."
"And without pleasure our
evening would be spoiled, wouldn't it, my
little mercenary friend?"
Humour vanished from his face,
like sunlight from a landscape,
leaving it hard and
rocky. Before anyone realised what he
was doing,
he encircled the soft, white
neck of the materialised shape with his
hairy hands and, with a double
turn, twisted it completely round. A
faint, unearthly shriek
sounded, and the body fell in a heap to the
floor. Its face was uppermost. The guests were unutterably shocked
to observe that its expression
had changed from the mysterious but
fascinating smile to a vulgar,
sordid, bestial grin, which cast a
cold shadow of moral nastiness
into every heart. The transformation
was accompanied by a sickening
stench of the graveyard.
The features faded rapidly
away, the body lost its consistence,
passing from the solid to the
shadowy condition, and, before two
minutes had elapsed, the
spirit - form had entirely disappeared.
The short stranger turned and
confronted the party, with a long, loud
laugh, like nothing in nature.
The professor talked excitedly
to Kent - Smith in low tones. Faull
beckoned Backhouse behind a
wing of scenery, and handed him his check
without a word. The medium put it in his pocket, buttoned
his coat,
and walked out of the
room. Lang followed him, in order to
get a
drink.
The stranger poked his face up
into Maskull's.
"Well, giant, what do you
think of it all? Wouldn't you like to
see
the land where this sort of
fruit grows wild?"
"What sort of
fruit?"
"That specimen
goblin."
Maskull waved him away with
his huge hand. "Who are you, and
how did
you come here?"
"Call up your
friend. Perhaps he may recognise
me." Nightspore had
moved a chair to the fire, and
was watching the embers with a set,
fanatical expression.
"Let Krag come to me, if
he wants me," he said, in his strange voice.
"You see, he does know
me," uttered Krag, with a humorous look.
Walking over to Nightspore, he
put a hand on the back of his chair.
"Still the same old
gnawing hunger?"
"What is doing these
days?" demanded Nightspore disdainfully, without
altering his attitude.
"Surtur has gone, and we
are to follow him."
"How do you two come to
know each other, and of whom are you
speaking?" asked Maskull,
looking from one to the other in
perplexity.
"Krag has something for
us. Let us go outside," replied
Nightspore.
He got up, and glanced over
his shoulder. Maskull, following the
direction of his eye, observed
that the few remaining men were
watching their little group
attentively.
Chapter 2
IN THE STREET
The three men gathered in the
street outside the house. The night
was slightly frosty, but
particularly clear, with an east wind
blowing. The multitude of blazing stars caused the
sky to appear
like a vast scroll of
hieroglyphic symbols. Maskull felt
oddly
excited; he had a sense that
something extraordinary was about to
happen "What brought you
to this house tonight, Krag, and what made
you do what you did? How are we understand that apparition?"
"That must have been
Crystalman's expression on face," muttered
Nightspore.
"We have discussed that,
haven't we, Maskull? Maskull is anxious
to
behold that rare fruit in its
native wilds."
Maskull looked at Krag
carefully, trying to analyse his own feelings
toward him. He was distinctly repelled by the man's
personality, yet
side by side with this
aversion a savage, living energy seemed to
spring up in his heart that in
some strange fashion was attributable
to Krag.
"Why do you insist on
this simile?" he asked.
"Because it is
apropos. Nightspore's quite right. That was
Crystalman's face, and we are
going to Crystalman's country."
"And where is this
mysterious country?"
"Tormance."
"That's a quaint
name. But where is it?"
Krag grinned, showing his
yellow teeth in the light of the street
lamp.
"It is the residential
suburb of Arcturus."
"What is he talking
about, Nightspore? .. . Do you mean the star of
that name?" he went on,
to Krag.
"Which you have in front
of you at this very minute" said Krag,
pointing a thick finger toward
the brightest star in the south-
eastern sky. "There you see Arcturus, and Tormance
is its one
inhabited planet."
Maskull looked at the heavy,
gleaning star, and again at Krag. Then
he pulled out a pipe, and
began to fill it.
"You must have cultivated
a new form of humour, Krag.
"I am glad if I can amuse
you, Maskull, if only for a few days."
"I meant tor ask you -
how do you know my name?"
"It would be odd if I
didn't, seeing that I only came here on your
account. As a matter of fact, Nightspore and I are
old friends."
Maskull paused with his
suspended match. "You came here on
my
account?"
"Surely. On your account and Nightspore's. We three are to be
fellow travellers."
Maskull now lit his pipe and
puffed away coolly for a few moments.
"I'm sorry, Krag, but I
must assume you are mad."
Krag threw his head back, and
gave a scraping laugh. "Am I mad,
Nightspore?"
"Has Surtur gone to
Tormance?" ejaculated Nightspore in a strangled
voice, fixing his eyes on
Krag's face.
"Yes, and he requires
that we follow him at once."
Maskull's heart began to beat
strangely. It all sounded to him like
a dream conversation.
"And since how long,
Krag, have I been required to do things by a
total stranger.... Besides, who is this individual?"
"Krag's chief," said
Nightspore, turning his head away.
"The riddle is too
elaborate for me. I give up."
"You are looking for
mysteries," said Krag, "so naturally you are
finding them. Try and simplify your ideas, my friend. The affair is
plain and serious."
Maskull stared hard at him and
smoked rapidly.
"Where have you come from
now?" demanded Nightspore suddenly.
"From the old observatory
at Starkness.... Have you heard of the
famous Starkness Observatory,
Maskull?"
"No. Where is it?"
"On the north-east coast
of Scotland. Curious discoveries are
made
there from time to time."
"As, for example, how to
make voyages to the stars. So this
Surtur
turns out to be an
astronomer. And you too, presumably?"
Krag grinned again. "How long will it take you to wind up
your
affairs? When can you be ready to start?"
"You are too
considerate," said Maskull, laughing outright. "I was
beginning to fear that I would
be hauled away at once.. .. However, I
have neither wife, land, nor
profession, so there's nothing to wait
for.... What is the
itinerary?"
"You are a fortunate
man. A bold, daring heart, and no
encumbrances." Krag's
features became suddenly grave and rigid.
"Don't be a fool, and
refuse a gift of luck. A gift declined
is not
offered a second time."
"Krag," replied
Maskull simply, returning his pipe to his pocket. "I
ask you to put yourself in my
place. Even if were a man sick for
adventures, how could I listen
seriously to such an insane
proposition as this? What do I know about you, or your past
record?
You may be a practical joker,
or you may have come out of a madhouse
- I know nothing about it.
If you claim to be an exceptional man,
and want my cooperation, you
must offer me exceptional proofs."
"And what proofs would
you consider adequate, Maskull?"
As he spoke he gripped
Maskull's arm. A sharp, chilling pain
immediately passed through the
latter's body and at the same moment
his brain caught fire. A light burst in upon him like the rising of
the sun. He asked himself for the first time if this
fantastic
conversation could by any
chance refer to real things.
"Listen, Krag," he
said slowly, while peculiar images and conceptions
started to travel in rich
disorder through his mind. "You
talk about
a certain journey. Well, if that journey were a possible one,
and I
were given the chance of
making it, I would be willing never to come
back. For twenty - four hours on that Arcturian
planet, I would give
my life. That is my attitude toward that journey....
Now prove to me
that you're not talking
nonsense. Produce your
credentials."
Krag stared at him all the
time he was speaking, his face gradually
resuming its jesting
expression.
"Oh, you will get your
twenty - four hours, and perhaps longer, but
not much longer. You're an audacious fellow, Maskull, but
this trip
will prove a little strenuous,
even for you.... And so, like the
unbelievers of old, you want a
sign from heaven?"
Maskull frowned. "But the whole thing is
ridiculous. Our brains are
overexcited by what took place
in there. Let us go home, and sleep
it off."
Krag detained him with one
hand, while groping in his breast pocket
with the other. He presently fished out what resembled a
small
folding lens. The diameter of the glass did not exceed two
inches.
"First take a peep at
Arcturus through this, Maskull. It may
serve
as a provisional sign. It's the best I can do, unfortunately. I am
not a travelling magician.. ..
Be very careful not to drop it. It's
somewhat heavy."
Maskull took the lens in his
hand, struggled with it for a minute,
and then looked at Krag in
amazement. The little object weighed at
least twenty pounds, though it
was not much bigger than a crown
piece.
"What stuff can this be,
Krag?"
"Look through it, my good
friend. That's what I gave it to you
for."
Maskull held it up with
difficulty, directed it toward the gleaming
Arcturus, and snatched as long
and as steady a glance at the star as
the muscles of his arm would
permit. What he saw was this. The
star, which to the naked eye
appeared as a single yellow point of
light, now became clearly
split into two bright but minute suns, the
larger of which was still
yellow, while its smaller companion was a
beautiful blue. But this was not all. Apparently circulating around
the yellow sun was a
comparatively small and hardly distinguishable
satellite, which seemed to
shine, not by its own, but by reflected
light.... Maskull lowered and
raised his arm repeatedly. The same
spectacle revealed itself
again and again, but he was able to see
nothing else. Then he passed back the lens to Krag,
without a word,
and stood chewing his
underlip.
"You take a glimpse
too," scraped Krag, proffering the glass to
Nightspore.
Nightspore turned his back and
began to pace up an down. Krag
laughed sardonically, and
returned the lens t his pocket.
"Well,
Maskull, are you
satisfied?"
"Arcturus, then, is a
double sun. And is that third point the
planet
Tormance?"
"Our future home,
Maskull."
Maskull continued to
ponder. "You inquire if I a
satisfied. I don't
know, Krag. It's miraculous, and that' all I can say
about it....
But I'm satisfied of one thing
There must be very wonderful
astronomers at Starkness and
if you invite me to your observatory I
will surely come."
"I do invite you. We set off from there."
"And you,
Nightspore?" demanded Maskull.
"The journey has to be
made," answered his friend in indistinct
tones, "though I don't
see what will come of it."
Krag shot a penetrating glance
at him. "More remarkable adventures
than this would need to be
arranged before we could excite
Nightspore."
"Yet he is coming."
"But not con amore. He is coming merely to bear you
company."
Maskull again sought the
heavy, sombre star, gleaming in solitary
might, in the south-eastern
heavens, and, as he gazed, his heart
swelled with grand and painful
longings, for which, however, he was
unable to account to his own
intellect. He felt that his destiny was
in some way bound up with this
gigantic, far - distant sun. But
still he did not dare to admit
to himself Krag's seriousness.
He heard his parting remarks
in deep abstraction, and only after the
lapse of several minutes,
when, alone with Nightspore, did he realise
that they referred to such
mundane matters as travelling routes and
times of trains.
"Does Krag travel north
with us, Nightspore? I didn't catch that."
"No. We go on first, and he joins us at Starkness
on the evening of
the day after tomorrow."
Maskull remained
thoughtful. "What am I to think of
that man?"
"For your
information," replied Nightspore wearily, "I have never
known him to lie."
Chapter 3
STARKNESS
A couple of days later, at two
o'clock in the afternoon, Maskull and
Nightspore arrived at
Starkness Observatory, having covered the seven
miles from Haillar Station on
foot. The road, very wild and lonely,
ran for the greater part of
the way near the edge of rather lofty
cliffs, within sight of the
North Sea. The sun shone, but a brisk
cast wind was blowing and the
air was salt and cold. The dark green
waves were flecked with
white. Through
out the walk, they were
accompanied by the plaintive, beautiful
crying of the gulls.
The observatory presented
itself to their eyes as a self-contained
little community, without
neighbours, and perched on the extreme end
of the land. There were three buildings: a small, stone -
built
dwelling house, a low
workshop, and, about two hundred yards farther
north, a square tower of
granite masonry, seventy feet in height.
The house and the shop were
separated by an open yard, littered with
waste. A single stone wall surrounded both, except
on the side
facing the sea, where the
house itself formed a continuation of the
cliff. No one appeared. The windows were all closed, and Maskull
could have sworn that the
whole establishment was shut up and
deserted.
He passed through the open
gate, followed by Nightspore, and knocked
vigorously at the front
door. The knocker was thick with dust
and
had obviously not been used
for a long time. He put his ear to the
door, but could hear no
movements inside the house. He then
tried
the handle; the door was
looked.
They walked around the house,
looking for another entrance, but there
was only the one door.
"This isn't
promising," growled Maskull
"There's no one here... ..
Now you try the shed, while I
go over to that tower."
Nightspore, who had not spoken
half a dozen words since leaving the
train, complied in silence,
and started off across the yard.
Maskull
passed out of the gate
again. When he arrived at the foot of
the
tower, which stood some way
back from the cliff, he found the door
heavily padlocked. Gazing up, he saw six windows, one above the
other at equal distances, all
on the cast face - that is, overlooking
the sea. Realising that no satisfaction was to be
gained here, he
came away again, still more
irritated than before. When' he
rejoined
his friend, Nightspore
reported that the workshop was also locked.
"Did we, or did we not,
receive an invitation?" demanded Maskull
energetically.
"The house is
empty," replied Nightspore, biting his nails. "Better
break a window."
"I certainly don't mean
to camp out till Krag condescends to come."
He picked up an old iron bolt
from the yard and, retreating to a safe
distance, hurled it against a
sash window on the ground floor. The
lower pane was completely
shattered. Carefully avoiding the
broken
glass, Maskull thrust his hand
through the aperture and pushed back
the frame fastening. A minute later they had climbed through and
were standing inside the
house.
The room, which was a kitchen,
was in an indescribably filthy and
neglected condition. The furniture scarcely held together, broken
utensils and rubbish lay on
the floor instead of on the dust heap,
everything was covered with a
deep deposit of dust. The atmosphere
was so foul that Maskull
judged that no fresh air had passed into the
room for several months. Insects were crawling on the walls.
They went into the other rooms
on the lower floor - a scullery, a
barely furnished dining room,
and a storing place for lumber. The
same dirt, mustiness, and
neglect met their eyes. At least half a
year must have elapsed since
these rooms were last touched, or even
entered.
"Does your faith in Krag
still hold?" asked Maskull. "I confess mine
is at vanishing point. If this affair isn't one big practical joke,
it has every promise of being
one. Krag never lived here in his
life."
"Come upstairs
first," said Nightspore.
The upstairs rooms proved to
consist of a library and three bedrooms.
All the windows were tightly
closed, and the air was insufferable.
The beds had been slept in,
evidently a long time ago, and had never
been made since. The tumbled, discoloured bed linen actually
preserved the impressions of
the sleepers. There was no doubt that
these impressions were ancient,
for all sorts of floating dirt had
accumulated on the sheets and
coverlets.
"Who could have slept
here, do you think?" interrogated Maskull.
"The observatory
staff?"
"More likely travellers
like ourselves. They left
suddenly."
Maskull flung the windows wide
open in every room he came to, and
held his breath until he had
done so. Two of the bedrooms faced the
sea; the third, the library,
the upward - sloping moorland. This
library was now the only room
left unvisited, and unless they
discovered signs of recent
occupation here Maskull made up his mind
to regard the whole business
as a gigantic hoax.
But the library, like all the
other rooms, was foul with stale air
and dust - laden. Maskull, having flung the window up and
down, fell
heavily into an armchair and
looked disgustedly at his friend.
"Now what is your opinion
of Krag?"
Nightspore sat on the edge of
the table which stood before the
window. "He may still have left a message for
us."
"What message? Why?
Do you mean in this room? - I see no message."
Nightspore's eyes wandered
about the room, finally seeming to linger
upon a glass - fronted wall
cupboard, which contained a few old
bottles on one of the shelves
and nothing else. Maskull glanced at
him and at the cupboard. Then, without a word, he got up to examine
the bottles.
There were four altogether,
one of which was larger than the rest.
The smaller ones were about
eight inches long. All were torpedo -
shaped, but had flattened
bottoms, which enabled them to stand
upright. Two of the smaller ones were empty and
unstoppered, the
others contained a colourless
liquid, and possessed queer - looking,
nozzle - like stoppers that
were connected by a thin metal rod with a
catch halfway down the side of
the bottle. They were labelled, but
the labels were yellow with
age and the writing was nearly
undecipherable. Maskull carried the filled bottles with him
to the
table in front of the window,
in order to get better light.
Nightspore moved away to make
room for him.
He now made out on the larger
bottle the words "Solar Back Rays"; and
on the other one, after some
doubt, he thought that he could
distinguish something like
"Arcturian Back Rays."
He looked up, to stare
curiously at his friend. "Have you
been here
before, Nightspore?"
"I guessed Krag would
leave a message."
"Well, I don't know - it
may be a message, but it means nothing to
us, or at all events to
me. What are 'back rays'?"
"Light that goes back to
its source," muttered Nightspore.
"And what kind of light
would that be?"
Nightspore seemed unwilling to
answer, but, finding Maskull's eyes
still fixed on him, he brought
out: "Unless light pulled, as well as
pushed, how would flowers
contrive to twist their heads around after
the sun?"
"I don't know. But the point is, what are these bottles
for?"
While he was still talking,
with his hand on the smaller bottle, the
other, which was lying on its
side, accidentally rolled over in such
a manner that the metal caught
against the table. He made a movement
to stop it, his hand was
actually descending, when - the bottle
suddenly disappeared before
his eyes. It had not rolled off the
table, but had really vanished
- it was nowhere at all.
Maskull stared at the
table. After a minute he raised his
brows, and
turned to Nightspore with a
smile. "The message grows more
intricate."
Nightspore looked bored. "The valve became unfastened. The contents
have escaped through the open
window toward the sun, carrying the
bottle with them. But the bottle will be burned up by the
earth's
atmosphere, and the contents
will dissipate, and will not reach the
sun."
Maskull listened attentively,
and his smile faded. "Does
anything
prevent us from experimenting
with this other bottle?"
"Replace it in the
cupboard," said Nightspore.
"Arcturus is still
below the horizon, and you
would succeed only in wrecking the house."
Maskull remained standing
before the window, pensively gazing out at
the sunlit moors.
"Krag treats me like a
child," he remarked presently.
"And perhaps I
really am a child.... My
cynicism must seem most amusing to Krag.
But why does he leave me to
find out all this by myself - for I don't
include you, Nightspore....
But what time will Krag be here?"
"Not before dark, I
expect," his friend replied.
Chapter 4
THE VOICE
It was by this time past three
o'clock. Feeling hungry, for they had
eaten nothing since early
morning, Maskull went downstairs to forage,
but without much hope of
finding anything in the shape of food.
In a
safe in the kitchen he
discovered a bag of mouldy oatmeal, which was
untouchable, a quantity of
quite good tea in an airtight caddy, and
an unopened can of ox
tongue. Best of all, in the dining -
room
cupboard he came across an
uncorked bottle of first - class Scotch
whisky. He at once made preparations for a scratch
meal.
A pump in the yard ran clear
after a good deal of hard working at it,
and he washed out and filled
the antique kettle. For firewood, one
of the kitchen chairs was
broken up with a chopper. The light,
dusty
wood made a good blaze in the
grate, the kettle was boiled, and cups
were procured and washed. Ten minutes later the friends were dining
in the library.
Nightspore ate and drank
little, but Maskull sat down with good
appetite. There being no milk, whisky took the place
of it; the
nearly black tea was mixed
with an equal quantity of the spirit.
Of
this concoction Maskull drank
cup after cup, and long after the
tongue had disappeared he was
still imbibing.
Nightspore looked at him
queerly. "Do you intend to finish
the
bottle before Krag
comes?"
"Krag won't want any, and
one must do something. I feel
restless."
"Let us take a look at
the country."
The cup, which was on its way
to Maskull's lips, remained poised in
the air. "Have you anything in view,
Nightspore?"
"Let us walk out to the
Gap of Sorgie."
"What's that?"
"A showplace,"
answered Nightspore, biting his lip.
Maskull finished off the cup,
and rose to his feet. "Walking is
better than soaking at any
time, and especially on a day like
this.... How far is it?'
"Three or four miles each
way."
"You probably mean
something," said Maskull, "for I'm beginning to
regard you as a second
Krag. But if so,
so much the better. I am
growing nervous, and need incidents."
They left the house by the
door, which they left ajar, and
immediately found themselves
again on the moorland road that had
brought them from
Haillar. This time they continued along
it, past
the tower.
Maskull, as they went by,
regarded the erection with puzzled
interest. "What is that tower, Nightspore?"
"We sail from the
platform on the top."
"Tonight?" -
throwing him a quick look.
"Yes."
Maskull smiled, but his eyes
were grave. "Then we are looking
at the
gateway of Arcturus, and Krag
is now travelling north to unlock it."
"You no longer think it
impossible, I fancy," mumbled Nightspore.
After a mile or two, the road
parted from the sea coast and swerved
sharply inland, across the
hills. With Nightspore as guide, they
left it and took to the
grass. A faint sheep path marked the
way
along the cliff edge for some
distance, but at the end of another
mile it vanished. The two men then had some rough walking up
and
down hillsides and across deep
gullies. The sun disappeared behind
the hills, and twilight
imperceptibly came on. They soon
reached a
spot where further progress
appeared impossible. The buttress of a
mountain descended at a steep
angle to the very edge of the cliff,
forming an impassable slope of
slippery grass. Maskull halted,
stroked his beard, and
wondered what the next step was to be.
"There's a little
scrambling here," said Nightspore.
"We are both
used to climbing, and there is
not much in it."
He indicated a narrow ledge,
winding along the face of the precipice
a few yards beneath where they
were standing. It averaged from
fifteen to thirty inches in
width. Without waiting for Maskull's
consent to the undertaking, he
instantly swung himself down and
started walking along this
ledge at a rapid pace. Maskull, seeing
that there was no help for it,
followed him. The shelf did not
extend for above a quarter of
a mile, but its passage was somewhat
unnerving; there was a sheer
drop to the sea, four hundred feet
below. In a few places they had to sidle along
without placing one
foot before another. The sound of the breakers came up to them in
a
low, threatening roar.
Upon rounding a corner, the
ledge broadened out into a fair - sized
platform of rock and came to a
sudden end. A narrow inlet of the sea
separated them from the
continuation of the cliffs beyond.
"As we can't get any
further," said Maskull, "I presume this is your
Gap of Sorgie?"
"Yes," answered his
friend, first dropping on his knees and then
lying at full length, face
downward. He drew his head and
shoulders
over the edge and began to
stare straight down at the water.
"What is there
interesting down there, Nightspore?"
Receiving no reply, however,
he followed his friend's example, and
the next minute was looking
for himself. Nothing was to be seen;
the
gloom had deepened, and the
sea was nearly invisible. But, while he
was ineffectually gazing, he
heard what sounded like the beating of a
drum on the narrow strip of
shore below. It was very faint, but
quite distinct. The beats were in four - four time, with the
third
beat slightly accented. He now continued to hear the noise all the
time he was lying there. The beats were in no way drowned by the far
louder sound of the surf, but
seemed somehow to belong to a different
world....
When they were on their feet
again, he questioned Nightspore.
"We
came here solely to hear
that?"
Nightspore cast one of his odd
looks at him. "It's called locally
'The Drum Taps of Sorgie.' You
will not hear that name again, but
perhaps you will hear the
sound again."
"And if I do, what will
it imply?" demanded Maskull in amazement.
"It bears its own
message. Only try always to hear it
more and more
distinctly.... Now it's
growing dark, and we must get back."
Maskull pulled out his watch
automatically, and looked at the time.
It was past six.. .. But he
was thinking of Nightspore's words, and
not of the time.
Night had already fallen by
the time they regained the tower. The
black sky was glorious with
liquid stars. Arcturus was a little way
above the sea, directly
opposite them, in the east. As they
were
passing the base of the tower,
Maskull observed with a sudden shock
that the gate was open. He caught hold of Nightspore's arm
violently. "Look!
Krag is back."
"Yes, we must make haste
to the house."
"And why not the
tower? He's probably in there, since
the gate is
open. I'm going up to look."
Nightspore grunted, but made
no opposition.
All was pitch - black inside
the gate. Maskull struck a match, and
the flickering light disclosed
the lower end of a circular flight of
stone steps. "Are you coming up?" he asked.
"No, I'll wait
here."
Maskull immediately began the
ascent. Hardly had he mounted half a
dozen steps, however, before
he was compelled to pause, to gain
breath. He seemed to be carrying upstairs not one
Maskull, but
three. As he proceeded, the sensation of crushing
weight, so far
from diminishing, grew worse
and worse. It was nearly physically
impossible to go on; his lungs
could not take in enough oxygen, while
his heart thumped like a
ship's engine. Sweat coursed down his
face.
At the twentieth step he
completed the first revolution of the tower
and came face to face with the
first window, which was set in a high
embrasure.
Realising that he could go no
higher, he struck another match, and
climbed into the embrasure, in
order that he might at all events see
something from the tower. The flame died, and he stared through the
window at the stars. Then, to
his astonishment, he discovered that it
was not a window at all but a
lens.. .. The sky was not a wide
expanse of space containing a
multitude of stars, but a blurred
darkness, focused only in one
part, where two very bright stars, like
small moons in size, appeared
in close conjunction; and near them a
more minute planetary object,
as brilliant as Venus and with an
observable disk. One of the suns shone with a glaring white
light;
the other was a weird and
awful blue. Their light, though almost
solar in intensity, did not
illuminate the interior of the tower.
Maskull knew at once that the
system of spheres at which he was
gazing was what is known to
astronomy as the star Arcturus.. .. He
had seen the sight before,
through Krag's glass, but then the scale
had been smaller, the colors
of the twin suns had not appeared in
their naked reality.... These
colors seemed to him most marvellous,
as if, in seeing them through
earth eyes, he was not seeing them
correctly.... But it was at
Tormance that he stared the longest and
the most earnestly. On that mysterious and terrible earth,
countless
millions of miles distant, it
had been promised him that he would set
foot, even though he might
leave his bones there. The strange
creatures that he was to
behold and touch were already living, at
this very moment.
A low, sighing whisper sounded
in his ear, from not more than a yard
away. "Don't you understand, Maskull, that
you are only an
instrument, to be used and
then broken? Nightspore is asleep now,
but when he wakes you must
die. You will go, but he will
return."
Maskull hastily struck another
match, with trembling fingers. No one
was in sight, and all was quiet
as the tomb.
The voice did not sound
again. After waiting a few minutes, he
redescended to the foot of the
tower. On gaining the open air, his
sensation of weight was
instantly removed, but he continued panting
and palpitating, like a man
who has lifted a far too heavy load.
Nightspore's dark form came
forward. "Was Krag there?"
"If he was. I didn't see
him. But I heard someone speak."
"Was it Krag?"'
"It was not Krag - but a
voice warned me against you."
"Yes, you will hear these
voices too," said Nightspore enigmatically.
Chapter 5
THE NIGHT OF DEPARTURE
When they returned to the
house, the windows were all in darkness and
the door was ajar, just as
they had left it; Krag presumably was not
there. Maskull went all over the house, striking
matches in every
room - at the end of the
examination he was ready to swear that the
man they were expecting had
not even stuck his nose inside the
premises. Groping their way into the library, they sat
down in the
total darkness to wait, for
nothing else remained to be done.
Maskull lit his pipe, and
began to drink the remainder of the whisky.
Through the open window
sounded in their ears the trainlike grinding
of the sea at the foot of the
cliffs.
"Krag must be in the
tower after all," remarked Maskull, breaking the
silence.
"Yes, he is getting
ready."
"I hope he doesn't expect
us to join him there. It was beyond my
powers - but why, heaven
knows. The stairs must have a magnetic
pull
of some sort."
"It is Tormantic
gravity," muttered Nightspore.
"I understand you - or,
rather, I don't - but it doesn't matter."
He went on smoking in silence,
occasionally taking a mouthful of the
neat liquor. "Who is Surtur?" he demanded
abruptly.
"We others are gropers
and bunglers, but he is a master."
Maskull digested this. "I fancy you are right, for though I
know
nothing about him his mere
name has an exciting effect on me.. .. Are
you personally acquainted with
him?"
"I must be ... I forget
... " replied Nightspore in a choking voice.
Maskull looked up, surprised,
but could make nothing out in the
blackness of the room.
"Do you know so many
extraordinary men that you can forget some of
them? ... Perhaps you can tell
me this. - , will we meet him, where
we are going?"
"You will meet death,
Maskull.... Ask me no more questions - I can't
answer them."
"Then let us go on
waiting for Krag," said Maskull coldly.
Ten minutes later the front
door slammed, and a light, quick footstep
was heard running up the
stairs. Maskull got up, with a beating
heart.
Krag appeared on the threshold
of the door, bearing in his hand a
feebly glimmering
lantern. A hat was on his head, and he
looked
stern and forbidding. After scrutinising the two friends for a
moment or so, he strode into
the room and thrust the lantern on the
table. Its light hardly served to illuminate the
walls.
"You have got here, then,
Maskull?"
"So it seems - but I
shan't thank you for your hospitality, for it
has been conspicuous by its
absence."
Krag ignored the remark. "Are you ready to start?"
"By all means - when you
are. It is not. so entertaining
here."
Krag surveyed him
critically. "I heard you stumbling
about in the
tower. You couldn't get up, it seems."
"It looks like an
obstacle, for Nightspore informs me that the start
takes place from the
top."
"But your other doubts
are all removed?"
"So far, Krag, that I now
possess an open mind. I am quite
willing
to see what you can do."
"Nothing more is
asked.... But this tower business. You
know that
until you are able to climb to
the top you are unfit to stand the
gravitation of Tormance?"
"Then I repeat, it's an
awkward obstacle, for I certainly can't get
up."
Krag hunted about in his
pockets, and at length produced a clasp
knife.
"Remove you coat, and
roll up your shirt sleeve," he directed.
"Do you propose to make
an incision with that?"
"Yes, and don't start
difficulties, because the effect is certain,
but you can't possibly
understand it beforehand."
"Still, a cut with a
pocket-knife - " began Maskull, laughing.
"It will answer,
Maskull," interrupted Nightspore.
"Then bare your arm too,
you aristocrat of the universe," said Krag.
"Let us see what your
blood is made of."
Nightspore obeyed.
Krag pulled out the big blade
of the knife, and made a careless and
almost savage slash at
Maskull's upper arm. The wound was
deep, and
blood flowed freely.
"Do I bind it up?"
asked Maskull, scowling with pain.
Krag spat on the wound 'Pull
your shirt down. it won't bleed any
more."
He then turned his attention
to Nightspore, who endured his operation
with grim indifference. Krag threw the knife on the floor.
An awful agony, emanating from
the wound, started to run through
Maskull's body, and he began
to doubt whether he would not have to
faint, but it subsided almost
immediately, and then he felt nothing
but a gnawing ache in the
injured arm, just strong enough to make
life one long discomfort.
"That's finished,"
said Krag. "Now you can follow
me."
Picking up the lantern, he
walked toward the door. The others
hastened after him, to take
advantage of the light, and a moment
later their footsteps,
clattering down the uncarpeted stairs,
resounded through the deserted
house. Krag waited till they were
out, and then banged the front
door after them with such violence
that the windows shook.
While they were walking
swiftly across to the tower, Maskull caught
his arm. "I heard a voice up those stairs."
"What did it say?"
"That I am to go, but
Nightspore is to return."
Krag smiled. "The journey is getting
notorious," he remarked, after
a pause. "There must be ill - wishers about....
Well, do you want to
return?"
"I don't know what I
want. But I thought the thing was
curious
enough to be mentioned."
"It is not a bad thing to
hear voices," said Krag, "but you mustn't
for a minute imagine that all
is wise that comes to you out of the
night world."
When they had arrived at the
open gateway of the tower, he
immediately set foot on the
bottom step of the spiral staircase and
ran nimbly up, bearing the
lantern. Maskull followed him with some
trepidation, in view of his
previous painful experience on these
stairs, but when, after the
first half - dozen steps, he discovered
that he was still breathing
freely, his dread changed to relief and
astonishment, and he could
have chattered like a girl.
At the lowest window Krag went
straight ahead without stepping, but
Maskull clambered into the
embrasure, in order to renew his
acquaintance with the
miraculous spectacle of the Arcturian group.
The lens had lost its magic
property. It had become a common sheet
of glass, through which the
ordinary sky field appeared.
The climb continued, and at
the second and third windows he again
mounted and stared out, but
still the common sights presented
themselves. After that, he gave up and looked through no
more
windows.
Krag and Nightspore meanwhile
had gone on ahead with the light, so
that he had to complete the
ascent in darkness. When he was near
the
top, he saw yellow light
shining through the crack of a half - opened
door. His companions were standing just inside a
small room, shut
off from the staircase by
rough wooden planking; it was rudely
furnished and contained
nothing of astronomical interest. The
lantern was resting on a
table.
Maskull walked in and looked
around him with curiosity. "Are we at
the top?"
"Except for the platform
over our heads," replied Krag.
"Why didn't that lowest
window magnify, as it did earlier in the
evening?"
"Oh, you missed your
opportunity," said Krag, grinning.
"If you had
finished your climb then, you
would have seen heart - expanding
sights. From the fifth window, for example, you
would have seen
Tormance like a continent in
relief; from the sixth you would have
seen it like a landscape....
But now there's no need."
"Why not - and what has
need got to do with it?"
"Things are changed, my
friend, since that wound of yours. For
the
same reason that you have now
been able to mount the stairs, there
was no necessity to stop and
gape at illusions en route."
"Very well," said
Maskull, not quite understanding what he meant.
"But is this Surtur's
den?"
"He has spent time
here."
"I wish you would
describe this mysterious individual, Krag.
We may
not get another chance."
"What I said about the
windows also applies to Surtur. There's
no
need to waste time over visualising
him, because you are immediately
going on to the reality."
"Then let us go." He
pressed his eyeballs wearily.
"Do we strip?" asked
Nightspore.
"Naturally,"
answered Krag, and he began to tear off his clothes with
slow, uncouth movements.
"Why?" demanded
Maskull, following, however, the example of the other
two men.
Krag thumped his vast chest,
which was covered with thick hairs, like
an ape's. "Who knows what the Tormance fashions
are like? We may
sprout limbs - I don't say we
shall."
"A - ha!" exclaimed
Maskull, pausing in the middle of his undressing.
Krag smote him on the
back. "New pleasure organs
possible, Maskull.
You like that?"
The three men stood as nature
made them. Maskull's spirits rose
fast, as the moment of
departure drew near.
"A farewell drink to
success!" cried Krag, seizing a bottle and
breaking its head off between
his fingers. There were no glasses,
but he poured the amber -
coloured wine into some cracked cups.
Perceiving that the others
drank, Maskull tossed off his cupful.
It
was as if he had swallowed a
draught of liquid electricity.... Krag
dropped onto the floor and
rolled around on his back, kicking his
legs in the air. He tried to drag Maskull down on top of him,
and a
little horseplay went on
between the two. Nightspore took no
part in
it, but walked to and fro,
like a hungry caged animal.
Suddenly, from out - of -
doors, there came a single prolonged,
piercing wail, such as a
banshee might be imagined to utter. It
ceased abruptly, and was not
repeated.
"What's that?"
called out Maskull, disengaging himself impatiently
from Krag.
Krag rocked with
laughter. "A Scottish spirit
trying to reproduce
the bagpipes of its earth life
- in honour of our departure."
Nightspore turned to
Krag. "Maskull will sleep
throughout the
journey?"
"And you too, if you
wish, my altruistic friend. I am pilot, and you
passengers can amuse
yourselves as you please."
"Are we off at
last?" asked Maskull.
"Yes, you are about to
cross your Rubicon, Maskull. But what a
Rubicon! .. . Do you know that
it takes light a hundred years or so
to arrive here from
Arcturus? Yet we shall do it in
nineteen hours."
"Then you assert that
Surtur is already there?"
"Surtur is where he
is. He is a great traveller."
"Won't I see him?"
Krag went up to him and looked
him in the eyes. "Don't forget
that
you have asked for it, and
wanted it. Few people in Tormance will
know more about him than you
do, but your memory will be your worst
friend."
He led the way up a short iron
ladder, mounting through a trap to the
flat roof above. When they were up, he switched on a small
electric
torch.
Maskull beheld with awe the
torpedo of crystal that was to convey
them through the whole breadth
of visible space. It was forty feet
long, eight wide, and eight
high; the tank containing the Arcturian
back rays was in front, the
car behind. The nose of the torpedo was
directed toward the
south-eastern sky. The whole machine
rested upon
a flat platform, raised about
four feet above the level of the roof,
so as to encounter no
obstruction on starting its flight.
Krag flashed the light on to
the door of the car, to enable them to
enter. Before doing so, Maskull gazed sternly once
again at the
gigantic, far - distant star,
which was to be their sun from now
onward. He frowned, shivered slightly, and got in
beside Nightspore.
Krag clambered past them onto
his pilot's seat. He threw the
flashlight through the open
door, which was then carefully closed,
fastened, and screwed up.
He pulled the starting
lever. The torpedo glided gently from
its
platform, and passed rather
slowly away from the tower, seaward.
Its
speed increased sensibly,
though not excessively, until the
approximate limits of the
earth's atmosphere were reached. Krag
then
released the speed valve, and
the car sped on its way with a velocity
more nearly approaching that
of thought than of light.
Maskull had no opportunity of
examining through the crystal walls the
rapidly changing panorama of
the heavens. An extreme drowsiness
oppressed him. He opened his eyes violently a dozen times,
but on
the thirteenth attempt he
failed. From that time forward he slept
heavily.
The bored, hungry expression
never left Nightspore's face. The
alterations in the aspect of
the sky seemed to possess not the least
interest for him.
Krag sat with his hand on the
lever, watching with savage intentness
his phosphorescent charts and
gauges.
Chapter 6
JOIWIND
IT WAS DENSE NIGHT when
Maskull awoke from his profound sleep.
A
wind was blowing against him,
gentle but wall - like, such as he had
never experienced on
earth. He remained sprawling on the
ground, as
he was unable to lift his body
because of its intense weight. A
numbing pain, which he could
not identify with any region of his
frame, acted from now onward
as a lower, sympathetic note to all his
other sensations. It gnawed away at him continuously;
sometimes it
embittered and irritated him,
at other times he forgot it.
He felt something hard on his
forehead. Putting his hand up, he
discovered there a fleshy
protuberance the size of a small plum,
having a cavity in the middle,
of which he could not feel the bottom.
Then he also became aware of a
large knob on each side of his neck,
an inch below the ear.
From the region of his heart,
a tentacle had budded. It was as long
as his arm, but thin, like
whipcord, and soft and flexible.
As soon as he thoroughly
realised the significance of these new
organs, his heart began to
pump. Whatever might, or might not, be
their use, they proved one
thing that he was in a new world.
One part of the sky began to
get lighter than the rest. Maskull
cried out to his companions,
but received no response. This
frightened him. He went on shouting out, at irregular
intervals -
equally alarmed at the silence
and at the sound of his own voice.
Finally, as no answering hail
came, he thought it wiser not to make
too much noise, and after that
he lay quiet, waiting in cold blood
for what might happen.
In a short while he perceived
dim shadows around him, but these were
not his friends.
A pale, milky vapour over the
ground began to succeed the black
night, while in the upper sky
rosy tints appeared. On earth, one
would have said that day was
breaking. The brightness went on
imperceptibly increasing for a
very long time.
Maskull then discovered that
he was lying on sand. The colour of the
sand was scarlet. The obscure shadows he had seen were bushes,
with
black stems and purple
leaves. So far, nothing else was
visible.
The day surged up. It was too misty for direct sunshine, but
before
long the brilliance of the
light was already greater than that of the
midday sun on earth. The heat, too, was intense, but Maskull
welcomed it - it relieved his
pain and diminished his sense of
crushing weight. The wind had dropped with the rising of the
sun.
He now tried to get onto his
feet, but succeeded only in kneeling.
He was unable to see far. The mists had no more than partially
dissolved, and all that he
could distinguish was a narrow circle of
red sand dotted with ten or
twenty bushes.
He felt a soft, cool touch on
the back of his neck. He started
forward in nervous fright and,
in doing so, tumbled over onto the
sand. Looking up over his shoulder quickly, he was
astounded to see
a woman standing beside him.
She was clothed in a single
flowing, pale green garment, rather
classically draped. According to earth standards she was not
beautiful, for, although her
face was otherwise human, she was
endowed - or afflicted - with
the additional disfiguring organs that
Maskull had discovered in
himself. She also possessed the heart
tentacle. But when he sat up, and their eyes met and
remained in
sympathetic contact, he seemed
to see right into a soul that was the
home of love, warmth,
kindness, tenderness, and intimacy. Such was
the noble familiarity of that
gaze, that he thought he knew her.
After that, he recognised all
the loveliness of her person. She was
tall and slight. All her movements were as graceful as
music. Her
skin was not of a dead, opaque
colour, like that of an earth beauty,
but was opalescent; its hue
was continually changing, with every
thought and emotion, but none
of these tints was vivid - all were
delicate, half - toned, and
poetic. She had very long, loosely
plaited, flaxen hair. The new organs, as soon as Maskull had
familiarised himself with
them, imparted something to her face that
was unique and striking. He could not quite define it to himself,
but subtlety and inwardness
seemed added. The organs did not
contradict the love of her
eyes or the angelic purity of her
features, but nevertheless
sounded a deeper note - a note that saved
her from mere girlishness.
Her gaze was so friendly and
unembarrassed that Maskull felt scarcely
any humiliation at sitting at
her feet, naked and helpless. She
realised his plight, and put
into his hands a garment that she had
been carrying over her
arm. It was similar to the one she was
wearing, but of a darker, more
masculine colour.
"Do you think you can put
it on by yourself?"
He was distinctly conscious of
these words, yet her voice had not
sounded.
He forced himself up to his
feet, and she helped him to master the
complications of the drapery.
"Poor man - how you are
suffering!" she said, in the same inaudible
language. This time he discovered that the sense of
what she said
was received by his brain
through the organ on his forehead.
"Where am I? Is this
Tormance?" he asked. As he spoke,
he staggered.
She caught him, and helped him
to sit down. "Yes. You are with
friends."
Then she regarded him with a
smile, and began speaking aloud, in
English. Her voice somehow reminded him of an April
day, it was so
fresh, nervous, and
girlish. "I can now understand
your language.
It was strange at first. in
the future I'll speak to you with my
mouth."
"This is extraordinary! What is this organ?" he asked, touching
his
forehead.
"It is named the 'breve.'
By means of it we read one another's
thoughts. Still, speech is better, for then the heart
can be read
too."
He smiled. "They say that speech is given us to
deceive others."
"One can deceive with
thought, too. But I'm thinking of the
best,
not the worst."
"Have you seen my
friends?"
'She scrutinised him quietly,
before answering. "Did you not
come
alone?"
"I came with two other
men, in a machine. I must have lost
consciousness on arrival, and
I haven't seen them since."
"That's very
strange! No, I haven't seen them. They can't be here,
or we would have known
it. My husband and I - "
"What is your name, and
your husband's name?"
"Mine is Joiwind - my husband's
is Panawe. We live a very long way
from here; still, it came to
us both last night that you were lying
here insensible. We almost quarrelled about which of us
should come
to you, but in the end I
won." Here she laughed. "I
won, because I
am the stronger - hearted of
the two; he is the purer in perception."
"Thanks, Joiwind!"
said Maskull simply.
The colors chased each other
rapidly beneath her skin. "Oh, why
do
you say that? What pleasure is greater than
loving-kindness? I
rejoiced at the opportunity....
But now we must exchange blood."
"What is this?" he
demanded, rather puzzled.
"It must be so. Your blood is far too thick and heavy for
our world.
Until you have an infusion of
mine, you will never get up."
Maskull flushed. "I feel like a complete ignoramus
here.... Won't it
hurt you?"
"If your blood pains you,
I suppose it will pain me. But we will
share the pain."
"This is a new kind of
hospitality to me," he muttered.
"Wouldn't you do the same
for me?" asked Joiwind,
half smiling, half agitated.
"I can't answer for any
of my actions in this world. I scarcely
know
where I am.... Why, yes - of
course I would, Joiwind."
While they were talking it had
become full day. The mists had rolled
away from the ground, and only
the upper atmosphere remained fog -
charged. The desert of scarlet sand stretched in all
directions,
except one, where there was a
sort of little oasis - some low hills,
clothed sparsely with little
purple trees from base to summit. It
was about a quarter of a mile
distant.
Joiwind had brought with her a
small flint knife. Without any trace
of nervousness, she made a
careful, deep incision on her upper arm.
Maskull expostulated.
"Really, this part of it
is nothing," she said, laughing.
"And if it
were - a sacrifice that is no
sacrifice - what merit is there in
that? ... Come now - your
arm!"
The blood was streaming down
her arm. It was not red blood, but a
milky, opalescent fluid.
"Not that one!" said
Maskull, shrinking. "I have
already been cut
there." He submitted the
other, and his blood poured forth.
Joiwind delicately and
skilfully placed the mouths of the two wounds
together, and then kept her
arm pressed tightly against Maskull's for
a long time. He felt a stream of pleasure entering his
body through
the incision. His old lightness and vigour began to return
to him.
After about five minutes a
duel of kindness started between them; he
wanted to remove his arm, and
she to continue. At last he had his
way, but it was none too soon
- she stood there pale and dispirited.
She looked at him with a more
serious expression than before, as if
strange depths had opened up
before her eyes.
"What is your name?"
"Maskull."
"Where have you come
from, with this awful blood?"
"From a world called
Earth.... The blood is clearly unsuitable for
this world, Joiwind, but after
all, that was only to be expected. I
am sorry I let you have your
way."
"Oh, don't say that! There was nothing else to be done. We must all
help one another. Yet, somehow - forgive me - I feel polluted."
"And well you may, for
it's a fearful thing for a girl to accept in
her own veins the blood of a
strange man from a strange planet. If I
had not been so dazed and weak
I would never have allowed it."
"But I would have
insisted. Are we not all brothers and
sisters?
Why did you come here,
Maskull?"
He was conscious of a slight
degree of embarrassment. "Will you
think it foolish if I say I
hardly know? - I came with those two men.
Perhaps I was attracted by
curiosity, or perhaps it was the love of
adventure."
"Perhaps," said
Joiwind. "I wonder .. . These
friends of yours must
be terrible men. Why did they come?"
"That I can tell
you. They came to follow Surtur."
Her face grew troubled. "I don't understand it. One of them at
least must be a bad man, and
yet if he is following Surtur - or
Shaping, as he is called here
- he can't be really bad."
"What do you know of
Surtur?" asked Maskull in astonishment.
Joiwind remained silent for a
time, studying his face. His brain
moved restlessly, as though it
were being probed from outside. "I
see.... and yet I don't
see," she said at last. "It
is very
difficult.... Your God is a
dreadful Being - bodyless, unfriendly,
invisible. Here we don't worship a God like that. Tell me, has any
man set eyes on your
God?"
"What does all this mean,
Joiwind? Why speak of God?"
"I want to know."
"In ancient times, when
the earth was young and grand, a few holy men
are reputed to have walked and
spoken with God, but those days are
past."
"Our world is still young,"
said Joiwind. "Shaping goes among
us and
converses with us. He is real and active - a friend and lover.
Shaping made us, and he loves
his work."
"Have you met him?"
demanded Maskull, hardly believing his ears.
"No. I have done nothing to deserve it yet. Some day I may have an
opportunity to sacrifice
myself, and then I may be rewarded by
meeting and talking with
Shaping."
"I have certainly come to
another world. But why do you say he is
the same as Surtur?"
"Yes, he is the
same. We women call him Shaping, and so
do most men,
but a few name him
Surtur."
Maskull bit his nail. "Have you ever heard of
Crystalman?"
"That is Shaping once
again. You see, he has many names -
which
shows how much he occupies our
minds. Crystalman is a name of
affection."
"It's odd," said
Maskull. "I came here with quite
different ideas
about Crystalman."
Joiwind shook her hair. "In that grove of trees over there
stands a
desert shrine of his. Let us go and pray there, and then we'll go
on
our way to Poolingdred. That is my home. It's a long way off, and
we must get there before
Blodsombre."
"Now, what is
Blodsombre?"
"For about four hours in
the middle of the day Branchspell's rays are
so hot that no one can endure
them. We call it Blodsombre."
"Is Branchspell another
name for Arcturus?"
Joiwind threw off her
seriousness and laughed.
"Naturally we don't
take our names from you,
Maskull. I don't think our names are very
poetic, but they follow
nature."
She took his arm
affectionately, and directed their walk towards the
tree - covered hills. As they went along, the sun broke through
the
upper mists and a terrible
gust of scorching heat, like a blast from
a furnace, struck Maskull's
head. He involuntarily looked up, but
lowered his eyes again like
lightning. All that he saw in that
instant was a glaring ball of
electric white, three times the
apparent diameter of the
sun. For a few minutes he was quite
blind.
"My God!" he
exclaimed. "If it's like this in
early morning you must
be right enough about
Blodsombre." When he had somewhat recovered
himself he asked, "How
long are the days here, Joiwind?"
Again he felt his brain being
probed.
"At this time of the
year, for every hour's daylight that you have in
summer, we have two."
"The heat is terrific -
and yet somehow I don't feel so distressed by
it as I would have
expected."
"I feel it more than
usual. It's not difficult to account
for it;
you have some of my blood, and
I have some of yours."
"Yes, every time I
realise that, I - Tell me, Joiwind, will my blood
alter, if I stay here long
enough? - I mean, will it lose its redness
and thickness, and become pure
and thin and light - coloured, like
yours?"
"Why not? If you live as we live, you will assuredly
grow like us."
"Do you mean food and drink?"
"We eat no food, and
drink only water."
"And on that you manage
to sustain life?"
"Well, Maskull, our water
is good water," replied Joiwind, smiling.
As soon as he could see again
he stared around at the landscape. The
enormous scarlet desert extended
everywhere to the horizon, excepting
where it was broken by the
oasis. It was roofed by a cloudless,
deep
blue, almost violet, sky. The circle of the horizon was far larger
than on earth. On the skyline, at right angles to the
direction in
which they were walking,
appeared a chain of mountains, apparently
about forty miles'
distant. One, which was higher than the
rest, was
shaped like a cup. Maskull would have felt inclined to believe
he
was travelling in dreamland,
but for the intensity of the light,
which made everything vividly
real.
Joiwind pointed to the cup -
shaped mountain. "That's
Poolingdred."
"You didn't come from
there!" he exclaimed, quite startled.
"Yes, I did indeed. And that is where we have to go to
now."
"With the single object
of finding me?"
"Why, yes."
The colour mounted to his
face. "Then you are the bravest
and
noblest of all girls," he
said quietly, after a pause.
"Without
exception. Why, this is a journey for an athlete!"
She pressed his arm, while a
score of unpaintable, delicate hues
stained her cheeks in rapid
transition. "Please don't say any
more
about it, Maskull. It makes me feel unpleasant."
"Very well. But can we possibly get there before
midday?"
"Oh, yes. And you mustn't be frightened at the distance. We think
nothing of long distances here
- we have so much to think about and
feel. Time goes all too quickly."
During their conversation they
had drawn neat the base of the hills,
which sloped gently, and were
not above fifty feet in height.
Maskull now began to see
strange specimens of vegetable life.
What
looked like a small patch of
purple grass, above five feet square,
was moving across the sand in
their direction. When it came near
enough he perceived that it
was not grass; there were no blades, but
only purple roots. The roots were revolving, for each small
plant in
the whole patch, like the
spokes of a rimless wheel. They were
alternately plunged in the
sand, and withdrawn from it, and by this
means the plant proceeded
forward. Some uncanny, semi -
intelligent
instinct was keeping all the
plants together, moving at one pace, in
one direction, like a flock of
migrating birds in flight.
Another remarkable plant was a
large, feathery ball, resembling a
dandelion fruit, which they
encountered sailing through the air.
Joiwind caught it with an
exceedingly graceful movement of her arm,
and showed it to Maskull. It had roots and presumably lived in the
air and fed on the chemical
constituents of the atmosphere. But
what
was peculiar about it was its
colour. It was an entirely new colour
- not a new shade or
combination, but a new primary colour, as vivid
as blue, red, or yellow, but
quite different. When he inquired, she
told him that it was known as
"ulfire." Presently he met with a
second new colour. This she designated "jale." The
sense impressions
caused in Maskull by these two
additional primary colors can only be
vaguely hinted at by
analogy. Just as blue is delicate and
mysterious, yellow clear and
unsubtle, and red sanguine and
passionate, so he felt ulfire
to be wild and painful, and jale
dreamlike, feverish, and
voluptuous.
The hills were composed of a
rich, dark mould. Small trees, of weird
shapes, all differing from
each other, but all purple - coloured,
covered the slopes and top. Maskull and Joiwind climbed up and
through. Some hard fruit, bright blue in colour, of
the size of a
large apple, and shaped like
an egg, was lying in profusion
underneath the trees.
"Is the fruit here
poisonous, or why don't you eat it?" asked
Maskull.
She looked at him
tranquilly. "We don't eat living
things. The
thought is horrible to
us."
"I have nothing to say
against that, theoretically. But do you
really sustain your bodies on
water?"
"Supposing you could find
nothing else to live on, Maskull - would
you eat other men?"
"I would not."
"Neither will we eat
plants and animals, which are our fellow
creatures. So nothing is left to us but water, and as
one can really
live on anything, water does
very well."
Maskull picked up one of the
fruits and handled it curiously. As he
did so another of his newly
acquired sense organs came into action.
He found that the fleshy knobs
beneath his ears were in some novel
fashion acquainting him with
the inward properties of the fruit. He
could not only see, feel, and
smell it, but could detect its
intrinsic nature. This nature was hard, persistent and
melancholy.
Joiwind answered the questions
he had not asked.
"Those organs are called
'poigns.' Their use is to enable us to
understand and sympathise with
all living creatures."
"What advantage do you
derive from that, Joiwind?"
"The advantage of not
being cruel and selfish, dear Maskull."
He threw the fruit away and
flushed again.
Joiwind looked into his
swarthy, bearded face without embarrassment
and slowly smiled. "Have I said too much? Have I been too familiar?
Do you know why you think
so? It's because you are still
impure. By
and by you will listen to all
language without shame."
Before he realised what she
was about to do, she threw her tentacle
round his neck, like another
arm. He offered no resistance to its
cool pressure. The contact of her soft flesh with his own
was so
moist and sensitive that it
resembled another kind of kiss. He saw
who it was that embraced him
- a pale, beautiful girl. Yet, oddly
enough, he experienced neither
voluptuousness nor sexual pride. The
love expressed by the caress
was rich, glowing, and personal, but
there was not the least trace
of sex in it - and so he received it.
She removed her tentacle,
placed her two arms on his shoulders and
penetrated with her eyes right
into his very soul.
"Yes, I wish to be
pure," he muttered. "Without
that what can I ever
be but a weak, squirming
devil?"
Joiwind released him. "This we call the 'magn,' " she
said,
indicating her tentacle. "By means of it what we love already we
love more, and what we don't
love at all we begin to love."
"A godlike organ!"
"It is the one we guard
most jealously," said Joiwind.
The shade of the trees
afforded a timely screen from the now almost
insufferable rays of
Branchspell, which was climbing steadily upward
to the zenith. On descending the other side of the little
hills,
Maskull looked anxiously for
traces of Nightspore and Krag, but
without result. After staring about him for a few minutes he
shrugged his shoulders; but
suspicions had already begun to gather in
his mind.
A small, natural amphitheatre
lay at their feet, completely circled
by the tree - clad
heights. The centre was of red
sand. In the very
middle shot up a tall, stately
tree, with a black trunk and branches,
and transparent, crystal
leaves. At the foot of this tree was a
natural, circular well,
containing dark green water.
When they had reached the
bottom, Joiwind took him straight over to
the well.
Maskull gazed at it
intently. "Is this the shrine you
talked about?"
"Yes. It is called Shaping's Well. The man or woman who wishes to
invoke Shaping must take up
some of the gnawl water, and drink it."
"Pray for me," said
Maskull. "Your unspotted prayer
will carry more
weight."
"What do you wish
for?"
"For purity,"
answered Maskull, in a troubled voice.
Joiwind made a cup of her
hand, and drank a little of the water.
She
held it up to Maskull's
mouth. "You must drink too."
He obeyed. She
then stood erect, closed her
eyes, and, in a voice like the soft
murmurings of spring, prayed
aloud.
"Shaping, my father, I am
hoping you can hear me. A strange man
has
come to us weighed down with
heavy blood. He wishes to be pure. Let
him know the meaning of love,
let him live for others. Don't spare
him pain, dear Shaping, but
let him seek his own pain. Breathe into
him a noble soul."
Maskull listened with tears in
his heart.
As Joiwind finished speaking,
a blurred mist came over his eyes, and,
half buried in the scarlet
sand, appeared a large circle of
dazzlingly white pillars. For some minutes they flickered to and fro
between distinctness and
indistinctness, like an object being
focused. Then they faded out of sight again.
"Is that a sign from
Shaping?" asked Maskull, in a low, awed tone.
"Perhaps it is. It is a time mirage."
"What can that be,
Joiwind?"
"You see, dear Maskull,
the temple does not yet exist but it will do
so, because it must. What you and I are now doing in simplicity,
wise men will do hereafter in
full knowledge."
"It is right for man to
pray," said Maskull. "Good
and evil in the
world don't originate from
nothing. God and Devil must exist. And
we should pray to the one, and
fight the other."
"Yes, we must fight
Krag."
"What name did you
say?" asked Maskull in amazement.
"Krag - the author of
evil and misery - whom you call Devil."
He immediately concealed his
thoughts. To prevent Joiwind from
learning his relationship to
this being, he made his mind a blank.
"Why do you hide your
mind from me?" she demanded, looking at him
strangely and changing colour.
"In this bright, pure,
radiant world, evil seems so remote, one can
scarcely grasp its
meaning." But he lied.
Joiwind continued gazing at
him, straight out of her clean soul.
"The world is good and
pure, but many men are corrupt. Panawe,
my
husband, has travelled, and he
has told me things I would almost
rather have not heard. One person he met believed the universe to
be, from top to bottom, a
conjurer's cave."
"I should like to meet
your husband."
"Well, we are going home
now."
Maskull was on the point of
inquiring whether she had any children,
but was afraid of offending
her, and checked himself.
She read the mental
question. "What need is
there? Is not the whole
world full of lovely
children? Why should I want selfish
possessions?"
An extraordinary creature flew
past, uttering a plaintive cry of five
distinct notes. It was not a bird, but had a balloon -
shaped body,
paddled by five webbed
feet. It disappeared among the trees.
Joiwind pointed to it, as it
went by. "I love that beast,
grotesque
as it is - perhaps all the
more for its grotesqueness. But if I
had
children of my own, would I
still love it? Which is best - to love
two or three, or to love
all?"
"Every woman can't be
like you, Joiwind, but it is good to have a few
like you. Wouldn't it be as well," he went on,
"since we've got to
walk through that sun - baked
wilderness, to make turbans for our
heads out of some of those
long leaves?"
She smiled rather
pathetically. "You will think me
foolish, but
every tearing off of a leaf
would be a wound in my heart. We have
only to throw our robes over
our heads."
"No doubt that will
answer the same purpose, but tell me - weren't
these very robes once part of
a living creature?"
"Oh, no - no, they are
the webs of a certain animal, but they have
never been in themselves
alive."
"You reduce life to
extreme simplicity," remarked Maskull
meditatively, "but it is
very beautiful."
Climbing back over the hills,
they now without further ceremony began
their march across the desert.
They walked side by side. Joiwind directed their course straight
toward Poolingdred. From the position of the sun, Maskull judged
their way to lie due
north. The sand was soft and powdery,
very
tiring to his naked feet. The red glare dazed his eyes, and made him
semi - blind. He was hot, parched, and tormented with the
craving to
drink; his undertone of pain
emerged into full consciousness.
"I see my friends
nowhere, and it is very queer."
"Yes, it is queer - if it
is accidental," said Joiwind, with a
peculiar intonation.
"Exactly!" agreed
Maskull. "If they had met with a
mishap, their
bodies would still be
there. It begins to look like a piece
of bad
work to me. They must have gone on, and left me....
Well, I am here,
and I must make the best of
it, I will trouble no more about them."
"I don't wish to speak
ill of anyone," said Joiwind, "but my instinct
tells me that you are better
away from those men. They did not come
here for your sake, but for
their own."
They walked on for a long
time. Maskull was beginning to feel
faint.
She twined her magn lovingly
around his waist, and a strong current
of confidence and well - being
instantly coursed through his veins.
"Thanks, Joiwind! But am I not weakening you?"
"Yes," she replied,
with a quick, thrilling glance.
"But not much -
and it gives me great
happiness."
Presently they met a fantastic
little creature, the size of a new -
born lamb, waltzing along on
three legs. Each leg in turn moved to
the front, and so the little
monstrosity proceeded by means of a
series of complete
rotations. It was vividly coloured, as
though it
had been dipped into pots of
bright blue and yellow paint. It looked
up with small, shining eyes, as
they passed.
Joiwind nodded and smiled to
it. "That's a personal friend of
mine,
Maskull. Whenever I come this way, I see it. It's
always waltzing,
and always in a hurry, but it
never seems to get anywhere."
"It seems to me that life
is so self - sufficient here that there is
no need for anyone to get
anywhere. What I don't quite understand
is
how you manage to pass your
days without ennui."
"That's a strange
word. It means, does it not, craving
for
excitement?"
"Something of the
kind," said Maskull.
"That must be a disease
brought on by rich food."
"But are you never
dull?"
"How could we be? Our blood is quick and light and free, our
flesh
is clean and unclogged, inside
and out .... Before long I hope you
will understand what sort of
question you have asked."
Farther on they encountered a
strange phenomenon. In the heart of
the desert a fountain rose
perpendicularly fifty feet into the air,
with a cool and pleasant
hissing sound. It differed, however,
from a
fountain in this respect -
that the water of which it was composed
did not return to the ground
but was absorbed by the atmosphere at
the summit. It was in fact a tall, graceful column of
dark green
fluid, with a capital of
coiling and twisting vapours.
When they came closer, Maskull
perceived that this water column was
the continuation and
termination of a flowing brook, which came down
from the direction of the
mountains. The explanation of the
phenomenon was evidently that
the water at this spot found chemical
affinities in the upper air,
and consequently forsook the ground.
"Now let us drink,"
said Joiwind.
She threw herself unaffectedly
at full length on the sand, face
downward, by the side of the
brook, and Maskull was not long in
following her example. She refused to quench her thirst until she
had seen him drink. He found the water heavy, but bubbling with
gas.
He drank copiously. It affected his palate in a new way - with
the
purity and cleanness of water
was combined the exhilaration of a
sparkling wine, raising his
spirits - but somehow the intoxication
brought out his better nature,
and not his lower.
"We call it gnawl
water'," said Joiwind. "This
is not quite pure, as
you can see by the
colour. At Poolingdred it is crystal
clear. But
we would be ungrateful if we
complained. After this you'll find
we'll get along much
better."
Maskull now began to realise
his environment, as it were for the
first time. All his sense organs started to show him
beauties and
wonders that he had not
hitherto suspected. The uniform glaring
scarlet of the sands became
separated into a score of clearly
distinguished shades of
red. The sky was similarly split up
into
different blues. The radiant heat of Branchspell he found to
affect
every part of his body with
unequal intensifies. His ears awakened;
the atmosphere was full of
murmurs, the sands hummed, even the sun's
rays had a sound of their own
- a kind of faint Aeolian harp.
Subtle, puzzling perfumes
assailed his nostrils. His palate
lingered
over the memory of the gnawl
water. All the pores of his skin were
tickled and soothed by
hitherto unperceived currents of air.
His
poigns explored actively the
inward nature of everything in his
immediate vicinity. His magn touched Joiwind, and drew from her
person a stream of love and
joy. And lastly by means of his breve
he
exchanged thoughts with her in
silence. This mighty sense symphony
stirred him to the depths, and
throughout the walk of that endless
morning he felt no more
fatigue.
When it was drawing near to
Blodsombre, they approached the sedgy
margin of a dark green lake,
which lay underneath Poolingdred.
Panawe was sitting on a dark
rock, waiting for them.
Chapter 7
PANAWE
The husband got up to meet his
wife and their guest. He was clothed
in white. He had a beardless face, with breve and
poigns. His skin,
on face and body alike, was so
white, fresh, and soft, that it
scarcely looked skin at all -
it rather resembled a new kind of pure,
snowy flesh, extending right
down to his bones. It had nothing in
common with the artificially
whitened skin of an over-civilised
woman. Its whiteness and delicacy aroused no
voluptuous thoughts; it
was obviously the
manifestation of a cold and almost cruel chastity
of nature. His hair, which fell to the nape of his
neck, also was
white; but again, from vigour,
not decay. His eyes were black, quiet
and fathomless. He was still a young man, but so stern were
his
features that he had the
appearance of a lawgiver, and this in spite
of their great beauty and
harmony.
His magn and Joiwind's intertwined
for a single moment and Maskull
saw his face soften with love,
while she looked exultant. She put
him in her husband's arms with
gentle force, and stood back, gazing
and smiling. Maskull felt rather embarrassed at being
embraced by a
man, but submitted to it; a
sense of cool, pleasant languor passed
through him in the act.
"The stranger is red -
blooded, then?"
He was startled by Panawe's
speaking in English, and the voice too
was extraordinary. It was absolutely tranquil, but its
tranquillity
seemed in a curious fashion to
be an illusion, proceeding from a
rapidity of thoughts and
feelings so great that their motion could
not be detected. How this could be, he did not know.
"How do you come to speak
in a tongue you have never heard before?"
demanded Maskull.
"Thought is a rich,
complex thing. I can't say if I am really
speaking your tongue by
instinct, or if you yourself are translating
my thoughts into your tongue
as I utter them."
"Already you see that
Panawe is wiser than I am," said Joiwind gaily.
"What is your name?"
asked the husband.
"Maskull."
"That name must have a
meaning - but again, thought is a strange
thing. I connect that name with something - but
with what?"
"Try to discover,"
said Joiwind.
"Has there been a man in
your world who stole something from the
Maker of the, universe, in
order to ennoble his fellow creatures?"
"There is such a myth,
The hero's name was Prometheus."
"Well, you seem to be
identified in my mind with that action - but
what it all means I can't say,
Maskull."
"Accept it as a good
omen, for Panawe never lies, and never speaks
thoughtlessly."
"There must be some
confusion. These are heights beyond
me," said
Maskull calmly, but looking
rather contemplative.
"Where do you come
from?"
"From the planet of a
distant sun, called Earth."
"What for?"
"I was tired of
vulgarity," returned Maskull laconically.
He
intentionally avoided
mentioning his fellow voyagers, in order that
Krag's name should not come to
light.
"That's an honourable
motive," said Panawe. "And
what's more, it may
be true, though you spoke it
as a prevarication."
"As far as it goes, it's
quite true," said Maskull, staring at him
with annoyance and surprise.
The swampy lake extended for
about half a mile from where they were
standing to the lower
buttresses of the mountain. Feathery
purple
reeds showed themselves here
and there through the shallows. The
water was dark green. Maskull did not see how they were going to
cross it.
Joiwind caught his arm. "Perhaps you don't know that the lake
will
bear us?"
Panawe walked onto the water;
it was so heavy that it carried his
weight. Joiwind followed with Maskull. He instantly started to slip
about - nevertheless the
motion was amusing, and he learned so fast,
by watching and imitating
Panawe, that he was soon able to balance
himself without
assistance. After that he found the
sport excellent.
For the same reason that women
excel in dancing, Joiwind's half falls
and recoveries were far more
graceful and sure than those of either
of the men. Her slight, draped form - dipping, bending,
rising,
swaying, twisting, upon the
surface of the dark water - this was a
picture Maskull could not keep
his eyes away from.
The lake grew deeper. The gnawl water became green - black. The
crags, gullies, and precipices
of the shore could now be
distinguished in detail. A waterfall was visible, descending several
hundred feet. The surface of the lake grew disturbed - so
much so
that Maskull had difficulty in
keeping his balance. He therefore
threw himself down and started
swimming on the face of the water.
Joiwind turned her head, and
laughed so joyously that all her teeth
flashed in the sunlight.
They landed in a few more
minutes on a promontory of black rock.
The
water on Maskull's garment and
body evaporated very quickly. He
gazed upward at the towering
mountain, but at that moment some
strange movements on the part
of Panawe attracted his attention. His
face was working convulsively,
and he began to stagger about. Then
he put his hand to his mouth
and took from it what looked like a
bright - coloured pebble. He looked at it carefully for some
seconds. Joiwind also looked, over his shoulder, with
quickly
changing colors. After this inspection, Panawe let the object
-
whatever it was - fall to the
ground, and took no more interest in
it.
"May I look?" asked
Maskull; and, without waiting for permission, he
picked it up. It was a delicately beautiful egg - shaped
crystal of
pale green.
"Where did this come
from?" he asked queerly.
Panawe turned away, but
Joiwind answered for him. "It came
out of my
husband."
"That's what I thought,
but I couldn't believe it. But what is
it?"
"I don't know that it has
either name or use. It is merely an
overflowing of beauty."
"Beauty?"
Joiwind smiled. "If you were to regard nature as the
husband, and
Panawe as the wife, Maskull,
perhaps everything would be explained."
Maskull reflected.
"On Earth," he said
after a minute, "men like Panawe are called
artists, poets, and
musicians. Beauty overflows into them
too, and
out of them again. The only distinction is that their
productions
are more human and
intelligible."
"Nothing comes from it
but vanity," said Panawe, and, taking the
crystal out of Maskull's hand,
he threw it into the lake.
The precipice they now had to
climb was several hundred feet in
height. Maskull was more anxious for Joiwind than
for himself. She
was evidently tiring, but she
refused all help, and was in fact still
the nimbler of the two. She made a mocking face at him. Panawe
seemed lost in quiet
thoughts. The rock was sound, and did
not
crumble under their
weight. The heat of Branchspell,
however, was by
this time almost killing, the
radiance was shocking in its white
intensity, and Maskull's pain
steadily grew worse.
When they got to the top, a
plateau of dark rock appeared, bare of
vegetation, stretching in both
directions as far as the eye could
see. It was of a nearly uniform width of five hundred yards, from
the edge of the cliffs to the
lower slopes of the chain of hills
inland. The hills varied in height. The cup - shaped Poolingdred
was approximately a thousand
feet above them. The upper part of it
was covered with a kind of
glittering vegetation which he could not
comprehend.
Joiwind put her hand on
Maskull's shoulder, and pointed upward.
"Here you have the
highest peak in the whole land - that is, until
you come to the Ifdawn
Marest."
On hearing that strange name,
he experienced a momentary
unaccountable sensation of
wild vigour and restlessness - but it
passed away.
Without losing time, Panawe
led the way up the mountainside. The
lower half was of bare rock,
not difficult to climb. Halfway up,
however, it grew steeper, and
they began to meet bushes and small
trees. The growth became thicker as they continued
to ascend, and
when they neared the summit,
tall forest trees appeared.
These bushes and trees had
pale, glassy trunks and branches, but the
small twigs and the leaves
were translucent and crystal. They cast
no shadows from above, but
still the shade was cool. Both leaves
and
branches were fantastically
shaped. What surprised Maskull the
most,
however, was the fact that, as
far as he could see, scarcely any two
plants belonged to the same
species.
"Won't you help Maskull
out of his difficulty?" said Joiwind, pulling
her husband's arm.
He smiled. "If he'll forgive me for again
trespassing in his brain.
But the difficulty is
small. Life on a new planet, Maskull,
is
necessarily energetic and
lawless, and not sedate and imitative.
Nature is still fluid - not
yet rigid - and matter is plastic. The
will forks and sports
incessantly, and thus no two creatures are
alike."
"Well, I understand all
that," replied Maskull, after listening
attentively. "But what I don't grasp is this - if
living creatures
here sport so energetically,
how does it come about that human beings
wear much the same shape as in
my world?"
"I'll explain that
too," said Panawe. "All
creatures that resemble
Shaping must of necessity
resemble one another."
"Then sporting is the blind
will to become like Shaping?"
"Exactly."
"It is most
wonderful," said Maskull.
"Then the brotherhood of man
is not a fable invented by
idealists, but a solid fact."
Joiwind looked at him, and
changed colour. Panawe relapsed into
sternness.
Maskull became interested in a
new phenomenon. The jale - coloured
blossoms of a crystal bush
were emitting mental waves, which with his
breve he could clearly
distinguish. They cried out silently,
"To me
To me!" While he looked,
a flying worm guided itself through the air
to one of these blossoms and
began to suck its nectar. The floral
cry immediately ceased.
They now gained the crest of
the mountain, and looked down beyond. A
lake occupied its crater -
like cavity. A fringe of trees partly
intercepted the view, but
Maskull was able to perceive that this
mountain lake was nearly
circular and perhaps a quarter of a mile
across. Its shore stood a hundred feet below them.
Observing that his hosts did
not propose to descend, he begged them
to wait for him, and scrambled
down to the surface. When he got
there, he found the water
perfectly motionless and of a colourless
transparency. He walked onto it, lay down at full length,
and peered
into the depths. It was weirdly clear: he could see down for
an
indefinite distance, without
arriving at any bottom. Some dark,
shadowy objects, almost out of
reach of his eyes, were moving about.
Then a sound, very faint and
mysterious, seemed to come up through
the gnawl water from an
immense depth. It was like the rhythm of
a
drum. There were four beats of equal length, but
the accent was on
the third. It went on for a considerable time, and then
ceased.
The sound appeared to him. to
belong to a different world from that
in which he was
travelling. The latter was mystical,
dreamlike, and
unbelievable - the drumming
was like a very dim undertone of reality.
It resembled the ticking of a
clock in a room full of voices, only
occasionally possible to be
picked up by the ear.
He rejoined Panawe and
Joiwind, but said nothing to them about his
experience. They all walked round the rim of the crater,
and gazed
down on the opposite
side. Precipices similar to those that
had
overlooked the desert here
formed the boundary of a vast moorland
plain, whose dimensions could
not be measured by the eye. It was
solid land, yet he could not
make out its prevailing colour. It was
as if made of transparent
glass, but it did not glitter in the
sunlight. No objects in it could be distinguished,
except a rolling
river in the far distance, and,
farther off still, on the horizon, a
line of dark mountains, of
strange shapes. Instead of being
rounded,
conical, or hogbacked, these
heights were carved by nature into the
semblance of castle
battlements, but with extremely deep
indentations.
The sky immediately above the
mountains was of a vivid, intense blue.
It contrasted in a most
marvellous way with the blue of the rest of
the heavens. It seemed more luminous and radiant, and was
in fact
like the afterglow of a
gorgeous blue sunset.
Maskull kept on looking. The more he gazed, the more restless and
noble became his
feelings. "What is that
light?"
Panawe was sterner than usual,
while his wife clung to his arm.
"It
is Alppain - our second sun," he replied. "Those hills are the
Ifdawn Marest.... Now let us
get to our shelter."
"Is it imagination, or am
I really being affected - tormented by that
light?"
"No, it's not imagination
- it's real. How can it be otherwise
when
two suns, of different
natures, are drawing you at the same time?
Luckily you are not looking at
Alppain itself. It's invisible here.
You would need to go at least
as far as Ifdawn, to set eyes on it."
"Why do you say
'luckily'?"
"Because the agony caused
by those opposing forces would perhaps be
more than you could bear....
But I don't know."
For the short distance that
remained of their walk, Maskull was very
thoughtful and uneasy. He understood nothing. Whatever object his
eye chanced to rest on changed
immediately into a puzzle. The
silence and stillness of the
mountain peak seemed brooding,
mysterious, and waiting. Panawe gave him a friendly, anxious look,
and without further delay led
the way down a little track, which
traversed the side of the
mountain and terminated in the mouth of a
cave.
This cave was the home of
Panawe and Joiwind. It was dark inside.
The host took a shell and,
filling it with liquid from a well,
carelessly sprinkled the sandy
floor of the interior. A greenish,
phosphorescent light gradually
spread to the furthest limits of the
cavern, and continued to
illuminate it for the whole time they were
there. There was no furniture. Some dried, fernlike leaves served
for couches.
The moment she got in, Joiwind
fell down in exhaustion. Her husband
tended her with calm
concern. He bathed her face, put drink
to her
lips, energised her with his
magn, and finally laid her down to
sleep. At the sight of the noble woman thus
suffering on his
account, Maskull was
distressed.
Panawe, however, endeavoured
to reassure him. "It's quite true
this
has been a very long, hard
double journey, but for the future it will
lighten all her other journeys
for her.... Such is the nature of
sacrifice."
"I can't conceive how I
have walked so far in a morning," said
Maskull, "and she has
been twice the distance."
"Love flows in her veins,
instead of blood, and that's why she is so
strong."
"You know she gave me
some of it?"
"Otherwise you couldn't
even have started."
"I shall never forget
that."
The languorous beat of the day
outside, the bright mouth of the
cavern, the cool seclusion of
the interior, with its pale green glow,
invited Maskull to sleep. But curiosity got the better of his
lassitude.
"Will it disturb her if
we talk?"
"No."
"But how do you
feel?"
"I require little
sleep. In any case, it's more important
that you
should hear something about
your new life. It's not all as innocent
and idyllic as this. If you intend to go through, you ought to be
instructed about the
dangers."
"Oh, I guessed as
much. But how shall we arrange - shall
I put
questions, or will you tell me
what you think is most essential?"
Panawe motioned to Maskull to
sit down on a pile of ferns, and at the
same time reclined himself,
leaning on one arm, with outstretched
legs.
"I will tell some
incidents of my life. You will begin to
learn from
them what sort of place you
have come to."
"I shall be
grateful," said Maskull, preparing himself to listen.
Panawe paused for a moment or
two, and then started his narrative in
tranquil, measured, yet
sympathetic tones.
PANAWE'S STORY
"My earliest recollection
is of being taken, when three years old
(that's equivalent to fifteen
of your years, but we develop more
slowly here), by my father and
mother, to see Broodviol, the wisest
man in Tormance. He dwelt in the great Wombflash Forest. We walked
through trees for three days,
sleeping at night. The trees grew
taller as we went along, until
the tops were out of sight. The
trunks were of a dark red
colour and the leaves were of pale ulfire.
My father kept stopping to
think. If left uninterrupted, he would
remain for half a day in deep
abstraction. My mother came out of
Poolingdred, and was of a
different stamp. She was beautiful,
generous, and charming - but
also active. She kept urging him on.
This led to many disputes
between them, which made me miserable.
On
the fourth day we passed
through a part of the forest which bordered
on the Sinking Sea. This sea is full of pouches of water that
will
not bear a man's weight, and
as these light parts don't differ in
appearance from the rest, it
is dangerous to cross. My father
pointed out a dim outline on
the horizon, and told me it was
Swaylone's Island. Men sometimes go there, but none ever
return. In
the evening of the same day we
found Broodviol standing in a deep,
miry pit in the forest,
surrounded on all sides by trees three
hundred feet high. He was a big gnarled, rugged, wrinkled,
sturdy
old man. His age at that time was a hundred and
twenty of our years,
or nearly six hundred of
yours. His body was trilateral: he had
three legs, three arms, and
six eyes, placed at equal distances all
around his head. This gave him an aspect of great
watchfulness and
sagacity. He was standing in a sort of trance. I afterward heard
this saying of his: 'To lie is
to sleep, to sit is to dream, to stand
is to think.' My father caught
the infection, and fell into
meditation, but my mother
roused them both thoroughly. Broodviol
scowled at her savagely, and
demanded what she required. Then I too
learned for the first time the
object of our journey. I was a
prodigy - that is to say, I
was without sex. My parents were
troubled over this, and wished
to consult the wisest of men.
"Old Broodviol smoothed
his face, and said, 'This perhaps will not be
so difficult. I will explain
the marvel. Every man and woman among
us is a walking murderer. If a male, he has struggled with and
killed the female who was born
in the same body with him - if a
female, she has killed the
male. But in this child the struggle is
still continuing.'
"'How shall we end it?'
asked my mother.
"'Let the child direct
its will to the scene of the combat, and it
will be of whichever sex it
pleases.'
"'You want, of course, to
be a man, don't you?' said my mother to me
earnestly.
"'Then I shall be slaying
your daughter, and that would be a crime.'
"Something in my tone
attracted Broodviol's notice.
"'That was spoken, not
selfishly, but magnanimously. Therefore
the
male must have spoken it, and
you need not trouble further. Before
you arrive home, the child
will be a boy.'
"My father walked away
out of sight. My mother bent very low
before
Broodviol for about ten
minutes, and he remained all that time
looking kindly at her.
"I heard that shortly
afterward Alppain came into that land for a few
hours daily. Broodviol grew melancholy, and died.
"His prophecy came true -
before we reached home, I knew the meaning
of shame. But I have often pondered over his words
since, in later
years, when trying to
understand my own nature; and I have come to
the conclusion that, wisest of
men as he was, he still did not see
quite straight on this
occasion. Between me and my twin
sister,
enclosed in one body, there
never was any struggle, but instinctive
reverence for life withheld
both of us from fighting for existence.
Hers was the stronger
temperament, and she sacrificed herself -
though not consciously - for
me.
"As soon as I
comprehended this, I made a vow never to eat or destroy
anything that contained life -
and I have kept it ever since.
"While I was still hardly
a grown man, my father died. My mother's
death followed immediately,
and I hated the associations of the land.
I therefore made up my mind to
travel into my mother's country,
where, as she had often told
me, nature was most sacred and solitary.
"One hot morning I came
to Shaping's Causeway. It is so called
either because Shaping once
crossed it, or because of its stupendous
character. It is a natural embankment, twenty miles
long, which
links the mountains bordering
my homeland with the Ifdawn Marest.
The valley lies below at a
depth varying from eight to ten thousand
feet - a terrible precipice on
either side. The knife edge of the
ridge is generally not much
over a foot wide. The causeway goes due
north and south. The valley on my right hand was plunged in
shadow -
that on my left was sparkling
with sunlight and dew. I walked
fearfully along this
precarious path for some miles. Far to
the east
the valley was closed by a
lofty tableland, connecting the two chains
of mountains, but overtopping
even the most towering pinnacles. This
is called the Sant Levels. I
was never there, but I have heard two
curious facts concerning the
inhabitants. The first is that they
have no women; the second,
that though they are addicted to
travelling in other parts they
never acquire habits of the peoples
with whom they reside.
"Presently I turned
giddy, and lay at full length for a great while,
clutching the two edges of the
path with both hands, and staring at
the ground I was lying on with
wide - open eyes. When that passed I
felt like a different man and
grew conceited and gay. About halfway
across I saw someone
approaching me a long way off. This put
fear
into my heart again, for I did
not see how we could very well pass.
However, I went slowly on, and
presently we drew near enough together
for me to recognise the
walker. It was Slofork, the so - called
sorcerer. I had never met him
before, but I knew him by his
peculiarities of person. He was of a bright gamboge colour and
possessed a very long,
proboscis - like nose, which appeared to be a
useful organ, but did not add
to his beauty, as I knew beauty. He
was dubbed 'sorcerer' from his
wondrous skill in budding limbs and
organs. The tale is told that one evening he slowly
sawed his leg
off with a blunt stone and
then lay for two days in agony while his
new leg was sprouting. He was not reputed to be a consistently wise
man, but he had periodical
flashes of penetration and audacity that
none could equal.
"We sat down and faced
one another, about two yards apart.
"'Which of us walks over
the other?' asked Slofork. His manner
was
as calm as the day itself,
but, to my young nature, terrible with
hidden terrors. I smiled at
him, but did not wish for this
humiliation. We continued sitting thus, in a friendly
way, for many
minutes.
"What is greater than
Pleasure?' he asked suddenly.
"I was at an age when one
wishes to be thought equal to any
emergency, so, concealing my
surprise, I applied myself to the
conversation, as if it were
for that purpose we had met.
"'Pain,' I replied, 'for
pain drives out pleasure.'
'What is greater than Pain?'
"I reflected. 'Love.
Because we will accept our loved one's share
of pain.'
" 'But what is greater
than Love?' he persisted.
"'Nothing, Slofork.'
"'And what is Nothing?'
"'That you must tell me.'
"'Tell you I will. This is Shaping's world. He that is a good child
here, knows pleasure, pain,
and love, and gets his rewards. But
there's another world - not
Shaping's and there all this is unknown,
and another order of things
reigns. That world we call Nothing -
but
it is not Nothing, but
Something.'
"There was a pause.
"'I have heard,' said I,
'that you are good at growing and ungrowing
organs?'
"'That's not enough for
me. Every organ tells me the same
story. I
want to hear different stories.'
"'Is it true, what men
say, that your wisdom flows and ebbs in
pulses?'
"'Quite true,' replied
Slofork. 'But those you had it from did
not
add that they have always
mistaken the flow for the ebb.'
"'My experience is,' said
I sententiously, 'that wisdom is misery.'
"' Perhaps it is, young
man, but you have never learned that, and
never will. For you the world will continue to wear a
noble, awful
face. You will never rise above mysticism.... But
be happy in your
own way.'
"Before I realised what
he was doing, he jumped tranquilly from the
path, down into the empty
void. He crashed with ever - increasing
momentum toward the valley
below. I screeched, flung myself down on
the ground, and shut my eyes.
"Often have I wondered
which of my ill - considered, juvenile remarks
it was that caused this sudden
resolution on his part to commit
suicide. Whichever it might be, since then I have
made it a rigid
law never to speak for my own
pleasure, but only to help others.
"I came eventually to the
Marest. I threaded its mazes in terror
for
four days. I was frightened of
death, but still more terrified at the
possibility of losing my
sacred attitude toward life. When I was
nearly through, and was
beginning to congratulate myself, I stumbled
across the third extraordinary
personage of my experience - the grim
Muremaker. It was under horrible circumstances. On an afternoon,
cloudy and stormy, I saw,
suspended in the air without visible
support, a living man. He was hanging in an upright position in
front of a cliff - a yawning
gulf, a thousand feet deep, lay beneath
his feet. I climbed as near as I could, and looked
on. He saw me,
and made a wry grimace, like
one who wishes to turn his humiliation
into humour. The spectacle so astounded me that I could not
even
grasp what had happened.
"'I am Muremaker,"
he cried in a scraping voice which shocked my
ears. 'All my life I have sorbed others - now I am
sorbed. Nuclamp
and I fell out over a
woman. Now Nuclamp holds me up like
this.
While the strength of his will
lasts I shall remain suspended; but
when he gets tired - and it
can't be long now - I drop into those
depths.'
"Had it been another man,
I would have tried to save him, but this
ogre - like being was too well
known to me as one who passed his
whole existence in tormenting,
murdering, and absorbing others, for
the sake of his own delight. I
hurried away, and did not pause again
that day.
"In Poolingdred I met
Joiwind. We walked and talked together
for a
month, and by that time we
found that we loved each other too well to
part."
Panawe stopped speaking.
"That is a fascinating
story," remarked Maskull.
"Now I begin to
know my way around
better. But one thing puzzles me."
"What's that?"
"How it happens that men
here are ignorant of tools and arts, and
have no civilisation, and yet
contrive to be social in their habits
and wise in their
thoughts."
"Do you imagine, then,
that love and wisdom spring from tools?
But I
see how it arises. In your world you have fewer sense organs,
and to
make up for the deficiency you
have been obliged to call in the
assistance of stones and
metals. That's by no means a sign of
superiority."
"No, I suppose not,"
said Maskull, "but I see I have a great deal to
unlearn."
They talked together a little
longer, and then gradually fell asleep.
Joiwind opened her eyes,
smiled, and slumbered again.
Chapter 8
THE LUSION PLAIN
Maskull awoke before the
others. He got up, stretched himself,
and
walked out into the
sunlight. Branchspell was already
declining. He
climbed to the top of the
crater edge and looked away toward Ifdawn.
The afterglow of Alppain had
by now completely disappeared. The
mountains stood up wild and
grand.
They impressed him like a
simple musical theme, the notes of which
are widely separated in the
scale; a spirit of rashness, daring, and
adventure seemed to call to
him from them. It was at that moment
that the determination flashed
into his heart to walk to the Marest
and explore its dangers.
He returned to the cavern to
say good - by to his hosts.
Joiwind looked at him with her
brave and honest eyes. "Is this
selfishness, Maskull?"
she asked, "or are you drawn by something
stronger than yourself?"
"We must be
reasonable," he answered, smiling.
"I can't settle down
in Poolingdred before I have
found out something about this
surprising new planet of
yours. Remember what a long way I have
come.... But very likely I
shall come back here."
"Will you make me a
promise?"
Maskull hesitated. "Ask nothing difficult, for I hardly
know my
powers yet."
"It is not hard, and I
wish it. Promise this - never to raise
your
hand against a living
creature, either to strike, pluck, or eat,
without first recollecting its
mother, who suffered for it."
"Perhaps I won't promise
that," said Maskull slowly, "but I'll
undertake something more
tangible. I will never lift my hand against
a living creature without
first recollecting you, Joiwind."
She turned a little pale. "Now if Panawe knew that Panawe
existed,
he might be jealous."
Panawe put his hand on her gently. "You would not talk like that in
Shaping's presence," he
said.
"No. Forgive me!
I'm not quite myself. Perhaps it
is Maskull's .
blood in my veins.... Now let
us bid him adieu. Let us pray that he
will do only honourable deeds,
wherever he may be."
"I'll set Maskull on his
way," said Panawe.
"There's no need,"
replied Maskull. "The way is
plain."
"But talking shortens the
road."
Maskull turned to go.
Joiwind pulled him around
toward her softly. "You won't
think badly
of other women on my account?"
"You are a blessed
spirit," answered he.
She trod quietly to the inner
extremity of the cave and stood there
thinking. Panawe and Maskull emerged into the open
air.
Halfway down the cliff face a
little spring was encountered. Its
water was colourless,
transparent, but gaseous. As soon as
Maskull
had satisfied his thirst he
felt himself different. His
surroundings
were so real to him in their
vividness and colour, so unreal in their
phantom - like mystery, that
he scrambled downhill like one in a
winter's dream.
When they reached the plain he
saw in front of them an interminable
forest of tall trees, the
shapes of which were extraordinarily
foreign looking. The leaves were crystalline and, looking
upward, it
was as if he were gazing
through a roof of glass. The moment
they
got underneath the trees the
light rays of the sun continued to come
through - white, savage, and
blazing - but they were gelded of heat.
Then it was not hard to
imagine that they were wandering through
cool, bright elfin glades.
Through the forest, beginning
at their very feet an avenue, perfectly
straight and not very wide,
went forward as far as the eye could see.
Maskull wanted to talk to his
travelling companion, but was somehow
unable to find words. Panawe glanced at him with an inscrutable
smile - stern, yet enchanting
and half feminine. He then broke the
silence, but, strangely
enough, Maskull could not make out whether he
was singing or speaking. From his lips issued a slow musical
recitative, exactly like a bewitching
adagio from a low toned
stringed instrument - but
there was a difference. Instead of the
repetition and variation of
one or two short themes, as in music,
Panawe's theme was prolonged -
it never came to an end, but rather
resembled a conversation in
rhythm and melody. And, at the same
time, it was no recitative,
for it was not declamatory. It was a
long, quiet stream of lovely
emotion.
Maskull listened entranced,
yet agitated. The song, if it might be
termed song, seemed to be
always just on the point of becoming clear
and intelligible - not with
the intelligibility of words, but in the
way one sympathises with
another's moods and feelings; and Maskull
felt that something important
was about to be uttered, which would
explain all that had gone before. But it was invariably postponed,
he never understood - and yet
somehow he did understand.
Late in the afternoon they
came to a clearing, and there Panawe
ceased his recitative. He slowed his pace and stopped, in the
fashion of a man who wishes to
convey that he intends to go no
farther.
"What is the name of this
country?" asked Maskull.
"It is the Lusion
Plain."
"Was that music in the
nature of a temptation - do you wish me not to
go on?"
"Your work lies before
you,. and not behind you.'
"What was it, then? What work do you allude to?"
"It must have seemed like
something to you, Maskull."
"It seemed like Shaping
music to me."
The instant he had absently
uttered these words, Maskull wondered why
he had done so, as they now
appeared meaningless to him.
Panawe, however, showed no
surprise. "Shaping you will find
everywhere."
"Am I dreaming, or
awake?"
"You are awake."
Maskull fell into deep
thought. "So be it," he said,
rousing
himself. "Now I will go on. But where must I sleep tonight?"
"You will reach a broad
river. On that you can travel to the
foot of
the Marest tomorrow; but
tonight you had better sleep where the
forest and river meet."
"Adieu, then,
Panawe! But do you wish to say anything
more to me?"
"Only this, Maskull - wherever
you go, help to make the world
beautiful, and not ugly."
"That's more than any of
us can undertake. I am a simple man,
and
have no ambitions in the way
of beautifying life - But tell Joiwind I
will try to keep myself
pure."
They parted rather coldly. Maskull stood erect where they had
stopped, and watched Panawe
out of sight. He sighed more than once.
He became aware that something
was about to happen. The air was
breathless. The late - afternoon sunshine, unobstructed,
wrapped his
frame in voluptuous heat. A solitary cloud, immensely high, raced
through the sky overhead.
A single trumpet note sounded
in the far distance from somewhere
behind him. It gave him an impression of being several
miles away at
first; but then it slowly
swelled, and came nearer and nearer at the
same time that it increased in
volume. Still the same note sounded,
but now it was as if blown by
a giant trumpeter immediately over his
head. Then it gradually diminished in force,
and travelled away in
front of him. It ended very faintly and distantly.
He felt himself alone with
Nature. A sacred stillness came over
his
heart. Past and future were forgotten. The forest, the sun, the day
did not exist for him. He was unconscious of himself - he had no
thoughts and no feelings. Yet never had Life had such an altitude
for him.
A man stood, with crossed
arms, right in his path. He was so
clothed
that his limbs were exposed,
while his body was covered. He was
young rather than old. Maskull observed that his countenance
possessed none of the special
organs of Tormance, to which he had not
even yet become
reconciled. He was smooth - faced. His whole person
seemed to radiate an excess of
life, like the trembling of air on a
hot day. His eyes had such force that Maskull could
not meet them.
He addressed Maskull by name,
in an extraordinary voice. It had a
double tone. The primary one sounded far away; the second
was an
undertone, like a sympathetic
tanging string.
Maskull felt a rising joy, as
he continued standing in the presence
of this individual. He believed that something good was
happening to
him. He found it physically difficult to bring any words out. "Why
do you stop me?"
"Maskull, look well at
me. Who am I?"
"I think you are
Shaping."
"I am Surtur."
Maskull again attempted to
meet his eyes, but felt as if he were
being stabbed.
"You know that this is my
world. Why do you think I have brought
you
here? I wish you to serve
me."
Maskull could no longer speak.
"Those who joke at my
world," continued the vision, "those who make a
mock of its stern, eternal
rhythm, its beauty and sublimity, which
are not skin - deep, but
proceed from fathomless roots - they shall
not escape."
"I do not mock it."
"Ask me your questions,
and I will answer them."
"I have nothing."
"It is. necessary for you
to serve me, Maskull. Do you not
understand? You are my servant and helper."
"I shall not fail."
"This is for my sake, and
not for yours."
These last words had no sooner
left Surtur's mouth than Maskull saw
him spring suddenly upward and
outward. Looking up at the vault of
the sky, he saw the whole
expanse of vision filled by Surtur's form -
not as a concrete man, but as
a vast, concave cloud image, looking
down and frowning at him. Then the spectacle vanished, as a light
goes out.
Maskull stood inactive, with a
thumping heart. Now he again heard
the solitary trumpet
note. The sound began this time faintly
in the
far distance in front of him,
travelled slowly toward him with
regularly increasing
intensity, passed overhead at its loudest, and
then grew more and more quiet,
wonderful, and solemn, as it fell away
in the rear, until the note
was merged in the deathlike silence of
the forest. It appeared to Maskull like the closing of a
marvellous
and important chapter.
Simultaneously with the fading
away of the sound, the heavens seemed
to open up with the rapidity
of lightning into a blue vault of
immeasurable height. He breathed a great breath, stretched all
his
limbs, and looked around him
with a slow smile.
After a while he resumed his
journey. His brain was all dark and
confused, but one idea was
already beginning to stand out from the
rest - huge, shapeless, and
grand, like the growing image in the soul
of a creative artist: the
staggering thought that he was a man of
destiny.
The more he reflected upon all
that had occurred since his arrival in
this new world - and even
before leaving Earth - the clearer and more
indisputable it became, that
he could not be here for his own
purposes, but must be here for
an end. But what that end was, he
could not imagine.
Through the forest he saw
Branchspell at last sinking in the west.
It looked a stupendous ball of
red fire - now he could realise at his
ease what a sun it was! The avenue took an abrupt turn to the left
and began to descend steeply.
A wide, rolling river of clear
and dark water was visible in front of
him, no great way off. It flowed from north to south. The forest
path led him straight to its
banks. Maskull stood there, and
regarded the lapping, gurgling
waters pensively. On the opposite
bank, the forest
continued. Miles to the south,
Poolingdred could
just be distinguished. On the northern skyline the Ifdawn Mountains
loomed up - high, wild,
beautiful, and dangerous. They were not
a
dozen miles away.
Like the first mutterings of a
thunderstorm, the first faint breaths
of cool wind, Maskull felt the
stirrings of passion in his heart. In
spite of his bodily fatigue,
he in wished to test his strength
against something. This craving he identified with the crags of
the
Marest. They seemed to have the same magical
attraction for his will
as the lodestone for
iron. He kept biting his nails, as he
turned
his eyes in that direction -
wondering if it would not be possible to
conquer the heights that
evening. But when he glanced back again
at
Poolingdred, he remembered
Joiwind and Panawe, and grew more
tranquil. He decided to make his bed at this spot, and
to set off as
soon after daybreak as he
should awake.
He drank at the river, washed
himself, and lay down on the bank to
sleep. By this time, so far had his idea
progressed, that he cared
nothing for the possible
dangers of the night - he confided in his
star.
Branchspell set, the day
faded, night with its terrible weight came
on, and through it all Maskull
slept. Long before midnight, however,
he was awakened by a crimson
glow in the sky. He opened his eyes,
and wondered where he
was. He felt heaviness and pain. The red glow
was a terrestrial phenomenon;
it came from among the trees. He got
up and went toward the source
of the light.
Away from the river, not a
hundred feet off, he nearly stumbled
across the form of a sleeping
woman. The object which emitted the
crimson rays was lying on the
ground, several yards away from her.
It was like a small jewel,
throwing off sparks of red light. He
barely threw a glance at that,
however.
The woman was clothed in the
large skin of an animal. She had big,
smooth, shapely limbs, rather
muscular than fat. Her magn was not a
thin tentacle, but a third
arm, terminating in a hand. Her face,
which was upturned, was wild,
powerful, and exceedingly handsome.
But he saw with surprise that
in place of a breve on her forehead,
she possessed another
eye. All three were closed. The colour of her
skin in the crimson glow he
could not distinguish.
He touched her gently with his
hand. She awoke calmly and looked up
at him without stirring a
muscle. All three eyes stared at him;
but
the two lower ones were dull
and vacant - mere carriers of vision.
The middle, upper one alone
expressed her inner nature. Its
haughty,
unflinching glare had yet
something seductive and alluring in it.
Maskull felt a challenge in
that look of lordly, feminine will, and
his manner instinctively
stiffened.
She sat up.
"Can you speak my
language?" he asked. "I
wouldn't put such a
question, but others have been
able to."
"Why should you imagine
that I can't read your mind? Is it so
extremely complex?"
She spoke in a rich,
lingering, musical voice, which delighted him to
listen to.
"No, but you have no
breve."
"Well, but haven't I a
sorb, which is better?" And she pointed to the
eye on her brow.
"What is your name?"
"Oceaxe."
"And where do you come
from?"
"Ifdawn."
These contemptuous replies
began to irritate him, and yet the mere
sound of her voice was
fascinating.
"I am going there
tomorrow," he remarked.
She laughed, as if against her
will, but made no comment.
"My name is
Maskull," he went on. "I am a
stranger - from another
world."
"So I should judge, from
your absurd appearance."
"Perhaps it would be as
well to say at once," said Maskull bluntly,
"are we, or are we not,
to be friends?"
She yawned and stretched her
arms, without rising. "Why should
we be
friends? If I thought you were a man, I might accept
you as a
lover."
"You must look elsewhere
for that."
"So be it, Maskull! Now go away, and leave me in peace."
She dropped her head again to
the ground, but did not at on close her
eyes.
"What are you doing
here?" he interrogated.
"Oh, we Ifdawn folk
occasionally come here to sleep, for there often
enough it is a night for us
which has no next morning."
"Being such a terrible
place, and seeing that I am a total stranger,
it would be merely courteous
if you were to warn me what I have to
expect in the way of dangers."
"I am perfectly and
utterly indifferent to what becomes of you,"
retorted Oceaxe.
"Are you returning in the
morning?" persisted Maskull.
"If I wish."
"Then we will go
together."
She got up again on her
elbow. "Instead of making plans
for other
people, I would do a very
necessary thing."
"Pray, tell me."
"Well, there's no reason
why I should, but I will. I would try to
convert my women's organs into
men's organs. It is a man's
country."
"Speak more
plainly."
"Oh, it's plain
enough. If you attempt to pass through
Ifdawn
without a sorb, you are simply
committing suicide. And that magn too
is worse than useless."
"You probably know what
you are talking about, Oceaxe. But what
do
you advise me to do?"
She negligently pointed to the
light-emitting stone lying on the
ground.
"There is the
solution. If you hold that drude to
your organs for a
good while, perhaps it will
start the change, and perhaps nature will
do the rest during the night.
I promise nothing."
Oceaxe now really turned her back
on Maskull.
He considered for a few
minutes, and then walked over and to where
the stone was lying, and took
it in his hand. It was a pebble the
size of a hen's egg, radiant
with crimson light, as though red-hot,
and throwing out a continuous
shower of small, blood-red sparks.
Finally deciding that Oceaxe's
advice was good, he applied the drude
first to his magn, and then to
his breve. He experienced a
cauterising sensation - a
feeling of healing pain.
Chapter 9
OCEAXE
Maskull's second day on Tormance
dawned. Branchspell was already
above the horizon when he
awoke. He was instantly aware that his
organs had changed during the
night. His fleshy breve was altered
into an eyelike sorb; his magn
had swelled and developed into a third
arm, springing from the
breast. The arm gave him at once a
sense of
greater physical security, but
with the sorb he was obliged to
experiment, before he could
grasp its function.
As he lay there in the white
sunlight, opening and shutting each of
his three eyes in turn, he
found that the two lower ones served his
understanding, the upper one
his will. That is to say, with the
lower eyes he saw things in
clear detail, but without personal
interest; with the sorb he saw
nothing as self - existent -
everything appeared as an
object of importance or non - importance to
his own needs.
Rather puzzled as to how this
would turn out, he got up and looked
about him. He had slept out of sight of Oceaxe. He was anxious to
learn if she were still on the
spot, but before going to ascertain he
made up his mind to bathe in
the river.
It was a glorious
morning. The hot white sun already
began to glare,
but its heat was tempered by a
strong wind, which whistled through
the trees. A host of fantastic clouds filled the
sky. They looked
like animals, and were always
changing shape. The ground, as well as
the leaves and branches of the
forest trees, still held traces of
heavy dew or rain during the
night. A poignantly sweet smell of
nature entered his
nostrils. His pain was quiescent, and
his spirits
were high.
Before he bathed, he viewed
the mountains of the Ifdawn Marest. In
the morning sunlight they
stood out pictorially. He guessed that
they were from five to six
thousand feet high. The lofty,
irregular,
castellated line seemed like
the walls of a magic city. The cliffs
fronting him were composed of
gaudy rocks - vermilion, emerald,
yellow, ulfire, and
black. As he gazed at them, his heart
began to
beat like a slow, heavy drum,
and he thrilled all over -
indescribable hopes,
aspirations, and emotions came over him.
It was
more than the conquest of a
new world which he felt - it was
something different....
He bathed and drank, and as he
was reclothing himself, Oceaxe
strolled indolently up.
He could now perceive the colour
of her skin - it was a vivid, yet
delicate mixture of carmine,
white, and jale. The effect was
startlingly unearthly. With these new colors she looked like a
genuine representative of a
strange planet. Her frame also had
something curious about it. The curves were womanly, the bones were
characteristically female - yet all seemed somehow to express a
daring, masculine underlying
will. The commanding eye on her
forehead set the same puzzle
in plainer language. Its bold,
domineering egotism was shot
with undergleams of sex and softness.
She came to the river's edge
and reviewed him from top to toe.
"Now
you are built more like a
man," she said, in her lovely, lingering
voice.
"You see, the experiment
was successful," he answered, smiling gaily.
Oceaxe continued looking him
over. "Did some woman give you
that
ridiculous robe?"
"A woman did give it to
me" - dropping his smile -
"but I saw
nothing ridiculous in the gift
at the time, and I don't now."
"I think I'd look better
in it."
As she drawled the words, she
began stripping off the skin, which
suited her form so well, and
motioned to him to exchange garments.
He obeyed, rather
shamefacedly, for he realised that the proposed
exchange was in fact more
appropriate to his sex. He found the
skin
a freer dress. Oceaxe in her
drapery appeared more dangerously
feminine to him.
"I don't want you to
receive gifts at all from other women," she
remarked slowly.
"Why not? What can I be to you?"
"I have been thinking
about you during the night." Her voice was
retarded, scornful, viola -
like. She sat down on the trunk of a
fallen tree, and looked away.
"In what way?"
She returned no answer to his
question, but began to pull off pieces
of the bark.
"Last night you were so
contemptuous."
"Last night is not
today. Do you always walk through the
world with
your head over your
shoulder?"
It was now Maskull's turn to
be silent.
"Still, if you have male
instincts, as I suppose you have, you can't
go on resisting me
forever."
"But this is
preposterous" said Maskull, opening his eyes wide.
"Granted that you are a
beautiful woman - we can't be quite so
primeval."
Oceaxe sighed, and rose to her
feet. "It doesn't matter. I can
wait."
"From that I gather that
you intend to make the journey in my
society. I have no objection - in fact I shall be
glad - but only on
condition that you drop this
language."
"Yet you do think me
beautiful?"
"Why shouldn't I think
so, if it is the fact? I fail to see
what
that has to do with my
feelings. Bring it to an end,
Oceaxe. You
will find plenty of men to
admire - and love you."
At that she blazed up. "Does love pick and choose, you
fool? Do you
imagine I am so hard put to it
that I have to hunt for lovers? Is
not Crimtyphon waiting for me
at this very moment?"
"Very well. I am sorry to
have hurt your feelings. Now carry the
temptation no farther - for it
is a temptation, where a lovely woman
is concerned. I am not my own
master."
"I'm not proposing
anything so very hateful, am I? Why do
you
humiliate me so?"
Maskull put his hands behind
his back. "I repeat, I am not my
own
master."
"Then who is your
master?"
"Yesterday I saw Surtur,
and from today I am serving him."
"Did you speak with
him?" she asked curiously.
"I did."
"Tell me what he
said."
'No, I can't - I won't. But whatever he said, his beauty was more
tormenting than yours, Oceaxe,
and that's why I can look at you in
cold blood."
"Did Surtur forbid you to
be a man?"
Maskull frowned. "Is love such a manly sport, then? I should have
thought it effeminate."
"It doesn't matter. You won't always be so boyish. But don't try my
patience too far."
"Let us talk about
something else - and, above all, let' us get on
our road."
She suddenly broke into a
laugh, so rich, sweet, and enchanting, that
he grew half inflamed, and
half wished to catch her body in his arms.
"Oh, Maskull, Maskull -
what a fool you are!"
"In what way am I a
fool?" he demanded, scowling not at her words,
but at his own weakness.
"Isn't the whole world
the handiwork of innumerable pairs of lovers?
And yet you think yourself
above all that. You try to fly away
from
nature, but where will you
find a hole to hide yourself in?"
"Besides beauty, I now
credit you with a second quality:
persistence."
"Read me well, and then
it is natural law that you'll think twice and
three times before throwing me
away.. .. And now, before we go, we
had better eat."
"Eat?" said Maskull
thoughtfully.
"Don't you eat? Is food in the same category as love?"
"What food is it?"
"Fish from the river."
Maskull recollected his
promise to Joiwind. At the same time,
he
felt hungry.
"Is there nothing
milder?"
She pulled her mouth
scornfully. "You came through
Poolingdred,
didn't you? All the people there are the same. They think life is
to be looked at, and not
lived. Now that you are visiting
Ifdawn,
you will have to change your
notions."
"Go catch your
fish," he returned, pulling down his brows.
The broad, clear waters flowed
past them with swelling undulations,
from the direction of the
mountains. Oceaxe knelt down on the
bank,
and peered into the
depths. Presently her look became tense
and
concentrated; she dipped her
hand in and pulled out some sort of
little monster. It was more like a reptile than a fish, with
its
scaly plates and teeth. She threw it on the ground, and it started
crawling about. Suddenly she darted all her will into her
sorb. The
creature leaped into the air,
and fell down dead.
She picked up a sharp - edged
slate, and with it removed the scales
and entrails. During this operation, her hands and garment
became
stained with the light scarlet
blood.
"Find the drude,
Maskull," she said, with a lazy smile.
"You had it
last night."
He searched for it. It was hard to locate, for its rays had
grown
dull and feeble in the
sunlight, but at last he found it. Oceaxe
placed it in the interior of
the monster, and left the body lying on
the ground.
"While it's cooking, I'll
wash some of this blood away, which
frightens you so much. Have you never seen blood before?"
Maskull gazed at her in
perplexity. The old paradox came back -
the
contrasting sexual
characteristics in her person. Her
bold,
masterful, masculine egotism
of manner seemed quite incongruous with
the fascinating and disturbing
femininity of her voice. A startling
idea flashed into his mind.
"In your country I'm told
there is an act of will called 'absorbing.'
What is that?"
She held her red, dripping
hands away from her draperies, and uttered
a delicious, clashing
laugh. "You think I am half a
man?"
"Answer my
question."
"I'm a woman through and
through, Maskull - to the marrowbone.
But
that's not to say I have never
absorbed males."
"And that means ..
"New strings for my harp,
Maskull. A wider range of passions, a
stormier heart ..."
"For you, yes - But for
them ... ?"
"I don't know. The victims don't describe their
experiences.
Probably unhappiness of some
sort - if they still know anything."
"This is a fearful
business!" he exclaimed, regarding her gloomily.
"One would think Ifdawn a
land of devils."
Oceaxe gave a beautiful sneer.
as she took a step toward the river.
"Better men than you -
better in every sense of the word - are
walking about with foreign
wills inside them. You may be as moral
as
you like, Maskull, but the
fact remains, animals were made to be
eaten, and simple natures were
made to be absorbed."
"And human rights count
for nothing!"
She had bent over the river's
edge, to wash her arms and hands, but
glanced up over her shoulder
to answer his remark. "They do
count.
But we only regard a m an as
human for just as long as he's able to
hold his own with
others."
The flesh was soon cooked, and
they breakfasted in silence. Maskull
cast heavy, doubtful glances
from time to time toward his companion.
Whether it was due to the
strange quality of the food, or to his long
abstention, he did not know,
but the meal tasted nauseous, and even
cannibalistic. He ate little, and the moment he got up he
felt
defiled.
"Let me bury this drude,
where I can find it some other time," said
Oceaxe. "On the next occasion, though, I shall
have no Maskull with
me, to shock.... Now we have
to take to the river."
They stepped off the land onto
the water. It flowed against them
with a sluggish current, but
the opposition, instead of hindering
them, had the contrary effect
- it caused them to exert themselves,
and they moved faster. They climbed the river in this way for
several miles. The exercise gradually improved the
circulation of
Maskull's blood, and he began
to look at things in a far more way.
The hot sunshine, the
diminished wind, the cheerful marvellous cloud
scenery, the quiet, crystal
forests-all was soothing and delightful.
They approached nearer
and nearer to the gaily painted heights
of
Ifdawn.
There was something enigmatic
to him in those bright walls. He was
attracted by them, yet felt a
sort of awe. They looked real, but at
the same time very
supernatural. If one could see the
portrait of a
ghost, painted with a hard,
firm outline, in substantial colors, the
feelings produced by such a
sight would be exactly similar to
Maskull's impressions as he
studied the Ifdawn precipices.
He broke the long
silence. "Those mountains have
most extraordinary
shapes. All the lines are straight and perpendicular
- no slopes or
curves."
She walked backward on the
water, in order to face him.
"That's
typical of Ifdawn. Nature is all hammer blows with us. Nothing soft
and gradual."
"I hear you, but I don't
understand you."
"All over the Marest
you'll find patches of ground plunging down or
rushing up. Trees grow fast. Women and men don't think twice before
acting. One may call Ifdawn a place of quick
decisions."
Maskull was impressed. "A fresh, wild, primitive land."
"How is it where you come
from?" asked Oceaxe.
"Oh, mine is a decrepit
world, where nature takes a hundred years to
move a foot of solid
land. Men and animals go about in
flocks.
Originality is a lost
habit."
"Are there women
there?"
"As with you, and not
very differently formed."
"Do they love?"
He laughed. "So much so that it has changed the
dress, speech, and
thoughts of the whole
sex."
"Probably they are more
beautiful than 1?"
"No, I think not,"
said Maskull.
There was another rather long
silence, as they travelled unsteadily
onward.
"What is your business in
Ifdawn?" demanded Oceaxe suddenly.
He hesitated over his
answer. "Can you grasp that it's
possible to
have an aim right in front of
one, so big that one can't see it as a
whole?"
She stole a long, inquisitive
look at him, "What sort of aim?"
"A moral aim."
"Are you proposing to set
the world right?"
"I propose nothing - I am
waiting."
"Don't wait too long, for
time doesn't wait - especially in Ifdawn."
"Something will
happen," said Maskull.
Oceaxe threw a subtle
smile. "So you have no special
destination in
the Marest?"
"No, and if you'll permit
me, I will come home with you."
"Singular man!" she
said, with a short, thrilling laugh.
"That's
what I have been offering all
the time. Of course you will come home
with me. As for Crimtyphon .. ."
"You mentioned that name
before. Who is he?"
"Oh! My lover, or, as you would say, my
husband."
"This doesn't improve
matters," said Maskull.
"It leaves them exactly
where they were. We merely have to
remove
him."
"We are certainly
misunderstanding each other," said Maskull, quite
startled. "Do you by any chance imagine that I am
making a compact
with you?"
"You will do nothing
against your will. But you have
promised to
come home with me."
"Tell me, how do you
remove husbands in Ifdawn?"
"Either you or I must
kill him."
He eyed her for a full
minute. "Now we are passing from
folly to
insanity."
"Not at all,"
replied Oceaxe. "It is the too - sad truth. And when
you have seen Crimtyphon, you
will realise it."
"I'm aware I am on a
strange planet," said Maskull slowly, "where all
sorts of unheard of things may
happen, and where the very laws of
morality may be
different. Still as far as I am
concerned, murder is
murder, and I'll have no more
to do with a woman who wants to make
use of me, to get rid of her
husband."
"You think me
wicked?" demanded Oceaxe steadily.
"Or mad."
"Then you had better
leave me, Maskull - only
- "
"Only what?"
"You wish to be
consistent, don't you? Leave all other
mad and
wicked people as well. Then
you'll find it easier to reform the
rest."
Maskull frowned, but said
nothing.
"Well?" demanded
Oceaxe, with a half smile.
"I'll come with you, and
I'll see Crimtyphon - if only to warn him."
Oceaxe broke into a cascade of
rich, feminine laughter, but whether
at the image conjured up by
Maskull's last words, or from some other
cause, he did not know. The conversation dropped.
At a distance of a couple of
miles from the now towering cliffs, the
river made a sharp, right -
angled turn to the west, and was no
longer of use to them on their
journey. Maskull stared up
doubtfully.
"It's a stiff climb for a
hot morning."
"Let's rest here a
little," said she, indicating a smooth flat island
of black rock, standing up
just out of the water in the middle of the
river.
They accordingly went to it,
and Maskull sat down. Oceaxe, however,
standing graceful and erect,
turned her face toward the cliffs
opposite, and uttered a
piercing and peculiar call.
"What is that for?"
She did not answer. After waiting a
minute, she
repeated the call. Maskull now saw a large bird detach itself
from
the top of one of the
precipices, and sail slowly down toward them.
It was followed by two
others. The flight of these birds was
exceedingly slow and clumsy.
"What are they?" he
asked.
She still returned no answer,
but smiled rather peculiarly and sat
down beside him. Before many minutes he was able to
distinguish the
shapes and colors of the
flying monsters. They were not birds,
but
creatures with long, snakelike
bodies, and ten reptilian legs apiece,
terminating in fins which
acted as wings. The bodies were of
bright
blue, the legs and fins were
yellow. They were flying, without
haste, but in a somewhat
ominous fashion, straight toward them.
He
could make out a long, thin
spike projecting from each of the heads.
"They are shrowks,"
explained Oceaxe at last. "If you
want to know
their intention, I'll tell
you. To make a meal of us. First of all
their spikes will pierce us,
and then their mouths, which are really
suckers, will drain us dry of
blood - pretty thoroughly too; there
are no half measures with
shrowks. They are toothless beasts, so
don't eat flesh."
"As you show such
admirable sangfroid," said Maskull dryly, "I take
it there's no particular
danger."
Nevertheless he instinctively
tried to get on to his feet and failed.
A new form of paralysis was
chaining him to the ground.
"Are you trying to get
up?" asked Oceaxe smoothly.
"Well, yes, but those
cursed reptiles seem to be nailing me down to
the rock with their
wills. May I ask if you had any special
object
in view in waking them
up?"
"I assure you the danger
is quite real, Maskull. Instead of
talking
and asking questions, you had
much better see what you can do with
your will."
"I seem to have no will,
unfortunately."
Oceaxe was seized with a
paroxysm of laughter, but it was still rich
and beautiful. "It's obvious you aren't a very heroic
protector,
Maskull. It seems I must play the man, and you the
woman. I expected
better things of your big
body. Why, my husband would send those
creatures dancing all around
the sky, by way of a joke, before
disposing of them. Now watch me.. Two of the three I'll kill;
the
third we will ride home
on. Which one shall we keep?"
The shrowks continued their
slow, wobbling flight toward them.
Their
bodies were of huge size. They produced in Maskull the same
sensation of loathing as
insects did. He instinctively
understood
that as they hunted with their
wills, there was no necessity for them
to possess a swift motion.
"Choose which you please,"
he said shortly. "They are equally
objectionable to me."
"Then I'll choose the
leader, as it is presumably the most energetic
animal. Watch now."
She stood upright, and her
sorb suddenly blazed with fire. Maskull
felt something snap inside his
brain. His limbs were free once more.
The two monsters in the rear
staggered and darted head foremost
toward the earth, one after
the other. He watched them crash on the
ground, and then lie
motionless. The leader still came
toward them,
but he fancied that its flight
was altered in character; it was no
longer menacing, but tame and
unwilling.
Oceaxe guided it with her will
to the mainland shore opposite their
island rock. Its vast bulk lay there extended, awaiting
her
pleasure. They immediately crossed the water.
Maskull viewed the shrowk at
close quarters. It was about thirty
feet long. Its bright-coloured skin was shining,
slippery, and
leathery; a mane of black hair
covered its long neck. Its face was
awesome and unnatural, with
its carnivorous eyes, frightful stiletto,
and blood - sucking
cavity. There were true fins on its
back and
tail.
"Have you a good
seat?" asked Oceaxe, patting the creature's flank.
"As I have to steer, let
me jump on first."
She pulled up her gown, then
climbed up and sat astride the animal's
back, just behind the mane,
which she clutched. Between her and the
fin there was just room for
Maskull. He grasped the two flanks with
his outer hands; his third,
new arm pressed against Oceaxe's back,
and for additional security he
was compelled to encircle her waist
with it.
Directly he did so, he
realised that he had been tricked, and that
this ride had been planned for
one purpose only - to inflame his
desires.
The third arm possessed a
function of its own, of which hitherto he
had been ignorant. It was a developed magn. But the stream of love
which was communicated to it
was no longer pure and noble - it was
boiling, passionate, and
torturing. He gritted his teeth, and
kept
quiet, but Oceaxe had not
plotted the adventure to remain unconscious
of his feelings. She looked around, with a golden, triumphant
smile.
"The ride will last some
time, so hold on well!" Her voice was soft
like a flute, but rather
malicious.
Maskull grinned, and said
nothing. He dared not remove his arm.
The shrowk straddled on to its
legs. It jerked itself forward, and
rose slowly and uncouthly in
the air. They began to paddle upward
toward the painted
cliffs. The motion was swaying,
rocking, and
sickening; the contact of the
brute's slimy skin was disgusting. All
this, however, was merely,
background to Maskull, as he sat there
with closed eyes, holding on
to Oceaxe. In the front and centre of
his consciousness was the
knowledge that he was gripping a fair
woman, and that her flesh was
responding to his touch like a lovely
harp.
They climbed up and up. He opened his eyes, and ventured to look
around him. By this time they were already level with
the top of the
outer rampart of
precipices. There now came in sight a
wild
archipelago of islands, with
jagged outlines, emerging from a sea of
air. The islands were mountain summits; or, more accurately
speaking, the country was a
high tableland, fissured everywhere by
narrow and apparently
bottomless cracks. These cracks were in
some
cases like canals, in others
like lakes, in others merely holes in
the ground, closed in all
round. The perpendicular sides of the
islands - that is, the upper,
visible parts of the innumerable cliff
faces - were of bare rock,
gaudily coloured; but the level surfaces
were a tangle of wild plant
life. The taller trees alone were
distinguishable from the
shrowk's back. They were of different
shapes, and did not look
ancient; they were slender and swaying but
did not appear very graceful;
they looked tough, wiry, and savage.
As Maskull continued to
explore the landscape, he forgot Oceaxe and
his passion. Other strange
feelings came to the front. The morning
was gay and bright. the sun
scorched down, quickly changing clouds
sailed across the sky, the
earth was vivid, wild, and lonely. Yet
he
experienced no aesthetic
sensations - he felt nothing but an intense
longing for action and
possession. When he looked at anything,
he
immediately wanted to deal
with it. The atmosphere of the land
seemed not free, but sticky;
attraction and repulsion were its
constituents. Apart from this wish to play a personal part
in what
was going on around and
beneath him, the scenery had no significance
for him.
So preoccupied was he, that
his arm partly released its clasp. Oceaxe
turned around to gaze at
him. Whether or not she was satisfied
with
what she saw, she uttered a
low laugh, like a peculiar chord.
"Cold again so quickly,
Maskull?"
"What do you want?"
he asked absently, still looking over the side.
"it's extraordinary how
drawn I feel to all this."
"You wish to take a
hand?"
"I wish to get
down."
"Oh, we have a good way
to go yet.... So you really feel different?"
"Different from
what? What are you talking
about?"' said Maskull,
still lost in abstraction.
Oceaxe laughed again. "it would be strange if we couldn't
make a man
of you, for the material is
excellent."
After that, she turned her
back once more.
The air islands differed from
water islands in another way. They
were not on a plane surface,
but sloped upward, like a succession of
broken terraces, as the
journey progressed. The shrowk had
hitherto
been flying well above the
ground; but now, when a new line of
towering cliffs confronted
them, Oceaxe did not urge the beast
upward, but caused it to enter
a narrow canyon, which intersected the
mountains like a channel. They were instantly plunged into deep
shade. The canal was not above thirty feet wide;
the walls stretched
upward on both sides for many
hundred feet. It was as cool as an ice
chamber. When Maskull attempted to plumb the chasm
with his eyes, he
saw nothing but black
obscurity.
"What is at the
bottom?" he asked.
"Death for you, if you go
to look for it."
"We know that. I mean, is
there any kind of life down there?"
"Not that I have ever
heard of," said Oceaxe, "but of course all
things are possible."
"I think very likely
there is life," he returned thoughtfully.
Her ironical laugh sounded out
of the gloom. "Shall we go down
and
see?"
"You find that
amusing?"
"No, not that. What I do find amusing is the big stranger
with the
beard, who is so keenly
interested in everything except himself."
Maskull then laughed too. "I happen to be the only thing in
Tormance
which is not a novelty for
me."
"Yes, but I am a novelty
for you."
The channel went zigzagging
its way through the belly of the
mountain, and all the time
they were gradually rising.
"At least I have heard
nothing like your voice before," said Maskull,
who, since he had no longer
anything to look at, was at last ready
for conversation.
"What's the matter with
my voice?"
"It's all that I can
distinguish of you now; that's why I mentioned
it."
"Isn't it clear - don't I
speak distinctly?"
"Oh, it's clear enough,
but - it's inappropriate."
"Inappropriate?"
"I won't explain
further," said Maskull, "but whether you are
speaking or laughing, your
voice is by far the loveliest and
strangest instrument I have
ever listened to. And yet I repeat, it
is inappropriate."
"You mean that my nature
doesn't correspond?"
He was just considering his reply,
when their talk was abruptly
broken off by a huge and
terrifying, but not very loud sound rising
up from the gulf directly
underneath them. It was a low,
grinding,
roaring thunder.
"The ground is rising
under us!" cried Oceaxe.
"Shall we escape?"
She made no answer, but urged
the shrowk's flight upward, at such a
steep gradient that they
retained their seats with difficulty.
The
floor of the canyon, upheaved
by some mighty subterranean force,
could be heard, and almost
felt, coming up after them, like a
gigantic landslip in the wrong
direction. The cliffs cracked, and
fragments began to fall. A hundred awful noises filled the air,
growing louder and louder each
second - splitting, hissing, cracking,
grinding, booming, exploding,
roaring. When they had still fifty
feet or so to go, to reach the
top, a sort of dark, indefinite sea of
broken rocks and soil appeared
under their feet, ascending rapidly,
with irresistible might,
accompanied by the most horrible noises.
The canal was filled up for
two hundred yards, before and behind
them. Millions of tons of solid matter seemed to
be raised. The
shrowk in its ascent was
caught by the uplifted debris. Beast
and
riders experienced in that
moment all the horrors of an earthquake -
they were rolled violently
over, and thrown among the rocks and dirt.
All was thunder, instability,
motion, confusion.
Before they had time to
realise their position, they were in the
sunlight. The upheaval still continued. In another minute or two
the valley floor had formed a
new mountain, a hundred feet or more
higher than the old. Then its movement ceased suddenly. Every noise
stopped, as if by magic; not a
rock moved. Oceaxe and Maskull picked
themselves up and examined
themselves for cuts and bruises. The
shrowk lay on its side,
panting violently, and sweating with fright.
"That was a nasty
affair," said Maskull, flicking the dirt off his
person.
Oceaxe staunched a cut on her
chin with a corner of her robe.
"It might have been far
worse.... I mean, it's bad enough to come up,
but it's death to go down, and
that happens just as often."
"Whatever induces you to
live in such a country?"
"I don't know,
Maskull. Habit, I suppose. I have often
thought of
moving out of it."
"A good deal must be
forgiven you for having to spend your life in a
place like this, where one is
obviously never safe from one minute to
another."
"You will learn by
degrees," she answered, smiling.
She looked hard at the
monster, and it got heavily to its feet.
"Get on again,
Maskull!" she directed, climbing back to her perch.
"We haven't too much time
to waste."
He obeyed. They resumed their interrupted flight, this
time over the
mountains, and in full
sunlight. Maskull settled down again to
his
thoughts. The peculiar atmosphere of the country
continued to soak
into his brain. His will became so restless and uneasy that
merely
to sit there in inactivity was
a torture. He could scarcely endure
not to be doing something.
"How secretive you are,
Maskull!" said Oceaxe quietly, without
turning her head.
"What secrets - what do
you mean?"
"Oh, I know perfectly
well what's passing inside you. Now I
think it
wouldn't be amiss to ask you -
is friendship still enough?"
"Oh, don't ask me
anything," growled Maskull. "I've far too many
problems in my head already. I
only wish I could answer some of
them."
He stared stonily at the
landscape. The beast was winging its
way
toward a distant mountain, of
singular shape. It was an enormous
natural quadrilateral pyramid,
rising in great terraces and
terminating in a broad, flat
top, on which what looked like green
snow still lingered.
"What mountain is
that?" he asked.
"Disscourn. The highest point in Ifdawn."
"Are we going
there?"
"Why should we go
there? But if you were going on
farther, it might
be worth your while to pay a
visit to the top. It commands the whole
land as far as the Sinking Sea
and Swaylone's Island - and beyond.
You can also see Alppain from
it."
"That's a sight I mean to
see before I have finished."
"Do you, Maskull?"
She turned around and put her hand on his wrist.
"Stay with me, and one
day we'll go to Disscourn together."
He grunted unintelligibly.
There were no signs of human
existence in the country under their
feet. While Maskull was still grimly regarding it,
a large tract of
forest not far ahead, bearing
many trees and rocks, suddenly subsided
with an awful roar and crashed
down into an invisible gulf. What was
solid land one minute became a
clean - cut chasm the next. He jumped
violently up with the
shock. "This is frightful."
Oceaxe remained unmoved.
"Why, life here must be
absolutely impossible," he went on, when he
had somewhat recovered
himself. "A man would need nerves
of steel..
.. Is there no means at all of
foreseeing a catastrophe like this?"
"Oh, I suppose we
wouldn't be alive if there weren't," replied
Oceaxe, with composure. "We are more or less clever at it - but
that
doesn't prevent our often
getting caught."
"You had better teach me
the signs."
"We'll have many things
to go over together. And among them, I
expect, will be whether we are
to stay in the land at all.... But
first let us get home."
"How far is it now?"
"It is right in front of
you," said Oceaxe, pointing with her
forefinger. "You can see it."
He followed the direction of
the finger and, after a few questions,
made out the spot she was
indicating. It was a broad peninsula,
about two miles distant. Three of its sides rose sheer out of a lake
of air, the bottom of which
was invisible; its fourth was a
bottleneck, joining it to the
mainland. It was overgrown with bright
vegetation, distinct in the
brilliant atmosphere. A single tall
tree, shooting up in the
middle of the peninsula, dwarfed everything
else; it was wide and shady
with sea - green leaves.
"I won der if Crimtyphon
is there," remarked Oceaxe.
"Can I see two
figures, or am I
mistaken?"
"I also see
something," said Maskull.
In twenty minutes they were
directly above the peninsula, at a height
of about fifty feet. The shrowk slackened speed, and came to
earth
on the mainland, exactly at
the gateway of the isthmus. They both
descended - Maskull with
aching thighs.
"What shall we do with
the monster?" asked Oceaxe.
Without waiting
for a suggestion, she patted
its hideous face with her hand.
"Fly
away home! I may want you some
other time."
It gave a stupid grunt,
elevated itself on its legs again, and, after
half running, half flying for
a few yards, rose awkwardly into the
air, and paddled away in the
same direction from which they had come.
They watched it out of sight,
and then Oceaxe started to cross the
neck of land, followed by
Maskull.
Branchspell's white rays beat
down on them with pitiless force. The
sky had by degrees become
cloudless, and the wind had dropped
entirely. The ground was a rich riot of vividly
coloured ferns,
shrubs, and grasses. Through these could be seen here and there
the
golden chalky soil - and
occasionally a glittering, white metallic
boulder. Everything looked extraordinary and
barbaric. Maskull was
at last walking in the weird Ifdawn
Marest which had created such
strange feelings in him when
seen from a distance.... And now he felt
no wonder or curiosity at all,
but only desired to meet human beings
- so intense had grown his
will. He longed to test his powers on
his
fellow creatures, and nothing
else seemed of the least importance to
him.
On the peninsula all was
coolness and delicate shade. It
resembled a
large copse, about two acres
in extent. In the heart of the tangle
of small trees and undergrowth
was a partially cleared space -
perhaps the roots of the giant
tree growing in the centre had killed
off the smaller fry all around
it. By the side of the tree sparkled
a little, bubbling fountain,
whose water was iron - red. The
precipices on all sides,
overhung with thorns, flowers, and creepers,
invested the enclosure with an
air of wild and charming seclusion - a
mythological mountain god
might have dwelt here.
Maskull's restless eye left
everything, to fall on the two men who
formed the centre of the
picture.
One was reclining, in the
ancient Grecian fashion of banqueters on a
tall couch of mosses,
sprinkled with flowers; he rested on one arm,
and was eating a kind of plum,
with calm enjoyment. A pile of these
plums lay on the couch beside
him. The over - spreading branches of
the tree completely sheltered
him from the sun. His small, boyish
form was clad in a rough skin,
leaving his limbs naked. Maskull
could not tell from his face
whether he were a young boy or a grown
man. The features were smooth, soft, and childish, their expression
was seraphically tranquil; but
his violet upper eye was sinister and
adult. His skin was of the colour of yellow
ivory. His long,
curling hair matched his sorb
- it was violet. The second man was
standing erect before the
other, a few feet away from him. He was
short and muscular, his face
was broad, bearded, and rather
commonplace, but there was
something terrible about his appearance.
The features were distorted by
a deep - seated look of pain, despair,
and horror.
Oceaxe, without pausing,
strolled lightly and lazily up to the
outermost shadows of the tree,
some distance from the couch.
"We have met with an
uplift," she remarked carelessly, looking toward
the youth.
He eyed her, but said nothing.
"How is your plant man
getting on?" Her tone was artificial but
extremely beautiful. While waiting for an answer, she sat down on
the ground, her legs
gracefully thrust under her body, and pulled
down the skirt of her
robe. Maskull remained standing just
behind
her, with crossed arms.
There was silence for a
minute.
"Why don't you answer
your mistress, Sature?" said the boy on the
couch, in a calm, treble
voice.
The man addressed did not
alter his expression, but replied in a
strangled tone, "I am
getting on very well, Oceaxe. There are
already buds on my feet. Tomorrow I hope to take root."
Maskull felt a rising storm
inside him. He was perfectly aware that
although these words were
uttered by Sature, they were being dictated
by the boy.
"What he says is quite
true," remarked the latter.
"Tomorrow roots
will reach the ground, and in
a few days they ought to be well
established. Then I shall set to work to convert his arms
into
branches, and his fingers into
leaves. It will take longer to
transform his head into a
crown, but still I hope - in fact I can
almost promise that within a
month you and I, Oceaxe, will be
plucking and enjoying fruit
from this new and remarkable tree."
"I love these natural
experiments," he concluded, putting out his
hand for another plum. "They thrill me."
"This must be a
joke," said Maskull, taking a step forward.
The youth looked at him
serenely. He made no reply, but Maskull
felt
as if he were being thrust
backward by an iron hand on his throat.
"The morning's work is
now concluded, Sature. Come here again
after
Blodsombre. After tonight you will remain here
permanently, I
expect, so you had better set
to work to clear a patch of ground for
your roots. Never forget - however fresh and charming
these plants
appear to you now, in the
future they will be your deadliest rivals
and enemies. Now you may go."
The man limped painfully away,
across the isthmus, out of sight.
Oceaxe yawned.
Maskull pushed his way
forward, as if against a wall.
"Are you
joking, or are you a
devil?"
"I am Crimtyphon. I never
joke. For that epithet of yours, I will
devise a new punishment for
you."
The duel of wills commenced
without ceremony. Oceaxe got up,
stretched her beautiful limbs,
smiled, and prepared herself to
witness the struggle between
her old lover and her new. Crimtyphon
smiled too; he reached out his
hand for more fruit, but did not eat
it. Maskull's self - control broke down and he dashed at the boy,
choking with red fury - his
beard wagged and his face was crimson.
When he realised with whom he
had to deal, Crimtyphon left off
smiling, slipped off the
couch, and threw a terrible and malignant
glare into his sorb. Maskull
staggered. He gathered together all the brute force of
his will, and
by sheer weight continued his
advance. The boy shrieked and ran
behind the couch, trying to
get away.... His opposition suddenly
collapsed. Maskull stumbled forward, recovered himself,
and then
vaulted clear over the high
pile of mosses, to get at his antagonist.
He fell on top of him with all
his bulk. Grasping his throat, he
pulled his little head
completely around, so that the neck was
broken. Crimtyphon immediately died.
The corpse lay underneath the
tree with its face upturned. Maskull
viewed it attentively, and as
he did so an expression of awe and
wonder came into his own
countenance. In the moment of death
Crimtyphon's face had
undergone a startling and even shocking
alteration. Its personal character had wholly vanished,
giving place
to a vulgar, grinning mask
which expressed nothing.
He did not have to search his
mind long, to remember where he had
seen the brother of that
expression. It was identical with that
on
the face of the apparition at
the seance, after Krag had dealt with
it.
Chapter 10
TYDOMIN
Oceaxe sat down carelessly on
the couch of mosses , and began eating
the plums.
"You see, you had to kill
him, Maskull," she said, in a rather
quizzical voice.
He came away from the corpse
and regarded her - still red, and still
breathing hard. "It's no joking matter. You especially ought to
keep quiet."
"Why?"
"Because he was your
husband."
"You think I ought to
show grief - when I feel none?"
"Don't pretend,
woman!"
Oceaxe smiled. "From your manner one would think you
were accusing
me of some crime."
Maskull literally snorted at her
words. "What, you live with filth
-
you live in the arms of a
morbid monstrosity and then - "
"Oh, now I grasp
it," she said, in a tone of perfect detachment.
"I'm glad."
"Well, Maskull," she
proceeded, after a pause, "and who gave you the
right to rule my conduct? Am I not mistress of my own person?"
He looked at her with disgust,
but said nothing. There was another
long interval of silence.
"'I never loved
him," said Oceaxe at last, looking at the ground.
"That makes it all the
worse."
"What does all this mean
- what do you want?"
"Nothing from you -
absolutely nothing - thank heaven!"
She gave a hard laugh. "You come here with your foreign
preconceptions and expect us
all to bow down to them."
"What
preconceptions?"
"Just because Crimtyphon's
sports are strange to you, you murder him
- and you would like to murder
me."
"Sports! That diabolical cruelty."
"Oh, you're
sentimental!" said Oceaxe contemptuously.
"Why do you
need to make such a fuss over
that man? Life is life, all the world
over, and one form is as good
as another. He was only to be made a
tree, like a million other
trees. If they can endure the life, why
can't he?
"And this is Ifdawn
morality!"
Oceaxe began to grow
angry. "It's you who have peculiar
ideas. You
rave about the beauty of
flowers and trees - you think them divine.
But when it's a question of
taking on this divine, fresh, pure,
enchanting loveliness
yourself, in your own person, it immediately
becomes a cruel and wicked
degradation. Here we have a strange
riddle, in my opinion."
"Oceaxe, you're a
beautiful, heartless wild beast - nothing more. If
you weren't a woman - "
"Well" - curling her
lip - "let us hear what would
happen if I
weren't a woman?"
Maskull bit his nails.
"It doesn't matter. I can't touch you - though there's certainly
not
the difference of a hair
between you and your boy - husband. For
this you may thank my 'foreign
preconceptions.' .. . Farewell!"
He turned to go. Oceaxe's eyes slanted at him through their
long
lashes.
"Where are you off to,
Maskull?"
"That's a matter of no
importance, for wherever I go it must be a
change for the better. You walking whirlpools of crime!"
"Wait a minute. I only
want to say this. Blodsombre is just
starting, and you had better
stay here till the afternoon. We can
quickly put that body out of
sight, and, as you seem to detest me so
much, the place is big enough
- we needn't talk, or even see each
other."
"I don't wish to breathe
the same air."
"Singular man!" She
was sitting erect and motionless, like a
beautiful statue. "And what of your wonderful interview
with Surtur,
and all the undone things
which you set out to do?"
"You aren't the one I
shall speak to about that. But" -
he eyed her
meditatively - "while I'm
still here you can tell me this. What's
the meaning of the expression
on that corpse's face?"
"Is that another crime,
Maskull? All dead people look like
that.
Ought they not to?"
"I once heard it called
'Crystalman's face.'"
"Why not? We are all daughters and sons of Crystalman. It is
doubtless the family
resemblance."
"It has also been told me
that Surtur and Crystalman are one and the
same."
"You have wise and
truthful acquaintances."
"Then how could it have
been Surtur whom I saw?" said Maskull, more
to himself than to her. "That apparition was something quite
different."
She dropped her mocking manner
and, sliding imperceptibly toward him,
gently pulled his arm.
"You see - we have to
talk. Sit down beside me, and ask me
your
questions. I'm not excessively smart, but I'll
try to be of assistance."
Maskull permitted himself to
be dragged down with soft violence. She
bent toward him, as if
confidentially, and contrived that her sweet,
cool, feminine breath should
fan his cheek.
"Aren't you here to alter
the evil to the good, Maskull? Then
what
does it matter who sent
you?"
"What can you possibly
know of good and evil?"
"Are you only instructing
the initiated?"
"Who am I, to instruct
anybody? However, you're quite right. I
wish
to do what I can -
not because I am qualified, but because I am
here."
Oceaxe's voice dropped to a
whisper. "You're a giant, both in
body
and soul. What you want to do, you can do."
"Is that your honest
opinion, or are you flattering me for your own
ends?"
She sighed. "Don't you see how difficult you are
making the
conversation? Let's talk about your work, not about
ourselves."
Maskull suddenly noticed a
strange blue light glowing in the northern
sky. It was from Alppain, but Alppain itself was behind the hills.
While he was observing it, a
peculiar wave of self - denial, of a
disquieting nature, passed
through him. He looked at Oceaxe, and
it
struck him for the first time
that he was being unnecessarily brutal
to her. He had forgotten that she was a woman, and
defenceless.
"Won't you stay?"
she asked all of a sudden, quite openly and
frankly.
"Yes, I think I'll
stay," he replied slowly.
"And another thing,
Oceaxe - if I've misjudged
your character, pray forgive me. I'm a
hasty, passionate man."
"There are enough
easygoing men. Hard knocks are a good
medicine for
vicious hearts. And you didn't misjudge my character, as far
as you
went - only, every woman has
more than one character. Don't you know
that?"
During the pause that
followed, a snapping of twigs was heard, and
both looked around,
startled. They saw a woman stepping
slowly
across the neck that separated
them from the mainland.
"Tydomin," muttered
Oceaxe, in a vexed, frightened voice.
She
immediately moved away from
Maskull and stood up.
The newcomer was of middle
height, very slight and graceful. She
was
no longer quite young. Her face wore the composure of a woman who
knows her way about the
world. It was intensely pale, and under
its
quiescence there just was a
glimpse of something strange and
dangerous. It was curiously alluring, though not
exactly beautiful.
Her hair was clustering and
boyish, reaching only to the neck. It
was of a strange indigo
colour. She was quaintly attired in a
tunic
and breeches, pieced together
from the square, blue - green plates of
some reptile. Her small, ivory-white breasts were
exposed. Her sorb
was black and sad - rather
contemplative.
Without once glancing up at
Oceaxe and Maskull, she quietly glided
straight toward Crimtyphon's
corpse. When she arrived within a few
feet of it, she stopped and
looked down, with arms folded.
Oceaxe drew Maskull a little
away, and whispered, "It's Crimtyphon's
other wife, who lives under
Disscourn. She's a most dangerous
woman.
Be careful what you say. If she asks you to do anything, refuse it
outright."
"The poor soul looks
harmless enough."'
"Yes, she does - but the
poor soul is quite capable of swallowing up
Krag himself.... Now, play the
man."
The murmur of their voices
seemed to attract Tydomin's notice, for
she now slowly turned her eyes
toward them.
"Who killed him?"
she demanded.
Her voice was so soft, low,
and refined, that Maskull hardly was able
to catch the words. The sounds, however, lingered in his ears,
and
curiously enough seemed to
grow stronger, instead of fainter.
Oceaxe whispered, "Don't
say a word, leave it all to me." Then she
swung her body around to face
Tydomin squarely, and said aloud, "I
killed him."
Tydomin's words by this time
were ringing in Maskull's head like an
actual physical sound. There was no question of being able to
ignore
them; he had to make an open
confession of his act, whatever the
consequences might be. Quietly taking Oceaxe by the shoulder and
putting her behind him, he
said in a low, but Perfectly distinct
voice, "It was I that
killed Crimtyphon."
Oceaxe looked both haughty and
frightened. "Maskull says that so
as
to shield me, as he thinks. I
require no shield, Maskull. I killed
him, Tydomin."
"I believe you,
Oceaxe. You did murder him. Not with your own
strength, for you brought this
man along for the purpose."
Maskull took a couple of steps
toward Tydomin. "It's of little
consequence who killed him,
for he's better dead than alive, in my
opinion. Still, I did it. Oceaxe had no hand in the affair."
Tydomin appeared not to hear
him - she looked beyond him at Oceaxe
musingly. "When you murdered him, didn't it occur
to you that I
would come here, to find
out?"
"I never once thought of
you," replied Oceaxe, with an angry laugh.
"Do you really imagine
that I carry your image with me wherever I
go?"
"If someone were to
murder your lover here, what would you do?"
"Lying hypocrite!"
Oceaxe spat out. "You never were
in love with
Crimtyphon. You always hated me, and now you think it an
excellent
opportunity to make it good ..
. now that Crimtyphon's gone.... For
we both know he would have
made a footstool of you, if I had asked
him. He worshiped me, but he laughed at you. He thought you ugly."
Tydomin flashed a quick,
gentle smile at Maskull. "Is it
necessary
for you to listen to all
this?"
Without question, and feeling
it the right thing to do, he walked
away out of earshot.
Tydomin approached
Oceaxe. "Perhaps because my beauty
fades and I'm
no longer young, I needed him
all the more."
Oceaxe gave a kind of
snarl. "Well, he's dead, and
that's the. end
of it. What are you going to do now,
Tydomin?"
The other woman smiled faintly
and rather pathetically. "There's
nothing left to do, except
mourn the dead. You won't grudge me
that
last office?"
"Do you want to stay here?"
demanded Oceaxe suspiciously.
"Yes, Oceaxe dear, I wish
to be alone."
"Then what is to become
of us?"
"I thought that you and
your lover - what is his name?"
"Maskull."
"I thought that perhaps
you two would go to Disscourn, and spend
Blodsombre at my home."
Oceaxe called out aloud to
Maskull, "Will you come with me now to
Disscourn?"
"If you wish,"
returned Maskull.
"Go first, Oceaxe. I must
question your friend about Crimtyphon's
death. I won't keep him."
"Why don't you question
me, rather?" demanded Oceaxe, looking up
sharply.
Tydomin gave the shadow of a
smile. "We know each other too
well."
"Play no tricks!"
said Oceaxe, and she turned to go.
"Surely you must be
dreaming," said Tydomin.
"That's the way -
unless you want to walk over the
cliffside."
The path Oceaxe had chosen led
across the isthmus. The direction
which Tydomin proposed for her
was over the edge of the precipice,
into empty space.
"Shaping! I must be
mad," cried Oceaxe, with a laugh.
And she
obediently followed the other's
finger.
She walked straight on toward
the edge of the abyss, twenty paces
away. Maskull pulled his beard around, and
wondered what she was
doing. Tydomin remained standing with outstretched
finger, watching
her. Without hesitation, without slackening her step once, Oceaxe
strolled on - and when she had
reached the extreme end of the land
she still took one more step.
Maskull saw her limbs wrench
as she stumbled over the edge. Her body
disappeared, and as it did so
an awful shriek sounded.
Disillusionment had come to
her an instant too late. He tore
himself
out of his stupor, rushed to
the edge of the cliff, threw himself on
the ground recklessly, and
looked over.... Oceaxe had vanished.
He continued staring wildly
down for several minutes, and then began
to sob. Tydomin came up to him, and he got to his
feet.
The blood kept rushing to his
face and leaving it again. It was some
time before he could speak at
all. Then he brought out the words
with difficulty. "You shall pay for this, Tydomin. But first I want
to hear why you did it."
"Hadn't I cause?"
she asked, standing with downcast eyes.
"Was it pure
fiendishness?"
"It was for Crimtyphon's
sake."
"She had nothing to do
with that death. I told you so."
"You are loyal to her,
and I'm loyal to him."
"Loyal? You've made a terrible blunder. She wasn't my mistress. I
killed Crimtyphon for quite
another reason. She had absolutely no
part in it."
"Wasn't she your
lover?" asked Tydomin slowly.
"You've made a terrible
mistake," repeated Maskull.
"I killed him
because he was a wild
beast. She was as innocent of his death
as you
are."
Tydomin's face took on a hard
look. "So you are guilty of two
deaths."
There was a dreadful silence.
"Why couldn't you believe
me?" asked Maskull, who was pale and
sweating painfully.
"Who gave you the right
to kill him?" demanded Tydomin sternly.
He said nothing, and perhaps
did not hear her question.
She sighed two or three times
and began to stir restlessly. "Since
you murdered him, you must
help me bury him."
"What's to be done? This is a most fearful crime."
"You art a most fearful
man. Why did you come here, to do all
this?
What are we to you?"
"Unfortunately you are
right."
Another pause ensued.
"It's no use standing
here," said Tydomin. "Nothing
can be done. you
must come with me."
"Come with you? Where to?"
"To Disscourn. There's a burning lake on the far side of
it. He
always wished to be cast there
after death. We can do that after
Blodsombre - in the meantime
we must take him home."
"You're a callous,
heartless woman. Why should he be
buried when
that poor girl must remain
unburied?"
"You know that's out of
the question," replied Tydomin quietly.
Maskull's eyes roamed about
agitatedly, apparently seeing nothing.
"We must do something,"
she continued. "I shall go. you
can't wish
to stay here alone?"
"No, I couldn't stay here
- and why should I want to? You want me to
carry the corpse?"
"He can't carry himself,
and you murdered him. Perhaps it will
ease
your mind to carry it."
"Ease my mind?" said
Maskull, rather stupidly.
"There's only one relief
for remorse, and that's voluntary pain."
"And have you no
remorse?" he asked, fixing her with a heavy eye.
"These crimes are yours,
Maskull," she said in a low but incisive
voice.
They walked over to
Crimtyphon's body, and Maskull hoisted it on to
his shoulders. It weighed heavier than he had thought. Tydomin did
not offer to assist him to
adjust the ghastly burden.
She crossed the isthmus,
followed by Maskull. Their path lay
through
sunshine and shadow. Branchspell was blazing in a cloudless sky,
the
heat was insufferable -
streams of sweat coursed down his face, and
the corpse seemed to grow
heavier and heavier. Tydomin always
walked
in front of him. His eyes were fastened in an unseeing stare
on her
white, womanish calves; he
looked neither to right nor left. His
features grew sullen. At the end of ten minutes he suddenly
allowed
his burden to slip off his
shoulders on to the ground, where it lay
sprawled every which way. He called out to Tydomin.
She quickly looked around.
"Come here. It has just occurred to me" - he
laughed - "why should I
be carrying this corpse - and
why should I be following you at all?
What surprises me is, why this
has never struck me before."
She at once came back to
him. "I suppose you're tried,
Maskull. Let
us sit down. Perhaps you have come a long way this
morning?"
"Oh, it's not tiredness,
but a sudden gleam of sense. Do you
know of
any reason why I should be
acting as your porter?" He laughed again,
but nevertheless sat down on
the ground beside her.
Tydomin neither looked at him
nor answered. Her head was half bent,
so as to face the northern
sky, where the Alppain light was still
glowing. Maskull followed her gaze, and also watched
the glow for a
moment or two in silence.
"Why don't you
speak?" he asked at last.
"What does that light
suggest to you, Maskull?"
"I'm not speaking of that
light."
"Doesn't it suggest
anything at all?"
"Perhaps it doesn't. What does it matter?"
"Not sacrifice?"
Maskull grew sullen
again. "Sacrifice of what? What do you mean?"
Hasn't it entered your head
yet," said Tydomin, looking straight in
front of her, and speaking in
her delicate, hard manner, "that this
adventure of yours will
scarcely come to an end until you have made
some sort of sacrifice?"
He returned no answer, and she
said nothing more. In a few minutes'
time Maskull got up of his own
accord, and irreverently, and almost
angrily, threw Crimtyphon's
corpse over his shoulder again.
"How far do we have to
go?" he asked in a surly tone.
"An hour's walk."
"Lead on."
"Still, this isn't the
sacrifice I mean," said Tydomin quietly, as
she went on in front.
Almost immediately they
reached more difficult ground. They had
to
pass from peak to peak, as
from island to island. In some cases
they
were able to stride or jump
across, but in others they had to make
use of rude bridges of fallen
timber. It appeared to be a frequented
path. Underneath were the black, impenetrable
abysses - on the
surface were the glaring
sunshine, the gay, painted rocks, the
chaotic tangle of strange
plants. There were countless reptiles
and
insects. The latter were thicker built than those of
Earth -
consequently still more
disgusting, and some of them were of enormous
size. One monstrous insect, as large as a horse,
stood right in the
centre of their path without
budging. It was armour-plated, had jaws
like scimitars, and underneath
its body was a forest of legs.
Tydomin gave one malignant
look at it, and sent it crashing into the
gulf.
'What have I to offer, except
my life?" Maskull suddenly broke out.
"And what good is
that? It won't bring that poor girl
back into the
world."
"Sacrifice is not for
utility. It's a penalty which we
pay."
"I know that."
"The point is whether you
can go on enjoying life, after what has
happened."
She waited for Maskull to come
even with her.
"Perhaps you imagine I'm
not man enough - you imagine that because I
allowed poor Oceaxe to die for
me - "
"She did die for you,"
said Tydomin, in a quiet, emphatic voice.
"That would be a second
blunder of yours," returned Maskull, just as
firmly. "I was not in love with Oceaxe, and I'm
not in love with
life."
"Your life is not
required."
"Then I don't understand
what you want, or what you are speaking
about."
"It's not for me to ask a
sacrifice from you, Maskull. That would
be
compliance on your part, but
not sacrifice. You must wait until you
feel there's nothing else for
you to do."
"It's all very
mysterious."
The conversation was abruptly
cut short by a prolonged and frightful
crashing, roaring sound,
coming from a short distance ahead. It
was
accompanied by a violent
oscillation of the ground on which they
stood. They looked up, startled, just in time to
witness the final
disappearance of a huge mass
of forest land, not two hundred yards in
front of them. Several acres of trees. plants, rocks, and
soil, with
all its teeming animal life,
vanished before their eyes, like a magic
story. The new chasm was cut, as if by a
knife. Beyond its farther
edge the Alppain glow burned
blue just over the horizon.
"Now we shall have to
make a detour," said Tydomin, halting.
Maskull caught hold of her
with his third hand. "Listen to
me, while
I try to describe what I'm
feeling. When I saw that landslip,
everything I have heard about
the last destruction of the world came
into my mind. It seemed to me as if I were actually
witnessing it,
and that the world were really
falling to pieces. Then, where the
land was, we now have this
empty, awful gulf - that's to say,
nothing - and it seems to me
as if our life will come to the same
condition, where there was
something there will be nothing. But
that
terrible blue glare on the
opposite side is exactly like the eye of
fate. It accuses us, and demands what we have made
of our life,
which is no more. At the same time, it is grand and
joyful. The joy
consists in this - that it is
in our power to give freely what will
later on be taken from us by
force."
Tydomin watched him attentively. "Then your feeling is that your
life is worthless, and you
make a present of it to the first one who
asks?"
"No, it goes beyond that.
I feel that the only thing worth living for
is to be so magnanimous that
fate itself will be astonished at us.
Understand me. It isn't cynicism, or bitterness, or
despair, but
heroism.... It's hard to
explain."
"Now you shall hear what
sacrifice I offer you, Maskull. It's a
heavy one, but that's what you
seem to wish."
"That is so. In my present mood it can't be too
heavy."
"Then, if you are in
earnest, resign your body to me. Now
that
Crimtyphon's dead, I'm tired
of being a woman."
"I fail to
comprehend."
"Listen, then. I wish to
start a new existence in your body. I
wish
to be a male. I see it isn't worth while being a
woman. I mean to
dedicate my own body to
Crimtyphon. I shall tie his body and mine
together, and give them a
common funeral in the burning lake.
That's
the sacrifice I offer
you. As I said, it's a hard one."
"So you do ask me to
die. Though how you can make use of my
body is
difficult to understand."
"No, I don't ask you to
die. You will go on living."
"How is it possible
without a body?"
Tydomin gazed at him
earnestly. "There are many such
beings, even in
your world. There you call them spirits, apparitions,
phantoms.
They are in reality living
wills, deprived of material bodies, always
longing to act and enjoy, but
quite unable to do so. Are you noble-
minded enough to accept such a
state, do you think?"
"If it's possible, I accept
it," replied Maskull quietly. "Not in
spite of its heaviness, but
because of it. But how is it
possible?"
"Undoubtedly there are
very many things possible in our world of
which you have no
conception. Now let us wait till we get
home. I
don't hold you to your word,
for unless it's a free sacrifice I will
have nothing to do with
it."
"I am not a man who
speaks lightly. If you can perform this
miracle,
you have my consent, once for
all."
"Then we'll leave it like
that for the present," said Tydomin sadly.
They proceeded on their
way. Owing to the subsidence, Tydomin
seemed
rather doubtful at first as to
the right road, but by making a long
divergence they eventually got
around to the other side of the newly
formed chasm. A little later on, in a narrow copse
crowning a
miniature, insulated peak,
they fell in with a man. He was resting
himself against a tree, and
looked tired, overheated, and despondent.
He was young. His beardless expression bore an expression
of unusual
sincerity, and in other respects
he seemed a hardy, hardworking
youth, of an intellectual
type. His hair was thick, short, and
flaxen. He possessed neither a sorb nor a third arm
- so presumably
he was not a native of
Ifdawn. His forehead, however, was
disfigured
by what looked like a
haphazard assortment of eyes, eight in number,
of different sizes and
shapes. They went in pairs, and
whenever two
were in use, it was indicated
by a peculiar shining - the rest
remained dull, until their
turn came. In addition to the upper
eyes
he had the two lower ones, but
they were vacant and lifeless. This
extraordinary battery of eyes,
alternatively alive and dead, gave the
young man an appearance of
almost alarming mental activity. He was
wearing nothing but a sort of
skin kilt. Maskull seemed somehow to
recognise the face, though he
had certainly never set eyes on it
before.
Tydomin suggested to him to
set down the corpse, and both sat down to
rest in the shade.
"Question him,
Maskull," she said, rather carelessly, jerking her
head toward the stranger.
Maskull sighed and asked
aloud, from his seat on the ground, "What's
your name, and where do you
come from?"
The . man studied him for a
few moments, first with one pair of eyes,
then with another, then with a
third. He next turned his attention
to Tydomin, who occupied him a
still longer time. He replied at
last, in a dry, manly, nervous
voice. "I am Digrung. I have
arrived
here from Matterplay."
His colour kept changing, and Maskull suddenly
realised of whom he reminded
him. It was of Joiwind.
"Perhaps you're going to
Poolingdred, Digrung?" he inquired,
interested.
"As a matter of fact I am
- if I can find my way out of this accursed
country."
"Possibly you are
acquainted with Joiwind there?"
"She's my sister. I'm on my way to see her now. Why, do you know
her?"
"I met her
yesterday."
"What is your name,
then?"
"Maskull."
"I shall tell her I met
you. This will be our first meeting for
four
years. Is she well, and
happy?"
"Both, as far as I could
judge. You know Panawe?"
"Her husband - yes. But where do you come from? I've seen nothing
like you before."
"From another world. Where is Matterplay?"
"It's the first country
one comes to beyond the Sinking Sea."
"What is it like there -
how do you amuse yourselves? The same
old
murders and sudden
deaths?"
"Are you ill?" asked
Digrung. "Who is this woman, why
are you
following at her heels like a
slave? She looks insane to me. What's
that corpse - why are you
dragging it around the country with you?"
Tydomin smiled. "I've already heard it said about
Matterplay, that
if one sows an answer there, a
rich crop of questions immediately
springs up. But why do you make this unprovoked attack
on me,
Digrung?"
"I don't attack you,
woman. but I know you. I see into you,
and I
see insanity. That wouldn't matter, but I don't like to
see a man of
intelligence like Maskull
caught in your filthy meshes."
"I suppose even you
clever Matterplay people sometimes misjudge
character. However, I don't mind. Your opinion's nothing to me,
Digrung. You'd better answer his questions,
Maskull. Not for his
own sake - but your feminine
friend is sure to be curious about your
having been seen carrying a
dead man."
Maskull's underlip shot
out. "Tell your sister nothing,
Digrung.
Don't mention my name at
all. I don't want her to know about
this
meeting of ours."
"Why not?"
"I don't wish it - isn't
that enough?"
Digrung looked impassive.
"Thoughts and
words," he said, "which don't correspond with the real
events of the world are
considered most shameful in Matterplay."
"I'm not asking you to
lie, only to keep silent."
"To hide the truth is a
special branch of lying. I can't accede
to
your wish. I must tell Joiwind everything, as far as I
know it."
Maskull got up, and Tydomin
followed his example.
She touched Digrung on the arm
and gave him a strange look. "The
dead man is my husband, and
Maskull murdered him. Now you'll
understand why he wishes you
to hold your tongue."
"I guessed there was some
foul play," said Digrung. "It
doesn't
matter - I can't falsify
facts. Joiwind must know."
"You refuse to consider
her feelings?" said Maskull, turning pale.
"Feelings which flourish
on illusions, and sicken and die on
realities, aren't worth
considering. But Joiwind's are not of
that
kind."
"If you decline to do
what I ask, at least return home without seeing
her; your sister will get very
little pleasure out of the meeting
when she hears your
news."
"What are these strange
relations between you?" demanded Digrung,
eying him with suddenly
aroused suspicion.
Maskull stared back in a sort
of bewilderment. "Good God! You don't
doubt your own sister. That pure angel!"
Tydomin caught hold of him
delicately. "I don't know Joiwind,
but,
whoever she is and whatever
she's like, I know this - she's more
fortunate in her friend than
in her brother. Now, if you really
value her happiness, Maskull,
you will have to take some firm step or
other."
"I mean to. Digrung, I shall stop your journey."
"If you intend a second
murder, no doubt you are big enough."
Maskull turned around to
Tydomin and laughed. "I seem to be
leaving
a wake of corpses behind me on
this journey."
"Why a corpse? There's no need to kill him."
"Thanks for that!"
said Digrung dryly. "All the same,
some crime is
about to burst. I feel
it."
"What must I do,
then?" asked Maskull.
"It is not my business,
and to tell the truth I am not very
interested.... If I were in
your place, Maskull, I would not hesitate
long. Don't you understand how to absorb these
creatures, who set
their feeble, obstinate wills
against yours?"
"That is a worse
crime," said Maskull.
"Who knows? He will live, but he will tell no
tales."
Digrung laughed, but changed
colour. "I was right then. The monster
has sprung into the light of
day."
Maskull laid a hand on his
shoulder. "You have the choice,
and we
are not joking. Do as I ask."
"You have fallen low,
Maskull. But you are walking in a
dream, and I
can't talk to you. As for you, woman - sin must be like a
pleasant
bath to you.. .."
"There are strange ties
between Maskull and myself; but you are a
passer-by, a foreigner. I care
nothing for you."
"Nevertheless, I shall
not be frightened out of my plans, which are
legitimate and right."
"Do as you please,"
said Tydomin. "If you come to grief,
your
thoughts will hardly have
corresponded with the real events of the
world, which is what you boast
about. It is no affair of mine."
"I shall go on, and not
back!" exclaimed Digrung, with angry
emphasis.
Tydomin threw a swift, evil
smile at Maskull. "Bear witness
that I
have tried to persuade this
young man. Now you must come to a quick
decision in your own mind as
to which is of the greatest importance,
Digrung's happiness or
Joiwind's. Digrung won't allow you to
preserve them both."
"It won't take me long to
decide. Digrung, I gave you a last
chance
to change your mind."
"As long as it's in my
power I shall go on, and warn my sister
against her criminal
friends."
Maskull again clutched at him,
but this time with violence.
Instructed in his actions by
some new and horrible instinct, he
pressed the young man tightly
to his body with all three arms. A
feeling of wild, sweet delight
immediately passed through him. Then
for the first time he
comprehended the triumphant joys of
"absorbing." It
satisfied the hunger of the will, exactly as food
satisfies the hunger of the
body. Digrung proved feeble - he made
little opposition. His personality passed slowly and evenly
into
Maskull's. The latter became strong and gorged. The victim
gradually became paler and
limper, until Maskull held a corpse in his
arms. He dropped the body, and stood
trembling. He had committed
his second crime. He felt no immediate difference in his soul,
but
...
Tydomin shed a sad smile on
him, like winter sunshine. He half
expected her to speak, but she
said nothing. Instead, she made a
sign to him to pick up
Crimtyphon's corpse. As he obeyed, he
wondered why Digrung's dead
face did not wear the frightful
Crystalman mask.
"Why hasn't he
altered?" he muttered to himself.
Tydomin heard him. She kicked Digrung lightly with her little
foot.
"He isn't dead - that's
why. The expression You mean is waiting
for
your death."
"Then is that my real
character?"
She laughed softly. "You came here to carve a strange world,
and now
it appears you are carved
yourself. Oh, there's no doubt about
it,
Maskull. You needn't stand there gaping. You belong to Shaping,
like the rest of us. You are not a king, or a god."
"Since when have I
belonged to him?"
"What does that matter? Perhaps since you first breathed the air of
Tormance, or perhaps since
five minutes ago."
Without waiting for his
response, she set off through the copse, and
strode on to the next
island. Maskull followed, physically
distressed and looking very
grave.
The journey continued for half
an hour longer, without incident. The
character of the scenery
slowly changed. The mountaintops became
loftier and more widely
separated from one another. The gaps
were
filled with rolling, white
clouds, which bathed the shores of the
peaks like a mysterious
sea. To pass from island to island was
hard
work, the intervening spaces
were so wide - Tydomin, however, knew
the way. The intense light, the violet-blue sky, the
patches of
vivid landscape, emerging from
the white vapour-ocean, made a
profound impression on
Maskull's mind. The glow of Alppain was
hidden by the huge mass of
Disscourn, which loomed up straight in
front of them.
The green snow on the top of
the gigantic pyramid had by now
completely melted away. The black, gold, and crimson of its mighty
cliffs stood out with terrific
brilliance. They were directly
beneath the bulk of the
mountain, which was not a mile away. It
did
not appear dangerous to climb,
but he was unaware on which side of it
their destination lay.
It was split from top to
bottom by numerous straight fissures. A
few
pale-green waterfalls
descended here and there, like narrow,
motionless threads. The face of the mountain was rugged and
bare.
It was strewn with detached
boulders, and great, jagged rocks
projected everywhere like iron
teeth. Tydomin pointed to a small
black hole near the base,
which might be a cave. "That is
where I
live."
"You live here
alone?"
"Yes.
"It's an odd choice for a
woman - and you are not unbeautiful,
either."
"A woman's life is over
at twenty-five," she replied, sighing.
"And
I am far older than that. Ten years ago it would have been I who
lived yonder, and not
Oceaxe. Then all this wouldn't have
happened."
A quarter of an hour later
they stood within the mouth of the cave.
It was ten feet high, and its
interior was impenetrably black.
"Put down the body in the
entrance, out of the sun," directed
Tydomin. He did so.
She cast a keenly scrutinising
glance at him. "Does your
resolution
still hold, Maskull?"
"Why shouldn't it
hold? My brains are not feathers.'
"Follow me, then."
They both stepped into the
cave. At that very moment a sickening
crash, like heavy thunder just
over their heads, set Maskull's
weakened heart thumping
violently. An avalanche of boulders,
stones,
and dust, swept past the cave
entrance from above. If their going in
had been delayed by a single
minute, they would have been killed.
Tydomin did not even look
up. She took his hand in hers, and
started
walking with him into the
darkness. The temperature became as
cold
as ice. At the first bend the light from the outer
world
disappeared, leaving them in
absolute blackness. Maskull kept
stumbling over the uneven
ground, but she kept tight hold of him, and
hurried him along.
The tunnel seemed of
interminable length. Presently,
however, the
atmosphere changed - or such
was his impression. He was somehow led
to imagine that they had come
to a larger chamber. Here Tydomin
stopped, and then forced him
down with quiet pressure. His groping
hand encountered stone and, by
feeling it all over, he discovered
that it was a sort of stone
slab, or couch, raised a foot or eighteen
inches from the ground. She told him to lie down.
"Has the time come?"
asked Maskull.
"Yes."
He lay there waiting in the
darkness, ignorant of what was going to
happen. He felt her hand clasping his. without
perceiving any
gradation, he lost all
consciousness of his body; he was no longer
able to feel his limbs or
internal organs. His mind remained
active
and alert. Nothing particular appeared to be taking
place.
Then the chamber began to grow
light, like very early morning. He
could see nothing, but the
retina of his eyes was affected. He
fancied that he heard music,
but while he was listening for it, it
stopped. The light grew stronger, the air grew
warmer; he heard the
confused sound of distant
voices.
Suddenly Tydomin gave his hand
a powerful squeeze. He heard someone
scream faintly, and then the
light leaped up, and he saw everything
clearly.
He was lying on a wooden
couch, in a strangely decorated room,
lighted by electricity. His hand was being squeezed, not by Tydomin,
but by a man dressed in the
garments of civilisation, with whose face
he was certainly familiar, but
under what circumstances he could not
recall. Other people stood in the background - they
too were vaguely
known to him. He sat up and began to smile, without any
especial
reason; and then stood
upright.
Everybody seemed to be
watching him with anxiety and emotion - he
wondered why. Yet he felt that they were all
acquaintances. Two in
particular he knew - the man
at the farther end of the room, who
paced restlessly backward and forward, his face transfigured by
stern, holy grandeur; and that
other big, bearded man - who was
himself. Yes - he was looking at his own double. But it was just as
if a crime-riddled man of
middle age were suddenly confronted with
his own photograph as an
earnest, idealistic youth.
His other self spoke to
him. He heard the sounds, but did not
comprehend the sense. Then the door was abruptly flung open, and a
short, brutish - looking
individual leaped in. He began to
behave in
an extraordinary manner to
everyone around him; and after that came
straight up to him -
Maskull. He spoke some words, but they
were
incomprehensible. A terrible expression came over the
newcomer's
face, and he grasped his neck
with a pair of hairy hands. Maskull
felt his bones bending and
breaking, excruciating pains passed
through all the nerves of his
body, and he experienced a sense of
impending death. He cried out, and sank helplessly on the
floor, in
a heap. The chamber and the company vanished - the
light went out.
Once more he found himself in
the blackness of the cave. He was this
time lying on the ground, but
Tydomin was still with him, holding his
hand. He was in horrible bodily agony, but this
was only a setting
for the despairing anguish
that filled his mind.
Tydomin addressed him in tones
of gentle reproach. "Why are you
back
so soon? I've not had time yet. You must return."
He caught hold of her, and
pulled himself up to his feet. She gave
a
low scream, as though in
pain. "What does this mean - what
are you
doing, Maskull?"
"Krag - " began
Maskull, but the effort to produce his words choked
him, so that he was obliged to
stop.
"Krag - what of
Krag? Tell me quickly what has
happened. Free my
arm."
He gripped her arm tighter.
"Yes, I've seen
Krag. I'm awake."
"Oh! You are awake, awake."
"And you must die,"
said Maskull, in an awful voice.
"But why? What has happened? ...
"You must die, and I must
kill you. Because I am awake, and for
no
other reason. You blood-stained dancing mistress!"
Tydomin breathed hard for a
little time. Then she seemed suddenly
to
regain her self-possession.
"You won't offer me
violence, surely, in this black cave?"
"No, the sun shall look
on, for it is not a murder. But rest
assured
that you must die - you must
expiate your fearful crimes."
"You have already said
so, and I see you have the power. You
have
escaped me. It is very curious. Well, then, Maskull, let us come
outside. I am not afraid. But kill me courteously, for I have also
been courteous to you. I make
no other supplication."
Chapter 11
ON DISSCOURN
BY THE TIME that they regained
the mouth of the cavern, Blodsombre
was at its height. In front of them the scenery sloped downward
- a
long succession of mountain
islands in a sea of clouds. Behind them
the bright, stupendous crags
of Disscourn loomed up for a thousand
feet or more. Maskull's eyes were red, and his face looked
stupid;
he was still holding the woman
by the arm. She made no attempt to
speak, or to get away. She seemed perfectly gentle and composed.
After gazing at the country
for along time in silence, he turned
toward her. "Whereabouts is the fiery lake you
spoke of?"
"It lies on the other
side of the mountain. But why do you
ask?"
"It is just as well if we
have some way to walk. I shall grow calmer,
and that's what I want. I wish
you to understand that what is going
to happen is not a murder, but
an execution."
"It will taste the
same," said Tydomin.
"When I have gone out of
this country, I don't wish to feel that I
have left a demon behind me,
wandering at large. That would not be
fair to others. So we will go to the lake, which promises an
easy
death for you."
She shrugged her
shoulders. "We must wait till
Blodsombre is over."
"Is this a time for
luxurious feelings? However hot it is
now, we
will both be cool by
evening. We must start at
once."
"Without doubt, you are
the master, Maskull.... May I not carry
Crimtyphon?"
Maskull looked at her
strangely.
"I grudge no man his
funeral."
She painfully hoisted the body
on her narrow shoulders, and they
stepped out into the
sunlight. The heat struck them like a
blow on
the head. Maskull moved aside, to allow her to precede
him, but no
compassion entered his
heart. He brooded over the wrongs the
woman
had done him.
The way went along the south
side of the great pyramid, near its
base. It was a rough road, clogged with boulders
and crossed by
cracks and water gullies; they
could see the water, but could not get
at it. There was no shade. Blisters formed on their skin, while all
the water in their blood
seemed to dry up.
Maskull forgot his own
tortures in his devil's delight at Tydomin's.
"Sing me a song!" he
called out presently. "A
characteristic one."
She turned her head and gave
him a long, peculiar look; then, without
any sort of expostulation,
started singing. Her voice was low and
weird. The song was so extraordinary that he had to
rub his eyes to
ascertain whether he was awake
or dreaming. The slow surprises of
the grotesque melody began to
agitate him in a horrible fashion; the
words were pure nonsense - or
else their significance was too deep
for him.
"Where, in the name of
all unholy things, did you acquire that stuff,
woman?"
Tydomin shed a sickly smile,
while the corpse swayed about with
ghastly jerks over her left
shoulder. She held it in position with
her two left arms. "It's
a pity we could not have met as friends,
Maskull. I could have shown
you a side of Tormance which now perhaps
you will never see. The wild, mad, side. But now it's too late, and
it doesn't matter."
They turned the angle of the
mountain, and started to traverse the
western base.
"Which is the quickest
way out of this miserable land?" asked
Maskull.
"It is easiest to go to
Sant."
"Will we see it from
anywhere?"
"Yes, though it is a long
way off."
"Have you been
there?"
"I am a woman, and
interdicted."
"True. I have heard
something of the sort."
"But don't ask me any
more questions," said Tydomin, who was becoming
faint.
Maskull stopped at a little
spring. He himself drank, and then made
a cup of his hand for the
woman, so that she might not have to lay
down her burden. The gnawl water acted like magic - it seemed
to
replenish all the cells of his
body as though they had been thirsty
sponge pores, sucking up
liquid. Tydomin recovered her self-
possession.
About three-quarters of an
hour later they worked around the second
corner, and entered into full
view of the north aspect of Disscourn.
A hundred yards lower down the
slope on which they were walking, the
mountain ended abruptly in a
chasm. The air above it was filled with
a sort of green haze, which
trembled violently like the atmosphere
immediately over a furnace.
"The lake is
underneath," said Tydomin.
Maskull looked curiously about
him. Beyond the crater the country
sloped away in a continuous
descent to the skyline. Behind them, a
narrow path channelled its way
up through the rocks toward the
towering summit of the
pyramid. Miles away, in the north-east
quarter, a long, flat - topped
plateau raised its head far above all
the surrounding country. It was Sant - and there and then he made up
his mind that that should be
his destination that day.
Tydomin meanwhile had walked
straight to the gulf, and set down
Crimtyphon's body on the
edge. In a minute or two, Maskull
joined
her; arrived at the brink, he
immediately flung himself at full
length on his chest, to see
what could be seen of the lake of fire.
A gust of hot, asphyxiating
air smote his face and set him coughing,
but he did not get up until he
had stared his fill at the huge sea of
green, molten lava, tossing
and swirling at no great distance below,
like a living will.
A faint sound of drumming came
up. He listened intently, and as he
did so his heart quickened and
the black cares rolled away from his
soul. All the world and its accidents seemed at
that moment false,
and without meaning.. ..
He climbed abstractedly to his
feet. Tydomin was talking to her dead
husband. She was peering into the hideous face of
ivory, and
fondling his violet hair. When she perceived Maskull, she hastily
kissed the withered lips, and
got up from her knees. Lifting the
corpse with all three arms,
she staggered with it to the extreme edge
of the gulf and, after an
instant's hesitation, allowed it to drop
into the lava. It disappeared immediately without sound; a
metallic
splash came up. That was Crimtyphon's funeral.
"Now I am ready,
Maskull."
He did not answer, but stared
past her. Another figure was standing,
erect and mournful, not far
behind her. It was Joiwind. Her face
was wan, and there was an
accusing look in her eyes. Maskull knew
that it was a phantasm, and
that the real Joiwind was miles away, at
Poolingdred.
"Turn around,
Tydomin," he said oddly, "and tell me what you see
behind you."
"I don't see
anything," she answered, looking around.
"But I see Joiwind."
Just as he was speaking, the
apparition vanished.
"Now I present you with
your life, Tydomin. She wishes it."
The woman fingered her chin
thoughtfully.
"I little expected I
should ever be beholden for my life to one of my
own sex - but so be it. What really happened to you in my cavern?"
"I really saw Krag."
"Yes, some miracle must
have taken place." She suddenly shivered.
"Come, let us leave this
horrible spot. I shall never come here
again."
"Yes," said Maskull,
"it stinks of death and dying. But
where are we
to go - what are we to
do? Take me to Sant. I must get away
from
this hellish land."
Tydomin remained standing,
dull and hollow - eyed. Then she gave
an
abrupt, bitter little
laugh. "We make our journey
together in
singular stages. Rather than be alone, I'll come with you -
but you
know that if I set foot in
Sant they will kill me."
"At least set me on the
way. I wish to get there before night.
Is it
possible?"
"If you are willing to
take risks with nature. And why should
you
not take risks today? Your luck holds. But someday or other it
won't hold - your luck."
"Let us start," said
Maskull. "The luck I've had so far
is nothing
to brag about."
Blodsombre was over when they
set off; it was early afternoon, but
the heat seemed more stifling
than ever. They made no more pretence
at conversation; both were
buried in their own painful thoughts.
The
land fell away from Disscourn
in all other directions, but toward
Sant there was a gentle,
persistent rise. Its dark, distant
plateau
continued to dominate the
landscape, and after walking for an hour
they seemed none the nearer to
it. The air was stale and stagnant.
By and by, an upright object,
apparently the work of man, attracted
Maskull's notice. It was a slender tree stem, with the bark
still
on, imbedded in the stony
ground. From the upper end three
branches
sprang out, pointing aloft at
a sharp angle. They were stripped to
twigs and leaves and, getting
closer, he saw that they had been
artificially fastened on, at
equal distances from each other.
As he stared at the object, a
strange, sudden flush of confident
vanity and self - sufficiency
seemed to pass through him, but it was
so momentary that he could be
sure of nothing.
"What may that be,
Tydomin?"
"It is Hator's
Trifork."
"And what is its
purpose?"
"It's a guide to
Sant."
"But who or what is
Hator?"
"Hator was the founder of
Sant - many thousands of years ago. He
laid down the principles they
all live by, and that trifork is his
symbol. When I was a little child my father told me
the legends, but
I've forgotten most of
them."
Maskull regarded it
attentively.
"Does it affect you in
any way?"
"And why should it do
that?" she said, dropping her lip scornfully.
"I am only a woman, and
these are masculine
mysteries."
"A sort of gladness came
over me," said Maskull, "but perhaps I am
mistaken."
They passed on. The scenery gradually changed in
character. The
solid parts of the land grew
more continuous, the fissures became
narrower and more
infrequent. There were now no more
subsidences or
upheavals. The peculiar nature of the Ifdawn Marest
appeared to be
giving place to a different
order of things.
Later on, they encountered a
flock of pale blue jellies floating in
the air. They were miniature animals. Tydomin caught one in her
hand and began to eat it, just
as one eats a luscious pear plucked
from a tree. Maskull, who had fasted since early morning,
was not
slow in following her
example. A sort of electric vigour at
once
entered his limbs and body,
his muscles regained their elasticity,
his heart began to beat with
hard, slow, strong throbs.
"Food and body seem to
agree well in this world," he remarked
smiling.
She glanced toward him. "Perhaps the explanation is not in the
food,
but in your body."
"I brought my body with
me."
"You brought your soul
with you, but that's altering fast, too."
In a copse they came across a
short, wide tree, without leaves, but
possessing a multitude of
thin, flexible branches, like the tentacles
of a cuttlefish. Some of these branches were moving
rapidly. A
furry animal, somewhat
resembling a wildcat, leaped about among them
in the most extraordinary
way. But the next minute Maskull was
shocked to realise that the
beast was not leaping at all, but was
being thrown from branch to
branch by the volition of the tree,
exactly as an imprisoned mouse
is thrown by a cat from paw to paw.
He watched the spectacle a
while with morbid interest.
"That's a gruesome
reversal of roles, Tydomin."
"One can see you're
disgusted," she replied, stifling a yawn.
"But
that is because you are a
slave to words. If you called that
plant
an animal, you would find its
occupation perfectly natural and
pleasing. And why should you not call it an
animal?"
"I am quite aware that,
as long as I remain in the Ifdawn Marest, I
shall go on listening to this
sort of language."
They trudged along for an hour
or more without talking. The day
became overcast. A thin mist began to shroud the landscape,
and the
sun changed into an immense
ruddy disk which could be stared at
without flinching. A chill, damp wind blew against them. Presently
it grew still darker, the sun
disappeared and, glancing first at his
companion and then at himself,
Maskull noticed that their skin and
clothing were coated by a kind
of green hoarfrost.
The land was now completely
solid. About half a mile, in front of
them, against a background of
dark fog, a moving forest of tall
waterspouts gyrated slowly and
gracefully hither and thither. They
were green and self-luminous,
and looked terrifying. Tydomin
explained that they were not
waterspouts at all, but mobile columns
of lightning.
"Then they are
dangerous?"
"So we think," she
answered, watching them closely.
"Someone is wandering
there who appears to have a different opinion."
Among the spouts, and entirely
encompassed by them, a man was walking
with a slow, calm, composed
gait, his back turned toward Maskull and
Tydomin. There was something unusual in his
appearance - his form
looked extraordinarily
distinct, solid, and real.
"If there's danger, he
ought to be warned," said Maskull.
"He who is always anxious
to teach will learn nothing," returned the
woman coolly. She restrained Maskull by a pressure of the
arm, and
continued to watch.
The base of one of the columns
touched the man. He remained
unharmed, but turned sharply
around, as if for the first time made
aware of the proximity of
these deadly waltzers. Then he raised
himself to his full height,
and stretched both arms aloft above his
head, like a diver. He seemed to be addressing the columns.
While they looked on, the
electric spouts discharged themselves, with
a series of loud
explosions. The stranger stood alone,
uninjured.
He dropped his arms. The next moment he caught sight of the two,
and
stood still, waiting for them
to come up. The pictorial clarity of
his person grew more and more
noticeable as they approached; his body
seemed to be composed of some
substance heavier and denser than solid
matter.
Tydomin looked perplexed.
"He must be a Sant man. I
have seen no one quite like him before.
This is a day of days for
me."
"He must be an individual
of great importance," murmured Maskull.
They now came up to him. He was tall, strong, and bearded, and was
clothed in a shirt and
breeches of skin. Since turning his back to
the wind, the green deposit on
his face and limbs had changed to
streaming moisture, through
which his natural colour was visible; it
was that of pale iron. There was no third arm. His face was harsh
and frowning, and a projecting
chin pushed the beard forward. On his
forehead there were two flat
membranes, like rudimentary eyes, but no
sorb. These membranes were expressionless, but in
some strange way
seemed to add vigour to the
stem. eyes underneath. When his glance
rested on Maskull, the latter
felt as though his brain were being
thoroughly travelled
through. The man was middle-aged.
His physical distinctness
transcended nature. By contrast with
him,
every object in the
neighbourhood looked vague and blurred.
Tydomin's person suddenly
appeared faint, sketch-like, without
significance, and Maskull
realised that it was no better with
himself. A queer, quickening fire began running
through his veins.
He turned to the woman. "If this man is going to Sant, I shall
bear
him company. We can now part. No doubt you will think it high
time."
"Let Tydomin come
too."
The words were delivered in a
rough, foreign tongue, but were as
intelligible to Maskull as if
spoken in English.
"You who know my name,
also know my sex," said Tydomin quietly.
"It
is death for me to enter Sant."
"That is the old law. I
am the bearer of the new law."
"Is it so - and will it
be accepted?"
"The old skin is
cracking, the new skin has been silently forming
underneath, the moment of
sloughing has arrived."
The storm gathered. The green snow drove against them, as they
stood
talking, and it grew intensely
cold. None noticed it.
"What is your name?"
asked Maskull, with a beating heart.
"My name, Maskull, is
Spadevil. You, a voyager across the
dark ocean
of space, shall be my first
witness and follower. You, Tydomin, a
daughter of the despised sex,
shall be my second."
"The new law? But what is it?"
"Until eye sees, of what
use it is for ear to hear? .. .. Come, both
of you, to me!"
Tydomin went to him
unhesitatingly. Spadevil pressed his
hand on her
sorb and kept it there for a
few minutes, while he closed his own
eyes. When he removed it, Maskull observed that
the sorb was
transformed into twin
membranes like Spadevil's own.
Tydomin looked dazed. She glanced quietly about for a little
while,
apparently testing her new
faculty. Then the tears started to her
eyes and, snatching up
Spadevil's hand, she bent over and kissed it
hurriedly many times.
'My past has been bad,"
she said. "Numbers have received
harm from
me, and none good. I have
killed and worse. But now I can throw
all
that away, and laugh. Nothing can now injure me. Oh, Maskull, you
and I have been fools
together!"
"Don't you repent your
crimes?" asked Maskull.
"Leave the past
alone," said Spadevil. "it
cannot be reshaped. The
future alone is ours. it
starts fresh and clean from this very
minute. Why do you hesitate, Maskull? Are you afraid?"
"What is the name of,
those organs, and what is their function?"
"They are probes, and
they are the gates opening into a new world."
Maskull lingered no longer,
but permitted Spadevil to cover his sorb.
While the iron hand was still
pressing his forehead, the new law
quietly flowed into his
consciousness, like a smooth-running stream
of clean water which had
hitherto been dammed by his obstructive
will. The law was duty.
Chapter 12
SPADEVIL
Maskull found that his new
organs had no independent function of
their own, but only
intensified and altered his other senses.
When
he used his eyes, ears, or
nostrils, the same objects presented
themselves to him, but his
judgment concerning them was different.
Previously all external things
had existed for him; now he existed
for them. According to whether they served his purpose
or were in
harmony with his nature, or
otherwise, they had been pleasant or
painful. Now these words "pleasure" and
"pain" simply had no
meaning.
The other two watched him,
while he was making himself acquainted
with his new mental
outlook. He smiled at them.
"You were quite right,
Tydomin," he said, in a bold, cheerful voice.
"We have been fools. So near the light all the time, and we never
guessed it. Always buried in the past or future -
systematically
ignoring the present - and now
it turns out that apart from the
present we have no life at
all."
"Thank Spadevil for it,,,
she answered, more loudly than usual.
Maskull looked at the man's
dark, concrete form. "Spadevil,
now I
mean to follow you to the end.
I can do nothing less."
The severe face showed no sign
of gratification - not a muscle
relaxed.
"Watch that you don't
lose your gift," he said gruffly.
Tydomin spoke. "You promised that I should enter Sant
with you."
"Attach yourself to the
truth, not to me. For I may die before
you,
but the truth will accompany
you to your death. However, now let us
journey together, all three of
us."
The words had not left his
mouth before he put his face against the
fine, driving snow, and
pressed onward toward his destination.
He
walked with a long stride;
Tydomin was obliged to half run. in order
to keep up with him. The three travelled abreast; Spadevil in the
middle. The fog was so dense that it was impossible
to see a hundred
yards ahead. The ground was covered by the green
snow. The wind
blew in gusts from the Sant
highlands. and was piercingly cold.
"Spadevil, are you a man.
or more than a man?" asked Maskull.
"He that is not more than
a man is nothing."
"Where have you now come
from?"
"From brooding,
Maskull. Out of no other mother can
truth be born. I
have brooded, and rejected;
and I have brooded again. Now, after
many months' absence from
Sant, the truth at last shines forth for me
in its simple splendour, like
an upturned diamond."
"I see its shining,"
said Maskull. "But how much does
it owe to
ancient Hator?"
"Knowledge has its seasons. The blossom was to Hator, the fruit is
to me. Hator also was a brooder - but now his
followers do not
brood. In Sant all is icy selfishness, a living
death. They hate
pleasure, and this hatred is
the greatest pleasure to them."
"But in what way have
they fallen off from Hator's doctrines?"
"For him, in his sullen
purity of nature, all the world was a snare,
a limed twig. Knowing that pleasure was everywhere, a
fierce,
mocking enemy, crouching and
waiting at every corner of the road of
life, in order to kill with
its sweet sting the naked grandeur of the
soul, he shielded himself
behind pain. This also his followers
do,
but they do not do it for the
sake of the soul, but for the sake of
vanity and pride."
"What is the
Trifork?"
"The stem, Maskull, is
hatred of pleasure. The first fork is
disentanglement from the
sweetness of the world. The second fork
is
power over those who still
writhe in the nets of illusion. The
third
fork is the healthy glow of
one who steps into ice-cold water."
"From what land did Hator
come?"
"It is not said. He lived in Ifdawn for a while. There are many
legends told of him while
there."
"We have a long way to
go," said Tydomin. "Relate
some of these
legends, Spadevil."
The snow had ceased, the day
brightened, Branchspell reappeared like
a phantom sun, but bitter
blasts of wind
still swept over the plain.
"In those days,"
said Spadevil, "there existed in Ifdawn a mountain
island separated by wide
spaces from the land around it. A
handsome
girl, who knew sorcery, caused
a bridge to be constructed across
which men and women might pass
to it. Having by a false tale drawn
Hator on to this rock, she
pushed at the bridge with her foot until
it tumbled into the depths
below. 'You and I, Hator, are now
together, and there is no
means of separating. I wish to see how long
the famous frost man can
withstand the breath, smiles and perfume of
a girl.' Hator said no word,
either then or all that day. He stood
till sunset like a tree trunk,
and thought of other things. Then the
girl grew passionate, and
shook her curls. She rose from where
she
was sitting she looked at him,
and touched his arm; but he did not
see her. She looked at him, so that all the soul was
in her eyes;
and then she fell down
dead. Hator awoke from his thoughts,
and saw
her lying, still warm, at his
feet, a corpse. He passed to the
mainland; but how, it is not
related."
Tydomin shuddered. "You too have met your wicked woman,
Spadevil;
but your method is a nobler
one."
"Don't pity other
women," said Spadevil, "but love the right. Hator
also once conversed with
Shaping."
"With the Maker of the
World?" said Maskull thoughtfully.
"With the Maker of
Pleasure. It is told how Shaping
defended his
world, and tried to force
Hator to acknowledge loveliness and joy.
But Hator, answering all his
marvellous speeches in a few concise,
iron words, showed how this
joy and beauty was but another name for
the bestiality of souls
wallowing in luxury and sloth. Shaping
smiled, and said, 'How comes
it that your wisdom is greater than that
of the Master of wisdom?'
Hator said, 'My wisdom does not come from
you, nor from your world, but
from that other world, which you,
Shaping, have vainly tried to
imitate.' Shaping replied, 'What, then,
do you do in my world?' Hator
said, 'I am here falsely, and therefore
I am subject to your false
pleasures. But I wrap myself in pain -
not because it is good, but
because I wish to keep myself as far from
you as possible. For pain is not yours, neither does it
belong to
the other world, but it is the
shadow cast by your false pleasures.'
Shaping then said, 'What is
this faraway other world of which you say
"This is so - this is not
so?" How happens it that you alone of all
my creatures have knowledge of
it?' But Hator spat at his feet, and
said, 'You lie, Shaping. All have knowledge of it. You, with your
pretty toys, alone obscure it
from our view.' Shaping asked, 'What,
then, am I?' Hator answered,
'You are the dreamer of impossible
dreams.' And then the story
goes that Shaping departed, ill pleased
with what had been said."
"What other world did
Hator refer to?" asked Maskull.
"One where grandeur
reigns, Maskull, just as pleasure reigns here."
"Whether grandeur or
pleasure, it makes no difference," said Maskull.
"The individual spirit
that lives and wishes to live is mean and
corrupt-natured."
"Guard you your
pride!" returned Spadevil.
"Do not make law for the
universe and for all time, but
for yourself and for this small, false
life of yours."
"In what shape did death
come to that hard, unconquerable man?" asked
Tydomin.
"He lived to be old, but
went upright and free-limbed to his last
hour. When he saw that death could not be staved
off longer he
determined to destroy
himself. He gathered his friends around
him;
not from vanity, but that they
might see to what lengths the human
soul can go in its perpetual
warfare with the voluptuous body.
Standing erect, without
support, he died by withholding his breath."
A silence followed, which
lasted for perhaps an hour. Their minds
refused to acknowledge the icy
winds, but the current of their
thoughts became frozen.
When Branchspell, however,
shone out again, though with subdued
power, Maskull's curiosity
rose once more. "Your fellow
countrymen,
then, Spadevil, are sick with
self - love?"
"The men of other
countries," said Spadevil, "are the slaves of
pleasure and desire, knowing
it. But the men of my country are the
slaves of pleasure and desire,
not knowing it."
"And yet that proud
pleasure, which rejoices in self-torture, has
something noble in it."
"He who studies himself
at all is ignoble. Only by despising
soul as
well as body can a man enter
into true life."
"On what grounds do they
reject women?"
"Inasmuch as a woman has
ideal love, and cannot live for herself.
Love for another is pleasure
for the loved one, and therefore
injurious to him."
"A forest of false ideas
is waiting for your axe," said Maskull.
"But will they allow
it?"
"Spadevil knows,
Maskull," said Tydomin, "that be it today or be it
tomorrow, love can't be kept
out of a land, even by the disciples of
Hator."
"Beware of love - beware
of emotion!" exclaimed Spadevil.
"Love is
but pleasure once
removed. Think not of pleasing others,
but of
serving them."
"Forgive me, Spadevil, if
I am still feminine."
"Right has no sex. So long, Tydomin, as you remember that you
are a
woman, so long you will not
enter into divine apathy of soul."
"But where there are no
women, there are no children," said Maskull.
"How came there to be all
these. generations of Hator men?"
"Life breeds passion,
passion breeds suffering, suffering breeds the
yearning for relief from
suffering. Men throng to Sant from all
parts, in order to have the
scars of their souls healed."
"In place of hatred of
pleasure, which all can understand, what
simple formula do you
offer?"
"Iron obedience to
duty," answered Spadevil.
"And if they ask 'How far
is this consistent with hatred of
pleasure?' what will your
pronouncement be?"
"I do not answer them,
but I answer you, Maskull, who ask the
question. Hatred is passion, and all passion springs
from the dark
fires of self. Do not hate pleasure at all, but pass it by
on one
side, calm and
undisturbed."
"What is the criterion of
pleasure? How can we always recognise
it,
in order to avoid it?"
"Rigidly follow duty, and
such questions will not arise."
Later in the afternoon,
Tydomin timidly placed her fingers on
Spadevil's arm.
"Fearful doubts are in my
mind," she said. "This
expedition to Sant
may turn out badly. I have
seen a vision of you, Spadevil, and myself
lying dead and covered in
blood, but Maskull was not there."
"We may drop the torch,
but it will not be extinguished, and others
will raise it."
"Show me a sign that you
are not as other men - so that I may know
that our blood will not be
wasted."
Spadevil regarded her
sternly. "I am not a
magician. I don't
persuade the senses, but the
soul. Does your duty call you to Sant,
Tydomin? Then go there. Does it not call you to Sant?
Then go no
farther. Is not this simple? What signs are necessary?"
"Did I not see you dispel
those spouts of lightning? No common
man
could have done that."
"Who knows what any man
can do? This man can do one thing, that
man
can do another. But what all men can do is their duty; and
to open
their eyes to this, I must go
to Sant, and if necessary lay down my
life. Will you not still accompany me?"
"Yes," said Tydomin,
"I will follow you to the end. It
is all the
more essential, because I keep
on displeasing you with my remarks,
and that means I have not yet
learned my lesson properly."
"Do not be humble, for
humility is only self-judgment, and while we
are thinking of self, we must
be neglecting some action we could be
planning or shaping in our
mind."
Tydomin continued to be uneasy
and preoccupied.
"Why was Maskull not in
the picture?" she asked.
"You dwell on this
foreboding because you imagine it is tragical.
There is nothing tragical in
death, Tydomin, nor in life. There is
only right and wrong. What arises from right or wrong action does
not matter. We are not gods, constructing a world, but
simple men
and women, doing our immediate
duty. We may die in Sant - so you
have seen it; but the truth
will go on living."
"Spadevil, why do you
choose Sant to start your work in?" asked
Maskull. "These men with fixed ideas seem to me
the least likely of
any to follow a new
light."
"Where a bad tree
thrives, a good tree will flourish. But
where no
tree at all can be found,
nothing will grow."
"I understand you,"
said Maskull. "Here perhaps we are
going to
martyrdom, but elsewhere we
should resemble men preaching to cattle."
Shortly before sunset they
arrived at the extremity of the upland
plain, above which towered the
black cliffs of the Sant Levels. A
dizzy, artificially
constructed staircase, of more than a thousand
steps of varying depth,
twisting and forking in order to conform to
the angles of the precipices,
led to the world overhead. In the
place where they stood they
were sheltered from the cutting winds.
Branchspell, radiantly shining
at last, but on the point of sinking,
filled the cloudy sky with
violent, lurid colors, some of the
combinations of which were new
to Maskull. The circle of the horizon
was so gigantic, that had he
been suddenly carried back to Earth, he
would by comparison have
fancied himself to be moving beneath the
dome of some little, closed-in
cathedral. He realised that he was on
a foreign planet. But he was not stirred or uplifted by the
knowledge; he was conscious
only of moral ideas. Looking backward,
he saw the plain, which for
several miles past had been without
vegetation, stretching back
away to Disscourn. So regular had been
the ascent, and so great was
the distance, that the huge pyramid
looked nothing more than a
slight swelling on the. face of the earth.
Spadevil stopped, and gazed
over the landscape in silence. In the
evening sunlight his form
looked more dense, dark, and real than ever
before. His features were set hard in grimness.
He turned around to his
companions. "What is the greatest
wonder, in
all this wonderful
scene?" he demanded.
"Acquaint us," said
Maskull.
"All that you see is born
from pleasure, and moves on, from pleasure
to pleasure. Nowhere is right to be found. It is Shaping's world."
"There is another
wonder," said Tydomin, and she pointed her finger
toward the sky overhead.
A small cloud, so low down
that it was perhaps not more than five
hundred feet above them, was
sailing along in front of the dark wall
of cliff. It was in the exact shape of an open human
hand, with
downward-pointing
fingers. It was stained crimson by the
sun; and
one or two tiny cloudlets
beneath the fingers looked like falling
drops of blood.
"Who can doubt now that
our death is close at hand?" said Tydomin.
"I have been close to
death twice today. The first time I was
ready,
but now I am more ready, for I
shall die side by side with the man
who has given me my first
happiness."
"Do not think of death,
but of right persistence," replied Spadevil.
"I am not here to tremble
before Shaping's portents; but to snatch
men from him."
He at once proceeded to lead
the way up the staircase. Tydomin gazed
upward after him for a moment,
with an odd, worshiping light in her
eyes. Then she followed him, the second of the
party. Maskull
climbed last. He was travel stained, unkempt, and very
tired; but
his soul was at peace. As they steadily ascended the almost
perpendicular stairs, the sun
got higher in the sky. Its light dyed
their bodies a ruddy gold.
They gained the top. There they found rolling in front of them,
as
far as the eye could see, a
barren desert of white sand, broken here
and there by large, jagged
masses of black rock. Tracts of the
sand
were reddened by the sinking
sun. The vast expanse of sky was filled
by evil-shaped clouds and wild
colors. The freezing wind, flurrying
across the desert, drove the
fine particles of sand painfully against
their faces.
"Where now do you take
us?" asked Maskull.
"He who guards the old
wisdom of Sant must give up that wisdom to me,
that I may change it. What he says, others will say. I go to find
Maulger."
"And where will you seek
him, in this bare country?"
Spadevil struck off toward the
north unhesitatingly.
"It is not so far,"
he said. "It is his custom to be
in that part
where Sant overhangs the
Wombflash Forest. Perhaps he will be
there,
but I cannot say."
Maskull glanced toward
Tydomin. Her sunken cheeks, and the
dark
circles beneath her eyes told
of her extreme weariness.
"The woman is tired,
Spadevil," he said.
She smiled, "It's but another
step into the land of death. I can
manage it. Give me your arm, Maskull."
He put his arm around her
waist, and supported her along that way.
"The sun is now
sinking,,, said Maskull. "Will we
get there before
dark?"
"Fear nothing, Maskull
and Tydomin; this pain is eating up the evil
in your nature. The road you are walking cannot remain
unwalked. We
shall arrive before
dark."
The sun then disappeared
behind the far - distant ridges that formed
the western boundary of the
Ifdawn Marest. The sky blazed up into
more vivid colors. The wind grew colder.
They passed some pools of
colourless gnawl water, round the banks of
which were planted fruit
trees. Maskull ate some of the
fruit. It
was hard, bitter, and
astringent; he could not get rid of the taste,
but he felt braced and
invigorated by the downward-flowing juices.
No other trees or shrubs were
to be seen anywhere. No animals
appeared, no birds or
insects. It was a desolate land.
A mile or two passed, when
they again approached the edge of the
plateau. Far down, beneath their feet, the great
Wombflash Forest
began. But daylight had vanished there; Maskull's
eyes rested only
on a vague darkness. He faintly heard what sounded like the
distant
sighing of innumerable
treetops.
In the rapidly darkening
twilight, they came abruptly on a man.
He
was standing in a pool, on one
leg. A pile of boulders had hidden
him from their view. The water came as far up as his calf. A
trifork, similar to the one
Maskull had seen on Disscourn, but
smaller, had been stuck in the
mud close by his hand.
They stopped by the side of
the pond, and waited. Immediately he
became aware of their
presence, the man set down his other leg, and
waded out of the water toward
them, picking up his trifork in doing
so.
"This is not Maulger, but
Catice," said Spadevil.
"Maugler is dead,"
said Catice, speaking the same tongue as Spadevil,
but with an even harsher
accent, so that the tympanum of Maskull's
ear was affected painfully.
The latter saw before him a
bowed, powerful individual, advanced in
years. He wore nothing but a scanty loincloth. His trunk was long
and heavy, but his legs were
rather short. His face was beardless,
lemon-coloured, and
anxious-looking. It was disfigured by a
number
of longitudinal ruts, a quarter
of an inch deep, the cavities of
which seemed clogged with
ancient dirt. The hair of his head was
black and sparse. Instead of the twin membranous organs of
Spadevil,
he possessed but one; and this
was in the centre of his brow.
Spadevil's dark, solid person
stood out from the rest like a reality
among dreams.
"Has the trifork passed
to you?" he demanded.
"Yes. Why have you brought this woman to
Sant?"
"I have brought another
thing to Sant. I have brought the new faith."
Catice stood motionless, and
looked troubled. "State it."
"Shall I speak with many
words, or few words?"
"If you wish to say what
is not, many words will not suffice. If
you
wish to say what is, a few
words will be enough."
Spadevil frowned.
"To hate pleasure brings
pride with it. Pride is a
pleasure. To
kill pleasure, we must attach
ourselves to duty. While the mind is
planning right action, it has
no time to think of pleasure."
"Is that the whole?"
asked Catice.
"The truth is simple,
even for the simplest man."
"Do you destroy Hator,
and all his generations, with a single word?"
"I destroy nature, and
set up law."
A long silence followed.
"My probe is
double," said Spadevil.
"Suffer me to double yours, and
you will see as I see."
"Come you here, you big
man!" said Catice to Maskull.
Maskull
advanced a step closer.
"Do you follow Spadevil
in his new faith?"
"As far as death,"
exclaimed Maskull.
Catice picked up a flint. "With this stone I strike out one of
your
two probes. When you have but one, you will see with me,
and you
will recollect with
Spadevil. Choose you then the superior
faith,
and I shall obey your
choice."
"Endure this little pain,
Maskull, for the sake of future men," said
Spadevil.
"The pain is
nothing," replied Maskull, "but I fear the result."
"Permit me, although I am
only a woman, to take his place, Catice,"
said Tydomin, stretching out
her hand.
He struck at it violently with
the flint, and gashed it from wrist to
thumb; the pale carmine blood
spouted up. "What brings this
kiss-
lover to Sant?" he
said. "How does she presume to
make the rules of
life for the sons of
Hator?"
She bit her lip, and stepped
back. "Well then, Maskull, accept!
I
certainly should not have
played false to Spadevil; but you hardly
can."
"If he bids me, I must do
it," said Maskull. "But who
knows what
will come of it?"
Spadevil spoke. "Of all the descendants of Hator,
Catice is the most
wholehearted and sincere. He will trample my truth underfoot,
thinking me a demon sent by
Shaping, to destroy the work of this
land. But a seed will escape, and my blood and
yours, Tydomin, will
wash it. Then men will know that my destroying evil
is their
greatest good. But none here will live to see that."
Maskull now went quite close
to Catice, and offered his head. Catice
raised his hand, and after
holding the flint poised for a moment,
brought it down with
adroitness and force upon the left-hand probe.
Maskull cried out with the
pain. The blood streamed down, and the
function of the organ was
destroyed.
There was a pause, while he
walked to and fro, trying to staunch the
blood.
"What now do you feel,
Maskull? What do you see?"
inquired Tydomin
anxiously.
He stopped, and stared hard at
her. "I now see straight," he
said
slowly.
"What does that
mean?"
He continued to wipe the blood
from his forehead. He looked
troubled. "Henceforward, as long as I live, I
shall fight with my
nature, and refuse to feel
pleasure. And I advise you to do the
same."
Spadevil gazed at him
sternly. "Do you renounce my
teaching?"
Maskull, however, returned the
gaze without dismay. Spadevil's
image-like clearness of form
had departed for him; his frowning face
he knew to be the deceptive
portico of a weak and confused intellect.
"It is false."
"Is it false to sacrifice
oneself for another?" demanded Tydomin.
"I can't argue as
yet," said Maskull. "At this
moment the world with
its sweetness seems to me a
sort of charnel house. I feel a loathing
for everything in it,
including myself. I know no more."
"Is there no duty?"
asked Spadevil, in a harsh tone.
"It appears to me but a
cloak under which we share the pleasure of
other people."
Tydomin pulled at Spadevil's
arm. "Maskull has betrayed you, as
he
has so many others. Let us go."
He stood fast. "You have changed quickly, Maskull."
Maskull, without answering
him, turned to Catice. "Why do men
go on
living in this soft, shameful
world, when they can kill themselves?"
"Pain is the native air
of Surtur's children. To what other air
do
you wish to escape?"
"Surtur's children? Is not Surtur Shaping?"
"It is the greatest of
lies. It is Shaping's masterpiece."
"Answer, Maskull!"
said Spadevil. "Do you repudiate
right action?"
"Leave me alone. Go back! I am not thinking of you, and your
ideas.
I wish you no harm."
The darkness came on
fast. There was another prolonged
silence.
Catice threw away the flint,
and picked up his staff. "The
woman
must return home," he
said.
"She was persuaded here,
and did not come freely. You, Spadevil,
must die-backslider as you
are!"
Tydomin said quietly, "He
has no power to enforce this. Are you
going to allow the truth to
fall to the ground, Spadevil?"
"It will not perish by my
death, but by my efforts to escape from
death. Catice, I accept your judgment."
Tydomin smiled. "For my part, I am too tired to walk
farther today,
so I shall die with him."
Catice said to Maskull,
"Prove your sincerity. Kill this
man and his
mistress, according to the
laws of Hator."
"I can't do that. I have
travelled in friendship with them."
"You denied duty; and now
you must do your duty," said Spadevil,
calmly stroking his
beard. "Whatever law you accept,
You must obey,
without turning to right or
left. Your law commands that we must be
stoned; and it will soon be
dark."
"Have you not even this
amount of manhood?" exclaimed Tydomin.
Maskull moved heavily. "Be my witness, Catice, that the thing
was
forced on me."
"Hator is looking on, and
approving," replied Catice.
Maskull then went apart to the
pile of boulders scattered by the side
of the pool. He glanced about him, and selected two large
fragments
of rock. the heaviest that he
thought he could carry. With these in
his arms, he staggered back.
He dropped them on the ground,
and stood, recovering his breath.
When he could speak again, he
said, "I have a bad heart for the
business. Is there no alternative? Sleep here tonight, Spadevil,
and in the morning go back to
where you have come from. No one shall
harm you."
Spadevil's ironic smile was
lost in the gloom.
"Shall I brood again,
Maskull, for still another year, and after that
come back to Sant with other
truths? Come, waste no time, but choose
the heavier stone for me, for
I am stronger than Tydomin."
Maskull lifted one of the
rocks, and stepped out four full paces.
Spadevil confronted him,
erect, and waited tranquilly.
The huge stone hurtled through
the air. Its flight looked like a
dark shadow. It struck Spadevil full in the face,
crushing his
features, and breaking his
neck. He died instantaneously.
Tydomin looked away from the
fallen man.
"Be very quick, Maskull,
and don't let me keep him waiting."
He panted, and raised the
second stone. She placed herself in
front
of Spadevil's body, and stood
there, unsmiling and cold.
The blow caught her between
breast and chin, and she fell. Maskull
went to her, and, kneeling on
the ground, half - raised her in his
arms. There she breathed out her last sighs.
After that, he laid her down
again, and rested heavily on his hands,
while he peered into the dead
face. The transition from its heroic,
spiritual expression to the
vulgar and grinning mask of Crystalman
came like a flash; but he saw
it.
He stood up in the darkness,
and pulled Catice toward him.
"Is that the true
likeness of Shaping?"
"It is Shaping stripped
of illusion."
"How comes this horrible
world to exist?"
Catice did not answer.
"Who is Surtur?"
"You will get nearer to
him tomorrow; but not here."
"I am wading through too
much blood," said Maskull.
"Nothing good
can come of it."
"Do not fear change and
destruction; but laughter and joy."
Maskull meditated.
"Tell me, Catice. If I had elected to follow Spadevil, would
you
really have accepted his
faith?"
"He was a great-souled
man," replied Catice. "I see
that the pride
of our men is only another
sprouting - out of pleasure. Tomorrow I
too shall leave Sant, to
reflect on all this."
Maskull shuddered. "Then these two deaths were not a
necessity, but
a crime!"
"His part was played and
henceforward the woman would have dragged
down his ideas, with her soft
love and loyalty. Regret nothing,
stranger, but go away at once
out of the land."
"Tonight? Where shall I go?"
"To Wombflash, where you
will meet the deepest minds. I will put you
on the way."
He linked his arm in
Maskull's, and they walked away into the night.
For a mile or more they
skirted the edge of the precipice. The
wind
was searching, and drove grit
into their faces. Through the rifts of
the clouds, stars, faint and
brilliant, appeared. Maskull saw no
familiar constellations. He wondered if the sun of earth was
visible, and if so which one
it was.
They came to the head of a
rough staircase, leading down the
cliffside. It resembled the one by which he had come
up; but this
descended to the Wombflash
Forest.
"That is your path
'," said Catice, "and I shall not come any
farther."
Maskull detained him. "Say just this, before we part company
- why
does pleasure appear so
shameful to us?"
"Because in feeling
pleasure, we forget our home."
"And that is - "
"Muspel," answered
Catice.
Having made this reply, he
disengaged himself, and, turning his back,
disappeared into the darkness.
Maskull stumbled down the
staircase as best he could. He was
tired,
but contemptuous of his
pains. His uninjured probe began to
discharge matter. He lowered himself from step to step during
what
seemed an interminable
time. The rustling and sighing of the
trees
grew louder as he approached
the bottom; the air became still and
warm.
He at last reached level
ground. Still attempting to proceed, he
began to trip over roots, and
to collide with tree trunks. After
this had happened a few times,
he determined to go no farther that
night. He heaped together some dry leaves for a
pillow, and
immediately flung himself down
to sleep. Deep and heavy
unconsciousness seized him
almost instantly.
Chapter 13
THE WOMBFLASH FOREST
He awoke to his third day on
Tormance. His limbs ached. He lay on
his side, looking stupidly at
his surroundings. The forest was like
night, but that period of the
night when the grey dawn is about to
break and objects begin to be
guessed at, rather than seen. Two or
three amazing shadowy shapes,
as broad as houses, loomed up out of
the twilight. He did not realise that they were trees,
until he
turned over on his back and
followed their course upward. Far
overhead, so high up that he
dared not calculate the height, he saw
their tops glittering in the
sunlight, against a tiny patch of blue
sky.
Clouds of mist, rolling over
the floor of the forest, kept
interrupting his view. In their silent passage they were like
phantoms flitting among the
trees. The leaves underneath him were
sodden, and heavy drops of
moisture splashed onto his head from time
to time.
He continued lying there,
trying to reconstruct the events of the
preceding day. His brain was lethargic and confused. Something
terrible had happened, but
what it was he could not for a long time
recollect. Then suddenly there came before his eyes
that ghastly
closing scene at dusk on the
Sant plateau - Spadevil's crushed and
bloody features and Tydomin's
dying sighs.. .. He shuddered
convulsively, and felt sick.
The peculiar moral outlook
that had dictated these brutal murders had
departed from him during the
night, and now he recognised what he had
done! During the whole of the previous day he
seemed to have been
labouring under a series of
heavy enchantments. First Oceaxe had
enslaved him, then Tydomin,
then Spadevil, and lastly Catice. They
had forced him to murder and
violate; he had guessed nothing, but had
imagined that he was travelling
as a free and enlightened stranger.
What was this nightmare
journey for - and would it continue, in the
same way? ...
The silence of the forest was
so intense that he heard no sound
except the pumping of blood
through his arteries.
Putting his hand to his face,
he found that his remaining probe had
disappeared and that he was in
possession of three eyes. The third
eye was on his forehead, where
the old sorb had been. He could not
guess its use. He still had his third arm, but it was
nerveless.
Now he puzzled his head for a
long time, trying unsuccessfully to
recall that name which had
been the last word spoken by Catice.
He got up, with the intention
of resuming his journey. He had no
toilet to make, and no meal to
prepare. The forest was tremendous.
The nearest tree appeared to
him to have a circumference of at least
a hundred feet. Other dim boles looked equally large. But what gave
the scene its aspect of
immensity was the vast spaces separating tree
from tree. It was like some gigantic, supernatural hall
in a life
after death. The lowest branches were fifty yards or more
from the
ground. There was no underbrush; the soil was
carpeted only by the
dead, wet leaves. He looked all around him, to find his
direction,
but the cliffs of Sant, which
he had descended, were invisible -
every way was like every other
way, he had no idea which quarter to
attack. He grew frightened, and muttered to
himself. Craning his
neck back, he stared upward
and tried to discover the points of the
compass from the direction of
the sunlight, but it was impossible.
While he was standing there,
anxious and hesitating, he heard the
drum taps. The rhythmical beats proceeded from some
distance off.
The unseen drummer seemed to
be marching through the forest, away
from him.
"Surtur!" he said,
under his breath. The next moment he
marvelled at
himself for uttering the
name. That mysterious being had not
been in
his thoughts, nor was there
any ostensible connection between him and
the drumming.
He began to reflect - but in
the meantime the sounds were travelling
away. Automatically he started walking in the same
direction. The
drum beats had this
peculiarity - though odd and mystical, there was
nothing awe-inspiring in them,
but on the contrary they reminded him
of some place and some life
with which he was perfectly familiar.
Once again they caused all his
other sense impressions to appear
false.
The sounds were
intermittent. They would go on for a
minute, or for
five minutes, and then cease
for perhaps a quarter of an hour.
Maskull followed them as well
as he could. He walked hard among the
huge, indistinct trees, in the
attempt to come up with the origin of
the noise, but the same
distance always seemed to separate them.
The
forest from now onward
descended. The gradient was mostly
gentle -
about one foot in ten - but in
some places it was much steeper, and
in other parts again it was
practically level ground for quite long
stretches. There were great swampy marshes, through
which Maskull
was obliged to splash. It was a matter of indifference to him how
wet he became - if only he
could catch sight of that individual with
the drum. Mile after mile was covered, and still he
was no nearer to
doing so.
The gloom of the forest
settled down upon his spirits. He felt
despondent, tired, and
savage. He had not heard the drum beats
for
some while, and was half
inclined to discontinue the pursuit.
Passing around a great,
columnar tree trunk, he almost stumbled
against a man who was standing
on the farther side. He was leaning
against the trunk with one
hand, in an attitude of repose. His
other
hand was resting on a
staff. Maskull stopped short and
started at
him.
He was nearly naked, and of
gigantic build. He over-topped Maskull
by a head. His face and body were faintly
phosphorescent. His eyes
- three in number - were pale
green and luminous, shining like lamps.
His skin was hairless, but the
hair of his head was piled up in
thick, black coils, and
fastened like a woman's. His features
were
absolutely tranquil, but a
terrible, quiet energy seemed to lie just
underneath the surface.
Maskull addressed him. "Did the drumming come from you?"
The man shook his head.
"What is your name?"
He replied in a strange,
strained, twisted voice. Maskull
gathered
that the name he gave was
"Dreamsinter."
"What is that
drumming?"
"Surtur," said
Dreamsinter.
"Is it advisable for me
to follow it?"
"Why?"
"Perhaps he intends me
to. He brought me here from
Earth."
Dreamsinter caught hold of
him, bent down, and peered into his face.
"Not you, but
Nightspore."
This was the first time that
Maskull had heard Nightspore's name
since his arrival on the
planet. He was so astonished that he
could
frame no more questions.
"Eat this," said
Dreamsinter. "Then we will chase the
sound
together." He picked
something up from the ground and handed it to
Maskull. He could not see distinctly, but it felt
like a hard, round
nut, of the size of a fist.
"I can't crack it."
Dreamsinter took it between
his hands, and broke it into pieces.
Maskull then ate some of the
pulpy interior, which was intensely
disagreeable.
"What am I doing in
Tormance, then?" he asked.
"You came to steal
Muspel-fire, to give a deeper life to men - never
doubting if your soul could
endure that burning."
Maskull could hardly decipher
the strangled words.
"Muspel.. .. That's the
name I've been trying to remember ever since
I awoke."
Dreamsinter suddenly turned
his head sideways, and appeared to listen
for something. He motioned with his hand to Maskull to keep
quiet.
"Is it the
drumming?"
"Hush! They come."
He was looking toward the
upper forest. The now familiar drum
rhythm
was heard - this time
accompanied by the tramp of marching feet.
Maskull saw, marching through
the trees and heading toward them,
three men in single file
separated from one another by only a yard or
so. They were travelling down hill at a swift pace, and looked
neither to left nor
right. They were naked. Their figures were
shining against the black
background of the forest with a pale,
supernatural light - green and
ghostly. When they were abreast of
him, about twenty feet off, he
perceived who they were. The first
man was himself -
Maskull. The second was Krag. The third man was
Nightspore. Their faces were grim and set.
The source of the drumming was
out of sight. The sound appeared to
come from some point in front
of them. Maskull and Dreamsinter put
themselves in motion, to keep
up with the swiftly moving marchers.
At the same time a low, faint
music began.
Its rhythm stepped with the
drum beats, but, unlike the latter, it
did not seem to proceed from
any particular quarter of the forest.
It resembled the subjective
music heard in dreams, which accompanies
the dreamer everywhere, as a
sort of natural atmosphere, rendering
all his experiences emotional.
it seemed to issue from an unearthly
orchestra, and was strongly
troubled, pathetic and tragic. Maskull
marched, and listened; and as
he listened, it grew louder and
stormier. But the pulse of the drum interpenetrated all
the other
sounds, like the quiet beating
of reality.
His emotion deepened. He could not have said if minutes or hours
were passing. The spectral procession marched on, a little
way
ahead, on a path parallel with
his own and Dreamsinter's. The music
pulsated violently. Krag lifted his arm, and displayed a long,
murderous-looking knife. He sprang forward and, raising it over the
phantom Maskull's back,
stabbed him twice, leaving the knife in the
wound the second time. Maskull threw up his arms, and fell down
dead. Krag leaped into the forest and vanished
from sight.
Nightspore marched on alone,
stern and unmoved.
The music rose to
crescendo. The whole dim, gigantic
forest was
roaring with sound. The tones came from all sides, from above,
from
the ground under their
feet. It was so grandly passionate that
Maskull felt his soul
loosening from its bodily envelope.
He continued to follow
Nightspore. A strange brightness began
to
glow in front of them. It was not daylight, but a radiance such as
he had never seen before, and
such as he could not have imagined to
be possible. Nightspore moved straight toward it. Maskull felt his
chest bursting. The light flashed higher. The awful harmonies of
the music followed hard one
upon another, like the waves of a wild,
magic ocean.. .. His body was
incapable of enduring such shocks, and
all of a sudden he tumbled
over in a faint that resembled death.
Chapter 14
POLECRAB
The morning slowly
passed. Maskull made some convulsive
movements,
and opened his eyes. He sat up, blinking. All was night-like and
silent in the forest. The strange light had gone, the music had
ceased, Dreamsinter had
vanished. He fingered his beard,
clotted
with Tydomin's blood, and fell
into a deep muse.
"According to Panawe and
Catice, this forest contains wise men.
Perhaps Dreamsinter was
one. Perhaps that vision I have just
seen
was a specimen of his
wisdom. It looked almost like an answer
to my
question.... I ought not to
have asked about myself, but about
Surtur. Then I would have got a different answer. I
might have
learned something ... I might
have seen him."
He remained quiet and
apathetic for a bit.
"But I couldn't face that
awful glare," he proceeded.
"It was
bursting my body. He warned me, too. And so Surtur does really
exist, and my journey stands
for something. But why am I here, and
what can I do? Who is Surtur? Where is he to be found?"
Something wild came into his
eyes.
"What did Dreamsinter
mean by his 'Not you, but Nightspore'?
Am I a
secondary character - is he
regarded as important; and I as
unimportant? Where is Nightspore, and what is he
doing? Am I to
wait for his time and pleasure
- can I originate nothing?"
He continued sitting up, with
straight-extended legs.
"I must make up my mind
that this is a strange journey, and that the
strangest things will happen
in it. It's no use making plans, for I
can't see two steps ahead -
everything is unknown. But one thing's
evident: nothing but the
wildest audacity will carry me through, and
I must sacrifice everything
else to that. And therefore if Surtur
shows himself again, I shall
go forward to meet him, even if it means
death."
Through the black, quiet
aisles of the forest the drum beats came
again. The sound was a long way off and very faint.
It was like the
last mutterings of thunder
after a heavy storm. Maskull listened,
without getting up. The drumming faded into silence, and did not
return.
He smiled queerly, and said
aloud, "Thanks, Surtur! I accept
the
omen."
When he was about to get up,
he found that the shrivelled skin that
had been his third arm was
flapping disconcertingly with every
movement of his body. He made perforations in it all around, as
close to his chest as
possible, with the fingernails of both hands;
then he carefully twisted it
off. In that world of rapid growth and
ungrowth he judged that the
stump would soon disappear. After that,
he rose and peered into the
darkness.
The forest at that point
sloped rather steeply and, without thinking
twice about it, he took the
downhill direction, never doubting it
would bring him
somewhere. As soon as he started
walking, his temper
became gloomy and morose - he
was shaken, tired, dirty, and languid
with hunger; moreover, he
realised that the walk was not going to be
a short one. Be that as it may. he determined to sit down
no more
until the whole dismal forest
was at his back.
One after another the shadowy,
houselike trees were observed,
avoided, and passed. Far overhead the little patch of glowing sky
was still always visible;
otherwise he had no clue to the time of
day. He continued tramping sullenly down the slope for many damp,
slippery miles - in some
places through bogs. When, presently,
the
twilight seemed to thin, he
guessed that the open world was not far
away. The forest grew more palpable and grey, and
now he saw its
majesty better. The tree trunks were like round towers, and
so wide
were the intervals that they
resembled natural amphitheatres. He
could not make out the colour
of the bark. Everything he saw amazed
him, but his admiration was of
the growling, grudging kind. The
difference in light between
the forest behind him and the forest
ahead became so marked that he
could no longer doubt that he was on
the point of coming out.
Real light was in front of
him; looking back, he found he had a
shadow. The trunks acquired a reddish tint. He quickened his pace.
As the minutes went by, the
bright patch ahead grew luminous and
vivid; it had a tinge of
blue. He also imagined that he heard
the
sound of surf.
All that part of the forest
toward which he was moving became rich
with colour. The boles of the trees were of a deep, dark
red; their
leaves, high above his head,
were ulfire-hued; the dead leaves on the
ground were of a colour he
could not name. At the same time he
discovered the use of his
third eye. By adding a third angle to
his
sight, every object he looked
at stood out in greater relief. The
world looked less flat - more
realistic and significant. He had a
stronger attraction toward his
surroundings; he seemed somehow to
lose his egotism, and to
become free and thoughtful.
Now through the last trees he
saw full daylight. Less than half a
mile separated him from the
border of the forest, and, eager to
discover what lay beyond, he
broke into a run. He heard the surf
louder. It was a peculiar hissing sound that could
proceed only from
water, yet was unlike the
sea. Almost immediately he came within
sight of an enormous horizon
of dancing waves, which he knew must be
the Sinking Sea. He fell back into a quick walk, continuing
to stare
hard. The wind that met him was hot, fresh and
sweet
When he arrived at the final
fringe of forest, which joined the wide
sands of the shore without any
change of level, he leaned with his
back to a great tree and gazed
his fill, motionless, at what lay in
front of him. The sands continued east and west in a
straight line,
broken only here and there by
a few creeks. They were of a brilliant
orange colour, but there were
patches of violet. The forest appeared
to stand sentinel over the
shore for its entire length. Everything
else was sea and sky - he had
never seen so much water. The
semicircle of the skyline was
so vast that he might have imagined
himself on a flat world, with
a range of vision determined only by
the power of his eye. The sea was unlike any sea on Earth. It
resembled an immense liquid
opal. On a body colour of rich,
magnificent emerald-green,
flashes of red, yellow, and blue were
everywhere shooting up and
vanishing. The wave motion was
extraordinary. Pinnacles of water were slowly formed until
they
attained a height of perhaps
ten or twenty feet, when they would
suddenly sink downward and
outward, creating in their descent a
series of concentric rings for
long distances around them. Quickly
moving currents, like rivers
in the sea, could be seen, racing away
from land; they were of a
darker green and bore no pinnacles.
Where
the sea met the shore, the
waves rushed over the sands far in, with
almost sinister rapidity -
accompanied by a weird, hissing, spitting
sound, which was what Maskull
had heard. The green tongues rolled in
without foam.
About twenty miles distant, as
he judged, directly opposite him, a
long, low island stood up from
the sea, black and not distinguished
in outline. It was Swaylone's island. Maskull was less
interested in
that than in the blue sunset
that glowed behind its back. Alppain
had set, but the whole
northern sky was plunged into the minor key by
its afterlight. Branchspell in the zenith was white and
overpowering, the day was
cloudless and terrifically hot; but where
the blue sun had sunk, a
sombre shadow seemed to overhang the world.
Maskull had a feeling of
disintegration - just as if two chemically
distinct forces were
simultaneously acting upon the cells of his
body. Since the afterglow of Alppain affected him
like this, he
thought it more than likely
that he would never be able to face that
sun itself, and go on
living. Still, some modification might
happen
to him that would make it
possible.
The sea tempted him. He made up his mind to bathe, and at once
walked toward the shore. The instant he stepped outside the shadow
line of the forest trees, the
blinding rays of the sun beat down on
him so savagely that for a few
minutes he felt sick and his head
swam. He trod quickly across the sands. The orange-coloured parts
were nearly hot enough to
roast food, he judged, but the violet parts
were like fire itself. He stepped on a patch in ignorance, and
immediately jumped high into
the air with a startled yell.
The sea was voluptuously
warm. It would not bear his weight, so
he
determined to try
swimming. First of all he stripped off
his skin
garment, washed it thoroughly
with sand and water, and laid it in the
sun to dry. Then he scrubbed himself as well as he could
and washed
out his beard and hair. After that, he waded in a long way, until
the water reached his breast,
and took to swimming - avoiding the
spouts as far as possible He found it no pastime. The water was
everywhere of unequal density.
In some places he could swim, in
others he could barely save
himself from drowning, in others again he
could not force himself
beneath the surface at all. There were
no
outward signs to show what the
water ahead held in store for him.
The whole business was most
dangerous.
He came out, feeling clean and
invigorated. For a time he walked up
and down the sands, drying
himself in the hot sunshine and looking
around him. He was a naked stranger in a huge, foreign,
mystical
world, and whichever way he
turned, unknown and threatening forces
were glaring at him. The gigantic, white, withering Branchspell,
the
awful, body-changing Alppain,
the beautiful, deadly, treacherous sea,
the dark and eerie Swaylone's
Island, the spirit-crushing forest out
of which he had just escaped -
to all these mighty powers,
surrounding him on every side,
what resources had he, a feeble,
ignorant traveller to oppose,
from a tiny planet on the other side of
space, to avoid being utterly
destroyed? ... Then he smiled to
himself. "I've already
been here two days, and still I survive. I
have luck - and with that one
can balance the universe. But what is
luck - a verbal expression, or
a thing?"
As he was putting on his skin,
which was now dry, the answer came to
him, and this time he was grave. "Surtur brought me here, and Surtur
is watching over me. That is my 'luck.' .. . But what is Surtur
in
this world? ... How is he able
to protect me against the blind and
ungovernable forces of
nature? Is he stronger than Nature? ..
."
Hungry as he was for food, he
was hungrier still for human society,
for he wished to inquire about
all these things. He asked himself
which way he should turn his
steps. There were only two ways; along
the shore, either east or
west. The nearest creek lay to the east,
cutting the sands about a mile
away. He walked toward it.
The forest face was forbidding
and enormously high. It was so
squarely turned to the sea
that it looked as though it had been
planed by tools. Maskull strode along in the shade of the
trees, but
kept his head constantly
turned away from them, toward the sea -
there it was more
cheerful. The creek, when he reached
it, proved to
be broad and flat-banked. It was not a river, but an arm of the sea.
Its still, dark green water
curved around a bend out of sight, into
the forest. The trees on both banks overhung the water,
so that it
was completely in shadow.
He went as far as the bend,
beyond which another short reach
appeared. A man was sitting on a narrow shelf of bank,
with his feet
in the water. He was clothed in a coarse, rough hide,
which left his
limbs bare. He was short, thick, and sturdy, with short
legs and a
long, powerful arms,
terminating in hands of an extraordinary size.
He was oldish. His face was plain, slablike, and expressionless;
it
was full of wrinkles, and
walnut-coloured. Both face and head
were
bald, and his skin was tough
and leathery. He seemed to be some sort
of peasant, or fisherman;
there was no trace in his face of thought
for others, or delicacy of
feeling. He possessed three eyes, of
different colors - jade-green,
blue, and ulfire.
In front of him, riding on the
water, moored to the bank, was an
elementary raft, consisting of
the branches of trees, clumsily corded
together.
Maskull addressed him. "Are you another of the wise men of the
Wombflash Forest?"
The man answered him in a
gruff, husky voice, looking up as he did
so. "I'm a fisherman. I know nothing about wisdom."
"What name do you go
by?"
"Polecrab. What's yours?"
"Maskull. If you're a fisherman, you ought to have
fish. I'm
famishing."
Polecrab grunted, and paused a
minute before answering.
"There's fish
enough. My dinner is cooking in the
sands now. It's
easy enough to get you some
more."
Maskull found this a pleasant
speech.
"But how long will it
take?" he asked.
The man slid the palms of his
hands together, producing a shrill,
screeching noise. He lifted
his feet from the water, and clambered
onto the bank. In a minute or
two a curious little beast came
crawling up to his feet, turning
its face and eyes up affectionately,
like a dog. It was about two feet long, and somewhat
resembled a
small seal, but had six legs,
ending in strong claws.
"Arg, go fish!" said
Polecrab hoarsely.
The animal immediately tumbled
off the bank into the water. It swam
gracefully to the middle of
the creek and made a pivotal dive beneath
the surface, where it remained
a great while.
"Simple fishing,"
remarked Maskull. "But what's the
raft for?"
"To go to sea with. The best fish are out at sea. These are
eatable."
"That arg seems a highly
intelligent creature."
Polecrab grunted again. "I've trained close on a hundred of
them.
The bigheads learn best, but
they're slow swimmers. The narrowheads
swim like eels, but can't be
taught. Now I've started interbreeding
them - he's one of them."
"Do you live here
alone?"
"No, I've got a wife and
three boys. My wife's sleeping
somewhere,
but where the lads are,
Shaping knows."
Maskull began to feel very
much at home with this unsophisticated
being.
"The raft's all
crazy," he remarked, staring at it.
"If you go far
out in that, you've got more
pluck than I have."
"I've been to Matterplay
on it," said Polecrab.
The arg reappeared and started
swimming to shore, but this time
clumsily, as if it were
bearing a heavy weight under the surface.
When it landed at its master's
feet, they saw that each set of claws
was clutching a fish - six in
all. Polecrab took them from it. He
proceeded to cut off the heads
and tails with a sharp-edged stone
which he picked up; these he
threw to the arg, which devoured them
without any fuss.
Polecrab beckoned to Maskull
to follow him and, carrying the fish,
walked toward the open shore,
by the same way that he had come. When
they reached the sands, he
sliced the fish, removed the entrails, and
digging a shallow hole in a
patch of violet sand, placed the
remainder of the carcasses in
it, and covered them over again. Then
he dug up his own dinner. Maskull's nostrils quivered at the savoury
smell, but he was not yet to
dine.
Polecrab, turning to go with
the cooked fish in his hands, said,
"These are mine, not
yours. When yours are done, you can
come back
and join me, supposing you
want company."
"How soon will that
be?"
"About twenty
minutes," replied the fisherman, over his shoulder.
Maskull sheltered himself in
the shadows of the forest, and waited.
When the time had
approximately elapsed, he disinterred his meal,
scorching his fingers in the
operation, although it was only the
surface of the sand which was
so intensely hot. Then he returned to
Polecrab.
In the warm, still air and
cheerful shade of the inlet, they munched
in silence, looking from their
food to the sluggish water, and back
again. With every mouthful Maskull felt his
strength returning. He
finished before Polecrab, who
ate like a man for whom time has no
value. When he had done, he stood up.
"Come and drink," he
said, in his husky voice.
Maskull looked at him
inquiringly.
The man led him a little way
into the forest, and walked straight up
to a certain tree. At a convenient height in its trunk a hole
had
been tapped and plugged. Polecrab removed the plug and put his mouth
to the aperture, sucking for
quite a long time, like. a child at its
mother's breast. Maskull, watching him, imagined that he saw
his
eyes growing brighter.
When his own turn came to
drink, he found the juice of the tree
somewhat like coconut milk in
flavour, but intoxicating. It was a
new sort of intoxication,
however, for neither his will not his
emotions were excited, but
only his intellect - and that only in a
certain way. His thoughts and
images were not freed and loosened, but
on the contrary kept labouring
and swelling painfully, until they
reached the full beauty of an
aperçu, which would then flame up in
his consciousness, burst, and
vanish. After that, the whole process
started over again. But there was never a moment when he was not
perfectly cool, and master of
his senses. When each had drunk twice,
Polecrab replugged the hole,
and they returned to their bank.
"Is it Blodsombre
yet?" asked Maskull, sprawling on the ground, well
content.
Polecrab resumed his old
upright sitting posture, with his feet in
the water. "Just beginning," was his hoarse
response.
"Then I must stay here
till it's over.... Shall we talk?"
"We can," said the
other, without enthusiasm.
Maskull glanced at him through
half-closed lids, wondering if he were
exactly what he seemed to
be. In his eyes he thought he detected
a
wise light.
"Have you travelled much,
Polecrab?"
"Not what you would call
travelling."
"You tell me you've been
to Matterplay - what kind of country is
that?"
"I don't know. I went
there to pick up flints."
"What countries lie
beyond it?"
"Threal comes next, as
you go north. They say it's a land of
mystics... I don't know."
"Mystics?"
"So I'm told.... Still farther north there's Lichstorm."
"Now we're going far
afield."
"There are mountains
there - and altogether it must be a very
dangerous place, especially
for a full-blooded man like you. Take
care of yourself."
"This is rather
premature, Polecrab. How do you know
I'm going
there?"
"As you've come from the
south, I suppose you'll go north."
"Well, that's right
enough," said Maskull, staring hard at him. "But
how do you know I've come from
the south?"
"Well, then, perhaps you
haven't - but there's a look of Ifdawn about
you."
"What kind of look?"
"A tragical look,"
said Polecrab. He never even glanced at
Maskull,
but was gazing at a fixed spot
on the water with unblinking eyes.
"What lies beyond
Lichstorm?" asked Maskull, after a minute or two.
"Barey, where you have
two suns instead of one - but beyond that fact
I know nothing about it....
Then comes the ocean."
"And what's on the other
side of the ocean?"
"That you must find out
for yourself, for I doubt if anybody has ever
crossed it and come
back."
Maskull was silent f or a
little while.
"How is it that your
people are so unadventurous? I seem to be the
only one travelling from
curiosity."
"What do you mean by
'your people'?"
"True - you don't know
that I don't belong to your planet at all.
I've come from another world,
Polecrab."
"What to find?"
"I came here with Krag
and Nightspore - to follow Surtur. I must have
fainted the moment I
arrived. When I sat up, it was night
and the
others had - vanished.
Since then I've been travelling at random."
Polecrab scratched his
nose. "You haven't found Surtur
yet?"
"I've heard his drum taps
frequently. In the forest this morning
I
came quite close to him. Then two days ago, in the Lusion Plain, I
saw a vision - a being in
man's shape, who called himself Surtur."
"Well, maybe it was
Surtur."
"No, that's
impossible," replied Maskull reflectively. "It was
Crystalman. And it isn't a question of my suspecting it
- I know
it."
"How?"
"Because this is Crystalman's
world, and Surtur's world is something
quite differently
"That's queer,
then," said Polecrab.
"Since I've come out of
that forest," proceeded Maskull, talking half
to himself, "a change has
come over me, and I see things differently.
Everything here looks much
more solid and real in my eyes than in
other places so much so that I
can't entertain the least doubt of its
existence. It not only looks real, it is real - and on
that I would
stake my life.... But at the
same time that it's real, it is false."
"Like a dream?"
"No - not at all like a
dream, and that's just what I want to
explain. This world of yours - and perhaps of mine
too, for that
matter - doesn't give me the
slightest impression of a dream, or an
illusion, or anything of that
sort. I know it's really here at this
moment, and it's exactly as
we're seeing it, you and I. Yet it's
false. It's false in this sense, Polecrab. Side by side with it
another world exists, and
that. other world is the true one, and this
one is all false and
deceitful, to the very core. And so it
occurs
to me that reality and
falseness are two words for the same thing."
"Perhaps there is such
another world," said Polecrab huskily.
"But
did that vision also seem real
and false to you?"
"Very real, but not false
then, for then I didn't understand all
this. But just because it was real, it couldn't
have been Surtur,
who has no connection with
reality."
"Didn't those drum taps
sound real to you?"
"I had to hear them with
my ears, and so they sounded real to me.
Still, they were somehow
different, and they certainly came from
Surtur. If I didn't hear them correctly, that was my
fault and not
his."
Polecrab growled a
little. "If Surtur chooses to
speak to you in
that fashion, it appears he's
trying to say something."
"What else can I
think? But, Polecrab, what's your
opinion - is he
calling me to the life after
death?"
The old man stirred
uneasily. "I'm a fisherman,"
he said, after a
minute or two. "I live by killing, and so does
everybody. This life
seems to me all wrong. So maybe life of any kind is wrong, and
Surtur's world is not life at
all, but something else."
"Yes, but will death lead
me to it, whatever it is?"
"Ask the dead," said
Polecrab, "and not a living man."
Maskull continued. "In the forest I heard music and saw a
light,
which could not have belonged
to this world. They were too strong
for my senses, and I must have
fainted for a long time. There was a
vision as well, in which I saw
myself killed, while Nightspore walked
on toward the light,
alone."
Polecrab uttered his
grunt. "You have enough to think
over."
A short silence ensued, which
was broken by Maskull.
"So strong is my sense of
the untruth of this present life, that it
may come to my putting an end
to myself." The fisherman remained
quiet and immobile.
Maskull lay on his stomach,
propped his face on his hands, and stared
at him. "What do you think, Polecrab? Is it
possible for any man,
while in the body, to gain a
closer view of that other world than I
have done?"
"I am an ignorant man,
stranger, so I can't say. Perhaps there
are
many others like you who would
gladly know."
"Where? I should like to
meet them."
"Do you think you were
made of one stuff, and the rest of mankind of
another stuff?"
"I can't be so presumptuous. Possibly all men are reaching out
toward Muspel, in most cases
without being aware of it."
"In the wrong
direction," said Polecrab.
Maskull gave him a strange
look. "How so?"
"I don't speak from my
own wisdom," said Polecrab, "for I have none;
but I have just now recalled
what Broodviol once told me, when I was
a young man, and he was an old
one. He said that Crystalman tries to
turn all things into one, and
that whichever way his shapes march, in
order to escape from him, they
find themselves again face to face
with Crystalman, and are
changed into new crystals. But that
this
marching of shapes (which we
call 'forking') springs from the
unconscious desire to find
Surtur, but is in the opposite direction
to the right one. For Surtur's world does not lie on this side
of
the one, which was the
beginning of life, but on the other side; and
to get to it we must repass
through the one. But this can only be
by
renouncing our self-life, and
reuniting ourselves to the whole of
Crystalman's world. And when this has been done, it is only the
first stage of the journey;
though many good men imagine it to be the
whole journey.... As far as I
can remember, that is what Broodviol
said, but perhaps, as I was
then a young and ignorant man, I may have
left out words which would
explain his meaning better."
Maskull, who had listened
attentively to all this, remained
thoughtful at the end.
"It's plain enough,"
he said. "But what did he mean by
our reuniting
ourselves to Crystalman's
world? If it is false, are we to make
ourselves false as well?"
"I didn't ask him that
question, and you are as well qualified to
answer it as I am."
"He must have meant that,
as it is, we are each of us living in a
false, private world of our
own, a world of dreams and appetites and
distorted perceptions. By embracing the great world we certainly
lose nothing in truth and
reality."
Polecrab withdrew his feet
from the water, stood up, yawned, and
stretched his limbs.
"I have told you all I
know," he said in a surly voice.
"Now let me
go to sleep."
Maskull kept his eyes fixed on
him, but made no reply. The old man
let himself down stiffly on to
the ground, and prepared to rest.
While he was still arranging
his position to his liking, a footfall
sounded behind the two men, coming
from the direction of the forest.
Maskull twisted his neck, and
saw a woman approaching them. He at
once guessed that it was
Polecrab's wife. He sat up, but the
fisherman did not stir. The woman came and stood in front of them,
looking down from what
appeared a great height.
Her dress was similar to her
husband's, but covered her limbs more.
She was young, tall, slender,
and strikingly erect. Her skin was
lightly tanned, and she looked
strong, but not at all peasantlike.
Refinement was stamped all
over her. Her face had too much energy
of
expression for a woman, and
she was not beautiful. Her three great
eyes kept flashing and
glowing. She had great masses of fine,
yellow
hair, coiled up and fastened,
but so carelessly that some of the
strands were flowing down her
back.
When she spoke, it was in a
rather weak voice, but full of lights and
shades, and somehow intense
passionateness never seemed to be far
away from it.
"Forgiveness is asked for
listening to your conversation," she said,
addressing Maskull. "I was resting behind the tree, and
heard it
all."
He got up slowly. "Are you Polecrab's wife?"
"She is my wife,"
said Polecrab, "and her name is Gleameil.
Sit down
again, stranger - and you too,
wife, since you are here."
They both obeyed. "I heard everything," repeated
Gleameil. "But
what I did not hear was where
you are going to, Maskull, after you
have left us."
"I know no more than you
do."
"Listen, then. There's only one place for you to go to, and
that is
Swaylone's Island. I will
ferry you across myself before sunset."
"What shall I find
there?"
"He may go, wife,"
put in the old man hoarsely, "but I won't allow
you to go. I will take him over myself."
"No, you have always put
me off," said Gleameil, with some emotion.
"This time I mean to
go. When Teargeld shines at night, and
I sit on
the shore here, listening to
Earthrid's music travelling faintly
across the sea, I am tortured
- I can't endure it.... I have long
since made up my mind to go to
the island, and see what this music
is. If it's bad, if it kills me - well."
"What have I to do with
the man and his music, Gleameil?" demanded
Maskull.
"I think the music will
answer all your questions better than
Polecrab has done - and
possibly in a way that will surprise you."
"What kind of music can
it be to travel all those miles across the
sea?"
"A peculiar kind, so we
are told. Not pleasant, but
painful. And
the man that can play the
instrument of Earthrid would be able to
conjure up the most
astonishing forms, which are not phantasms, but
realities."
"That may be so,"
growled Polecrab. "But I have been
to the island
by daylight, and what did I
find there? Human bones, new and
ancient. Those are Earthrid's victims. And you, wife, shall not
go."
"But will that music play
tonight?" asked Maskull.
"Yes," replied
Gleameil, gazing at him intently.
"When Teargeld
rises, which is our
moon."
"If Earthrid plays men to
death, it appears to me that his own death
is due. In any case I should like to hear those
sounds for myself.
But as for taking you with me,
Gleameil - women die too easily in
Tormance. I have only just now
washed myself clean of the death blood
of another woman."
Gleameil laughed, but said
nothing.
"Now go to sleep,"
said Polecrab. "When the time
comes, I will take
you across myself."
He lay down again, and closed
his eyes. Maskull followed his
example; but Gleameil remained
sitting erect, with her legs under
her.
"Who was that other
woman, Maskull?" she asked presently.
He did not answer, but pretended
to sleep.
Chapter 15
SWALONE'S ISLAND
When he awoke, the day was not
so bright, and he guessed it was late
afternoon. Polecrab and his wife were both on their
feet, and
another meal of fish had been
cooked and was waiting for him.
"Is it decided who is to
go with me?" he asked, before sitting down.
"I go," said
Gleameil.
"Do you agree,
Polecrab?"
The fisherman growled a little
in his throat and motioned to the
others to take their
seats. He took a mouthful before
answering.
"Something strong is
attracting her, and I can't hold her back. I
don't think I shall see you
again, wife, but the lads are now nearly
old enough to fend for
themselves."
"Don't take dejected
views," replied Gleameil sternly.
She was not
eating. "I shall come back, and make amends to
you. It's only for a
night."
Maskull gazed from one to the
other in perplexity. "Let me go
alone.
I would be sorry if anything
happened."
Gleameil shook her head.
"Don't regard this as a
woman's caprice," she said.
"Even if you
hadn't passed this way, I
would have heard that music soon. I
have a
hunger for it."
"Haven't you any such
feeling, Polecrab?"
"No. A woman is a noble and sensitive creature,
and there are
attractions in nature too
subtle for males. Take her with you,
since
she is set on it. Maybe she's right. Perhaps Earthrid's music will
answer your questions, and
hers too."
"What are your questions,
Gleameil?"
The woman shed a strange
smile. "You may be sure that a
question
which requires music for an
answer can't be put into words."
"If you are not back by
the morning," remarked her husband, "I will
know you are dead."
The meal was finished in a
constrained silence. Polecrab wiped his
mouth, and produced a seashell
from a kind of pocket.
"Will you say goodbye to
the boys? Shall I call them?" She
considered a moment.
"Yes - yes, I must see
them."
He put the shell to his mouth,
and blew; a loud, mournful noise
passed through the air.
A few minutes later there was
a sound of scurrying footsteps, and the
boys were seen emerging from
the forest. Maskull looked with
curiosity at the first
children he had seen on Tormance. The
oldest
boy was carrying the youngest
on his back, while the third trotted
some distance behind. The child was let down, and all the three
formed a semicircle in front
of Maskull, standing staring up at him
with wide-open eyes. Polecrab looked on stolidly, but Gleameil
glanced away from them, with
proudly raised head and a baffling
expression.
Maskull put the ages of the
boys at about nine, seven, and five
years, respectively; but he
was calculating according to Earth time.
The eldest was tall, slim, but
strongly built. He, like his
brothers, was naked, and his
skin from top to toe was ulfire-colored.
His facial muscles indicated a
wild and daring nature, and his eyes
were like green fires. The second showed promise of being a broad,
powerful man. His head was large and heavy, and
drooped. His face
and skin were reddish. His eyes were almost too sombre and
penetrating for a child's.
"That one," said
Polecrab, pinching the boy's ear, "may perhaps grow
up to be a second
Broodviol."
"Who was that?"
demanded the boy, bending his head forward to hear
the answer.
"A big, old man, of
marvellous wisdom. He became wise by
making up
his mind never to ask
questions, but to find things out for himself."
"If I had not asked this
question, I should not have known about
him."
"That would not have
mattered," replied the father.
The youngest child was paler
and slighter than his brothers. His
face was mostly tranquil and
expressionless, but it had this
peculiarity about it, that
every few minutes, without any apparent
cause, it would wrinkle up and
look perplexed. At these times his
eyes, which were of a tawny
gold, seemed to contain secrets difficult
to associate with one of his
age.
"He puzzles me,"
said Polecrab. "He has a soul like
sap, and he's
interested in nothing. He may turn out to be the most remarkable of
the bunch."
Maskull took the child in one
hand, and lifted him as high as his
head. He took a good look at him, and set him down
again. The boy
never changed countenance.
"What do you make of
him?" asked the fisherman.
"It's on the tip of my
tongue to say, but it just escapes me. Let me
drink again, and then I shall
have it."
"Go and drink,
then."
Maskull strode over to the
tree, drank, and returned. "In
ages to
come," he said, speaking
deliberately, "he will be a grand and awful
tradition. A seer possibly, or even a divinity. Watch over him
well."
The eldest boy looked
scornful. "I want to be none of
those things.
I would like to be like that
big fellow." And he pointed his finger
at Maskull.
He laughed, and showed his
white teeth through his beard.
"Thanks
for the compliments old
warrior!" he said.
"He's great and
brawny" continued the boy, "and can hold his own with
other men. Can you hold me up with one arm, as you did
that child?"
Maskull complied.
"That is being a
man!" exclaimed the boy.
"Enough!" said Polecrab
impatiently. "I called you lads here to say goodbye
to your mother.
She is going away with this
man. I think she may not return, but we
don't know."
The second boy's face became
suddenly inflamed. "Is she going
of her
own choice?" he inquired.
"Yes," replied the
father.
"Then she is bad."
He brought the words out with such force and
emphasis that they sounded
like the crack of a whip.
The old man cuffed him
twice. "Is it your mother you are
speaking
of?"
The boy stood his ground,
without change of expression, but said
nothing.
The youngest child spoke, for
the first time. "My mother will
not
come back, but she will die
dancing."
Polecrab and his wife looked
at one another.
"Where are you going to,
Mother?" asked the eldest lad.
Gleameil bent down, and kissed
him. "To the Island."
"Well then, if you don't
come back by tomorrow morning, I will go and
look for you."
Maskull grew more and more
uneasy in his mind. "This seems to
me to
be a man's journey," he
said. "I think it would be better
for you
not to come, Gleameil."
"I am not to be
dissuaded." she replied.
He stroked his beard in
perplexity. "Is it time to
start?"
"It wants four hours to
sunset, and we shall need all that."
Maskull sighed. "I'll go to the mouth of the creek, and
wait there
for you and the raft. You will wish to make your farewells,
Gleameil."
He then clasped Polecrab by
the hand. "Adieu, fisherman!"
"You have repaid me well
for my answers," said the old man gruffly.
"But it's not your fault,
and in Shaping's world the worst things
happen."
The eldest boy came close to Maskull,
and frowned at him. "Farewell,
big man!" he said. "But guard my mother well, as well as
you are
well able to, or I shall
follow you, and kill you."
Maskull walked slowly along
the creek bank till he came to the bend.
The glorious sunshine, and the
sparkling, brilliant sea then met his
eyes again; and all melancholy
was swept out of his mind. He
continued as far as the
seashore, and issuing out of the shadows of
the forest, strolled on to the
sands, and sat down in the full
sunlight. The radiance of Alppain had long since
disappeared. He
drank in the hot, invigorating
wind, listened to the hissing waves,
and stared over the coloured
sea with its pinnacles and currents, at
Swaylone's Island.
"What music can that be,
which tears a wife and mother away from all
she loves the most?" he
meditated. "It sounds unholy. Will it tell
me what I want to know? Can it?"
In a little while he became
aware of a movement behind him, and,
turning his head, he saw the
raft floating along the creek, toward
the open sea. Polecrab was standing upright, propelling it
with a
rude pole. He passed by Maskull, without looking at
him. or making
any salutation, and proceeded
out to sea.
While he was wondering at this
strange behaviour, Gleameil and the
boys came in sight, walking
along the bank of the inlet. The
eldest-
born was holding her hand, and
talking; and the other two were
behind. She was calm and smiling, but seemed
abstracted.
"What is your husband
doing with the raft?" asked Maskull.
"He's putting it in
position and we shall wade out and join it," she
answered, in her low-toned
voice.
"But how shall we make
the island, without oars or sails?"
"Don't you see that
current running away from land? See, he is
approaching it. That will take us straight there."
"But how can you get
back?"
"There is a way; but we
need not think of that today."
"Why shouldn't I come
too?" demanded the eldest boy.
"Because the raft won't
carry three. Maskull is a heavy
man."
"It doesn't matter,"
said the boy. "I know where there
is wood for
another raft. As soon as you have gone, I shall set to
work."
Polecrab had by this time
manoeuvred his flimsy craft to the position
he desired, within a few yards
of the current, which at that point
made a sharp bend from the
east. He shouted out some words to his
wife and Maskull. Gleameil kissed her children convulsively,
and
broke down a little. The eldest boy bit his lip till it bled, and
tears glistened in his eyes;
but the younger children stared wide-
eyed, and displayed no emotion.
Gleameil now walked into the
sea, followed by Maskull. The water
covered first their ankles,
then their knees, but when it came as
high as their waists, they
were close on the raft. Polecrab let
himself down into the water,
and assisted his wife to climb over the
side. When she was up, she bent down and kissed
him. No words were
exchanged. Maskull scrambled up on to the front part of
the raft.
The woman sat cross-legged in
the stem, and seized the pole.
Polecrab shoved them off
toward the current, while she worked her
pole until they had got within
its power. The raft immediately began
to travel swiftly away from
land, with a smooth, swaying motion.
The boys waved from the
shore. Gleameil responded; but Maskull
turned his back squarely to land,
and gazed ahead. Polecrab was
wading back to the shore.
For upward of an hour Maskull
did not change his position by an inch.
No sound was heard but the
splashing of the strange waves all around
them, and the streamlike
gurgle of the current, which threaded its
way smoothly through the
tossing, tumultuous sea. From their
pathway
of safety, the beautiful
dangers surrounding them were an
exhilarating experience. The air was fresh and clean, and the heat
from Branchspell, now low in
the west, was at last endurable. The
riot of sea colors had long
since banished all sadness and anxiety
from his heart. Yet he felt such a grudge against the woman
for
selfishly forsaking those who
should have been dear to her that he
could not bring himself to
begin a conversation.
But when, over the now
enlarged shape of the dark island, he caught
sight of a long chain of
lofty, distant mountains, glowing salmon-
pink in the evening sunlight,
he felt constrained to break the
silence by inquiring what they
were.
"It is Lichstorm,"
said Gleameil.
Maskull asked no questions
about it; but in turning to address her,
his eyes had rested on the
rapidly receding Wombflash Forest, and he
continued to stare at
that. They had travelled about eight
miles,
and now he could better estimate
the enormous height of the trees.
Overtopping them, far away, he
saw Sant; and he fancied, but was not
quite sure, that he could
distinguish Disscourn as well.
"Now that we are alone in
a strange place," said Gleameil, averting
her head, and looking down
over the side of the raft into the water,
"tell me what you thought
of Polecrab."
Maskull paused before
answering. "He seemed to me like a
mountain
wrapped in cloud. You see the lower buttresses, and think that
is
all. But then, high up, far above the clouds, you suddenly catch
sight of more mountain - and
even then it is not the top."
"You read character well,
and have great perception," remarked
Gleameil quietly. "Now say what I am."
"In place of a human
heart, you have a wild harp, and that's all I
know about you."
"What was that you said
to my husband about two worlds?"
"You heard."
"Yes, I heard. And I also am conscious of two worlds. My husband
and boys are real to me, and I
love them fondly. But there is
another world for me, as there
is for you, Maskull, and it makes my
real world appear all false
and vulgar."
"Perhaps we are seeking
the same thing. But can it be right to
satisfy our self-nature at the
expense of other people?"
"No, it's not right. It
is wrong, and base. But in that other
world
these words have no
meaning."
There was a silence.
"It's useless to discuss
such topics," said Maskull.
"The choice is
now out of our hands, and we
must go where we are taken. What I
would rather speak about is
what awaits us on the island."
"I am ignorant - except
that we shall find Earthrid there."
"Who is Earthrid, and why
is it called Swaylone's Island?"
"They say Earthrid came
from Threal, but I know nothing else about
him. As for Swaylone, if you like I will tell you his legend."
"If you please,"
said Maskull.
"In a far-back age,"
began Gleameil, "when the seas were hot, and
clouds hung heavily over the
earth, and life was rich with
transformations, Swaylone came
to this island, on which men had never
before set foot, and began to
play his music - the first music in
Tormance. Nightly, when the moon shone, people used to
gather on
this shore behind us, and
listen to the faint, sweet strains floating
from over the sea. One night, Shaping (whom you call
Crystalman) was
passing this way in company
with Krag. They listened a while to the
music, and Shaping said 'Have
you heard more beautiful sounds? This
is my world and my music.'
Krag stamped with his foot, and laughed.
'You must do better than that,
if I am to admire it. Let us pass
over, and see this bungler at
work.' Shaping consented, and they
passed over to the
island. Swaylone was not able to see
their
presence. Shaping stood behind him, and breathed
thoughts into his
soul, so that his music became
ten times lovelier, and people
listening on that shore went
mad with sick delight. 'Can any strains
be nobler?' demanded
Shaping. Krag grinned and said, 'You
are
naturally effeminate. Now let me try.' Then he stood behind
Swaylone, and shot ugly
discords fast into his head. His
instrument
was so cracked, that never
since has it played right. From that
time
forth Swaylone could utter
only distorted music; yet it called to
folk more than the other
sort. Many men crossed over to the
island
during his lifetime, to listen
to the amazing tones, but none could
endure them; all died. After Swaylone's death, another musician
took
up the tale; and so the light
has passed down from torch to torch,
till now Earthrid bears
it."
"An interesting
legend," commented Maskull.
"But who is Krag.?"
"They say that when the
world was born, Krag was born with it - a
spirit compounded of those
vestiges of Muspel which Shaping did not
know how to transform. Thereafter nothing has gone right with the
world, for he dogs Shaping's
footsteps everywhere, and whatever the
latter does, he undoes. To love be joins death; to sex, shame; to
intellect, madness; to virtue,
cruelty; and to fair exteriors, bloody
entrails. These are Krag's actions, so the lovers of
the world call
him 'devil.' They don't understand,
Maskull, that without him the
world would lose its
beauty."
"Krag and beauty!"
exclaimed he, with a cynical smile.
"Even so. That same beauty which you and I are now
voyaging to
discover. That beauty for whose sake I am renouncing
husband,
children, and happiness....
Did you imagine beauty to be pleasant?"
"Surely."
"That pleasant beauty is
an insipid compound of Shaping. To see
beauty in its terrible purity,
you must tear away the pleasure from
it."
"Do you say I am going to
seek beauty, Gleameil? Such an idea is
far
from my mind."
She did not respond to his
remark. After waiting for a few
minutes,
to hear if she would speak
again, he turned his back on her once
more. There was no more talk until they reached
the island.
The air had grown chill and
damp by the tirne they approached its
shores. Branchspell was on the point of touching the
sea. The
Island appeared to be some
three or four miles in length. There
were
first of all broad sands, then
low, dark cliffs, and behind these a
wilderness of insignificant,
swelling hills, entirely devoid of
vegetation. The current bore them to within a hundred
yards of the
coast, when it made a sharp
angle, and proceeded to skirt the length
of the land.
Gleameil jumped overboard, and
began swimming to shore. Maskull
followed her example, and the
raft, abandoned, was rapidly borne away
by the current. They soon touched ground, and were able to
wade the
rest of the way. By the time they reached dry land, the sun
had set.
Gleameil made straight for the
hills; and Maskull, after casting a
single glance at the low, dim
outline of the Wombflash Forest,
followed her. The cliffs were soon scrambled up. Then the ascent
was gentle and easy, while the
rich, dry, brown mould was good to
walk upon.
A little way off, on their
left, something white was shining.
"You need not go to
it," said the woman. "It can
be nothing else
than one of those skeletons
Polecrab talked about. And look - there
is another one over
there!"
"This brings it
home!" remarked Maskull, smiling.
"There is nothing comical
in having died for beauty," said Gleameil,
bending her brows at him.
And when in the course of
their walk he saw the innumerable human
bones, from gleaming white to
dirty yellow, lying scattered about, as
if it were a naked graveyard
among the hills, he agreed with her, and
fell into a sombre mood.
It was still light when they
reached the highest point, and could set
eyes on the other side. The sea to the north of the island was in no
way different from that which
they had crossed, but its lively colors
were fast becoming invisible.
"That is
Matterplay," said the woman, pointing her finger toward some
low land on the horizon, which
seemed to be even farther off than
Wombflash.
"I wonder how Digrung
passed over," meditated Maskull.
Not far away, in a hollow
enclosed by a circle of little hills, they
saw a small, circular lake,
not more than half a mile in diameter.
The sunset colors of the sky
were reflected in its waters.
"That must be
Irontick," remarked Gleameil.
"What is that?"
"I have heard that it's
the instrument Earthrid plays on."
"We are getting
close," responded he. "Let us
go and investigate."
When they drew nearer, they
observed that a man was reclining on the
farther side, in an attitude
of sleep.
"If that's not the man
himself, who can it be?" said Maskull.
"Let's
get across the water, if it
will bear us; it will save time."
He now assumed the lead, and
took running strides down the slope
which bounded the lake on that
side. Gleameil followed him with
greater dignity, keeping her
eyes fixed on the recumbent man as if
fascinated. When Maskull reached the water's edge, he
tried it with
one foot, to discover if it
would carry his weight. Something
unusual in its appearance led
him to have doubts. It was a tranquil,
dark, and beautifully
reflecting sheet of water; it resembled a
mirror of liquid metal. Finding that it would bear him, and that
nothing happened, he placed
his second foot on its surface.
Instantly he sustained a
violent shock throughout his body, as from a
powerful electric current; and
he was hurled in a tumbled heap back
on to the bank.
He picked himself up, brushed
the dirt off his person, and started
walking around the lake. Gleameil joined him, and they completed the
half circuit together. They came to the man, and Maskull prodded
him
with his foot. He woke up, and blinked at them.
His face was pale, weak, and
vacant-looking, and had a disagreeable
expression. There were thin sprouts of black hair on his
chin and
head. On his forehead, in place of a third eye, he
possessed a
perfectly circular organ, with
elaborate convolutions, like an ear.
He had an unpleasant
smell. He appeared to be of young
middle age.
"Wake up, man," said
Maskull sharply, "and tell us if you are
Earthrid."
"What time is it?"
counterquestioned the man. "Does
it want long to
moonrise?"
Without appearing to care
about an answer, he sat up, and turning
away from them, began to scoop
up the loose soil with his hand, and
to eat it halfheartedly.
"Now, how can you eat
that filth?" demanded Maskull, in disgust.
"Don't be angry,
Maskull," said Gleameil, laying hold of his arm, and
flushing a little. "It is Earthrid - the man who is to
help us."
"He has not said
so."
"I am Earthrid,"
said the other, in his weak and muffled voice,
which, however, suddenly
struck Maskull as being autocratic.
"What
do you want here? Or rather, you had better get away as
quickly as
you can, for it will be too
late when Teargeld rises."
"You need not
explain," exclaimed Maskull. "We know your reputation,
and we have come to hear your
music. But what's that organ for on
your forehead?"
Earthrid glared, and smiled,
and glared again.
"That is for rhythm,
which is what changes noise into music.
Don't
stand and argue, but go
away. It is no pleasure to me to people
the
island with corpses. They corrupt the air, and do nothing
else."
Darkness now crept swiftly on
over the landscape.
"You are rather
bigmouthed," said Maskull coolly.
"But after we have
heard you play, perhaps I
shall adventure a tune myself."
"You? Are you a musician. then? Do you even know what music is?"
A flame danced in Gleameil's
eyes.
"Maskull thinks music
reposes in the instrument," she said in her
intense way. "But it is
in the soul of the Master."
"Yes," said
Earthrid, "but that is not all. I will tell you what it
is. In Threal, where I was born and brought up, we learn the mystery
of the Three in nature. This world, which lies extended before us,
has three directions. Length is the line which shuts off what is,
from what is not. Breadth is the surface which shows us in
what
manner one thing of what-is,
lives with another thing. Depth is the
path which leads from what-is,
to our own body. In music it is not
otherwise. Tone is existence, without which nothing at
all can be.
Symmetry and Numbers are the
manner in which tones exist, one with
another. Emotion is the movement of our soul toward
the wonderful
world that is being
created. Now, men when they make music
are
accustomed to build beautiful
tones, because of the delight they
cause. Therefore their music world is based on
pleasure; its
symmetry is regular and
charming, its emotion is sweet and lovely....
But my music is founded on
painful tones; and thus its symmetry is
wild, and difficult to
discover; its emotion is bitter and terrible."
"If I had not anticipated
its being original, I would not have come
here," said Maskull. "Still, explain - why can't harsh tones
have
simple symmetry of form? And why must they necessarily cause more
profound emotions in us who
listen?"
"Pleasures may
harmonise. Pains must clash; and in the
order of
their clashing lies the
symmetry. The emotions follow the
music,
which is rough and
earnest."
"You may call it
music," remarked Maskull thoughtfully, "but to me it
bears a closer resemblance to
actual life."
"If Shaping's plans had
gone straight, life would have been like that
other sort of music. He who seeks can find traces of that
intention
in the world of nature. But as it has turned out, real life
resembles my music and mine is
the true music."
"Shall we see living
shapes?"
"I don't know what my
mood will be," returned Earthrid.
"But when I
have finished, you shall
adventure your tune, and produce whatever
shapes you please - unless, indeed,
the tune is out of your own big
body."
"The shocks you are
preparing may kill us," said Gleameil, in a low,
taut voice, "but we shall
die, seeing beauty."
Earthrid looked at her with a
dignified expression.
"Neither you, nor any
other person, can endure the thoughts which I
put into my music. Still, you must have it your own way. It needed
a woman to call it
'beauty.' But if this is beauty, what
is
ugliness?"
"That I can tell you,
Master," replied Gleameil, smiling at him.
"Ugliness is old, stale
life, while yours every night issues fresh
from the womb of nature."
Earthrid stared at her,
without response. "Teargeld is
rising," he
said at last. "And now you shall see - though not for
long."
As the words left his mouth,
the full moon peeped over the hills in
the dark eastern sky. They watched it in silence, and soon it was
wholly up. It was larger than the moon of Earth, and
seemed nearer.
Its shadowy parts stood out in
just as strong relief, but somehow it
did not give Maskull the
impression of being a dead world.
Branchspell shone on the whole
of it, but Alppain only on a part.
The broad crescent that
reflected Branchspell's rays alone was white
and brilliant; but the part
that was illuminated by both suns shone
with a greenish radiance that
had almost solar power, and yet was
cold and cheerless. On gazing at that combined light, he felt
the
same sense of disintegration
that the afterglow of Alppain had always
caused in him; but now the
feeling was not physical, but merely
aesthetic. The moon did not appear romantic to him, but
disturbing
and mystical.
Earthrid rose, and stood
quietly for a minute. In the bright
moonlight, his face seemed to
have undergone a change. It lost its
loose, weak, disagreeable
look, and acquired a sort of crafty
grandeur. He clapped his hands together meditatively
two or three
times, and walked up and
down. The others stood together,
watching
him.
Then he sat down by the side
of the lake, and, leaning on his side,
placed his right hand, open
palm downward, on the ground, at the same
time stretching out his right
leg, so that the foot was in contact
with the water.
While Maskull was in the act
of staring at him and at the lake, he
felt a stabbing sensation
right through his heart, as though he had
been pierced by a rapier. He barely recovered himself from falling,
and as he did so he saw that a
spout had formed on the water, and was
now subsiding again. The next moment he was knocked down by a
violent blow in the mouth,
delivered by an invisible hand. He picked
himself up; and observed that
a second spout had formed. No sooner
was he on his legs, than a
hideous pain hammered away inside his
brain, as if caused by a
malignant tumour. In his agony, he
stumbled
and fell again; this time on
the arm Krag had wounded. All his other
mishaps were for gotten in
this one, which half stunned him. It
lasted only a moment, and then
sudden relief came, and he found that
Earthrid's rough music had
lost its power over him.
He saw him still stretched in
the same position. Spouts were coming
thick and fast on the lake,
which was full of lively motion. But
Gleameil was not on her
legs. She was lying on the ground, in a
heap, without moving. Her attitude was ugly, and he guessed she
was
dead. When he reached her, he discovered that she
was dead. In what
state of mind she had died, he
did not know, for her face wore the
vulgar Crystalman grin. The whole tragedy had not lasted five
minutes.
He went over to Earthrid and
dragged him forcibly away from his
playing.
"You have been as good as
your word, musician," he said.
"Gleameil
is dead."
Earthrid tried to collect his
scattered senses.
"I warned her," he
replied, sitting up. "Did I not
beg her to go
away? But she died very easily. She did not wait for the beauty she
spoke about. She heard nothing of the passion, nor even
of the
rhythm. Neither have you."
Maskull looked down at him in
indignation, but said nothing.
"You should not have
interrupted me," went on Earthrid.
"When I am
playing, nothing else is of
importance. I might have lost the
thread
of my ideas. Fortunately, I never forget. I shall start
over again."
"If music is to continue,
in the presence of the dead, I play next."
The man glanced up quickly.
"That can't be."
"It must be," said
Maskull decisively. "I prefer
playing to
listening. Another reason is that you will have every
night, but I
have only tonight."
Earthrid clenched and
unclenched his fist, and began to turn pale.
"With your recklessness,
you are likely to kill us both.
Irontick
belongs to me, and until you
have learned how to play, you would only
break the instrument."
"Well, then, I will break
it; but I am going to try."
The musician jumped to his
feet and confronted him. "Do you intend to
take it from me by
violence?"
"Keep calm! You will have
the same choice that you offered us. I
shall give you time to go away
somewhere,"
"How will that serve me,
if you spoil my lake? You don't
understand
what You are doing."
"Go, or stay!"
responded Maskull. "I give you
till the water gets
smooth again. After that, I begin playing."
Earthrid kept swallowing. He glanced at the lake and back to
Maskull.
"Do you swear it?"
"How long that will take,
you know better than I; but till then you
are safe".
Earthrid cast him a look of
malice, hesitated for an instant, and
then moved away, and started
to climb the nearest hill. Halfway up
he glanced over his shoulder
apprehensively, as if to see what was
happening. in another minute
or so, he had disappeared over the
crest, travelling in the direction
of the shore that faced
Matterplay.
Later, when the water was once
more tranquil. Maskull sat down by
its edge, in imitation of
Earthrid's attitude. He knew neither
how
to set about producing his
music, nor what would come of it. But
audacious projects entered his
brain and he willed to create physical
shapes - and, above all, one
shape, that of Surtur.
Before putting his foot to the
water, he turned things over a little
in his mind.
He said, "What themes are
in common music, shapes are in this
music.
The composer does not find his
theme by picking out single notes; but
the whole theme flashes into
his mind by inspiration. So it must be
with shapes. When I start playing, if I am worth
anything, the
undivided ideas will pass from
my unconscious mind to this lake, and
then, reflected back in the
dimensions of reality, I shall be for the
first time made acquainted
with them. So it must be."
The instant his foot touched
the water, he felt his thoughts flowing
from him. He did not know what they were, but the mere
act of
flowing created a sensation of
joyful mastery. With this was
curiosity to learn what they
would prove to be. Spouts formed on the
lake in increasing numbers,
but he experienced no pain. His
thoughts, which he knew to be
music, did not issue from him in a
steady, unbroken stream, but
in great, rough gushes, succeeding
intervals of quiescence. When these gushes came, the whole lake
broke out in an eruption of
spouts.
He realised that the ideas
passing from him did not arise in his
intellect, but had their
source in the fathomless depths of his will.
He could not decide what
character they should have, but he was able
to force them out, or retard
them, by the exercise of his volition.
At first nothing changed
around him. Then the moon grew dimmer,
and
a strange, new radiance began
to illuminate the landscape. It
increased so imperceptibly
that it was some time before he recognised
it as the Muspel-light which
he had seen in the Wombflash Forest. He
could not give it a colour, or
a name, but it filled him with a sort
of stern and sacred awe. He called up the resources of his powerful
will. The spouts thickened like a forest, and many
of them were
twenty feet high. Teargeld looked faint and pale; the radiance
became intense; but it cast no
shadows. The wind got up, but where
Maskull was sitting, it was
calm. Shortly afterward it began to
shriek and whistle, like a
full gale. He saw no shapes, and
redoubled his efforts.
His ideas were now rushing out
onto the lake so furiously that his
whole soul was possessed by
exhilaration and defiance. But still he
did not know their
nature. A huge spout shot up. and at
the same
moment the hills began to
crack and break. Great masses of loose
soil were erupted from their
bowels, and in the next period of
quietness, he saw that the
landscape had altered. Still the
mysterious light
intensified. The moon disappeared
entirely. The
noise of the unseen tempest
was terrifying, but Maskull played
heroically on, trying to urge
out ideas which would take shape. The
hillsides were cleft with
chasms. The water escaping from the
tops
of the spouts, swamped the
land; but where he was, it was dry.
The radiance grew
terrible. It was everywhere, but
Maskull fancied
that it was far brighter in one
particular quarter. He thought that
it was becoming localised,
preparatory to contracting into a solid
form. He strained and strained....
Immediately afterward the
bottom of the lake subsided. Its waters
fell through, and his
instrument was broken.
The Muspel-light
vanished. The moon shone out again, but
Maskull
could not see it. After that unearthly shining, he seemed to
himself
to be in total blackness. The screaming wind ceased; there was a
dead silence. His thoughts finished flowing toward the
lake, and his
foot no longer touched water,
but hung in space.
He was too stunned by the
suddenness of the change to either think or
feel. While he was still lying dazed, a vast
explosion occurred in
the newly opened depths
beneath the lakebed. The water in its
descent had met fire. Maskull was lifted bodily in the air, many
yards high, and came down
heavily. He lost consciousness....
When he came to his senses
again, he saw everything. Teargeld was
gleaming brilliantly. He was
lying by the side. of the old lake, but
it was now a crater, to the
bottom of which his eyes could not
penetrate. The hills encircling it were torn, as if by
heavy
gunfire. A few thunderclouds were floating in the air
at no great
height, from which branched
lightning descended to the earth
incessantly, accompanied by
alarming and singular crashes.
He got on his legs, and tested
his actions. Finding that he was
uninjured, he first of all
viewed the crater at closer quarters, and
then started to walk painfully
toward the northern shore.
When he had attained the crest
above the lake, the landscape sloped
gently down for two miles to
the sea. Everywhere he passed through
traces of his rough work. The country was carved into scarps,
grooves, channels, and
craters. He arrived at the line of low
cliffs
overlooking the beach, and
found that these also were partly broken
down by landslips. He got down onto the sand and stood looking
over
the moonlit, agitated sea,
wondering how he could contrive to escape
from this island of failure.
Then he saw Earthrid's body,
lying quite close to him. It was on its
back. Both legs had been violently torn off and he
could not see
them anywhere. Earthrid's teeth were buried in the flesh of
his
right forearm, indicating that
the man had died in unreasoning
physical agony. The skin gleamed green in the moonlight, but
it was
stained by darker
discolourations, which were wounds. The
sand about
him was dyed by the pool of
blood which had long since filtered
through.
Maskull left the corpse in
dismay, and walked a long way along the
sweet-smelling shore. Sitting down on a rock, he waited for
daybreak.
Chapter 16
LEEHALLFAE
At midnight, when Teargeld was
in the south, throwing his shadow
straight toward the sea and
making everything nearly as bright as
day, he saw a great tree
floating in the water, not far out. It
was
thirty feet out of the water,
upright, and alive, and its roots must
have been enormously deep and
wide. It was drifting along the coast,
through the heavy seas. Maskull eyed it incuriously for a few
minutes. Then it dawned on him that it might be a
good thing to
investigate its nature. Without stopping to weigh the danger, he
immediately swam out, caught
hold of the lowest branch, and swung
himself up.
He looked aloft and saw that
the main stem was thick to the very top,
terminating in a knob that
somewhat resembled a human head. He
made
his way toward this knob,
through the multitude of boughs, which were
covered with tough, slippery,
marine leaves, like seaweed. Arriving
at the crown, he found that it
actually was a sort of head. for there
were membranes like
rudimentary eyes all the way around it, denoting
some form of low intelligence.
At that moment the tree
touched bottom, though some way from the
shore, and began to bump
heavily. To steady himself, Maskull put
his
hand out, and, in doing so,
accidentally covered some of the
membranes. The tree sheered off the land, as if by an
act of will.
When it was steady again,
Maskull removed his hand; they at once
drifted back to shore. He thought a bit, and then started
experimenting with the eyelike
membranes. It was as he had guessed -
these eyes were stimulated by
the light of the moon, and whichever
way the light came from, the
tree would travel.
A rather defiant smile crossed
Maskull's face as it struck him that
it might be possible to
navigate this huge plant-animal as far as
Matterplay. He lost no time in putting the conception
into
execution. Tearing off some of the long, tough leaves,
he bound up
all the membranes except the
ones that faced the north. The tree
instantly left the island, and
definitely put out to sea. It
travelled due north. It was not moving at more than a mile an
hour,
however, while Matterplay was
possibly forty miles distant.
The great spout waves fell
against the trunk with mighty thuds; the
breaking seas hissed through
the lower branches - Maskull rested high
and dry, but was more than a
little apprehensive about their slow
rate of progress. Presently he sighted a current racing along
toward
the north-west, and that put
another idea into his head. He began to
juggle with the membranes
again, and before long had succeeded in
piloting his tree into the
fast-running stream. As soon as they
were
fairly in its rapids. he
blinded the crown entirely, and
thenceforward the current
acted in the double capacity of road and
steed.
Maskull made himself secure
among the branches and slept for the
remainder of the night.
When his eyes opened again,
the island was out of sight. Teargeld
was setting in the western
sea. The sky in the east was bright
with
the colours of the approaching
day. The air was cool and fresh; the
light over the sea was
beautiful, gleaming, and mysterious.
Land -
probably Matterplay - lay
ahead, a long, dark line of low cliffs,
perhaps a mile away. The current no longer ran toward the shore,
but
began to skirt the coast
without drawing any closer to it. As
soon
as Maskull realised the fact,
he manoeuvred the tree out of its
channel and started drifting
it inshore. The eastern sky blazed up
suddenly with violent dyes,
and the outer rim of Branchspell lifted
itself above the sea. The moon had already sunk.
The shore loomed nearer and
nearer. In physical character it was
like Swaylone's Island - the
same wide sands, small cliffs, and
rounded, insignificant hills
inland, without vegetation. In the
early-morning sunlight,
however, it looked romantic. Maskull,
hollow-eyed and morose, cared
nothing for all that, but the moment
the tree grounded, clambered
swiftly down through the branches and
dropped into the sea. By the time he had swam ashore, the white,
stupendous sun was high above
the horizon.
He walked along the sands
toward the east for a considerable
distance, without having any
special intention in his mind. He
thought he would go on until
he came to some creek or valley, and
then turn up it. The sun's rays were cheering, and began to
relieve
him of his oppressive night
weight. After strolling along the beach
for about a mile, he was
stopped by a broad stream that flowed into
the sea out of a kind of
natural gateway in the line of cliffs.
Its
water was of a beautiful,
limpid green, all filled with bubbles.
So
ice-cold, aerated, and
enticing did it look that he flung himself
face downward on the ground
and took a prolonged draught. When he
got up again his eyes started
to play pranks - they became
alternately blurted and
clear.... It may have been pure imagination,
but he fancied that Digrung
was moving inside him.
He followed the bank of the
stream through the gap in the cliffs, and
then for the first time saw
the real Matterplay. A valley appeared,
like a jewel enveloped by
naked rock. All the hill country was
bare
and lifeless, but this valley
lying in the heart of it was extremely
fertile; he had never seen
such fertility. It wound up among the
hills, and all that he was
looking at was its broad lower end. The
floor of the valley was about
half a mile wide; the stream that ran
down its middle was nearly a
hundred feet across, but was exceedingly
shallow - in most places not
more than a few inches deep. The sides
of the valley were about
seventy feet high, but very sloping; they
were clothed from top to
bottom with little, bright-leaved trees -
not of varied tints of one
colour, like Earth trees, but of widely
diverse colours, most of which
were brilliant and positive.
The floor itself was like a
magician's garden. Densely interwoven
trees, shrubs, and parasitical
climbers fought everywhere for
possession of it. The forms were strange and grotesque, and each
one
seemed different; the colours
of leaf, flower, sexual organs, and
stem were equally peculiar -
all the different combinations of the
five primary colours of
Tormance seemed to be represented, and the
result, for Maskull was a sort
of eye chaos. So rank was the
vegetation that he could not
fight his way through it; he was obliged
to take to the riverbed. The contact of the water created an odd
tingling sensation throughout
his body, like a mild electric shock.
There were no birds, but a few
extraordinary - looking winged
reptiles of small size kept
crossing the valley from hill to hill.
Swarms of flying insects
clustered around him, threatening mischief,
but in the end it turned out
that his blood was disagreeable to them.
for he was not bitten once. Repulsive crawling creatures resembling
centipedes, scorpions, snakes,
and so forth were in myriads on the
banks of the stream, but they
also made no attempt to use their
weapons on his bare legs and
feet, as he passed through them into the
water.... Presently however,
he was confronted in midstream by a
hideous monster, of the size
of a pony, but resembling in shape - if
it resembled anything - a sea
crustacean; and then he came to a halt.
They stared at one another,
the beast with wicked eyes, Maskull with
cool and wary ones. While he was staring, a singular thing
happened
to him.
His eyes blurred again. But when in a minute or two this blurring
passed away and he saw clearly
once more, his vision had changed in
character. He was looking right through the animal's
body and could
distinguish all its interior
parts. The outer crust, however, and
all the hard tissues were
misty and semi-transparent; through them a
luminous network of blood-red
veins and arteries stood out in
startling distinctness. The hard parts faded away to nothingness,
and the blood system alone was
left. Not even the fleshy ducts
remained. The naked blood alone was visible, flowing
this way and
that like a fiery, liquid
skeleton, in the shape of the monster.
Then this blood began to
change too. Instead of a continuous
liquid
stream, Maskull perceived that
it was composed of a million
individual points. The red colour had been an illusion caused
by the
rapid motion of the points; he
now saw clearly that they resembled
minute suns in their
scintillating brightness. They seemed
like a
double drift of stars,
streaming through space. One drift was
travelling toward a fixed
point in the centre, while the other was
moving away from it. He recognised the former as the veins of the
beast, the latter as the
arteries, and the fixed point as the heart.
While he was still looking,
lost in amazement, the starry network
went out suddenly like an
extinguished flame. Where the
crustacean
had stood, there was
nothing. Yet through this "nothing'
he could
not see the landscape. Something was standing there that
intercepted
the light, though it possessed
neither shape, colour, nor substance.
And now the object, which
could no longer be perceived by vision,
began to be felt by
emotion. A delightful, springlike sense
of
rising sap, of quickening
pulses of love, adventure, mystery, beauty,
femininity - took possession
of his being, and, strangely enough, he
identified it with the
monster. Why that invisible brute
should
cause him to feel young, sexual,
and audacious, he did not ask
himself, for he was fully
occupied with the effect. But it was as
if
flesh, bones, and blood had
been discarded, and he were face to face
with naked Life itself, which
slowly passed into his own body.
The sensations died away.
there was a brief interval, and then the
streaming, starlike skeleton
rose up again out of space. It changed
to the red-blood system. The hard parts of the body reappeared, with
more and more distinctness,
and at the same time the network of blood
grew fainter. Presently the interior parts were entirely
concealed
by the crust - the creature
stood opposite Maskull in its old
formidable ugliness, hard,
painted, and concrete.
Disliking something about him,
the crustacean turned aside and
stumbled awkwardly away on its
six legs, with laborious and repulsive
movements, toward the other
bank of the stream.
Maskull's apathy left him
after this adventure. He became uneasy
and
thoughtful. He imagined that he was beginning to see
things through
Digrung's eyes, and that there
were strange troubles immediately
ahead. The next time his eyes started to blur, he
fought it down
with his will, and nothing
happened.
The valley ascended with many
windings toward the hills. It narrowed
considerably, and the wooded
slopes on either side grew steeper and
higher. The stream shrunk to about twenty feet
across, but it was
deeper - it was alive with
motion, music, and bubbles. The
electric
sensations caused by its water
became more pronounced, almost
disagreeably so; but there was
nowhere else to walk. With its
deafening confusion of sounds
from the multitude of living creatures,
the little valley resembled a
vast conversation hall of Nature. The
life was still more prolific
than before; every square foot of space
was a tangle of struggling
wills, both animal and vegetable. For a
naturalist it would have been
paradise, for no two shapes were alike,
and all were fantastic, with
individual character.
It looked as if life forms
were being coined so fast by Nature that
there was not physical room
for all. Nevertheless it was not as on
Earth, where a hundred seeds
are scattered in order that one may be
sown. Here the young forms seemed to survive,
while, to find
accommodation for them, the
old ones perished; everywhere he looked
they were withering and dying,
without any ostensible cause - they
were simply being killed by
new life.
Other creatures sported so
wildly, in front of his very eyes, that
they became of different
"kingdoms" altogether. For example, a fruit
was lying on the ground, of
the size and shape of a lemon, but with a
tougher skin. He picked it up, intending to eat the
contained pulp;
but inside it was a fully
formed young tree, just on the point of
bursting its shell. Maskull threw it away upstream. It floated back
toward him; by the time he was
even with it, its downward motion had
stopped and it was swimming
against the current. He fished it out
and discovered that it had
sprouted six rudimentary legs.
Maskull sang no paeans of
praise in honour of the gloriously
overcrowded valley. On the
contrary, he felt deeply cynical and
depressed. He thought that the unseen power - whether
it was called
Nature, Life, Will, or God -
that was so frantic to rush forward and
occupy this small, vulgar,
contemptible world, could not possess very
high aims and was not worth
much. How this sordid struggle for an
hour or two of physical
existence could ever be regarded as a deeply
earnest and important business
was beyond his comprehension The
atmosphere choked him, he
longed for air and space. Thrusting his
way through to the side of the
ravine, he began to climb the
overhanging cliff, swinging
his way up from tree to tree.
When he arrived at the top,
Branchspell beat down on him with such
brutal, white intensity that
he saw that there was no staying there.
He looked around, to ascertain
what part of the country he had come
to. He had travelled about ten miles from the sea, as the crow
flies. The bare, undulating wolds sloped straight
down toward it;
the water glittered in the
distance; and on the horizon he was just
able to make out Swaylone's
Island. Looking north, the land
continued sloping upward as
far as he could see. Over the crest -
that is to say, some miles
away - a line of black, fantastic-shaped
rocks of quite another
character showed themselves; this was probably
Threal. Behind these again, against the sky, perhaps
fifty or even a
hundred miles off, were the
peaks of Lichstorm, most of them covered
with greenish snow that
glittered in the sunlight.
They were stupendously high
and of weird contours. Most of them
were
conical to the top, but from
the top, great masses of mountain
balanced themselves at what
looked like impossible angles -
overhanging without apparent
support. A land like that promised
something new, he thought:
extraordinary inhabitants. The idea
took
shape in his mind to go there,
and to travel as swiftly as possible,
it might even be feasible to
get there before sunset . It was less
the mountains themselves that
attracted him than the country which
lay beyond - the prospect of
setting eyes on the blue sun, which he
judged to be the wonder of
wonders in Tormance.
The direct route was over the
hills, but that was out of the
question, because of the
killing heat and the absence of shade.
He
guessed, however, that the
valley would not take him far out of his
way, and decided to keep to
that for the time being, much as he hated
and feared it. Into the hotbed of life, therefore, he once
more
swung himself.
Once down, he continued to
follow the windings of the valley for
several miles through sunlight
and shadow. The path became
increasingly difficult. The cliffs closed in on either side until
they were less than a hundred
yards apart, while the bed of the
ravine was blocked by boulders,
great and small, so that the little
stream, which was now
diminished to the proportions of a brook, had
to come down where and how it
could. The forms of life grew
stranger. Pure plants and pure animals disappeared by
degrees, and
their place was filled by
singular creatures that seemed to partake
of both characters. They had limbs, faces, will, and
intelligence,
but they remained for the
greater part of their time rooted in the
ground by preference, and they
fed only on soil and air. Maskull saw
no sexual organs and failed to
understand how the young came into
existence.
Then he witnessed an
astonishing sight. A large and fully
developed
plant-animal appeared suddenly
in front of him, out of empty space.
He could not believe his eyes,
but stared at the creature for a long
time in amazement. It went on calmly moving and burrowing
before
him, as thought it had been
there all its life. Giving up the
puzzle, Maskull resumed his
striding from rock to rock up the gorge,
and then, quietly and without warning,
the same phenomenon occurred
again. No longer could he doubt than he was seeing
miracles - that
Nature was precipitating its
shapes into the world without making use
of the medium of parentage..
.. No solution of the problem presented
itself.
The brook too had altered in
character. A trembling radiance came up
from its green water, like
some imprisoned force escaping into the
air. He had not walked in it for some time; now he did so, to test
its quality. He felt new life entering his body, from his
feet
upward; it resembled a slowly
moving cordial, rather than mere heat.
The sensation was quite new in
his experience, yet he knew by
instinct what it was. The energy emitted by the brook was
ascending
his body neither as friend nor
foe but simply because it happened to
be the direct road to its
objective elsewhere. But, although it
had
no hostile intentions, it was
likely to prove a rough traveller - he
was clearly conscious that its
passage through his body threatened to
bring about some physical
transformation, unless he could do
something to prevent it. Leaping quickly out of the water, he leaned
against a rock, tightened his
muscles, and braced himself against the
impending charge. At that very moment the blurring again
attacked
his sight, and, while he was
guarding against that, his forehead
sprouted out into a galaxy of
new eyes. He put his hand up and
counted six, in addition to
his old ones.
The danger was past and
Maskull laughed, congratulating himself on
having got off so easily. Then he wondered what the new organs were
for - whether they were a good
or a bad thing. He had not taken a
dozen steps up the ravine
before he found out. Just as he was in
the
act of jumping down from the
top of a boulder, his vision altered and
he came to an automatic
standstill. He was perceiving two
worlds
simultaneously. With his own eyes he saw the gorge as
before, with
its rocks, brook, plant -
animals, sunshine, and shadows. But
with
his acquired eyes he saw
differently. All the details of the valley
were visible, but the light
seemed turned down, and everything
appeared faint, hard, and
uncoloured. The sun was obscured by
masses
of cloud which filled the
whole sky. This vapour was in violent
and
almost living motion. It was thick in extension, but thin in
texture; some parts, however,
were far denser than others, as the
particles were crushed
together or swept apart by the motion.
The
green sparks from the brook,
when closely watched, could be
distinguished individually,
each one wavering up toward the clouds,
but the moment they got within
them a fearful struggle seemed to
begin. The spark endeavoured to escape through to
the upper air,
while the clouds concentrated
around it whichever way it darted,
trying to create so dense a
prison that further movement would be
impossible. As far as Maskull could detect, most of the
sparks
succeeded eventually in
finding their way out after frantic efforts;
but one that he was looking at
was caught, and what happened was
this. A complete ring of cloud surrounded it, and,
in spite of its
furious leaps and flashes in
all directions - as if it were a live,
savage creature caught in a
net - nowhere could it find an opening,
but it dragged the enveloping
cloud stuff with it, wherever it went.
The vapours continued to
thicken around it, until they resembled the
black, heavy, compressed sky
masses seen before a bad thunderstorm.
Then the green spark, which
was still visible in the interior, ceased
its efforts, and remained for
a time quite quiescent. The cloud
shape went on consolidating
itself, and became nearly spherical; as
it grew heavier and stiller,
it started slowly to descend toward the
valley floor. When it was directly opposite Maskull, with
its lower
end only a few feet off the
ground, its motion stopped altogether and
there was a complete pause for
at least two minutes. Suddenly, like
a stab of forked lightning,
the great cloud shot together, became
small, indented, and coloured,
and as a plant-animal started walking
around on legs and rooting up
the ground in search of food. The
concluding stage of the
phenomenon he witnessed with his normal
eyesight. It showed him the creature's appearing
miraculously out of
nowhere.
Maskull was shaken. His
cynicism dropped from him and gave place to
curiosity and awe. "That was exactly like the birth of a
thought,"
he said to himself, "but
who was the thinker? Some great Living
Mind
is at work in this spot. He has intelligence, for all his shapes are
different, and he has
character, for all belong to the same general
type.. .. If I'm not wrong,
and if it's the force called Shaping or
Crystalman, I've seen enough
to make me want to find out something
more about him.... It would be
ridiculous to go on to other riddles
before I have solved
these."
A voice called out to him from
behind, and, turning around, he saw a
human figure hastening toward
him from some distance down the ravine.
It looked more like a man than
a woman. He was rather tall, but
nimble, and was clothed in a
dark, frocklike garment that reached
from the neck to below the
knees. Around his head was rolled a
turban. Maskull waited for him, and when he was
nearer went a little
way to meet him.
Then he experienced another
surprise, for this person, although
clearly a human being, was
neither man nor woman, nor anything
between the two, but was
unmistakably of a third positive sex, which
was remarkable to behold and
difficult to understand. In order to
translate into words the
sexual impression produced in Maskull's mind
by the stranger's physical aspect,
it is necessary to coin a new
pronoun, for none in earthly
use would be applicable. Instead of
"he,"
"she," or "it," therefore "ae" will be used.
He found himself incapable of
grasping at first why the bodily
peculiarities of this being
should strike him as springing from sex,
and not from race, and yet
there was no doubt about the fact itself.
Body, face, and eyes were
absolutely neither male nor female, but
something quite
different. Just as one can distinguish
a man from a
woman at the first glance by
some indefinable difference of
expression and atmospheres
altogether apart from the contour of the
figure, so the stranger was
separated in appearance from both. As
with men and women, the whole
person expressed a latent sensuality,
which. gave body and face
alike their peculiar character.... Maskull
decided that it was love - but
what love - love for whom? it was
neither the shame-carrying
passion of a male, nor the deep-rooted
instinct of a female to obey
her destiny. It was as real and
irresistible as these, but
quite different.
As he continued staring into
those strange, archaic eyes, he had an
intuitive feeling that aer
lover was no other than Shaping himself.
it came to him that the design
of this love was not the continuance
of the race but the
immortality on earth of the individual.
No
children were produced by the
act; the lover aerself was the eternal
child. Further, ae sought like a man, but received
like a woman.
All these things were dimly
and confusedly expressed by this
extraordinary being, who
seemed to have dropped out of another age,
when creation was different.
Of all the weird personalities
Maskull had so far met in Tormance,
this one struck him as.
infinitely the most foreign - that is, the
farthest removed from him in
spiritual structure. If they were to
live together for a hundred
years, they could never be companions.
Maskull pulled himself out of
his trancelike meditations and, viewing
the newcomer in greater
detail, tried with his understanding to
account for the marvellous
things told him by his intuitions. Ae
possessed broad shoulders and
big bones, and was without female
breasts, and so far ae
resembled a man. But the bones were so
flat
and angular that aer flesh
presented something of the character of a
crystal, having plane surfaces
in place of curves. The body looked
as if it had not been ground
down by the sea of ages into smooth and
rounded regularity but had
sprung together in angles and facets as
the result of a single, sudden
idea. The face too was broken and
irregular. With his racial prejudices, Maskull found
little beauty
in it, yet beauty there was,
though neither of a masculine nor of a
feminine type, for it had the
three essentials of beauty: character,
intelligence, and repose. The skin was copper-coloured and strangely
luminous, as if lighted from
within. The face was beardless, but the
hair of the head was as long
as a woman's, and, dressed in a single
plait, fell down behind as far
as the ankles. Ae possessed only two
eyes. That part of the turban which went across
the forehead
protruded so far in front that
it evidently concealed some organ.
Maskull found it impossible to
compute aer age. The frame appeared
active, vigorous, and healthy,
the skin was clear and glowing; the
eyes were powerful and alert -
ae might well be in early youth.
Nevertheless, the longer
Maskull gazed, the more an impression of
unbelievable ancientness came
upon him - aer real youth seemed as far
away as the view observed
through a reversed telescope.
At last he addressed the
stranger, though it was just as if he were
conversing with a dream. "To what sex do you belong?" he
asked.
The, voice in which the reply
came was neither manly nor womanly, but
was oddly suggestive of a
mystical forest horn, heard from a great
distance.
"Nowadays there are men
and women, but in the olden times the world
was peopled by 'phaens.' I
think I am the only survivor of all those
beings who were then passing
through Faceny's mind."
"Faceny?"
"Who is now miscalled
Shaping or Crystalman. The superficial
names
invented by a race of
superficial creatures."
"What's your own
name?"
"Leehallfae."
"What?"
"Leehallfae. And yours is Maskull. I read in your mind
that you have
just come through some
wonderful adventures. You seem to
possess
extraordinary luck. If it
lasts long enough, perhaps I can make use
of it."
"Do you think that my
luck exists for your benefit? ... But never
mind that now. It is your sex
that interests me. How do you satisfy
your desires?"
Leehallfae pointed to the
concealed organ on aer brow. "With that I
gather life from the streams
that flow in all the hundred Matterplay
valleys. The streams spring direct from Faceny. My whole life has
been spent trying to find
Faceny himself. I've hunted so long
that
if I were to state the number
of years you would believe I lied."
Maskull looked at the phaen
slowly. "In Ifdawn I met someone
else
from Matterplay - a young man
called Digrung. I absorbed him."
"You can't be telling me
this out of vanity."
"It was a fearful crime. What will come of it?
Leehallfae gave a curious,
wrinkled smile. "In Matterplay he
will
stir inside you, for he smells
the air. Already you have his
eyes.... I knew him.... Take
care of yourself, or something more
startling may happen. Keep out of the water."
"This seems. to me a
terrible valley, in which anything may happen."
"Don't torment yourself
about Digrung. The valleys belong by
right
to the phaens - the men here
are interlopers. It is a good work to
remove them."
Maskull continued thoughtful. "I say no more, but I see I will have
to be cautious. What did you mean about my helping you with
my
luck?"
"Your luck is fast
weakening, but it may still be strong enough to
serve me. Together we will search for Threal."
"Search for Threal - why,
is it so hard to find?"
"I have told you that my
whole life has been spent in the quest."
"You said Faceny,
Leehallfae."
The phaen gazed at him with
queer, ancient eyes, and smiled again.
"This stream, Maskull,
like every other life stream in Matterplay,
has its source in Faceny. But as all these streams issue out from
Threal, it is in Threal that
we must look for Faceny."
"But what's to prevent
your finding Threal? Surely it's a
well-known
country?"
"It lies
underground. Its communications with the
upper world are
few, and where they are, no
one that I have ever spoken to knows. I
have scoured the valleys and
the hills. I have been to the very gates
of Lichstorm. I am old, so
that your aged men would appear newborn
infants beside me, but I am as
far from Threal as when I was a green
youth, dwelling among a throng
of fellow phaens."
"Then, if my luck is
good, yours is very bad.... But when you have
found Faceny, what do you
gain?"
Leehallfae looked at him in
silence. The smile faded from aer face,
and its place was taken by
such a look of unearthly pain and sorrow
that Maskull had no need to
press his question. Ae was consumed by
the grief and yearning of a
lover eternally separated from the loved
one, the scents and traces of
whose person were always present. This
passion stamped her features
at that moment with a wild, stern,
spiritual beauty, far
transcending any beauty of woman or man.
But the expression vanished
suddenly, and then the abrupt contrast
showed Maskull the real
Leehallfae. Aer sensuality was
solitary, but
vulgar - it was like the
heroism of a lonely nature, pursuing animal
aims with untiring
persistence.
He looked at the phaen
askance, and drummed his fingers against his
thigh. "Well, we will go together. We may find something, and in
any case I shan't be sorry to
converse with such a singular
individual as yourself."
"But I should warn you,
Maskull. You and I are of different
creations. A phaen's body contains the whole of life, a
man's body
contains only the half of life
- the other half is in woman. Faceny
may be too strong a draught
for your body to endure.... Do you not
feel this?"
"I am dull with my
different feelings. I must take what
precautions
I can, and chance the
rest." He bent down, and, taking hold of the
phaen's thin and ragged robe,
tore off a broad strip, which he
proceeded to swathe in folds
around his forehead. "I'm not forgetting
your advice, Leehallfae. I would not like to start the walk as
Maskull and finish it as
Digrung."
The phaen gave a twisted grin,
and they began to move upstream. The
road was difficult. They had to stride from boulder to boulder,
and
found it warm work. Occasionally a worse obstacle presented
itself,
which they could surmount only
by climbing. There was no more
conversation for a long
time. Maskull, as far as possible,
adopted
his companion's counsel to
avoid the water, but here and there he was
forced to set foot in it. The second or third time he did so, he
felt a sudden agony in his
arm, where it had been wounded by Krag.
His eyes grew joyful; his
fears vanished; and he began deliberately
to tread the stream.
Leehallfae stroked aer chin
and watched him with screwed-up eyes,
trying to comprehend what had
happened. "Is your luck speaking
to
you, Maskull, or what is the
matter?"
"Listen. You are a being of antique experience, and
ought to know,
if anyone does. What is Muspel?"
The phaen's face was
blank. "I don't know the
name."
"It is another world of
some sort."
"That cannot be. There is only this one world - Faceny's."
Maskull came up to aer, linked
arms, and began to talk. "I'm glad
I
fell in with you, Leehallfae,
for this valley and everything
connected with it need a lot
of explaining. For example, in this
spot there are hardly any
organic forms left - why have they all
disappeared? You call this brook a 'life stream,' yet the
nearer its
source we get, the less life
it produces. A mile or two lower down
we had those spontaneous
plant-animals appearing out of nowhere,
while right down by the sea,
plants and animals were tumbling over
one another. Now, if all this is connected in some
mysterious way or
other with your Faceny, it
seems to me he must have a most
paradoxical nature. His essence doesn't start creating shapes
until
it has become thoroughly weakened
and watered.... But perhaps both of
us are talking nonsense."
Leehallfae shook aer
head. "Everything hangs
together. The stream
is life, and it is throwing
off sparks of life all the time. When
these sparks are caught and
imprisoned by matter, they become living
shapes. The nearer the stream is to its source, the
more terrible
and vigorous is its life. You'll see for yourself when we reach the
head of the valley that there
are no living shapes there at all.
That means that there is no
kind of matter touch enough to capture
and hold the terrible sparks
that are to be found there. Lower down
the stream, most of the sparks
are vigorous enough to escape to the
upper air, but some are. held
when they are a little way up, and
these burst suddenly into
shapes. I myself am of this nature.
Lower
down still, toward the sea,
the stream has lost a great part of its
vital power and the sparks are
lazy and sluggish. They spread out,
rather than rise into the
air. There is hardly any kind of
matter,
however delicate, that is
incapable of capturing these feeble sparks,
and they are captured in
multitudes - that accounts for the
innumerable living shapes you
see there. But not only that - the
sparks are passed from one
body to another by way of generation, and
can never hope to cease being
so until they are worn out by decay.
Lowest of all, you have the
Sinking Sea itself. There the
degenerate
and enfeebled life of the
Matterplay streams has for its body the
whole sea. So weak is it's power that it can't succeed
in creating
any shapes at all but you can
see its ceaseless, futile attempts to
do so, in those spouts."
"So the slow development
of men and women is due to the feebleness of
the life germ in their
case?"
"Exactly. It can't attain all its desires at
once. And now you can
see how immeasurably superior
are the phaens, who spring
spontaneously from the more
electric and vigorous sparks."
"But where does the
matter come from that imprisons these sparks?"
"When life dies, it
becomes matter. Matter itself dies, but
its
place is constantly taken by
new matter."
"But if life comes from
Faceny, how can it die at all?"
"Life is the thoughts of
Faceny, and once these thoughts have left
his brain they are nothing -
mere dying embers."
"This is a cheerless philosophy,"
said Maskull. "But who is Faceny
himself, then, and why does he
think at all?"
Leehallfae gave another
wrinkled smile. "That I'll explain
too.
Faceny is of this nature. He faces Nothingness in all directions.
He has no back and no sides, but
is all face; and this face is his
shape. It must necessarily be so, for nothing else
can exist between
him and Nothingness. His face is all eyes, for he eternally
contemplates Nothingness. He draws his inspirations from it; in no
other way could he feel
himself. For the same reason, phaens
and
even men love to be in empty
places and vast solitudes, for each one
is a little Faceny."
"That rings true,"
said Maskull.
"Thoughts flow
perpetually from Faceny's face backward.
Since his
face is on all sides, however,
they flow into his interior. A
draught of thought thus
continuously flows from Nothingness to the
inside of Faceny, which is the
world. The thoughts become shapes,
and people the world. This outer world, therefore, which is lying
all around us, is not outside
at all, as it happens, but inside. The
visible universe is like a
gigantic stomach, and the real outside of
the world we shall never
see."
Maskull pondered deeply for a
while.
"Leehallfae, I fail to
see what you personally have to hope for,
since you are nothing more
than a discarded, dying thought."
"Have you never loved a
woman?" asked the phaen, regarding him
fixedly.
"Perhaps I have."
"When you loved, did you
have no high moments?"
"That's asking the same
question in other words."
"In those moments you
were approaching Faceny. If you could
have
drawn nearer still, would you
not have done so?"
"I would, regardless of
the consequences."
"Even if you personally
had nothing to hope for?"
"But I would have that to
hope for."
Leehallfae walked on in
silence.
"A man is the half of
Life," ae broke out suddenly.
"A woman is the
other half of life, but a
phaen is the whole of life. Moreover,
when
life becomes split into
halves, something else has dropped out of it
- something that belongs only
to the whole. Between your love and
mine there is no
comparison. If even your sluggish blood
is drawn to
Faceny, without stopping to
ask what will come of it, how do you
suppose it is with me?"
"I don't question the
genuineness of your passion," replied Maskull,
"but it's a pity you
can't see your way to carry it forward into the
next world."
Leehallfae gave a distorted
grin, expressing heaven knows what
emotion. "Men think what they like, but phaens
are so made that they
can see the world only as it
really is."
That ended the conversation.
The sun was high in the sky,
and they appeared to be approaching the
head of the ravine. Its walls had still further closed in and,
except at those moments when
Branchspell was directly behind them,
they strode along all the time
in deep shade; but still it was
disagreeably hot and
relaxing. All life had ceased. A beautiful,
fantastic spectacle was
presented by the cliff faces, the rocky
ground, and the boulders that
choked the entire width of the gorge.
They were a snow-white
crystalline limestone, heavily scored by veins
of bright, gleaming blue. The rivulet was no longer green, but a
clear, transparent
crystal. Its noise was musical, and
altogether it
looked most romantic and
charming, but Leehallfae seemed to find
something else in it - aer
features grew more and more set and
tortured.
About half an hour after all
the other life forms had vanished,
another plant-animal was
precipitated out of space, in front of their
eyes. It was as tall as Maskull himself, and had a
brilliant and
vigorous appearance, as
befitted a creature just out of Nature's
mint. It started to walk about; but hardly had it
done so when it
burst silently asunder. Nothing remained of it - the whole body
disappeared instantaneously
into the same invisible mist from which
it had sprung.
"That bears out what you
said," commented Maskull, turning rather
pale.
"Yes," answered
Leehallfae, "we have now come to the region of
terrible life."
"Then, since you're right
in this, I must believe all that you've
been telling me."
As he uttered the words, they
were just turning a bend of the ravine.
There now loomed up straight
ahead a perpendicular cliff about three
hundred feet in height,
composed of white, marbled rock. It was
the
head of the valley, and beyond
it they could not proceed.
"In return for my
wisdom," said the phaen, "you will now lend me your
luck."
They walked up to the base of
the cliff, and Maskull looked at it
reflectively. It was possible to climb it, but the ascent
would be
difficult. The now tiny brook issued from a hole in the
rock only a
few feet up. Apart from its musical running, not a sound
was to be
beard. The floor of the gorge was in shadow, but
about halfway up
the precipice the sun was
shining.
"What do you want me to
do?" demanded Maskull.
"Everything is now in
your hands, and I have no
suggestions to make. Now it's your luck
that must help us.
Maskull continued gazing up a
little while longer. "We had
better
wait till the afternoon,
Leehallfae. I'll probably have to climb
to
the top, but it's too hot at
present - and besides, I'm tired. I'll
snatch a few hours'
sleep. After that, we'll see."
Leehallfae seemed annoyed, but
raised no opposition.
Chapter 17
CORPANG
Maskull did not awaken till
long after Blodsombre. Leehallfae was
standing by his side, looking
down at him. It was doubtful whether
ae had slept at all.
"What time is it?"
Maskull asked, rubbing his eyes and sitting up.
"The day is
passing," was the vague reply.
Maskull got on to his feet,
and gazed up at the cliff. "Now
I'm
going to climb that. No need for both of us to risk our necks, so
you wait here, and if I find
anything on top I'll call you."
Ale phaen glanced at him
strangely. "There's nothing up
there except
a bare hillside. I've been there often. Have you anything special
in mind?"
"Heights often bring me
inspiration. Sit down, and wait."
Refreshed by his sleep,
Maskull immediately attacked the face of the
cliff, and took the first
twenty feet at a single rush. Then it
grew
precipitous, and the ascent
demanded greater circumspection and
intelligence. There were few hand- or footholds: he had to reflect
before every step. On the other hand, it was sound rock, and he
was
no novice at the sport. Branchspell glared full on the wall, so that
it half blinded him with its
glittering whiteness.
After many doubts and pauses
he drew near the top. He was hot,
sweating copiously, and rather
dizzy. To reach a ledge he caught
hold of two projecting rocks,
one with each hand, at the same time
scrambling upward, his legs
between the rocks. The left-hand rock,
which was the larger of the
two, became dislodged by his weight, and,
flying like a huge, dark
shadow past his head, crashed down with a
terrifying sound to the foot
of the precipice, followed by an
avalanche of smaller
stones. Maskull steadied himself as
well as he
could, but it was some moments
before he dared to look down behind
him.
At first he could not
distinguish Leehallfae. Then he caught
sight
of legs and hindquarters a few
feet up the cliff from the bottom. He
perceived that the phaen had
aer head in a cavity and was
scrutinising something, and
waited for aer to reappear.
Ae emerged, looked up to
Maskull, and called out in aer hornlike
voice, "The entrance is
here!"
"I'm coming down!"
roared Maskull. "Wait for
me!"
He descended swiftly - without
taking too much care, for he thought
he recognised his
"luck" in this discovery - and within twenty
minutes was standing beside
the phaen.
"What happened?"
"The rock you dislodged
struck this other rock just above the spring.
It tore it out of its
bed. See - now there's room for us to
get in!"
"Don't get excited!"
said Maskull. "It's a remarkable
accident, but
we have plenty of time. Let me look."
He peered into the hole, which
was large enough to admit a big man
without stooping. Contrasted with the daylight outside it was
dark,
yet a peculiar glow pervaded
the place, and he could see well enough.
A rock tunnel went straight
forward into the bowels of the hill, out
of sight. The valley brook did not flow along the
floor of this
tunnel, as he had expected,
but came up as a spring just inside the
entrance.
"Well Leehallfae, not
much need to deliberate, eh? Still,
observe
that your stream parts company
with us here."
As he turned around for an
answer he noticed that his companion was
trembling from head to foot.
"Why, what's the
matter?"
Leehallfae pressed a hand to
aer heart. "The stream leaves us,
but
what makes the stream what it
is continues with us. Faceny is
there."
"But surely you don't
expect to see him in person? Why are
you
shaking?"
"Perhaps it will be too
much for me after all."
"Why? How is it affecting you?"
The phaen took him by the
shoulder and held him at arm's length,
endeavouring to study him with
aer unsteady eyes. "Faceny's
thoughts
are obscure. I am his lover,
you are a lover of women, yet he grants
to you what he denies to
me."
"What does he grant to
me?"
"To see him, and go on
living. I shall die. But it's immaterial.
Tomorrow both of us will be
dead."
Maskull impatiently shook
himself free. "Your sensations may
be
reliable in your own case, but
how do you know I shall die?"
"Life is flaming up
inside you," replied Leehallfae, shaking aer
head. "But after it has reached its climax -
perhaps tonight - it
will sink rapidly and you'll
die tomorrow. As for me, if I enter
Threal I shan't come out
again. A smell of death is being wafted
to
me out of this hole."
"You talk like a
frightened man. I smell nothing."
"I am not
frightened," said Leehallfae quietly - ae had been
gradually recovering aer
tranquillity - "but when one has lived as
long as I have, it is a
serious matter to die. Every year one
puts
out new roots."
"Decide what you're going
to do," said Maskull with a touch of
contempt, "for I'm going
in at once."
The phaen gave an odd,
meditative stare down the ravine, and after
that walked into the cavern
without another word. Maskull,
scratching his head, followed
close at aer heels.
The moment they stepped across
the bubbling spring, the atmosphere
altered. Without becoming stale or unpleasant, it
grew cold, clear
and refined, and somehow
suggested austere and tomblike thoughts.
The daylight disappeared at
the first bend in the tunnel. After
that, Maskull could not say
where the light came from. The air
itself must have been
luminous, for though it was as light as full
moon on Earth, neither he nor
Leehallfae cast a shadow. Another
peculiarity of the light was
that both the walls of the tunnel and
their own bodies appeared
colourless. Everything was black and
white, like a lunar
landscape. This intensified the solemn,
funereal
feelings created by the
atmosphere.
After they had proceeded for
about ten minutes, the tunnel began to
widen out. The roof was high above their heads, and six
men could
have walked side by side. Leehallfae was visibly weakening. Ae
dragged aerself along slowly
and painfully, with sunken head.
Maskull caught hold of
aer. "You can't go on like
that. Better let
me take you back."
The phaen smiled, and
staggered. "I'm dying."
"Don't talk like
that. It's only a passing
indisposition. Let me
take you back to the
daylight."
"No, help me forward. I
wish to see Faceny."
"The sick must have their
way," said Maskull. Lifting aer
bodily in
his arms, he walked quickly
along for another hundred yards or so.
They then emerged from the
tunnel and faced a world the parallel of
which he had
never set eyes upon before.
"Set me down!"
directed Leehallfae feebly. "Here
I'll die."
Maskull obeyed, and laid aer
down at full length on the rocky ground.
The phaen raised aerself with
difficulty on one arm, and stared with
fast-glazing eyes at the
mystic landscape.
Maskull looked too, and what
he saw was a vast, undulating plain,
lighted as if by the moon -
but there was of course no moon, and
there were no shadows. He made out running streams in the distance.
Beside them were trees of a
peculiar kind; they were rooted in the
ground, but the branches also
were aerial roots, and there were no
leaves. No other plants could be seen. The soil was soft, porous
rock, resembling pumice. Beyond a mile or two in any direction the
light merged into
obscurity. At their back a great rocky
wall
extended on either hand; but
it was not square like a wall, but full
of bays and promontories like
an indented line of sea cliffs. The
roof of this huge underworld
was out of sight. Here and there a
mighty shaft of naked rock,
fantastically weathered, towered aloft
into the gloom, doubtless
serving to support the roof. There were
no
colours - every detail of the
landscape was black, white, or grey.
The scene appeared so still,
so solemn and religious, that all his
feelings quieted down to
absolute tranquillity.
Leehallfae fell back
suddenly. Maskull dropped on his knees,
and
helplessly watched the last
flickerings of aer spirit, going out like
a candle in foul air. Death came.... He closed the eyes. The awful
grin of Crystalman immediately
fastened upon the phaen's dead
features.
While Maskull was still kneeling,
he became conscious of someone
standing beside him. He looked up quickly and saw a man, but did
not
at once rise.
"Another phaen
dead," said the newcomer in a grave, toneless, and
intellectual voice.
Maskull got up.
The man was short and thickset
but emaciated. His forehead was not
disfigured by any organs. He was middle-aged. The features were
energetic and rather coarse -
yet it seemed to Maskull as though a
pure, hard life had done
something toward refining them. His
sanguine eyes carried a
twisted, puzzled look; some unanswerable
problem was apparently in the
forefront of his brain. His face was
hairless; the hair of his head
was short and manly; his brow was
wide. He was clothed in a black, sleeveless robe,
and bore a long
staff in his hand. There was an air of cleanness and austerity
about
the whole man that was
attractive.
He went on speaking
dispassionately to Maskull, and, while doing so,
kept passing his hand
reflectively over his cheeks and chin.
"They
all find their way here to
die. They come from Matterplay. There
they live to an incredible
age. Partly on that account, and partly
because of their spontaneous
origin, they regard themselves as the
favoured children of
Faceny. But when they come here to find
him,
they die at once."
"I think this one is the
last of the race. But whom do I speak
to?"
"I am Corpang. Who are you, where do you come from, and
what are you
doing here?"
"My name is Maskull. My home is on the other side of the
universe.
As for what I am doing here -
I accompanied Leehallfae, that phaen,
from Matterplay."
"But a man doesn't
accompany a phaen out of friendship.
What do you
want in Threal?"
"Then this is
Threal?"
"Yes."
Maskull remained silent.
Corpang studied his face with
rough, curious eyes. "Are you
ignorant, or merely reticent,
Maskull?"
"I came here to ask
questions, and not to answer them."
The stillness of the place was
almost oppressive. Not a breeze
stirred, and not a sound came
through the air. Their voices had been
lowered, as though they were
in a cathedral.
"Then do you want my
society, or not?" asked Corpang.
"Yes, if you can fit in
with my mood, which is - not to talk about
myself."
"But you must at least
tell me where you want to go to."
"I want to see what is to
be seen here, and then go on to Lichstorm."
"I can guide you through,
if that's all you want. Come, let us
start."
"First let's do our duty
and bury the dead, if possible."
"Turn around,"
directed Corpang.
Maskull looked around
quickly. Leehallfae's body had
disappeared.
"What does this mean -
what has happened?"
"The body has returned to
whence it came. There was nowhere here
for
it to be, so it has
vanished. No burial will be
required."
"Was the phaen an
illusion, then?"
"In no sense."
"Well, explain quickly,
then, what has taken place. I seem to
be
going mad."
"There's nothing
unintelligible in it, if you'll only listen calmly.
The phaen belonged, body and
soul, to the outside, visible world - to
Faceny. This underworld is not Faceny's world, but
Thire's, and
Faceny's creatures cannot
breathe its atmosphere. As this applies
not only to whole bodies, but
even to the last particles of bodies,
the phaen has dissolved into
Nothingness."
"But don't you and I
belong to the outside world too?"
"We belong to all three
worlds."
"What three worlds - what
do you mean?"
"There are three
worlds," said Corpang composedly.
"The first is
Faceny's, the second is
Amfuse's, the third is Thire's. From
him
Threal gets it name."
"But this is mere
nomenclature. In what sense are there
three
worlds?"
Corpang passed his hand over
his forehead. "All this we can
discuss
as we go along. It's a torment to me to be standing
still."
Maskull stared again at the
spot where Leehallfae's body had lain,
quite bewildered at the
extraordinary disappearance. He could
scarcely tear himself away
from the place, so mysterious was it.
Not
until Corpang called to him a
second time did he make up his mind to
follow him.
They set off from the rock
wall straight across the airlit plain,
directing their course toward
the nearest trees. The subdued light,
the absence of shadows, the
massive shafts, springing grey-white out
of the jetlike ground, the
fantastic trees, the absence of a sky, the
deathly silence, the knowledge
that he was underground - the
combination of all these
things predisposed Maskull's mind to
mysticism, and he prepared
himself with some anxiety to hear
Corpang's explanation of the
land and its wonders. He already began
to grasp that the reality of
the outside world and the reality of
this world were two quite
different things.
"In what sense are there
three worlds?" he demanded, repeating his
former question.
Corpang smote the end of his
staff on the ground. "First of
all,
Maskull, what is your motive
for asking? If it's mere intellectual
curiosity, tell me, for we
mustn't play with awful matters."
"No, it isn't that,"
said Maskull slowly. "I'm not a
student. My
journey is no holiday
tour."
"Isn't there blood on
your soul?" asked Corpang, eying him intently.
The blood rose steadily to
Maskull's face, but in that light it
caused it to appear black.
"Unfortunately there is,
and not a little."
The other's face was all
wrinkles, but he made no comment.
"And so you see,"
went on Maskull, with a short laugh, "I'm in the
very best condition for
receiving your instruction."
Corpang still paused. "Underneath your crimes I see a
man," he said,
after a few minutes. "On that account, and because we are
commanded
to help one another, I won't
leave you at present, though I little
thought to be walking with a
murderer.... Now to your question....
Whatever a man sees with his
eyes, Maskull, he sees in three ways -
length, breadth, depth. Length is existence, breadth is relation,
depth is feeling."
"Something of the sort
was told me by Earthrid, the musician, who
came from Threal."
"I don't know him. What else did he tell you?"
"He went on to apply it
to music. Continue, and pardon the
interruption."
"These three states of
perception are the three worlds. Existence
is
Faceny's world, relation is
Amfuse's world, feeling is Thire's
world."
"Can't we come down to
hard facts?" said Maskull, frowning.
"I
understand no more than I did
before what you mean by three worlds."
"There are no harder
facts than the ones I am giving you.
The first
world is visible, tangible
Nature. It was created by Faceny out of
nothingness, and therefore we
call it Existence."
"That I understand."
"The second world is Love
- by which I don't mean lust. Without
love, every individual would
be entirely self-centred and unable
deliberately to act on
others. Without love, there would be no
sympathy - not even hatred,
anger, or revenge would be possible.
These are all imperfect and
distorted forms of pure love.
Interpenetrating Faceny's world
of Nature, therefore, we have
Amfuse's world of Love, or
Relation."
"What grounds have you
for assuming that this so-called second world
is not contained in the
first?"
"They are
contradictory. A natural man lives for
himself; a lover
lives for others."
"It may be so. It's rather mystical. But go on - who is Thire?"
"Length and breadth
together without depth give flatness.
Life and
love without feeling produce
shallow, superficial natures. Feeling
is the need of men to stretch
out toward their creator."
"You mean prayer and
worship?"
"I mean intimacy with
Thire. This feeling is not to be found
in
either the first or second
world, therefore it is a third world.
Just as depth is the line
between object and subject, feeling is the
line between Thire and
man."
"But what is Thire
himself?"
"Thire is the
afterworld."
"I still don't
understand," said Maskull.
"Do you believe in three
separate gods, or are these
merely three ways of regarding one God?"
"There are three gods,
for they are mutually antagonistic. Yet
they
are somehow united."
Maskull reflected a
while. "How have you arrived at
these
conclusions?"
"None other are possible
in Threal, Maskull."
"Why in Threal - what is
there peculiar here?"
"I will show you
presently."
They walked on for above a
mile in silence, while Maskull digested
what had been said. When they came to the first trees, which
grew
along the banks of a small
stream of transparent water, Corpang
halted.
"That bandage around your
forehead has long been
unnecessary," he
remarked.
Maskull removed it. He found that the line of his brow was
smooth
and uninterrupted, as it had
never yet been since his arrival in
Tormance.
"How has this come about
- and how did you know it?"
"They were Faceny's
organs. They have vanished, just as the
phaen's
body vanished."
Maskull kept rubbing his
forehead. "I feel more human
without them.
But why isn't the rest of my
body affected?"
"Because its living will
contains the element of Thire."
"Why are we stopping
here?"
Corpang broke off the tip of
one of the aerial roots of a tree, and
proffered it to him. "Eat this, Maskull."
"For food, or something
else?"
"Food for body and
soul."
Maskull bit into the
root. It was white and hard; its white
sap was
bleeding. It had no taste, but after eating it, he
experienced a
change of perception. The landscape, without alteration of light
or
outline, became several
degrees more stern and sacred. When he
looked at Corpang he was
impressed by his aspect of Gothic awfulness,
but the perplexed expression
was still in his eyes.
"Do you spend all your
time here, Corpang?"
"Occasionally I go above,
but not often."
"What fastens you to this
gloomy world?"
"The search for
Thire."
"Then it's still a
search?"
"Let us walk on."
As they resumed their journey
across the dim, gradually rising plain,
the conversation became even
more earnest in character than before.
"Although I was not born
here," proceeded Corpang, "I've lived here
for twenty-five years, and
during all that time I have been drawing
nearer to Thire, as I
hope. But there is this peculiarity
about it -
the first stages are richer in
fruit and more promising than the
later ones. The longer a man seeks Thire, the more he
seems to
absent himself. In the beginning he is felt and known,
sometimes as
a shape, sometimes as a voice,
sometimes an overpowering emotion.
Later on all is dry, dark, and
harsh in the soul. Then you would
think that Thire was a million
miles off."
"How do you explain
that?"
"When everything is
darkest, he may be nearest, Maskull."
"But this is troubling
you?"
"My days are spent in
torture."
"You still persist,
though? This day darkness can't be the
ultimate
state?"
"My questions will be
answered."
A silence ensued.
"What do you propose to
show me?" asked Maskull.
"The land is about to
grow wilder. I am taking you to the Three
Figures, which were carved and
erected by an earlier race of men.
There, we will pray."
"And what then?"
"If you are truehearted,
you will see things you will not easily
forget."
They had been walking slightly
uphill in a sort of trough between two
parallel, gently sloping
downs. The trough now deepened, while
the
hills on either side grew
steeper. They were in an ascending
valley
and, as it curved this way and
that, the landscape was shut off from
view. They came to a little spring, bubbling up
from the ground. It
formed a trickling brook,
which was unlike all other brooks in that
it was flowing up the valley
instead of down. Before long it was
joined by other miniature rivulets,
so that in the end it became a
fair-sized stream. Maskull kept looking at it, and puckering
his
forehead.
"Nature has other laws
here, it seems?"
"Nothing can exist here
that is not a compound of the three worlds."
"Yet the water is flowing
somewhere."
"I can't explain it, but
there are three wills in it."
"Is there no such thing
as pure Thire-matter?"
"Thire cannot exist
without Amfuse, and Amfuse cannot exist without
Faceny."
Maskull thought this over for
some minutes. "That must be
so," he
said at last. "Without life there can be no love, and
without love
there can be no religious
feeling."
In the half light of the land,
the tops of the hills containing the
valley presently attained such
a height that they could not be seen.
The sides were steep and
craggy, while the bed of the valley grew
narrower at every step. Not a living organism was visible. All was
unnatural and sepulchral.
Maskull said, "I feel as
if I were dead, and walking in another
world."
"I still do not know what
you are doing here," answered Corpang.
"Why should I go on
making a mystery of it? I came to find
Surtur."
"That name I've heard -
but under what circumstances?"
"You forget?"
Corpang walked along, his eyes
fixed on the ground, obviously
troubled. "Who is Surtur?"
Maskull shook his head, and
said nothing.
The valley shortly afterward
narrowed, so that the two men, touching
fingertips in the middle,
could have placed their free hands on the
rock walls on either
side. It threatened to terminate in a
cul-de-
sac, but just when the road
seemed least promising, and they were
shut in by cliffs on all
sides, a hitherto unperceived bend brought
them suddenly into the
open. They emerged through a mere crack
in
the line of precipices.
A sort of huge natural corridor
was running along at right angles to
the way they had come; both
ends faded into obscurity after a few
hundred yards. Right down the centre of this corridor ran a
chasm
with perpendicular sides; its
width varied from thirty to a hundred
feet, but its bottom could not
be seen. On both sides of the chasm,
facing one another, were
platforms of rock, twenty feet or so in
width; they too proceeded in
both directions out of sight. Maskull
and Corpang emerged onto one
of these platforms. The shelf opposite
was a few feet higher than
that on which they stood. The platforms
were backed by a double line
of lofty and unclimbable cliffs, whose
tops were invisible.
The stream, which had
accompanied them through the gap, went straight
forward, but, instead of descending
the wall of the chasm as a
waterfall, it crossed from
side to side like a liquid bridge. It
then disappeared through a
cleft in the cliffs on the opposite side.
To Maskull's mind, however,
even more wonderful than this unnatural
phenomenon was the absence of
shadows, which was more noticeable here
than on the open plain. It made the place look like a hall of
phantoms.
Corpang, without delay, led
the way along the shelf to the left.
When they had walked about a
mile, the gulf widened to two hundred
feet. Three large rocks loomed up on the ledge
opposite; they
resembled three upright
giants, standing motionless side by side on
the extreme edge of the
chasm. Corpang and Maskull drew nearer,
and
then Maskull saw that they
were statues. Each was about thirty
feet
high, and the workmanship was
of the rudest. They represented naked
men, but the limbs and trunks
had been barely chipped into shape -
the faces alone had had care
bestowed on them, and even these faces
were merely generalised. It was obviously the work of primitive
artists. The statues stood erect with knees closed
and arms hanging
straight down their
sides. All three were exactly alike.
As soon as they were directly
opposite, Corpang halted.
"Is this a representation
of your three Beings?" asked Maskull, awed
by the spectacle in spite of
his constitutional audacity.
"Ask no questions, but
kneel," replied Corpang. He
dropped onto his
own knees, but Maskull
remained standing.
Corpang covered his eyes with
one hand, and prayed silently. After a
few minutes the light sensibly
faded. Then Maskull knelt as well,
but he continued looking.
It grew darker and darker,
until all was like the blackest night.
Sight and sound no longer
existed; he was alone with his own spirit.
Then one of the three Colossi
came slowly into sight again. But it
had ceased to be a statue - it
was a living person. Out of the
blackness of space a gigantic
head and chest emerged, illuminated by
a mystic, rosy glow, like a
mountain peak bathed by the rising sun.
As the light grew stronger
Maskull saw that the flesh was translucent
and that the glow came from
within. The limbs of the apparition
were
wreathed in mist.
Before long the features of
the face stood out distinctly. It was
that of a beardless youth of
twenty years. It possessed the beauty
of a girl and the daring force
of a man; it bore a mocking, cryptic
smile. Maskull felt the fresh, mysterious thrill of
mingled pain and
rapture of one who awakes from
a deep sleep in midwinter and sees the
gleaming, dark, delicate
colours of the half-dawn. The vision
smiled, kept still, and looked
beyond him. He began to shudder, with
delight - and many
emotions. As he gazed, his poetic
sensibility
acquired such a nervous and
indefinable character that he could
endure it no more; he burst
into tears.
When he looked up again the
image had nearly disappeared, and in a
few moments more he was
plunged back into total darkness.
Shortly afterward a second
statue reappeared. It too was
transfigured into a living
form, but Maskull was unable to see the
details of its face and body,
because of the brightness of the light
that radiated from them. This light, which started as pale gold,
ended as flaming golden
fire. It illumined the whole
underground
landscape. The rock ledges, the cliffs, himself and
Corpang on their
knees, the two unlighted
statues - all appeared as if in sunlight,
and the shadows were black and
strongly defined. The light carried
heat with it, but a singular
heat. Maskull was unaware of any rise
in temperature, but he felt
his heart melting to womanish softness.
His male arrogance and egotism
faded imperceptibly away; his
personality seemed to
disappear. What was left behind was not
freedom of spirit or
lightheartedness, but a passionate and nearly
savage mental state of pity
and distress. He felt a tormenting
desire to serve. All this came from the heat of the statue,
and was
without an object. He glanced anxiously around him, and
fastened his
eyes on Corpang. He put a hand on his shoulder and aroused
him from
his praying.
"You must know what I am
feeling, Corpang."
Corpang smiled sweetly, but
said nothing.
"I care nothing for my
Own affairs any more. How can I help
you?"
"So much the better for
you, Maskull, if you respond so quickly to
the invisible worlds."
As soon as he had spoken, the
figure began to vanish, and the light
to die away from the
landscape. Maskull's emotion slowly
subsided,
but it was not until he was
once more in complete darkness that he
became master of himself
again. Then he felt ashamed of his
boyish
exhibition of enthusiasm, and
thought ruefully that there must be
something wanting in his
character. He got up onto his feet.
The very moment that he arose,
a man's voice sounded, not a yard from
his ear. It was hardly raised above a whisper, but he
could
distinguish that it was not
Corpang's. As he listened he was unable
to prevent himself from
physically trembling.
"Maskull, you are to
die," said the unseen speaker.
"Who is speaking?"
"You have only a few
hours of life left. Don't trifle the
time
away."
Maskull could bring nothing
out.
"You have despised
life," went on the low-toned voice.
"Do you
really imagine that this
mighty world has no meaning, and that life
is a joke?"
"What must I do?"
"Repent your murders,
commit no fresh ones, pay honour to ... "
The voice died away. Maskull waited in silence for it to speak
again. All remained still, however, and the speaker
appeared to have
taken his departure. Supernatural horror seized him; he fell into
a
sort of catalepsy.
At that moment he saw one of
the statues fading away, from a pale,
white glow to darkness. He had not previously seen it shining.
In a few more minutes the
normal light of the land returned.
Corpang
got up, and shook him out of
his trance.
Maskull looked around, but saw
no third person. "Whose statue was
the last?" he demanded.
"Did you hear me
speaking?"
"I heard your voice, but
no one else's."
"I've just had my death
foretold, so I suppose I have not long to
live. Leehallfae prophesied the same thing."
Corpang shook his head. "What value do you set on life?"
he asked.
"Very little. But it's a fearful thing all the same."
"Your death is?"
"No, but this
warning."
They stopped talking. A profound silence reigned. Neither of the
two men seemed to know what to
do next, or where to go. Then both of
them heard the sound of
drumming. It was slow, emphatic, and
impressive, a long way off and
not loud, but against the background
of quietness, very
marked. It appeared to come from some
point out
of sight, to the left of where
they were standing, but on the same
rock shelf. Maskull's heart beat quickly.
"What can that sound
be?" asked Corpang, peering into the obscurity.
"It is Surtur."
"Once again, who is
Surtur?"
Maskull clutched his arm and
pressed him to silence. A strange
radiance was in the air, in
the direction of the drumming. It
increased in intensity and
gradually occupied the whole scene.
Things were no longer seen by
Thire's light, but by this new light.
It cast no shadows.
Corpang's nostrils swelled,
and he held himself more proudly.
"What
fire is that?"
"It is
Muspel-light."
They both glanced
instinctively at the three statues. In
the strange
glow they had undergone a
change. The face of each figure was
clothed in the sordid and
horrible Crystalman mask.
Corpang cried out and put his
hand over his eyes. "What can this
mean?" he asked a minute
later.
"It must mean that life
is wrong, and the creator of life too,
whether he is one person or
three."
Corpang looked again, like a
man trying to accustom himself to a
shocking sight. "Dare we believe this?"
"You must," replied
Maskull. "You have always served
the highest,
and you must continue to do
so. It has simply turned out that Thire
is not the highest."
Corpang's face became swollen
with a kind of coarse anger. "Life
is
clearly false - I have been
seeking Thire for a lifetime, and now I
find - this."
"You have nothing to
reproach yourself with. Crystalman has
had
eternity to practice his
cunning in, so it's no wonder if a man can't
see straight, even with the
best intentions. What have you decided
to do?"
"The drumming seems to be
moving away. Will. you follow it,
Maskull?"
"Yes."
"But where will it take
us?"
"Perhaps out of Threal
altogether."
"It sounds to me more
real than reality," said Corpang.
"Tell me,
who is Surtur?"
"Surtur's world, or
Muspel, we are told, is the original of which
this world is a distorted
copy. Crystalman is life, but Surtur is
other than life."
"How do you know this?"
"It has sprung together
somehow - from inspiration, from experience,
from conversation with the
wise men of your planet. Every hour it
grows truer for me and takes a
more definite shape."
Corpang stood up squarely,
facing the three Figures with a harsh,
energetic countenance, stamped
all over with resolution. "I
believe
you, Maskull. No better proof is required than that. Thire is not
the highest; he is even in a
certain sense the lowest. Nothing but
the thoroughly false and base
could stoop to such deceits.... I am
coming with you - but don't
play the traitor. These signs may be
for
you, and not for me at all,
and if you leave me-"
"I make no promises. I
don't ask you to come with me. If you
prefer
to stay in your little world,
or if you have any doubts about it, you
had better not come."
"Don't talk like
that. I shall never forget your service
to me ...
Let us make haste, or we shall
lose the sound."
Corpang started off more
eagerly than Maskull. They walked fast
in
the direction of the drumming. For upward of two miles the path went
along the ledge without any
change of level. The mysterious
radiance
gradually departed, and was
replaced by the normal light of Threal.
The rhythmical beats
continued, but a very long way ahead - neither
was able to diminish the
distance.
"What kind of man are
you?" Corpang suddenly broke out.
"In what respect?"
"How do you come to be on
such terms with the Invisible? How is
it
that I've never had this
experience before I met you, in spite of my
never-ending prayers and
mortifications? In what way are you
superior to me?"
"To hear voices perhaps
can't be made a profession," replied Maskull.
"I have a simple and
unoccupied mind - that may be why I sometimes
hear things that up to the
present you have not been able to."
Corpang darkened, and kept
silent; and then Maskull saw through to
his pride.
The ledge presently began to
rise. They were high above the platform
on the opposite side of the
gulf. The road then curved sharply to
the right, and they passed
over the abyss and the other ledge as by a
bridge, coming out upon the
top of the opposite cliffs. A new line
of precipices immediately
confronted them. They followed the
drumming along the base of
these heights, but as they were passing
the mouth of a large cave the
sound came from its recesses, and they
turned their steps inward.
"This leads to the outer
world," remarked Corpang.
"I've
occasionally been there by
this passage."
"Then that's where it is
taking us, no doubt. I confess I shan't
be
sorry to see sunlight once
more."
"Can you find time to
think of sunlight?" asked Corpang with a rough
smile.
"I love the sun, and
perhaps I'm rather lacking in the spirit of a
zealot."
"Yet, for all that, you
may get there before me."
"Don't be bitter," said
Maskull. "I'll tell you another
thing.
Muspel can't be willed, for
the simple reason that Muspel does not
concern the will. To will is a property of this world."
"Then what is your
journey for?"
"It's one thing to walk
to a destination, and to linger over the
walk, and quite another to run
there at top speed."
"Perhaps I'm not so
easily deceived as you think," said Corpang with
another smile.
The light persisted in the
cave. The path narrowed and became a
steep ascent. Then the angle became one of forty-five
degrees, and
the had to climb. The tunnel grew so confined that Maskull was
reminded of the confined
dreams of his childhood.
Not long afterward, daylight
appeared. They hastened to complete the
last stage. Maskull rushed out first into the world of
colours and,
all dirty and bleeding from
numerous scratches, stood blinking on a
hillside, bathed in the
brilliant late-afternoon sunshine.
Corpang
followed closely at his heels,
He was obliged to shield his eyes with
his hands for a few minutes,
so unaccustomed was he to Branchspell's
blinding rays.
"The drum beats have
stopped!" he exclaimed suddenly.
"You can't expect music
all the time," answered Maskull dryly.
"We
mustn't be luxurious."
"But now we have no
guide. We're no better off than
before."
"Well, Tormance is a big
place. But I have an infallible rule,
Corpang. As I come from the south, I always go due
north."
"That will take us to
Lichstorm."
Maskull gazed at the
fantastically piled rocks all around them.
"I
saw these rocks from
Matterplay. The mountains look as far
off now
as they did them, and there's
not much of the day left. How far is
Lichstorm from here?"
Corpang looked away to the
distant range. "I don't know, but
unless
a miracle happens we shan't
get there tonight."
"I have a feeling,"
said Maskull, "that we shall not only get there
tonight, but that tonight will
be the most important in my life."
And he sat down passively to
rest.
Chapter 18
HAUTE
While Maskull sat, Corpang
walked restlessly to and fro, swinging his
arms. He had lost his staff. His face was inflamed with suppressed
impatience, which accentuated
its natural coarseness. At last he
stopped short in front of
Maskull and looked down at him.
"What do
you intend to do?"
Maskull glanced up and idly
waved his hand toward the distant
mountains. "Since we can't walk, we must
wait."
"For what?"
"I don't know ... How's
this, though? Those peaks have changed
colour, from red to
green."
"Yes, the lich wind is
travelling this way."
"The lich wind?"
"It's the atmosphere of
Lichstorm. It always clings to the
mountains, but when the wind
blows from the north it comes as far as
Threal."
"It's a sort of fog,
then?"
"A peculiar sort, for
they say it excites the sexual passions."
"So we are to have
lovemaking," said Maskull, laughing.
"Perhaps you won't find
it so joyous," replied Corpang a little
grimly.
"But tell me - these
peaks, how do they preserve their balance?"
Corpang gazed at the distant,
overhanging summits, which were fast
fading into obscurity.
"Passion keeps them from
falling."
Maskull laughed again; he was
feeling a strange disturbance of
spirit. "What, the love of rock for rock?"
"It is comical, but
true."
"We'll take a closer peep
at them presently. Beyond the mountains
is
Barey, is it not?"
"Yes."
"And then the Ocean. But what is the name of that Ocean?"
"That is told only to
those who die beside it."
"Is the secret so
precious, Corpang?"
Branchspell was nearing the
horizon in the west; there were more than
two hours of daylight
remaining. The air all around them
became
murky. It was a thin mist, neither damp nor
cold. The Lichstorm
Range now appeared only as a
blur on the sky. The air was electric
and tingling, and was exciting
in its effect. Maskull felt a sort of
emotional inflammation, as
though a very slight external cause would
serve to overturn his
self-control. Corpang stood silent with
a
mouth like iron.
Maskull kept looking toward a
high pile of rocks in the vicinity.
"That seems to me a good
watchtower. Perhaps we shall see
something
from the top."
Without waiting for his
companion's opinion, he began to scramble up
the tor, and in a few minutes
was standing on the summit. Corpang
joined him.
From their viewpoint they saw
the whole countryside sloping down to
the sea, which appeared as a
mere flash of far-off, glittering water.
Leaving all that, however,
Maskull's eyes immediately fastened
themselves on a small,
boat-shaped object, about two miles away,
which was travelling rapidly
toward them, suspended only a few feet
in the air.
"What do you make of
that?" he asked in a tone of astonishment.
Corpang shook his head and
said nothing.
Within two minutes the flying
object, whatever it was, had diminished
the distance between them by
one half. It resembled a boat more and
more, but its flight was
erratic, rather than smooth; its nose was
continually jerking upward and
downward, and from side to side.
Maskull now made out a man
sitting in the stern, and what looked like
a large dead animal lying amidships. As the aerial craft drew
nearer, he observed a thick,
blue haze underneath it, and a similar
haze behind, but the front,
facing them, was clear.
"Here must be what we are
waiting for, Corpang. But what on earth
carries it?"
He stroked his beard
contemplatively, and then, fearing that they had
not been seen, stepped onto
the highest rock, bellowed loudly, and
made wild motions with his
arm. The flying-boat, which was only a
few hundred yards distant,
slightly altered its course, now heading
toward them in a way that left
no doubt that the steersman had
detected their presence.
The boat slackened speed until
it was travelling no faster than a
walking man, but the
irregularity of its movements continued.
It was
shaped rather queerly. About twenty feet long, its straight sides
tapered off from a flat bow,
four feet broad, to a sharp-angled
stern. The flat bottom was not above ten feet from
the ground. It
was undecked, and carried only
one living occupant; the other object
they had distinguished was
really the carcass of an animal, of about
the size of a large
sheep. The blue haze trailing behind
the boat
appeared to emanate from the
glittering point of a short upright pole
fastened in the stem. When the craft was within a few feet of
them,
and they were looking down at
it in wonder from above, the man
removed this pole and covered
the brightly shining tip with a cap.
The forward motion then ceased
altogether, and the boat began to
drift hither and thither, but
still it remained suspended in the air,
while the haze underneath
persisted. Finally the broad side came
gently up against the pile of
rocks on which they were standing. The
steersman jumped ashore and
immediately clambered up to meet them.
Maskull offered him a hand,
but he refused it disdainfully. He was
a
young man, of middle
height. He wore a close-fitting fur
garment.
His limbs were quite ordinary,
but his trunk was disproportionately
long, and he had the biggest
and deepest chest that Maskull had ever
seen in a man. His hairless face was sharp, pointed, and
ugly, with
protruding teeth, and a
spiteful, grinning expression. His eyes
and
brows sloped upward. On his forehead was an organ which looked as
though it had been mutilated -
it was a mere disagreeable stump of
flesh. His hair was short and thin. Maskull could not name the
colour of his skin, but it
seemed to stand in the same relation to
jale as green to red.
Once up, the stranger stood
for a minute or two, scrutinising the two
companions through half-closed
lids, all the time smiling insolently.
Maskull was all eagerness to
exchange words, but did not care to be
the first to speak. Corpang stood moodily, a little in the
background.
"What men are you?"
demanded the aerial navigator at last.
His voice
was extremely loud, and
possessed a most unpleasant timbre. It
sounded to Maskull like a
large volume of air trying to force its way
through a narrow orifice.
"I am Maskull; my friend
is Corpang. He comes from Threal, but
where
I come from, don't ask."
"I am Haunte, from
Sarclash."
"Where may that be?"
"Half an hour ago I could
have shown it to you, but now it has got
too murky. It is a mountain in Lichstorm."
"Are you returning there
now?"
"Yes."
"And how long will it
take to get there in that boat?"
"Two - three hours."
"Will it accommodate us
too?"
"What, are you for
Lichstorm as well? What can you want
there?"
"To see the sights,"
responded Maskull with twinkling eyes.
"But
first of all, to dine. I can't
remember having eaten all day. You
seem to have been hunting to
some purpose, so we won't lack for
food."
Haunte eyed him
quizzically. "You certainly don't
lack impudence.
However, I'm a man of that
sort myself, and it is the sort I prefer.
Your friend, now, would
probably rather starve than ask a meal of a
stranger. He looks to me just like a bewildered toad
dragged up out
of a dark hole."
Maskull took Corpang's arm,
and constrained him to silence.
"Where have you been
hunting, Haunte?"
"Matterplay. I had the
worst luck - I speared one wold horse, and
there it lies."
"What is Lichstorm
like?"
"There are men there, and
there are women there, but there are no
men-women, as with you."
"What do you call
men-women?"
"Persons of mixed sex,
like yourself. In Lichstorm the sexes
are
pure."
"I have always regarded
myself as a man."
'Very likely you have; but the
test is, do you hate and fear women?"
"Why, do you?"
Haunte grinned and showed his
teeth. "Things are different in
Lichstorm.. .. So you want to
see the sights?
"I confess I am curious
to see your women, for example, after what
you say."
"Then I'll introduce you
to Sullenbode."
He paused a moment after
making this remark, and then suddenly
uttered a great, bass laugh,
so that his chest shook.
"Let us share the
joke," said Maskull.
"Oh, you'll understand it
later."
"If you play pranks with
me, I won't stand on ceremony with you."
Haunte laughed again. "I won't be the one to play pranks.
Sullenbode will be deeply
obliged to me. If I don't visit her
myself
as often as she would like,
I'm always glad to serve her in other
ways.... Well, you shall have
your boat ride."
Maskull rubbed his nose
doubtfully. "If the sexes hate one
another
in your land, is it because
passion is weaker, or stronger?"
"In other parts of the
world there is soft passion, but in Lichstorm
there is hard passion."
"But what do you call
hard passion?"
"Where men are called to
women by pain, and not pleasure."
"I intend to understand,
before I've finished."
"Yes," answered
Haunte, with a taunting look, "it would be a pity to
let the chance slip, since
you're going to Lichstorm."
It was now Corpang's turn to
take Maskull by the arm. "This
journey
will end badly."
"Why so?"
"Your goal was Muspel a
short while ago; now it is women."
"Let me alone," said
Maskull. "Give luck a slack
rein. What brought
this boat here?"
"What is this talk about
Muspel?" demanded Haunte.
Corpang caught his shoulder
roughly, and stared straight into his
eyes. "What do you know?"
"Not much, but something,
perhaps. Ask me at supper. Now it is high
time to start. Navigating the mountains by night isn't
child's play,
let me tell you."
"I shall not
forget," said Corpang.
Maskull gazed down at the
boat. "Are we to get in?"
"Gently, my friend. It's only canework and skin."
"First of all, you might
enlighten me as to how you have contrived to
dispense with the laws of
gravitation."
Haunte smiled
sarcastically. "A secret in your
ear, Maskull. All
laws are female. A true male is an outlaw - outside the
law."
"I don't
understand."
"The great body of the
earth is continually giving out female
particles, and the male parts
of rocks and living bodies are equally
continually trying to reach
them. That's gravitation."
"Then how do you manage
with your boat?"
"My two male stones do
the work. The one underneath the boat
prevents it from falling to
the ground; the one in the stem shuts it
off from solid objects in the
rear. The only part of the boat
attracted by any part of the
earth is the bow, for that's the only
part the light of the male
stones does not fall on. So in that
direction the boat
travels."
"And what are these
wondrous male stones?"
"They really are male
stones. There is nothing female in
them; they
are showering out male sparks
all the time. These sparks devour all
the female particles rising
from the earth. No female particles are
left over to attract the male
parts of the boat, and so they are not
in the least attracted in that
direction."
Maskull ruminated for a
minute.
"With your hunting, and
boatbuilding, and science, you seem a very
handy, skilful fellow,
Haunte.... But the sun's sinking, and we'd
better start."
"Get down first, then,
and shift that carcass farther forward.
Then
you and your gloomy friend can
sit amidships."
Maskull immediately climbed
down, and dropped himself into the boat;
but then he received a
surprise. The moment he stood on the
frail
bottom, still clinging to the
rock, not only did his weight entirely
disappear, as though he were
floating in some heavy medium, like salt
water, but the rock he held
onto drew him, as by a mild current of
electricity, and he was able
to withdraw his hands only with
difficulty.
After the first moment's
shock, he quietly accepted the new order of
things, and set about shifting
the carcass. Since there was no
weight in the boat this was
effected without any great labour.
Corpang then descended. The astonishing physical change had no power
to disturb his settled
composure, which was founded on moral ideas.
Haunte came last; grasping the
staff which held the upper male stone,
he proceeded to erect it,
after removing the cap. Maskull then
obtained his first near view
of the mysterious light, which, by
counteracting the forces of
Nature, acted indirectly not only as
elevator but as motive
force. In the last ruddy gleams of the
great
sun, its rays were obscured,
and it looked little more impressive
than an extremely brilliant,
scintillating blue-white jewel, but its
power could be gauged by the
visible, coloured mist that it threw out
for many yards around.
The steering was effected by
means of a shutter attached by a cord to
the top of the staff, which
could be so manipulated that any segment
of the male stone's rays, or
all the rays, or none at all, could be
shut off at will. No sooner was the staff raised than the
aerial
vessel quietly detached itself
from the rock to which it had been
drawn, and passed slowly
forward in the direction of the mountains.
Branchspell sank below the
horizon. The gathering mist blotted out
everything outside a radius of
a few miles. The air grew cool and
fresh.
Soon the rock masses ceased on
the, great, rising plain. Haunte
withdrew the shutter entirely,
and the boat gathered full speed.
"You say that navigation
among the mountains is difficult at night,"
exclaimed Maskull. "I would have thought it
impossible."
Haunte grunted. "You will have to take risks, and think
yourself
fortunate if you come off with
nothing worse than a cracked skull.
But one thing I can tell you -
if you go on disturbing me with your
chitchat we shan't get as far
as the mountains."
Thereafter Maskull was silent.
The twilight deepened; the
murk grew denser. There was little to
look at, but much to
feel. The motion of the boat, which was
due to
the never-ending struggle
between the male stones and the force of
gravitation, resembled in an
exaggerated fashion the violent tossing
of a small craft on a choppy
sea. The two passengers became unhappy.
Haunte, from his seat in the
stern, gazed at them sardonically with
one eye. The darkness now came on rapidly.
About ninety minutes after the
commencement of the voyage they
arrived at the foothills of
Lichstorm. They began to mount. There
was no daylight left to see
by. Beneath them, however, on both
sides
of them and in the rear, the
landscape was lighted up for a
considerable distance by the
now vivid blue rays of the twin male
stones. Ahead, where these rays did not shine,
Haunte was guided by
the self-luminous nature of
the rocks, grass, and trees. These were
faintly phosphorescent; the
vegetation shone out more strongly than
the soil.
The moon was not shining and
there were no stars; Maskull therefore
inferred that the upper
atmosphere was dense with mist. Once or
twice, from his sensations of
choking, he thought that they were
entering a fogbank, but it was
a strange kind of fog, for it had the
effect of doubling the
intensity of every light in front of them.
Whenever this happened,
nightmare feelings attacked him; he
experienced transitory,
unreasoning fright and horror.
Now they passed high above the
valley that separated the foothills
from the mountains
themselves. The boat began an ascent of
many
thousands of feet and, as the
cliffs were near, Haunte had to
manoeuvre carefully with the
rear light in order to keep clear of
them. Maskull watched the delicacy of his
movements, not without
admiration. A long time went by. It grew much colder; the air was
damp and drafty. The fog began to deposit something like snow
on
their persons. Maskull kept sweating with terror, not
because of the
danger they were in, but
because of the cloud banks that continued to
envelop them.
They cleared the first line of
precipices. Still mounting, but this
time with a forward motion, as
could be seen by the vapours
illuminated by the male stones
through which they passed, they were
soon altogether out of sight
of solid ground. Suddenly and quite
unexpectedly the moon broke
through. In the upper atmosphere thick
masses of fog were seen
crawling hither and thither, broken in many
places by thin rifts of sky,
through one of which Teargeld was
shining. Below them, to their left, a gigantic peak,
glittering with
green ice, showed itself for a
few seconds, and was then swallowed up
again. All the rest of the world was hidden by the
mist. The moon
went in again. Maskull had seen quite enough to make him
long for
the aerial voyage to end.
The light from the male stones
presently illuminated the face of a
new cliff. It was grand, rugged, and
perpendicular. Upward,
downward, and on both sides,
it faded imperceptibly into the night.
After coasting it a little
way, they observed a shelf of rock jutting
out. It was square, measuring about a dozen feet each way. Green
snow covered it to a depth of
some inches. Immediately behind it was
a dark slit in the rock, which
promised to be the mouth of a cave.
Haunte skilfully landed the
boat on this platform. Standing up, he
raised the staff bearing the
keel light and lowered the other; then
removed both male stones,
which he continued to hold in his hand.
His face was thrown into
strong relief by the vivid, sparkling blue-
white rays. It looked rather surly.
"Do we get out?"
inquired Maskull.
"Yes. I live here."
"Thanks for the
successful end of a dangerous journey."
"Yes, it has been
touch-and-go."
Corpang jumped onto the
platform. He was smiling coarsely. "There
has been no danger, for our
destinies lie elsewhere. You are merely
a ferryman, Haunte."
"Is that so?"
returned Haunte, with a most unpleasant laugh.
"I
thought I was carrying men,
not gods."
"Where are we?' asked
Maskull. As he spoke, he got out, but
Haunte
remained standing a minute in
the boat.
"This is Sarclash - the
second highest mountain in the land."
"Which is the highest,
then?"
"Adage. Between Sarclash and Adage there is a long
ridge - very
difficult in places. About halfway along the ridge, at the lowest
point, lies the top of the
Mornstab Pass, which goes through to
Barey. Now you know the lay of the land."
"Does the woman
Sullenbode live near here?"
"Near enough."
Haunte grinned.
He leaped out of the boat and,
pushing past the others without
ceremony, walked straight into
the cave.
Maskull followed, with Corpang
at his heels. A few stone steps led
to a doorway, curtained by the
skin of some large beast. Their host
pushed his way in, never
offering to hold the skin aside for them.
Maskull made no comment, but
grabbed it with his fist and tugged it
away from its fastenings to
the ground. Haunte looked at the skin,
and then stared hard at
Maskull with his disagreeable smile, but
neither said anything.
The place in which they found
themselves was a large oblong cavern,
with walls, floor, and ceiling
of natural rock. There were two
doorways: that by which they
had entered, and another of smaller size
directly opposite. The cave was cold and cheerless; a damp
draft
passed from door to door. Many skins of wild animals lay scattered
on the ground. A number of lumps of sun-dried flesh were
hanging on
a string along the wall, and a
few bulging liquor skins reposed in a
corner. There were tusks, horns, and bones
everywhere. Resting
against the wall were two
short hunting spears, having beautiful
crystal heads.
Haunte set down the two male
stones on the ground, near the farther
door; their light illuminated
the whole cave. He then walked over to
the meat and, snatching a
large piece, began to gnaw it ravenously.
"Are we invited to the
feast?" asked Maskull.
Haunte pointed to the hanging
flesh and to the liquor skins, but did
not pause in his chewing.
"Where's a cup?"
inquired Maskull, lifting one of the skins.
Haunte indicated a clay goblet
lying on the floor. Maskull picked it
up, undid the neck of the
skin, and, resting it under his arm, filled
the cup. Tasting the liquor, he discovered it to be
raw spirit. He
tossed off the draught, and
then felt much better.
The second cupful he proffered
to Corpang. The latter took a single
sip, swallowed it, and then
passed the cup back without a word. He
refused to drink again, as
long as they were in the cave. Maskull
finished the cup, and began to
throw off care.
Going to the meat line, he
took down a large double handful, and sat
down on a pile of skins to eat
at his ease. The flesh was tough and
coarse, but he had never
tasted anything sweeter. He could not
understand the flavour, which
was not surprising in a world of
strange animals. The meal proceeded in silence. Corpang ate
sparingly, standing up, and
afterward lay down on a bundle of furs.
His bold eyes watched all the
movements of the other two. Haunte had
not drunk as yet.
At last Maskull concluded his
meal. He emptied another cup, sighed
pleasantly, and prepared to
talk.
"Now explain further
about your women, Haunte."
Haunte fetched another skin of
liquor and a second cup. He tore off
the string with his teeth, and
poured out and drank cup after cup in
quick succession. Then he sat down, crossed his legs, and
turned to
Maskull.
"Well?"
"So they are
objectionable?"
"They are deadly."
"Deadly? In what way can they possibly be
deadly?"
"You will learn. I was
watching you in the boat, Maskull. You
had
some bad feelings, eh?"
"I don't conceal it. There were times when I felt as if I were
struggling with a
nightmare. What caused it?"
"The female atmosphere of
Lichstorm. Sexual passion."
"I had no passion."
"That was passion - the
first stage. Nature tickles your people
into
marriage, but it tortures
us. Wait till you get outside. You'll
have a return of those
sensations - only ten times worse. The
drink
you've had will see to
that.... How do you suppose it will all end?"
"If I knew, I wouldn't be
asking you questions."
Haunte laughed loudly. "Sullenbode."
"You mean it will end in
my seeking Sullenbode?"
"But what will come of
it, Maskull? What will she give
you? Sweet,
fainting, white-armed,
feminine voluptuousness?"
Maskull coolly drank another
cup. "And why should she give all
that
to a passerby?"
"Well, as a matter of
fact, she hasn't it to give. No, what
she will
give you, and what you'll
accept from her, because you can't help it,
is - anguish, insanity,
possibly death."
"You may be talking
sense, but it sounds like raving to me. Why
should I accept insanity and
death?"
"Because your passion
will force you to."
"What about
yourself?" Maskull asked, biting his nails.
"Oh, I have my male
stones. I am immune."
"Is that all that
prevents you from being like other men?"
"Yes, but don't attempt
any tricks, Maskull."
Maskull went on drinking
steadily, and said nothing for a time.
"So
men and women here are hostile
to each other, and love is unknown?"
he proceeded at last.
"That magic word....
Shall I tell you what love is, Maskull?
Love
between male and female is
impossible. When Maskull loves a woman,
it is Maskull's female
ancestors who are loving her. But here
in
this land the men are pure males. They have drawn nothing from the
female side."
"Where do the male stones
come from?"
"Oh, they are not
freaks. There must be whole beds of the
stuff
somewhere. It is all that prevents the world from being
a pure
female world. It would be one big mass of heavy sweetness,
without
individual shapes."
"Yet this same sweetness
is torturing to men?"
"The life of an absolute
male is fierce. An excess of life is
dangerous to the body. How can it be anything else than
torturing?"
Corpang now sat up suddenly,
and addressed Haunte. "I remind
you of
your promise to tell about
Muspel."
Haunte regarded him with a
malevolent smile. "Ha! The underground
man has come to life."
"Yes, tell us," put
in Maskull carelessly.
Haunte drank, and laughed a
little. "Well, the tale's short,
and
hardly worth telling, but
since you're interested.... A stranger came
here five years ago, inquiring
after Muspel-light. His name was
Lodd. He came from the east. He came up to me one bright morning in
summer, outside this very
cave. If you ask me to describe him - I
can't imagine a second man
like him. He looked so proud, noble,
superior, that I felt my own
blood to be dirty by comparison. You
can guess I don't have this
feeling for everyone. Now that I am
recalling him, he was not so
much superior as different. I was so
impressed that I rose and
talked to him standing. He inquired the
direction of the mountain
Adage. He went on to say, 'They say
Muspel-light is sometimes seen
there. What do you know of such a
thing?' I told him the truth -
that I knew nothing about it, and then
he went on, 'Well, I am going
to Adage. And tell those who come
after me on the same errand
that they had better do the same thing.'
That was the whole
conversation. He started on his way, and
I've
never seen him or heard of him
since."
"So you didn't have the
curiosity to follow him?"
"No, because the moment
he had turned his back all my interest in the
man somehow seemed to
vanish."
"Probably because he was
useless to you."
Corpang glanced at
Maskull. "Our road is marked out
for us."
"So it would
appear," said Maskull indifferently.
The talk flagged for a
time. Maskull felt the silence
oppressive,
and grew restless.
"What do you call the
colour of your skin, Haunte, as I saw it in
daylight? It struck me as strange."
"Dolm," said Haunte.
"A compound of ulfire and
blue," explained Corpang.
"Now I know. These colours are puzzling for a
stranger."
"What colours have you in
your world?" asked Corpang.
"Only three primary ones,
but here you seem to have five, though how
it comes about I can't
imagine."
"There are two sets of
three primary colours here," said Corpang,
"but as one of the
colours - blue - is identical in both sets,
altogether there are five
primary colours."
"Why two sets?"
"Produced by the two
suns. Branchspell produces blue,
yellow, and
red; Alppain, ulfire, blue,
and jale."
"It's remarkable that
explanation has never occurred to me before."
"So here you have another
illustration of the necessary trinity of
nature. Blue is existence. It is darkness seen through light; a
contrasting of existence and
nothingness. Yellow is relation. In
yellow light we see the
relation of objects in the clearest way.
Red
is feeling. When we see red, we are thrown back on our personal
feelings.... As regards the
Alppain colours, blue stands in the
middle and is therefore not
existence, but relation. Ulfire is
existence; so it must be a
different sort of existence."
Haunte yawned. "There are marvellous philosophers in
your
underground hole."
Maskull got up and looked
about him.
"Where does that other
door lead to?"
"Better explore,"
said Haunte.
Maskull took him at his word,
and strolled across the cave, flinging
the curtain aside and
disappearing into the night. Haunte rose
abruptly and hurried after
him.
Corpang too got to his
feet. He went over to the untouched
spirit
skins, untied the necks, and
allowed the contents to gush out on to
the floor. Next he took the hunting spears, and snapped
off the
points between his hands. Before he had time to resume his seat,
Haunte and Maskull
reappeared. The host's quick, shifty
eyes at once
took in what had
happened. He smiled, and turned pale.
"You haven't been idle,
friend."
Corpang fixed Haunte with his
bold, heavy gaze. "I thought it
well
to draw your teeth."
Maskull burst out
laughing. "The toad's come into
the light to some
purpose, Haunte. Who would have expected it?"
Haunte, after staring hard at
Corpang for two or three minutes,
suddenly uttered a strange
cry, like an evil spirit, and flung
himself upon him. The two men began to wrestle like
wildcats. They
were as often on the floor as
on their legs, and Maskull could not
see who was getting the better
of it. He made no attempt to separate
them. A thought came into his head and, snatching
up the two male
stones, he ran with them,
laughing, through the upper doorway, into
the open night air.
The door overlooked an abyss
on another face of the mountain. A
narrow ledge, sprinkled with
green snow, wound along the cliff to the
right; it was the only
available path. He pitched the pebbles
over
the edge of the chasm. Although hard and heavy in his hand, they
sank more like feathers than
stones, and left a long trail of vapour
behind. While Maskull was still watching them
disappear, Haunte came
rushing out of the cavern,
followed by Corpang. He gripped
Maskull's
arm excitedly.
"What in Krag's name have
you done?"
"Overboard they have
gone," replied Maskull, renewing his laughter.
"You accursed
madman!"
Haunte's luminous colour came
and went, just as though his internal
light were breathing. Then he grew suddenly calm, by a supreme
exertion of his will.
"You know this kills
me?"
"Haven't you been doing
your best this last hour to make me ripe for
Sullenbode? Well then, cheer up, and join the pleasure
party!"
"You say it as a joke,
but it is the miserable truth."
Haunte's jeering malevolence
had completely vanished. He looked a
sick man - yet somehow his
face had become nobler.
"I would be very sorry
for you, Haunte, if it did not entail my being
also very sorry for
myself. We are now all three together
on the
same errand - which doesn't
appear to have struck you yet."
"But why this errand at
all?" asked Corpang quietly.
"Can't you men
exercise self-control till you
have arrived out of danger?"
Haunte fixed him with wild
eyes. "No. The phantoms come trooping in
on me already."
He sat down moodily, but the
next minute was up again.
"And I cannot wait....
the game is started."
Soon afterward, by silent
consent, they began to walk the ledge,
Haunte in front. It was narrow, ascending, and slippery, so
that
extreme caution was
demanded. The way was lighted by the
self-
luminous snow and rocks.
When they had covered about
half a mile, Maskull, who went second of
the party, staggered, caught
the cliff, and finally sat down.
"The drink works. My old sensations are returning, but
worse."
Haunte turned back. "Then you are a doomed man."
Maskull, though fully
conscious of his companions and situation,
imagined that he was being
oppressed by a black, shapeless,
supernatural being, who was
trying to clasp him. He was filled with
horror, trembled violently,
yet could not move a limb. Sweat
tumbled
off his face in great
drops. The waking nightmare lasted a long
time, but during that space it
kept coming and going. At one moment
the vision seemed on the point
of departing; the next it almost took
shape - which he knew would be
his death. Suddenly it vanished
altogether - he was free. A fresh spring breeze fanned his face; he
heard the slow, solitary
singing of a sweet bird; and it seemed to
him as if a poem had shot
together in his soul. Such flashing,
heartbreaking joy he had never
experienced before in all his life!
Almost immediately that too
vanished.
Sitting up, he passed his hand
across his eyes and swayed quietly,
like one who has been visited
by an angel.
"Your colour changed to
white," said Corpang. "What
happened?"
"I passed through torture
to love," replied Maskull simply.
He stood up. Haunte gazed at him sombrely. "Will you not describe
that passage?"
Maskull answered slowly and
thoughtfully. "When I was in
Matterplay,
I saw heavy clouds discharge
themselves and change to coloured,
living animals. In the same way, my black, chaotic pangs
just now
seemed to consolidate
themselves and spring together as a new sort of
joy. The joy would not have been possible without the preliminary
nightmare. It is not accidental; Nature intends it
so. The truth
has just flashed through my
brain.... You men of Lichstorm don't go
far enough. You stop at the pangs, Without realising
that they are
birth pangs."
"If this is true, you are
a great pioneer," muttered Haunte.
"How does this sensation
differ from common love?" interrogated
Corpang.
"This was all that love
is, multiplied by wildness."
Corpang fingered his chin
awhile. "The Lichstorm men,
however, will
never reach this stage, for
they are too masculine."
Haunte turned pale. "Why should we alone suffer?"
"Nature is freakish and
cruel, and doesn't act according to
justice.... Follow us, Haunte,
and escape from it all."
"I'll see," muttered
Haunte. "Perhaps I will."
"Have we far to go, to
Sullenbode?" inquired Maskull.
"No, her home's under the
hanging cap of Sarclash."
"What is to happen tonight?"
Maskull spoke to himself, but Haunte
answered him.
"Don't expect anything
pleasant, in spite of what has just occurred.
She is not a woman, but a mass
of pure sex. Your passion will draw
her out into human shape, but
only for a moment. If the change were
permanent, you would have
endowed her with a soul."
"Perhaps the change might
be made permanent."
"To do that, it is not
enough to desire her; she must desire you as
well. But why should she
desire you?"
"Nothing turns out as one
expects," said Maskull, shaking his head.
"We had better get on
again."
They resumed the journey. The ledge still rose, but, on turning a
corner of the cliff, Haunte
quitted it and began to climb a steep
gully, which mounted directly
to the upper heights. Here they were
compelled to use both hands
and feet. Maskull thought all the while
of nothing but the
overwhelming sweetness he had just experienced.
The flat ground on top was dry
and springy. There was no more snow,
and bright plants
appeared. Haunte turned sharply to the
left.
"This must be under the
cap," said Maskull.
"It is; and within five
minutes you will see Sullenbode."
When he spoke his words,
Maskull's lips surprised him by their tender
sensitiveness. Their action against each other sent thrills
throughout his body.
The grass shone dimly. A huge tree, with glowing branches, came
into
sight. It bore a multitude of red fruit, like
hanging lanterns, but
no leaves. Underneath this tree Sullenbode was
sitting. Her
beautiful light - a mingling
of jale and white - gleamed softly
through the darkness. She sat erect, on crossed legs, asleep. She
was clothed in a singular skin
garment, which started as a cloak
thrown over one shoulder, and
ended as loose breeches terminating
above the knees. Her forearms were lightly folded, and in one
hand
she held a half-eaten fruit.
Maskull stood over her and
looked down, deeply interested. He
thought he had never seen
anything half so feminine. Her flesh
was
almost melting in its
softness. So undeveloped were the
facial
organs that they looked
scarcely human; only the lips were full,
pouting, and expressive. In their richness, these lips seemed like a
splash of vivid will on a
background of slumbering protoplasm.
Her
hair was undressed. Its colour could not be distinguished. It was
long and tangled, and had been
tucked into her garment behind, for
convenience.
Corpang looked calm and
sullen, but both the others were visibly
agitated. Maskull's heart was hammering away under his
chest.
Haunte pulled him, and said,
"My head feels as if it were being torn
from my shoulders."
"What can that
mean?"
"Yet there's a horrible
joy in it," added Haunte, with a sickly
smile.
He put his hand on the woman's
shoulder. She awoke softly, glanced
up at them, smiled, and then
resumed eating her fruit. Maskull did
not imagine that she had
intelligence enough to speak. Haunte
suddenly dropped on his knees,
and kissed her lips.
She did not repulse him. During the continuance of the kiss, Maskull
noticed with a shock that her
face was altering. The features
emerged from their
indistinctness and became human, and almost
powerful. The smile faded, a scowl took its
place. She thrust
Haunte away, rose to her feet,
and stared beneath bent brows at the
three men, each one in turn. Maskull came last; his face she studied
for quite a long time, but
nothing indicated what she thought.
Meanwhile Haunte again
approached her, staggering and grinning.
She
suffered him quietly; but the
instant lips met lips the second time,
he fell backward with a
startled cry, as though he had come in
contact with an electric
wire. The back of his head struck the
ground, and he lay there
motionless.
Corpang sprang forward to his
assistance. But, when he saw what had
happened, he left him where he
was.
"Maskull, come here
quickly!"
The light was perceptibly
fading from Haunte's skin, as Maskull bent
over. The man was dead. His face was unrecognisable.
The head had
been split from the top
downward into two halves, streaming with
strange-coloured blood, as
though it had received a terrible blow
from an axe.
"This couldn't be from
the fall," said Maskull.
"No, Sullenbode did
it."
Maskull turned quickly to look
at the woman. She had resumed her
former attitude on the
ground. The momentary intelligence had
vanished from her face, and
she was again smiling.
Chapter 19
SULLENBODE
Sullenbode's naked skin glowed
softly through the darkness, but the
clothed part of her person was
invisible. Maskull watched her
senseless, smiling face, and
shivered. Strange feelings ran through
his body.
Corpang spoke out of the
night. "She looks like an evil
spirit
filled with deadliness."
"It was like deliberately
kissing lightning."
"Haunte was insane with
passion."
"So am I," said
Maskull quietly. "My body seems
full of rocks, all
grinding against one
another."
"This is what I was
afraid of."
"It appears I shall have
to kiss her too."
Corpang pulled his arm. "Have you lost all manliness?"
But Maskull impatiently shook
himself free. He plucked nervously at
his beard, and stared at
Sullenbode. His lips kept
twitching. After
this had gone on for a few
minutes, he stepped forward, bent over the
woman, and lifted her bodily
in his arms. Setting her upright
against the rugged tree trunk,
he kissed her.
A cold, knifelike shock passed
down his frame. He thought that it
was death, and lost
consciousness.
When his sense returned,
Sullenbode was holding him by the shoulder
with one hand at arm's length,
searching his face with gloomy eyes.
At first he failed to
recognise her; it was not the woman he had
kissed, but another. Then he gradually realised that her face was
identical with that which
Haunte's action had called into existence.
A great calmness came upon
him; his bad sensations had disappeared.
Sullenbode was transformed
into a living soul. Her skin was firm,
her features were strong, her
eyes gleamed with the consciousness of
power. She was tall and slight, but slow in all her
gestures and
movements. Her face was not beautiful. It was long, and palely
lighted, while the mouth
crossed the lower half like a gash of fire.
The lips were as voluptuous as
before. Her brows were heavy. There
was nothing vulgar in her -
she looked the kingliest of all women.
She appeared not more than
twenty-five.
Growing tired, apparently, of
his scrutiny, she pushed him a little
way and allowed her arm to
drop, at the same time curving her mouth
into a long, bowlike
smile. "Whom have I to thank for
this gift of
life?"
Her voice was rich, slow, and
odd. Maskull felt himself in a dream.
"My name is
Maskull."
She motioned to him to come a
step nearer. "Listen,
Maskull. Man
after man has drawn me into
the world, but they could not keep me
there, for I did not wish
it. But now you have drawn me into it
for
all time, for good or
evil."
Maskull stretched a hand
toward the now invisible corpse, and said
quietly, "What have you
to say about him?"
"Who was it?"
"Haunte."
"So that was Haunte. The news will travel far and wide. He was a
famous man."
"It's a horrible affair.
I can't think that you killed him
deliberately."
"We women are endowed
with terrible power, but it is our only
protection. We do not want these visits; we loathe
them."
"I might have died,
too."
"You came together?"
"There were three of us. Corpang still stands over there."
"I see a faintly
glimmering form. What do you want of
me, Corpang?"
"Nothing."
"Then go away, and leave
me with Maskull."
"No need, Corpang. I am
coming with you."
"This is not that
pleasure, then?" demanded the low, earnest voice,
out of the darkness.
"No, that pleasure has
not returned."
Sullenbode gripped his arm
hard. "What pleasure are you
speaking
of?"
"A presentiment of love,
which I felt not long ago."
"But what do you feel
now?"
"Calm and free."
Sullenbode's face seemed like
a pallid mask, hiding a slow, swelling
sea of elemental
passions. "I do not know how it
will end, Maskull,
but we will still keep
together a little. Where are you
going?"
"To Adage," said
Corpang, stepping forward.
"But why?"
"We are following the
steps of Lodd, who went there years ago, to
find Muspel-light."
"It's the light of
another world."
"The quest is grand. But cannot women see that light?"
"On one condition,"
said Corpang. "They must forget
their sex.
Womanhood and love belong to
life, while Muspel is above life."
"I give you all other
men," said Sullenbode.
"Maskull is mine."
"No. I am not here to
help Maskull to a lover but to remind him of
the existence of nobler
things."
"You are a good man. But you two alone will never strike the road
to
Adage."
"Are you acquainted with
it?"
Again the woman gripped
Maskull's arm. "What is love -
which Corpang
despises?"
Maskull looked at her
attentively. Sullenbode went on,
"Love is that
which is perfectly willing to
disappear and become nothing, for the
sake of the beloved."
Corpang wrinkled his
forehead. "A magnanimous female
lover is new in
my experience."
Maskull put him aside with his
hand, and said to Sullenbode, "Are you
contemplating a
sacrifice?"
She gazed at her feet, and
smiled. "'What does it matter what
my
thoughts are? Tell me, are you starting at once, or do you
mean to
rest first? It's a rough road to Adage."
"What's in your
mind?" demanded Maskull.
"I will guide you a
little. When we reach the ridge between
Sarclash
and Adage, perhaps I shall
turn back."
"And then?"
"Then if the moon shines
perhaps you will arrive before daybreak, but
if it is dark it's hardly
likely."
"That's not what I
meant. What will become of you after we
have
parted company?"
"I shall return somewhere
- perhaps here."
Maskull went close up to her,
in order to study her face better.
"Shall you sink back into
- the old state?"
"No, Maskull, thank
heaven."
"Then how will you
live?"
Sullenbode calmly removed the
hand which he had placed on her arm.
There was a sort of swirling
flame in her eyes. "And who said I
would go on living?"
Maskull blinked at her in
bewilderment. A few moments passed
before
he spoke again. "You women are a sacrificing lot. You know I can't
leave you like this."
Their eyes met. Neither withdrew them, and neither felt
embarrassed.
"You will always be the
most generous of men, Maskull. Now let
us
go.... Corpang is a
single-minded personage, and the least we others
- who aren't so single-minded
- can do is to help him to his
destination. We mustn't inquire whether the destination
of single-
minded men is as a rule worth
arriving at."
"If it is good for
Maskull, it will be good for me."
"Well, no vessel can hold
more than its appointed measure."
Corpang gave a wry smile. "During your long sleep you appear to
have
picked up wisdom."
"Yes, Corpang, I have met
many men, and explored many minds."
As they moved off, Maskull
remembered Haunte.
"Can we not bury that
poor fellow?"
"By this time tomorrow we
shall need burial ourselves. But I do
not
include Corpang."
"We have no tools, so you
must have your way. You killed him, but
I
am the real murderer. I stole
his protecting light."
"Surely that death is
balanced by the life you have given me." They
left the spot in the direction
opposite to that by which the three
men had arrived. After a few steps, they came to green snow
again.
At the same time the flat
ground ended, and they started to traverse
a steep, pathless mountain
slope. The snow and rocks glimmered,
their own bodies shone;
otherwise everything was dark. The
mists
swirled around them, but
Maskull had no more nightmares. The
breeze
was cold, pure, and
steady. They walked in file, Sullenbode
leading;
her movements were slow and
fascinating. Corpang came last. His
stern eyes saw nothing ahead
but an alluring girl and a half-
infatuated man.
For a long time they continued
crossing the rough and rocky slope,
maintaining a slightly upward
course. The angle was so steep that a
false step would have been
fatal. The high ground was on their
right. After a while, the hillside on the left hand
changed to level
ground, and they seemed to
have joined another spur of the mountain.
The ascending slope on the
right hand persisted for a few hundred
yards more. Then Sullenbode bore sharply to the left,
and they found
level ground all around them.
"We are on the
ridge," announced the woman, halting.
The others came up to her, and
at the same instant the moon burst
through the clouds, illuminating
the whole scene.
Maskull uttered a cry. The wild, noble, lonely beauty of the view
was quite unexpected. Teargeld was high in the sky to their left,
shining down on them from
behind. Straight in front, like an
enormously wide, smoothly descending
road, lay the great ridge which
went on to Adage, though Adage
itself was out of sight. It was never
less than two hundred yards
wide. It was covered with green snow,
in
some places entirely, but in
other places the naked rocks showed
through like black teeth. From where they stood they were unable to
see the sides of the ridge, or
what lay underneath. On the right
hand, which was north, the
landscape was blurred and indistinct.
There were no peaks there; it
was the distant, low-lying land of
Barey. But on the left hand appeared a whole forest
of mighty
pinnacles, near and far, as
far as the eye could see in moonlight.
All glittered green, and all
possessed the extraordinary hanging caps
that characterised the
Lichstorm range. These caps were of
fantastic
shapes, and each one was
different. The valley directly opposite
them was filled with rolling
mist.
Sarclash was a mighty mountain
mass in the shape of a horseshoe. Its
two ends pointed west, and
were separated from each other by a mile
or more of empty space. The northern end became the ridge on which
they stood. The southern end was the long line of cliffs
on that
part of the mountain where
Haunte's cave was situated. The
connecting curve was the steep
slope they had just traversed. One
peak of Sarclash was
invisible.
In the south-west many
mountains raised their heads. In
addition, a
few summits, which must have
been of extraordinary height, appeared
over the south side of the
horseshoe.
Maskull turned round to put a
question to Sullenbode, but when he saw
her for the first time in
moonlight the words he had framed died on
his lips. The gashlike mouth no longer dominated her
other features,
and the face, pale as ivory
and most femininely shaped, suddenly
became almost beautiful. The lips were a long, womanish curve of
rose-red. Her hair was a dark maroon. Maskull was greatly
disturbed; he thought that she
resembled a spirit, rather than a
woman.
"What puzzles you?"
she asked, smiling.
"Nothing. But I would like to see you by sunlight."
"Perhaps you never
will."
"Your life must be most
solitary."
She explored his features with
her black, slow-gleaming eyes.
"Why
do you fear to speak your
feelings, Maskull?"
"Things seem to open up
before me like a sunrise, but what it means I
can't say."
Sullenbode laughed
outright. "It assuredly does not
mean the
approach of night."
Corpang, who had been staring
steadily along the ridge, here abruptly
broke in. "The road is plain now, Maskull. If you wish it, I'll go
on alone."
"No, we'll go on
together. Sullenbode will accompany
us."
"A little way," said
the woman, "but not to Adage, to pit my strength
against unseen powers. That light is not for me. I know how to
renounce love, but I will
never be a traitor to it."
"Who knows what we shall
find on Adage, or what will happen?
Corpang
is as ignorant as
myself."
Corpang looked him full in the
face. "Maskull, you are quite well
aware that you never dare
approach that awful fire in the society of
a beautiful woman."
Maskull gave an uneasy
laugh. "What Corpang doesn't tell
you,
Sullenbode, is that I am far
better acquainted with Muspel-light than
he, and that, but for a chance
meeting with me, he would still be
saying his prayers in
Threal."
"Still, what he says must
be true," she replied, looking from one to
the other.
"And so I am not to be
allowed to -"
"So long as I am with
you, I shall urge you onward, and not backward,
Maskull."
"We need not quarrel
yet," he remarked, with a forced smile.
"No
doubt things will straighten
themselves out."
Sullenbode began kicking the
snow about with her foot. "I
picked up
another piece of wisdom in my
sleep, Corpang."
"Tell it to me,
then."
"Men who live by laws and
rules are parasites. Others shed their
strength to bring these laws
out of nothing into the light of day,
but the law-abiders live at
their ease - they have conquered nothing
for themselves."
"It is given to some to
discover, and to others to preserve and
perfect. You cannot condemn me for wishing Maskull
well."
"No, but a child cannot
lead a thunderstorm."
They started walking again
along the centre of the ridge. All
three
were abreast, Sullenbode in
the middle.
The road descended by an easy
gradient, and was for a long distance
comparatively smooth. The freezing point seemed higher than on
Earth, for the few inches of
snow through which they trudged felt
almost warm to their naked
feet. Maskull's soles were by now like
tough hides. The moonlit snow was green and
dazzling. Their
slanting, abbreviated shadows
were sharply defined, and red-black in
colour. Maskull, who walked on Sullenbode's right
hand, looked
constantly to the left, toward
the galaxy of glorious distant peaks.
"You cannot belong to
this world," said the woman.
"Men of your
stamp are not to be looked for
here."
"No, I have come here
from Earth."
"Is that larger than our
world?"
"Smaller, I think. Small, and overcrowded with men and
women. With
all those people, confusion
would result but for orderly laws, and
therefore the laws are of
iron. As adventure would be impossible
without encroaching on these
laws, there is no longer any spirit of
adventure among the
Earthmen. Everything is safe, vulgar,
and
completed."
"Do men hate women there,
and women men?"
"No, the meeting of the
sexes is sweet, though shameful. So
poignant
is the sweetness that the
accompanying shame is ignored, with open
eyes. There is no hatred, or only among a few
eccentric persons."
"That shame surely must
be the rudiment of our Lichstorm passion.
But now say - why did you come
here?"
"To meet with new
experiences, perhaps. The old ones no
longer
interested me."
"How long have you been
in this world?"
"This is the end of my
fourth day."
"Then tell me what you
have seen and done during those four days.
You cannot have been
inactive."
"Great misfortunes have
happened to me."
He proceeded briefly to relate
everything that had taken place from
the moment of his first
awakening in the scarlet desert.
Sullenbode
listened, with half-closed
eyes, nodding her head from time to time.
only twice did she interrupt
him. After his description of Tydomin's
death, she said, speaking in a
low voice - "None of us women ought by
right of nature to fall short
of Tydomin in sacrifice. For that one
act of hers, I almost love
her, although she brought evil to your
door." Again, speaking of
Gleameil, she remarked, "That grand-souled
girl I admire the most of
all. She listened to her inner voice,
and
to nothing else besides. Which of us others is strong enough for
that?"
When his tale was quite over,
Sullenbode said, "Does it not strike
you, Maskull, that these women
you have met have been far nobler than
the men?"
"I recognise that. We men often sacrifice ourselves, but only
for a
substantial cause. For you women almost any cause will serve. You
love the sacrifice for its own
sake, and that is because you are
naturally noble."
Turning her head a little, she
threw him a smile so proud, yet so
sweet, that he was struck into
silence.
They tramped on quietly for
some distance, and then he said, "Now you
understand the sort of man I
am. Much brutality, more weakness,
scant pity for anyone - Oh, it has been a bloody journey!"
She laid her hand on his
arm. "I, for one, would not have
it less
rugged."
"Nothing good can be said
of my crimes."
"To me you seem like a
lonely giant, searching for you know not
what.... The grandest that
life holds.... You at least have no cause
to look up to women."
"Thanks,
Sullenbode!" he responded, with a troubled smile.
"When Maskull passes, let
people watch. Everyone is thrown out of
your road. You go on, looking neither to right nor
left."
"Take care that you are
not thrown as well," said Corpang gravely.
"Maskull shall do with me
whatever he pleases, old skull! And for
whatever he does, I will thank
him... . In place of a heart you have
a bag of loose dust. Someone has described love to you. You have
had it described to you. You have heard that it is a small, fearful,
selfish joy. It is not that -
it is wild, and scornful, and sportive,
and bloody.... How should you
know."
"Selfishness has far too
many disguises."
"If a woman wills to give
up all, what can there be selfish in that?"
"Only do not deceive
yourself. Act decisively, or fate will
be too
swift for you both."
Sullenbode studied him through
her lashes. "Do you mean death -
his
death as well as mine?"
"You go too far,
Corpang," said Maskull, turning a shade darker. "I
don't accept you as the
arbiter of our fortunes."
"If honest counsel is
disagreeable to you, let me go on ahead."
The woman detained him with
her slow, light fingers. "I wish
you to
stay with us."
"Why?"
"I think you may know
what you are talking about. I don't
wish to
bring harm to Maskull. Presently I'll leave you."
"That will be best,"
said Corpang.
Maskull looked angry. "I shall decide - Sullenbode, whether
you go
on, or back, I stay with
you. My mind is made up."
An expression of joyousness
overspread her face, in spite of her
efforts to conceal it. "Why do you scowl at me, Maskull?"
He returned no answer, but
continued walking onward with puckered
brows. After a dozen paces or so, he halted
abruptly. "Wait,
Sullenbode!"
The others came to a
standstill. Corpang looked puzzled, but
the
woman smiled. Maskull, without a word, bent over and
kissed her
lips. Then he relinquished her body, and turned
around to Corpang.
"How do you, in your
great wisdom, interpret that kiss?"
"It requires no great
wisdom to interpret kisses, Maskull."
"Hereafter, never dare to
come between us. Sullenbode belongs to
me."
"Then I say no more; but
you are a fated man."
From that time forward he
spoke not another word to either of the
others.
A heavy gleam appeared in the
woman's eyes. "Now things are
changed,
Maskull. Where are you taking me?"
"Choose, you."
"The man I love must
complete his journey. I won't have it otherwise.
You shall not stand lower than
Corpang."
"Where you go, I will
go."
"And I - as long as your
love endures, I will accompany you even to
Adage."
"Do you doubt its
lasting?"
"I wish not to.... Now I
will tell you what I refused to tell you
before. The term of your love is the term of my
life. When you love
me no longer, I must
die."
"And why?" asked
Maskull slowly.
"Yes, that's the
responsibility you incurred when you kissed me for
the first time. I never meant
to tell you."
"Do you mean that if I
had gone on alone, you would have died?"
"I have no other life but
what you give me."
He gazed at her mournfully,
without attempting to reply, and then
slowly placed his arms around
her body. During this embrace he
turned very pale, but
Sullenbode grew as white as chalk.
A few minutes later the
journey toward Adage was resumed.
They had been walking for two
hours. Teargeld was higher in the sky
and nearer the south. They had descended many hundred feet, and
the
character of the ridge began
to alter for the worse. The thin snow
disappeared, and gave way to
moist, boggy ground. It was all little
grassy hillocks and
marshes. They began to slip about and
become
draggled with mud. Conversation ceased; Sullenbode led the way,
and
the men followed in her
tracks. The southern half of the
landscape
grew grander. The greenish light of the brilliant moon,
shining on
the multitude of snow-green
peaks, caused it to appear like a
spectral world. Their nearest neighbour towered high above
them on
the other side of the valley,
due south, some five miles distant. It
was a slender, inaccessible,
dizzy spire of black rock, the angles of
which were too steep to retain
snow. A great upward - curving horn
of rock sprang out from its
topmost pinnacle. For a long time it
constituted their clues
landmark.
The whole ridge gradually
became saturated with moisture. The
surface soil was spongy, and
rested on impermeable rock; it breathed
in the damp mists by night,
and breathed them out again by day, under
Branchspell's rays. The walking grew first unpleasant, then
difficult, and finally
dangerous. None of the party could
distinguish firm ground from
bog. Sullenbode sank up to her waist in
a pit of slime; Maskull
rescued her, but after this incident took the
lead himself. Corpang was the next to meet with
trouble. Exploring
a new path for himself, he
tumbled into liquid mud up to his
shoulders, and narrowly
escaped a filthy death. After Maskull
had
got him out, at great personal
risk, they proceeded once more; but
now the scramble changed from
bad to worse. Each step had to be
thoroughly tested before
weight was put upon it, and even so the test
frequently failed. All of them went in so often, that in the
end
they no longer resembled human
beings, but walking pillars plastered
from top to toe with black
filth. The hardest work fell to
Maskull.
He not only had the exhausting
task of beating the way, but was
continually called upon to
help his companions out of their
difficulties. Without him they could not have got through.
After a peculiarly evil patch,
they paused to recruit their strength.
Corpang's breathing was
difficult, Sullenbode was quiet, listless,
and depressed.
Maskull gazed at them
doubtfully. "Does this
continue?" he inquired.
"No. I think,"
replied the woman, "we can't be far from the Mornstab
Pass. After that we shall begin to climb again,
and then the road
will improve perhaps."
"Can you have been here
before?"
"Once I have been to the
Pass, but it was not so bad then."
"You are tired out,
Sullenbode."
"What of it?" she
replied, smiling faintly. "When
one has a terrible
lover, one must pay the
price."
"We cannot get there
tonight, so let us stop at the first shelter we
come too."
"I leave it to you."
He paced up and down, while
the others sat. "Do you regret
anything?" he demanded
suddenly.
"No, Maskull, nothing. I
regret nothing."
"Your feelings are
unchanged?"
"Love can't go back - it
can only go on."
"Yes, eternally on. It is so."
"No, I don't mean
that. There is a climax, but when the
climax has
been reached, love if it still
wants to ascend must turn to
sacrifice."
"That's a dreadful
creed," he said in a low voice, turning pale
beneath his coating of mud.
"Perhaps my nature is
discordant.... I am tired. I don't know what I
feel."
In a few minutes they were on
their feet again, and the journey
recommenced. Within half an hour they had reached the
Mornstab Pass.
The ground here was drier; the
broken land to the north served to
drain off the moisture of the
soil. Sullenbode led them to the
northern edge of the ridge, to
show them the nature of the country.
The pass was nothing but a
gigantic landslip on both sides of the
ridge, where it was the lowest
above the underlying land. A series
of huge broken terraces of
earth and rock descended toward Barey.
They were overgrown with
stunted vegetation. It was quite
possible
to get down to the lowlands
that way, but rather difficult. On
either side of the landslip,
to cast and west, the ridge came down in
a long line of sheer, terrific
cliffs. A low haze concealed Barey
from view. Complete stillness was in the air, broken
only by the
distant thundering of an
invisible waterfall.
Maskull and Sullenbode sat
down on a boulder, facing the open
country. The moon was directly behind them, high
up. It was almost
as light as an Earth day.
"Tonight is like
life," said Sullenbode.
"How so?"
"So lovely above and
around us, so foul underfoot."
Maskull sighed. "Poor girl, you are unhappy."
"And you - are you
happy?"
He thought a while, and then
replied - "No. No, I'm not
happy. Love
is not happiness."
"What is it,
Maskull?"
"Restlessness - unshed
tears - thoughts too grand for our soul to
think ..."
"Yes," said
Sullenbode.
After a time she asked,
"Why were we created, just to live for a few
years and then
disappear?"
"We are told that we
shall live again."
"Yes, Maskull?"
"Perhaps in Muspel,"
he added thoughtfully.
'What kind of life will that
be?"
"Surely we shall meet
again. Love is too wonderful and
mysterious a
thing to remain
uncompleted."
She gave a slight shiver, and
turned away from him. "This dream
is
untrue. Love is completed here."
"How can that be, when
sooner or later it is brutally interrupted by
Fate?"
"It is completed by
anguish.. .. Oh, why must it always be enjoyment
for us? Can't we suffer - can't we go on suffering,
forever and
ever? Maskull, until love crushes our spirit,
finally and without
remedy, we don't begin to feel
ourselves."
Maskull gazed at her with a
troubled expression. "Can the
memory of
love be worth more than its
presence. and reality?"
"You don't
understand. Those pangs are more
precious than all the
rest beside." She caught
at him. "Oh, if you could only see
inside
my mind, Maskull! You would see strange things.... I can't
explain.
It is all confused, even to
myself.... This love is quite different
from what I thought."
He sighed again. "Love is a strong drink. Perhaps it is too strong
for human beings. And I think that it overtures our reason in
different ways."
They remained sitting side by
side, staring straight before them with
unseeing eyes.
"It doesn't matter,"
said Sullenbode at last, with a smile, getting
up. "Soon it will be ended, one way or another. Come, let us be
off!"
Maskull too got up.
"Where's Corpang?"
he asked listlessly.
They both looked across the
ridge in the direction of Adage. At the
point where they stood it was
nearly a mile wide. It sloped
perceptibly toward the
southern edge, giving all the earth the
appearance of a heavy
list. Toward the west the ground
continued
level for a thousand yards,
but then a high, sloping, grassy hill
went right across the ridge
from side to side, like a vast billow on
the verge of breaking. It shut out all further view beyond. The
whole crest of this hill, from
one end to the other, was crowned by a
long row of enormous stone
posts, shining brightly in the moonlight
against a background of dark
sky. There were about thirty in all,
and they were placed at such
regular intervals that there was little
doubt that they had been set
there by human hands. Some were
perpendicular, but others
dipped so much that an aspect of extreme
antiquity was given to the
entire colonnade. Corpang was seen
climbing the hill, not far
from the top.
"He wishes to
arrive," said Maskull, watching the energetic ascent
with a rather cynical smile.
"The heavens won't open
for Corpang," returned Sullenbode.
"He need
not be in such a hurry....
What do these pillars seem like to you?"
"They might be the
entrance to some mighty temple. Who can
have
planted them there?"
She did not answer. They watched Corpang gain the summit of the
hill, and disappear through
the line of posts.
Maskull turned again to
Sullenbode. "Now we two are alone
in a
lonely world."
She regarded him
steadily. "Our last night on this
earth must be a
grand one. I am ready to go
on."
"I don't think you are
fit to go on. It will be better to go
down
the pass a little, and find
shelter."
She half smiled. "We won't study our poor bodies
tonight. I mean you
to go to Adage, Maskull."
"Then at all events let
us rest first, for it must be a long,
terrible climb, and who knows
what hardships we shall meet?"
She walked a step or two
forward, half turned, and held out her hand
to him. "Come, Maskull!"
When they had covered half the
distance that separated them from the
foot of the hill, Maskull
heard the drum taps. They came from
behind
the hill, and were loud,
sharp, almost explosive. He glanced at
Sullenbode, but she appeared
to hear nothing. A minute later the
whole sky behind and above the
long chain of stone posts on the crest
of the hill began to be
illuminated by a strange radiance. The
moonlight in that quarter
faded; the posts stood out black on a
background of fire. It was the light of Muspel. As the moments
passed, it grew more and more
vivid, peculiar, and awful. It was of
no colour, and resembled
nothing - it was supernatural and
indescribable. Maskull's spirit swelled. He stood fast, with
expanded nostrils and terrible
eyes.
Sullenbode touched him
lightly.
"What do you see,
Maskull?"
"Muspel-light."
"I see nothing."
The light shot up, until
Maskull scarcely knew where he stood.
It
burned with a fiercer and
stranger glare than ever before. He
forgot
the existence of
Sullenbode. The drum beats grew
deafeningly loud.
Each beat was like a rip of
startling thunder, crashing through the
sky and making the air
tremble. Presently the crashes
coalesced, and
one continuous roar of thunder
rocked the world. But the rhythm
persisted - the four beats,
with the third accented, still came
pulsing through the
atmosphere, only now against a background of
thunder, and not of silence.
Maskull's heart beat
wildly. His body was like a
prison. He longed
to throw it off, to spring up
and become incorporated with the
sublime universe which was
beginning to unveil itself.
Sullenbode suddenly enfolded
him in her arms, and kissed him -
passionately, again and
again. He made no response; he was
unaware
of what she was doing. She unclasped him and, with bent head and
streaming eyes, went
noiselessly away. She started to go
back toward
the Mornstab Pass.
A few minutes afterward the
radiance began to fade. The thunder
died
down. The moonlight reappeared, the stone posts
and the hillside
were again bright. In a short time the supernatural light had
entirely vanished, but the
drum taps still sounded faintly, a muffled
rhythm, from behind the
hill. Maskull started violently, and
stared
around him like a suddenly
awakened sleeper.
He saw Sullenbode walking
slowly away from him, a few hundred yards
off. At that sight, death entered his heart. He ran after her,
calling out.... She did not
look around. When he had lessened the
distance between them by a
half, he saw her suddenly stumble and
fall. She did not get up again, but lay motionless
where she fell.
He flew toward her, and bent
over her body. His worst fears were
realised. Life had departed.
Beneath its coating of mud,
her face bore the vulgar, ghastly
Crystalman grin, but Maskull
saw nothing of it. She had never
appeared so beautiful to him
as at that moment.
He remained beside her for a
long time, on his knees. He wept - but,
between his fits of weeping,
he raised his head from time to time,
and listened to the distant
drum beats.
An hour passed - two
hours. TeargeId was now in the
south-west.
Maskull lifted Sullenbode's
dead body on to his shoulders, and
started to walk toward the
Pass. He cared no more for Muspel. He
intended to look for water in
which to wash the corpse of his
beloved, and earth in which to
bury her.
When he had reached the
boulder overlooking the landslip, on which
they had sat together, he
lowered his burden, and, placing the dead
girl on the stone, seated
himself beside her for a time, gazing over
toward Barey.
After that, he commenced his
descent of the Mornstab Pass.
Chapter 20
BAREY
The day had already dawned,
but it was not yet sunrise when Maskull
awoke from his miserable
sleep. He sat up and yawned feebly. The
air was cool and sweet. Far away down the landslip a bird was
singing; the song consisted of
only two notes, but it was so
plaintive and heartbreaking
that he scarcely knew how to endure it.
The eastern sky was a delicate
green, crossed by a long, thin band of
chocolate-coloured cloud near
the horizon. The atmosphere was blue -
tinted, mysterious, and
hazy. Neither Sarclash nor Adage was
visible.
The saddle of the Pass was
five hundred feet above him; he had
descended that distance
overnight. The landslip continued
downward,
like a huge flying staircase,
to the upper slopes of Barey, which lay
perhaps fifteen hundred feet
beneath. The surface of the Pass was
rough, and the angle was
excessively steep, though not precipitous.
It was above a mile across. On each side of it, east and west, the
dark walls of the ridge
descended sheer. At the point where the
pass
sprang outward they were two
thousand feet from top to bottom, but as
the ridge went upward, on the
one hand toward Adage, on the other
toward Sarclash, they attained
almost unbelievable heights. Despite
the great breadth and solidity
of the pass, Maskull felt as though he
were suspended in midair.
The patch of broken, rich,
brown soil observable not far away marked
Sullenbode's grave. He had interred her by the light of the
moon,
with a long, flat stone for a
spade. A little lower down, the white
steam of a hot spring was
curling about in the twilight. From
where
he sat he was unable to see
the pool into which the spring ultimately
flowed, but it was in that
pool that he had last night washed first
of all the dead girl's body,
and then his own.
He got up, yawned again,
stretched himself, and looked around him
dully. For a long time he eyed the grave. The half-darkness changed
by imperceptible degrees to
full day; the sun was about to appear.
The sky was nearly
cloudless. The whole wonderful extent
of the
mighty ridge behind him began
to emerge from the morning mist .. .
there was a part of Sarclash,
and the ice-green crest of gigantic
Adage itself, which he could
only take in by throwing his head right
back.
He gazed at everything in
weary apathy, like a lost soul. All his
desires were gone forever; he
wished to go nowhere, and to do
nothing. He thought he would go to Barey.
He went to the warm pool, to
wash the sleep out of his eyes. Sitting
beside it, watching the
bubbles, was Krag.
Maskull thought that he was
dreaming. The man was clothed in a skin
shirt and breeches. His face was stem, yellow, and ugly. He eyed
Maskull without smiling or
getting up.
"Where in the devil's
name have you come from, Krag?"
"The great point is, I am
here."
"Where's
Nightspore?"
"Not far away."
"It seems a hundred years
since I saw you. Why did you two leave
me
in such a damnable
fashion?"
"You were strong enough
to get through alone."
"So it turned out, but
how were you to know? .... Anyway, you've
timed it well. It seems I am to die today."
Krag scowled. "You will die this morning."
"If I am to, I
shall. But where have you heard it from?"
"You are ripe for
it. You have run through the
gamut. What else is
there to live for?"
"Nothing," said
Maskull, uttering a short laugh.
"I am quite ready.
I have failed in everything. I
only wondered how you knew.... So now
you've come to rejoin me. Where are we going?"
"Through Barey."
"And what about
Nightspore?"
Krag jumped to his feet with
clumsy agility. "We won't wait for him.
"He'll be there as soon
as we shall."
"Where?"
"At our destination....
Come! The sun's rising."
As they started clambering
down the pass side by side, Branchspell,
huge and white, leaped
fiercely into the sky. All the delicacy
of
the dawn vanished, and another
vulgar day began. They passed some
trees and plants, the leaves
of which were all curled up, as if in
sleep.
Maskull pointed them out to
his companion.
"How is it the sunshine
doesn't open them?"
"Branchspell is a second
night to them. Their day is Alppain."
"How long will it be
before that sun rises?"
"Some time yet."
"Shall I live to see it,
do you think"'
"Do you want to?"
"At one time I did, but
now I'm indifferent."
"Keep in that humour, and
you'll do well. Once for all, there's
nothing worth seeing on
Tormance."
After a few minutes Maskull
said, "Why did we come here, then?"
"To follow Surtur."
"True. But where is he?"
"Closer at hand than you
think, perhaps."
"Do you know that he is
regarded as a god here, Krag? ... There is
supernatural fire, too, which
I have been led to believe is somehow
connected with him.... ? Why
do you keep up the mystery? Who and what
is Surtur?"
"Don't disturb yourself
about that. You will never know."
"Do you know?"
"I know," snarled
Krag.
"The devil here is called
Krag," went on Maskull, peering
into his
face.
"As long as pleasure is
worshiped, Krag will always be the devil."
"Here we are, talking
face to face, two men together.... What am I to
believe of you?"
"Believe your
senses. The real devil is
Crystalman."
They continued descending the
landslip. The sun's rays had grown
insufferably hot. In front of them, down below in the far
distance,
Maskull saw water and land
intermingled. It appeared that they
were
travelling toward a lake
district.
"What have you and
Nightspore been doing during the last four days,
Krag? What happened to the torpedo?"
"You're just about on the
same mental level as a man who sees a
brand-new palace, and asks
what has become of the scaffolding."
"What palace have you
been building, then?"
"We have not been
idle," said Krag. "While you
have been murdering
and lovemaking, we have had
our work."
"And how have you been
made acquainted with my actions?"
"Oh, you're an open
book. Now you've got a mortal heart
wound on
account of a woman you knew
for six hours."
Maskull turned pale. "Sneer away, Krag! If you lived with a woman
for six hundred years and saw
her die, that would never touch your
leather heart. You haven't even the feelings of an
insect."
"Behold the child
defending its toys!" said Krag, grinning faintly.
Maskull stopped short. "What do you want with me, and why did
you
bring me here?"
"It's no use stopping,
even for the sake of theatrical effect," said
Krag, pulling him into motion
again. "The distance has got to be
covered, however often we pull
up."
When he touched him, Maskull
felt a terrible shooting pain through
his heart.
"I can't go on regarding
you as a man, Krag. You're something
more
than a man - whether good or
evil, I can't say."
Krag looked yellow and
formidable. He did not reply to
Maskull's
remark, but after a pause
said, "So you've been trying to find Surtur
on your own account, during
the intervals between killing and
fondling?"
"What was that
drumming?" demanded Maskull.
"You needn't look so
important. We know you had your ear to
the
keyhole. But you could join the assembly, the music
was not playing
for you, my friend."
Maskull smiled rather
bitterly. "At all events, I listen
through no
more keyholes. I have finished
with life. I belong to nobody and
nothing any more, from this
time forward."
"Brave Words, brave
words! We shall see. Perhaps Crystalman will
make one more attempt on
you. There is still time for one
more."
"Now I don't understand
you."
"You think you are
thoroughly disillusioned, don't you?
Well, that
may prove to be the last and
strongest illusion of all."
The conversation ceased. They reached the foot of the landslip an
hour later. Branchspell was steadily mounting the
cloudless sky. It
was approaching Sarclash, and
it was an open question whether or not
it would clear its peak. The heat was sweltering. The long,
massive, saucer-shaped ridge
behind them, with its terrific
precipices, was glowing with
bright morning colours. Adage, towering
up many thousands of feet
higher still, guarded the end of it like a
lonely Colossus. In front of them, starting from where they
stood,
was a cool and enchanting
wilderness of little lakes and forests.
The water of the lakes was
dark green; the forests were asleep,
waiting for the rising of
Alppain.
"Are we now in
Barey?" asked Maskull.
"Yes - and there is one
of the natives."
There was an ugly glint in his
eye as he spoke the words, but Maskull
did not see it.
A man was leaning in the shade
against one of the first trees,
apparently waiting for them to
come up. He was small, dark, and
beardless, and was still in
early manhood. He was clothed in a dark
blue, loosely flowing robe,
and wore a broad-brimmed slouch hat.
His
face, which was not disfigured
by any special organs, was pale,
earnest, and grave, yet
somehow remarkably pleasing.
Before a word was spoken, he
warmly grasped Maskull's hand, but even
while he was in the act of
doing so he threw a queer frown at Krag.
The latter responded with a
scowling grin.
When he opened his mouth to
speak, his voice was a vibrating
baritone, but it was at the
same time strangely womanish in its
modulations and variety of
tone.
"I've been waiting for
you here since sunrise," he said.
"Welcome to
Barey, Maskull! Let's hope you'll forget your sorrows here,
you
over-tested man."
Maskull stared at him, not
without friendliness. "What made
you
expect me, and how do you know
my name?"
The stranger smiled, which
made his face very handsome. "I'm
Gangnet. I know most things."
"Haven't you a greeting
for me too - Gangnet?" asked Krag, thrusting
his forbidding features almost
into the other's face.
"I know you,. Krag.
There are few places where you are welcome."
"And I know you, Gangnet
- you man-woman.... Well, we are here
together, and you must make
what you can of it. We are going down
to
the Ocean."
The smile faded from Gangnet's
face. "I can't drive you away,
Krag -
but I can make you the
unwelcome third."
Krag threw back his head, and
gave a loud, grating laugh. "That
bargain suits me all
right. As long as I have the substance,
you may
have the shadow, and much good
may it do you."
"Now that it's all
arranged so satisfactorily," said Maskull, with a
hard smile, "permit me to
say that I don't desire any society at all
at present.... You take too
much for granted, Krag. You have played
the false friend once
already.... I presume I'm a free agent?"
"To be a free man, one
must have a universe of one's own," said Krag,
with a jeering look. "What do you say, Gangnet - is this a
free
world?"
"Freedom from pain and
ugliness should be every man's privilege,"
returned Gangnet
tranquilly. "Maskull is quite
within his rights,
and if you'll engage to leave
him I'll do the same."
"Maskull can change face
as often as he likes, but he won't get rid
of me so easily. Be easy on that point, Maskull."
"It doesn't matter,"
muttered Maskull. "Let everyone
join in the
procession. In a few hours I shall finally be free,
anyhow, if what
they say is true."
"I'll lead the way,"
said Gangnet. "You don't know this
country, of
course, Maskull. When we get to the flat lands some miles
farther
down, we shall be able to
travel by water, but at present we must
walk, I fear."
"Yes, you fear - you
fear!" broke out Krag, in a highpitched,
scraping voice. "You eternal loller!"
Maskull kept looking from one
to the other in amazement. There
seemed to be a determined
hostility between the two, which indicated
an intimate previous
acquaintance.
They set off through a wood,
keeping close to its border, so that for
a mile or more they were
within sight of the long, narrow lake that
flowed beside it. The trees were low and thin; their
dolm-coloured
leaves were all folded. There was no underbrush - they walked on
clean, brown earth, A distant
waterfall sounded. They were in shade,
but the air was pleasantly
warm. There were no insects to irritate
them. The bright lake outside looked cool and
poetic.
Gangnet pressed Maskull's arm
affectionately. "If the bringing
of
you from your world had fallen
to me, Maskull, it is here I would
have brought you, and not to
the scarlet desert. Then you would have
escaped the dark spots, and
Tormance would have appeared beautiful to
you."
"And what then,
Gangnet? The dark spots would have
existed all the
same."
"You could have seen them
afterward. It makes all the difference
whether one sees darkness
through the light, or brightness through
the shadows."
"A clear eye is the
best. Tormance is an ugly world, and I
greatly
prefer to know it as it really
is."
"The devil made it ugly,
not Crystalman. These are Crystalman's
thoughts, which you see around
you. He is nothing but Beauty and
Pleasantness. Even Krag won't have the effrontery to deny
that."
"It's very nice
here," said Krag, looking around him malignantly.
"One only wants a cushion
and half a dozen houris to complete it."
Maskull disengaged himself
from Gangnet. "Last night, when I
was
struggling through the mud in
the ghastly moonlight - then I thought
the world beautiful .
"Poor Sullenbode!"
said Gangnet sighing.
"What! You knew her?"
"I know her through
you. By mourning for a noble woman, you
show
your own nobility. I think all
women are noble."
"There may be millions of
noble women, but there's only one
Sullenbode."
"If Sullenbode can
exist," said Gangnet, "the world cannot be a bad
place."
"Change the subject....
The world's hard and cruel, and I am thankful
to be leaving it."
"On one point, though,
you both agree," said Krag, smiling evilly.
"Pleasure is good, and
the cessation of pleasure is bad."
Gangnet glanced at him
coldly. "We know your peculiar
theories,
Krag. You are very fond of them, but they are
unworkable. The world
could not go on being, without
pleasure."
"So Gangnet thinks!"
jeered Krag.
They came to the end of the
wood, and found themselves overlooking a
little cliff. At the foot of it, about fifty feet below, a
fresh
series of lakes and forests
commenced. Barey appeared to be one big
mountain slope, built by
nature into terraces. The lake along
whose
border they had been
travelling was not banked at the end, but
overflowed to the lower level
in half a dozen beautiful, threadlike
falls, white and throwing off
spray. The cliff was not
perpendicular, and the men
found it easy to negotiate.
At the base they entered another wood. Here it was much denser, and
they had nothing but trees all
around them. A clear brook rippled
through the heart of it; they
followed its bank.
"It has occurred to
me," said Maskull, addressing Gangnet, "that
Alppain may be my death. Is that so?"
"These trees don't fear
Alppain, so why should you? Alppain is
a
wonderful, life-bringing
sun."
"The reason I ask is -
I've seen its afterglow, and it produced such
violent sensations that a very
little more would have proved too
much."
"Because the forces were
evenly balanced. When you see Alppain
itself, it will reign supreme,
and there will be no more struggling
of wills inside you."
"And that, I may tell you
beforehand, Maskull," said Krag, grinning,
"is Crystalman's trump
card."
"How do you mean?"
"You'll see. You'll renounce the world so eagerly that
you'll want
to stay in the world merely to
enjoy your sensations."
Gangnet smiled. "Krag, you see, is hard to please. You must neither
enjoy, nor renounce. What are you to do?"
Maskull turned toward
Krag. "It's very odd, but I don't
understand
your creed even yet. Are you recommending suicide?"
Krag seemed to grow sallower
and more repulsive every minute.
"What,
because they have left off
stroking you?" he exclaimed, laughing and
showing his discoloured teeth.
"Whoever you are, and
whatever you want," said Maskull, "you seem
very certain of
yourself."
"Yes, you would like me
to blush and stammer like a booby, wouldn't
you! That would be an excellent way of destroying lies."
Gangnet glanced toward the
foot of one of the trees. He stooped
and
picked up two or three objects
that resembled eggs.
"To eat?" asked
Maskull, accepting the offered gift.
"Yes, eat them; you must
be hungry. I want none myself, and one
mustn't insult Krag by
offering him a pleasure - especially such a
low pleasure."
Maskull knocked the ends off
two of the eggs, and swallowed the
liquid contents. They tasted rather alcoholic. Krag snatched the
remaining, egg out of his hand
and flung it against a tree trunk,
where it broke and stuck, a
splash of slime.
"I don't wait to be
asked, Gangnet.... Say, is there a filthier sight
than a smashed pleasure?"
Gangnet did not reply, but
took Maskull's arm.
After they had alternately
walked through forests and descended
cliffs and slopes for upward
of two hours, the landscape altered. A
steep mountainside commenced
and continued for at least a couple of
miles, during which space the
land must have dropped nearly four
thousand feet, at a
practically uniform gradient. Maskull
had seen
nothing like this immense
slide of country anywhere. The hill
slope
carried an enormous forest on
its back. This forest, however, was
different from those they had
hitherto passed through. The leaves of
the trees were curled in
sleep, but the boughs were so close and
numerous that, but for the
fact that they were translucent, the rays
of the sun would have been
completely intercepted. As it was, the
whole forest was flooded with
light, and this light, being tinged
with the colour of the
branches, was a soft and lovely rose.
So gay,
feminine, and dawnlike was the
illumination, that Maskull's spirits
immediately started to rise,
although he did not wish it.
He checked himself, sighed,
and grew pensive.
"What a place for
languishing eyes and necks of ivory, Maskull!"
rasped Krag mockingly. "Why isn't Sullenbode here?"
Maskull gripped him roughly
and flung him against the nearest tree.
Krag recovered himself, and
burst into a roaring laugh, seeming not a
whit discomposed.
"Still what I said - was
it true or untrue?"
Maskull gazed at him
sternly. "You seem to regard yourself
as a
necessary evil. I'm under no obligation to go on with you
any
farther. I think we had better
part."
Krag turned to Gangnet with an
air of grotesque mock earnestness.
"What do you say - do we
part when Maskull pleases, or when I
please?"
"Keep your temper,
Maskull," said Gangnet, showing Krag his back. "I
know the man better than you
do. Now that he has fastened onto you
there's only one way of making
him lose his hold, by ignoring him.
Despise him - say nothing to
him, don't answer his questions. If you
refuse to recognise his
existence, he is as good as not here."
"I'm beginning to be
tired of it all," said Maskull.
"It seems as if
I shall add one more to my
murders, before I have finished."
"I smell murder in the
air," exclaimed Krag, pretending to sniff.
"But whose?"
"Do as I say,
Maskull. To bandy words with him is to
throw oil on
fire."
"I'll say no more to
anyone.... When do we get out of this accursed
forest?"
"It's some way yet, but
when we're once out we can take to the water,
and you will be able to rest,
and think."
"And brood comfortably
over your sufferings," added Krag.
None of the three men said
anything more until they emerged into the
open day. The slope of the forest was so steep that
they were forced
to run, rather than walk, and
this would have prevented any
conversation, even if they had
otherwise felt inclined toward it. In
less than half an hour they
were through. A flat, open landscape
lay
stretched in front of them as
far as they could see.
Three parts of this country
consisted of smooth water. It was a
succession of large,
low-shored lakes, divided by narrow strips of
tree-covered land. The lake immediately before them had its
small
end to the forest. It was there about a third of a mile
wide. The
water at the sides and end was
shallow, and choked with dolm-colored
rushes; but in the middle,
beginning a few yards from the shore,
there was a perceptible
current away from them. In view of this
current, it was difficult to
decide whether it was a lake or a river.
Some little floating islands
were in the shallows.
"Is it here that we take
to the water?" inquired Maskull.
'Yes, here," answered
Gangnet.
"But how?"
"One of those islands
will serve. It only needs to move it
into the
stream."
Maskull frowned. "Where will it carry us to?"
"Come, get on, get
on!" said Krag, laughing uncouthly.
"The
morning's wearing away, and
you have to die before noon. We are
going to the Ocean."
"If you are omniscient,
Krag, what is my death to be?"
"Gangnet will murder
you."
"You lie!" said
Gangnet. "I wish Maskull nothing
but good."
"At all events, he will
be the cause of your death. But what
does it
matter? The great point is you are quitting this
futile world....
Well, Gangnet, I see you're as
slack as ever. I suppose I must do the
work."
He jumped into the lake and
began to run through the shallow water,
splashing it about. When he came to the nearest island, the
water
was up to his thighs. The island was lozenge-shaped, and about
fifteen feet from end to end. It was composed of a sort of light
brown peat; there was no form
of living vegetation on its surface.
Krag went behind it, and
started shoving it toward the current,
apparently without having
unduly to exert himself. When it was
within the influence of the
stream the others waded out to him, and
all three climbed on.
The voyage began. The current was not travelling at more than
two
miles an hour. The sun glared down on their heads
mercilessly, and
there was no shade or prospect
of shade. Maskull sat down near the
edge, and periodically
splashed water over his head. Gangnet
sat on
his haunches next to him. Krag paced up and down with short, quick
steps, like an animal in a
cage. The lake widened out more and
more,
and the width of the stream
increased in proportion, until they
seemed to themselves to be
floating on the bosom of some broad,
flowing estuary.
Krag suddenly bent over and
snatched off Gangnet's hat, crushing it
together in his hairy fist and
throwing it far out into the stream.
"Why should you disguise
yourself like a woman?" he asked with a
harsh guffaw - "Show Maskull Your face. Perhaps he has seen it
somewhere."
Gangnet did remind Maskull of
someone, but he could not say of whom.
His dark hair curled down to
his neck, his brow was wide, lofty, and
noble, and there was an air of
serious sweetness about the whole man
that was strangely appealing
to the feelings.
"Let Maskull judge,"
he said with proud composure, "whether I have
anything to be ashamed
of."
"There can be nothing but
magnificent thoughts in that head,"
muttered Maskull, staring hard
at him.
"A capital
valuation. Gangnet is the king of
poets. But what
happens when poets try to
carry through practical enterprises?"
"What enterprises?"
asked Maskull, in astonishment.
"What have you got on
hand, Gangnet? Tell Maskull."
"There are two forms of
practical activity," replied Gangnet calmly.
"One may either build up,
or destroy."
"No, there's a third
species. One may steal - and not even
know one
is stealing. One may take the purse and leave the
money."
Maskull raised his
eyebrows. "Where have you two met
before?"
"I'm paying Gangnet a
visit today, Maskull but once upon a time
Gangnet paid me a visit."
"Where?"
"In my home - whatever
that is. Gangnet is a common
thief."
"You are speaking in
riddles, and I don't understand you. I
don't
know either of you, but it's
clear that if Gangnet is a poet, you're
a buffoon. Must you go on talking? I want to be
quiet."
Krag laughed, but said no
more. Presently he lay down at full
length, with his face to the
sun, and in a few minutes was fast
asleep, and snoring
disagreeably. Maskull kept glancing
over at his
yellow, repulsive face with
strong disfavour.
Two hours passed. The land on either side was more than a mile
distant. In front of them there was no land at
all. Behind them,
the Lichstorm Mountains were
blotted out from view by a haze that had
gathered together. The sky ahead, just above the horizon, began
to
be of a strange colour. It was an intense jale-blue. The whole
northern atmosphere was
stained with ulfire.
Maskull's mind grew
disturbed. "Alppain is rising,
Gangnet."
Gangnet smiled wistfully. "It begins to trouble you?"
"It is so solemn -
tragical, almost - yet it recalls me to Earth.
Life was no longer important
- but this is important."
"Daylight is night to
this other daylight. Within half an
hour you
will be like a man who has
stepped from a dark forest into the open
day. Then you will ask yourself how you could have been blind."
The two men went on watching
the blue sunrise. The entire sky in the
north, halfway up to the
zenith, was streaked with extraordinary
colours, among which jale and
dolm predominated. Just as the
principal character of an
ordinary dawn is mystery, the outstanding
character of this dawn was
wildness. It did not baffle the
understanding, but the
heart. Maskull felt no inarticulate
craving
to seize and perpetuate the
sunrise, and make it his own. Instead
of
that, it agitated and
tormented him, like the opening bars of a
supernatural symphony.
When he looked back to the
south, Branchspell's day had lost its
glare, and he could gaze at
the immense white sun without flinching.
He instinctively turned to the
north again, as one turns from
darkness to light.
"If those were
Crystalman's thoughts that you showed me before,
Gangnet, these must be his
feelings. I mean it literally. What I
am
feeling now, he must have felt
before me."
"He is all feeling,
Maskull - don't you understand that?"
Maskull was feeding greedily on
the spectacle before him; he did not
reply. His face was set like a rock, but his eyes
were dim with the
beginning of tears. The sky blazed deeper and deeper; it was
obvious
that Alppain was about to lift
itself above the sea. The island had
by this time floated past the
mouth of the estuary. On three sides
they were surrounded by
water. The haze crept up behind them
and
shut out all sight of
land. Krag was still sleeping - an
ugly,
wrinkled monstrosity.
Maskull looked over the side
at the flowing water. It had lost its
dark green colour, and was now
of a perfect crystal transparency.
"Are we already on the
Ocean, Gangnet?"
"Yes."
"Then nothing remains
except my death."
"Don't think of death,
but life."
"It's growing brighter -
at the same time, more sombre, Krag seems to
be fading away. -
.."
"There is Alppain!"
said Gangnet, touching his arm.
The deep, glowing disk of the
blue sun peeped above the sea. Maskull
was struck to silence. He was hardly so much looking, as feeling.
His emotions were
unutterable. His soul seemed too strong
for his
body. The great blue orb rose rapidly out of the
water, like an
awful eye watching him.... it
shot above the sea with a bound, and
Alppain's day commenced.
"What do you feel?"
Gangnet still held his arm.
"I have set myself
against the Infinite," muttered Maskull.
Suddenly his chaos of passions
sprang together, and a wonderful idea
swept through his whole being,
accompanied by the intensest joy.
"Why, Gangnet - I am
nothing."
"No, you are nothing."
The mist closed in all around
them. Nothing was visible except the
two suns, and a few feet of
sea. The shadows of the three men cast
by Alppain were not black, but
were composed of white daylight.
"Then nothing can hurt
me," said Maskull with a peculiar smile.
Gangnet smiled too. "How could it?"
"I have lost my will; I
feel as if some foul tumour had been scraped
away, leaving me clean and
free."
"Do you now understand
life, Maskull?"
Gangnet's face was
transfigured with an extraordinary spiritual
beauty; he looked as if he had
descended from heaven.
"I understand nothing,
except that I have no self any more.
But this
is life."
"Is Gangnet expatiating
on his famous blue sun?" said a jeering voice
above them. Looking up, they saw that Krag had got to
his feet.
They both rose. At the same moment the gathering mist began
to
obscure Alppain's disk,
changing it from blue to a vivid jale.
"What do you want with
us, Krag?" asked Maskull with simple
composure.
Krag looked at him strangely
for a few seconds. The water lapped
around them.
"Don't you comprehend,
Maskull, that your death has arrived?"
Maskull made no response. Krag rested an arm lightly on his
shoulder, and suddenly he felt
sick and faint. He sank to the
ground, near the edge of the
island raft. His heart was thumping
heavily and queerly; its
beating reminded him of the drum taps.
He
gazed languidly at the
rippling water, and it seemed to him as if he
could see right through it ...
away, away down ... to a strange
fire....
The water disappeared. The two suns were extinguished. The island
was transformed into a cloud,
and Maskull - alone on it - was
floating through the
atmosphere.. .. Down below, it was all fire -
the fire of Muspel. The light mounted higher and higher, until
it
filled the whole world....
He floated toward an immense
perpendicular cliff of black rock,
without top or bottom. Halfway up it Krag, suspended in midair, was
dealing terrific blows at a
blood - red spot with a huge hammer.
The
rhythmical, clanging sounds
were hideous.
Presently Maskull made out
that these sounds were the familiar drum
beats. "What are you doing, Krag?" he
asked.
Krag suspended his work, and
turned around.
"Beating on Your heart,
Maskull," was his grinning response.
The cliff and Krag
vanished. Maskull saw Gangnet
struggling in the
air - but it was not Gangnet -
it was Crystalman. He seemed to be
trying to escape from the
Muspel-fire, which kept surrounding and
licking him, whichever way he
turned. He was screaming.... The fire
caught him. He shrieked horribly. Maskull caught one glimpse of a
vulgar, slobbering face - and
then that too disappeared.
He opened his eyes. The floating island was still faintly
illuminated by Alppain. Krag was standing by his side, but Gangnet
was no longer there.
"What is this Ocean
called?" asked Maskull, bringing out the words
with difficulty.
"Surtur's Ocean."
Maskull nodded, and kept quiet
for some time. He rested his face on
his arm. "Where's Nightspore?" he asked
suddenly.
Krag bent over him with a
grave expression. "You are
Nightspore."
The dying man closed his eyes,
and smiled.
Opening them again, a few
moments later, with an effort, he murmured,
"Who are you?"
Krag maintained a gloomy
silence.
Shortly afterward a frightful
pang passed through Maskull's heart,
and he died immediately.
Krag turned his head
around. "The night is really past
at last,
Nightspore.... The day is
here."
Nightspore gazed long and
earnestly at Maskull's body. "Why
was all
this necessary?"
"Ask Crystalman,"
replied Krag sternly. "His world
is no joke. He
has a strong clutch - but I
have a stronger... Maskull was his, but
Nightspore is mine."
Chapter 21
MUSPEL
The fog thickened so that the
two suns wholly disappeared, and all
grew as black as night. Nightspore could no longer see his
companion. The water lapped gently against the side of
the island
raft.
"You say the night is
past," said Nightspore. "But
the night is
still here. Am I dead, or alive?"
"You are still in
Crystalman's world, but you belong to it no more.
We are approaching
Muspel."
Nightspore felt a strong,
silent throbbing of the air - a rhythmical
pulsation, in four-four
time. "There is the
drumming," he exclaimed.
"Do you understand it, or
have you forgotten?"
"I half understand it,
but I'm all confused."
"It's evident Crystalman
has dug his claws into you pretty deeply,"
said Krag. "The sound comes from Muspel, but the
rhythm is caused by
its travelling through
Crystalman's atmosphere. His nature is
rhythm
as he loves to call it - or
dull, deadly repetition, as I name it."
"I remember," said
Nightspore, biting his nails in the dark.
The throbbing became audible;
it now sounded like a distant drum. A
small patch of strange light
in the far distance, straight ahead of
them, began faintly to
illuminate the floating island and the glassy
sea around it.
"Do all men escape from
that ghastly world, or only I, and a few like
me?" asked Nightspore.
"If all escaped, I
shouldn't sweat, my friend... There's hard work,
and anguish, and the risk of
total death, waiting for us yonder."
Nightspore's heart sank. "Have I not yet finished, then?"
"If you wish it. You have got through. But will you wish it?"
The drumming grew loud and
painful. The light resolved itself into
a
tiny oblong of mysterious
brightness in a huge wall of night.
Krag's
grim and rocklike features
were revealed.
"I can't face
rebirth," said Nightspore.
"The horror of death is
nothing to it."
"You will choose."
"I can do nothing. Crystalman is too powerful. I barely escaped
with
- my own soul."
"You are still stupid
with Earth fumes, and see nothing straight,"
said Krag.
Nightspore made no reply, but
seemed to be trying to recall
something. The water around them was so still,
colourless, and
transparent, that they
scarcely seemed to be borne up by liquid
matter at all. Maskull's corpse had disappeared.
The drumming was now like the
clanging of iron. The oblong patch of
light grew much bigger; it
burned, fierce and wild. The darkness
above, below, and on either
side of it, began to shape itself into
the semblance of a huge, black
wall, without bounds.
"Is that really a wall we
are coming to?"
"You will soon find
out. What you see is Muspel, and that
light is
the gate you have to
enter."
Nightspore's heart beat
wildly.
"Shall I remember?"
he muttered.
"Yes. you'll
remember."
"Accompany me, Krag, or I
shall be lost."
"There is nothing for me
to do in there. I shall wait outside
for
you."
"You are returning to the
struggle?" demanded Nightspore, gnawing his
fingertips.
"Yes."
"I dare not."
The thunderous clangor of the
rhythmical beats struck on his head
like actual blows. The light glared so vividly that he was no
longer
able to look at it. It had the startling irregularity of
continuous
lightning, but it possessed
this further peculiarity - that it seemed
somehow to give out not actual
light, but emotion, seen as light.
They continued to approach the
wall of darkness, straight toward the
door. The glasslike water flowed right against it,
its surface
reaching up almost to the
threshold.
They could not speak any more;
the noise was too deafening.
In a few minutes they were
before the gateway. Nightspore turned
his
back and hid his eyes in his
two hands, but even then he was blinded
by the light. So passionate were his feelings that his
body seemed
to enlarge itself. At every frightful beat of sound, he
quivered
violently.
The entrance was
doorless. Krag jumped onto the rocky
platform and
pulled Nightspore after him.
Once through the gateway, the
light vanished. The rhythmical sound-
blows totally ceased. Nightspore dropped his hands.... All was
dark
and quiet as an opened
tomb. But the air was filled with grim,
burning passion, which was to
light and sound what light itself is to
opaque colour.
Nightspore pressed his hand to
his heart. "I don't know if I can
endure it," he said,
looking toward Krag. He felt his person
far
more vividly and distinctly
than if he had been able to see him.
"Go in, and lose no time,
Nightspore.... Time here is more precious
than on earth. We can't squander the minutes. There are terrible
and tragic affairs to attend
to, which won't wait for us... Go in at
once. Stop for nothing."
"Where shall I go
to?" muttered Nightspore. "I
have forgotten
everything."
"Enter, enter! There is
only one way. You can't mistake
it."
"Why do you bid me go in,
if I am to come out again?"
"To have your wounds
healed."
Almost before the words had
left his mouth, Krag sprang back on to
the island raft. Nightspore involuntarily started after him,
but at
once recovered himself and
remained standing where he was. Krag
was
completely invisible;
everything outside was black night.
The moment he had gone, a
feeling shot up in Nightspore's heart like
a thousand trumpets.
Straight in front of him,
almost at his feet, was the lower end of a
steep, narrow, circular flight
of stone steps. There was no other
way forward.
He put his foot on the bottom
stair, at the same time peering aloft.
He saw nothing, yet as he
proceeded upward every inch of the way was
perceptible to his inner
feelings. The staircase was cold,
dismal,
and deserted, but it seemed to
him, in his exaltation of soul, like a
ladder to heaven.
After he had mounted a dozen
steps or so, he paused to take breath.
Each step was increasingly
difficult to ascend; he felt as though he
were carrying a heavy man on
his shoulders. It struck a familiar
chord in his mind. He went on and, ten stairs higher up, came
to a
window set in a high
embrasure.
On to this he clambered, and
looked through. The window was of a
sort of glass, but he could
see nothing. Coming to him, however,
from the world outside, a
disturbance of the atmosphere struck his
senses, causing his blood to
run cold. At one moment it resembled a
low, mocking, vulgar laugh,
travelling from the ends of the earth; at
the next it was like a
rhythmical vibration of the air - the silent,
continuous throbbing of some
mighty engine. The two sensations were
identical, yet different. They seemed to be related in the same
manner as soul and body. After feeling them for a long time,
Nightspore got down from the
embrasure, and continued his ascent,
having meanwhile grown very
serious.
The climbing became still more
laborious, and he was forced to stop
at every third or fourth step,
to rest his muscles and regain breath.
When he had mounted another
twenty stairs in this way, he came to a
second window. Again he saw nothing. The laughing disturbance of
the air, too, had ceased; but
the atmospheric throb was now twice as
distinct as before, and its
rhythm had become double. There were
two
separate pulses; one was in
the time of a march, the other in the
time of a waltz. The first was bitter and petrifying to feel,
but
the second was gay,
enervating, and horrible.
Nightspore spent little time
at that window, for he felt that he was
on the eve of a great
discovery, and that something far more
important awaited him higher
up. He proceeded aloft. The ascent
grew more and more exhausting,
so much so that he had frequently to
sit down, utterly crushed by
his own dead weight. Still, he got to
the third window.
He climbed into the
embrasure. His feelings translated
themselves
into vision, and he saw a
sight that caused him to turn pale. A
gigantic, self-luminous sphere
was hanging in the sky, occupying
nearly the whole of it. This sphere was composed entirely of two
kinds of active beings. There were a myriad of tiny green
corpuscles, varying in size
from the very small to the almost
indiscernible. They were not green, but he somehow saw them
so.
They were all striving in one
direction - toward himself, toward
Muspel, but were too feeble
and miniature to make any headway.
Their
action produced the marching
rhythm he had previously felt, but this
rhythm was not intrinsic in
the corpuscles themselves, but was a
consequence of the obstruction
they met with. And, surrounding these
atoms of life and light, were
far larger whirls of white light that
gyrated hither and thither,
carrying the green corpuscles with them
wherever they desired. Their whirling motion was accompanied by the
waltzing rhythm. It seemed to Nightspore that the green atoms
were
not only being danced about
against their will but were suffering
excruciating shame and
degradation in consequence. The larger
ones
were steadier than the
extremely small, a few were even almost
stationary, and one was
advancing in the direction it wished to go.
He turned his back to the
window, buried his face in his hands, and
searched in the dim recesses
of his memory for an explanation of what
he had just seen. Nothing came straight, but horror and wrath
began
to take possession of him.
On his way upward to the next
window, invisible fingers seemed to him
to be squeezing his heart and
twisting it about here and there; but
he never dreamed of turning
back. His mood was so grim that he did
not once permit himself to
pause. Such was his physical distress
by
the time that he had clambered
into the recess, that for several
minutes he could see nothing
at all - the world seemed to be spinning
round him rapidly.
When at last he looked, he saw
the same sphere as before, but now all
was changed on it. It was a world of rocks, minerals, water,
plants,
animals, and men. He saw the whole world at one view, yet
everything
was so magnified that he could
distinguish the smallest details of
life. In the interior of every individual, of
every aggregate of
individuals, of every chemical
atom, he clearly perceived the
presence of the green
corpuscles. But, according to the
degree of
dignity of the life form, they
were fragmentary or comparatively
large. In the crystal, for example, the green,
imprisoned life was
so minute as to be scarcely
visible; in some men it was hardly
bigger; but in other men and
women it was twenty or a hundred times
greater. But, great or small, it played an important
part in every
individual. It appeared as if the whirls of white light,
which were
the individuals, and plainly
showed themselves beneath the enveloping
bodies, were delighted with
existence and wished only to enjoy it,
but the green corpuscles were
in a condition of eternal discontent,
yet, blind and not knowing
which way to turn for liberation, kept
changing form, as though
breaking a new path, by way of experiment.
Whenever the old grotesque became
metamorphosed into the new
grotesque, it was in every
case the direct work of the green atoms,
trying to escape toward
Muspel, but encountering immediate
opposition. These subdivided sparks of living, fiery
spirit were
hopelessly imprisoned in a
ghastly mush of soft pleasure. They
were
being effeminated and
corrupted - that is to say, absorbed in the
foul, sickly enveloping forms.
Nightspore felt a sickening
shame in his soul as he looked on at that
spectacle. His exaltation had long since vanished. He bit his
nails, and understood why Krag
was waiting for him below.
He mounted slowly to the fifth
window. The pressure of air against
him was as strong as a full
gale, divested of violence and
irregularity, so that he was
not for an instant suffered to relax his
efforts. Nevertheless, not a breath stirred.
Looking through the window, he
was startled by a new sight. The
sphere was still there, but
between it and the Muspel-world in which
he was standing he perceived a
dim, vast shadow, without any
distinguishable shape, but
somehow throwing out a scent of disgusting
sweetness. Nightspore knew that it was Crystalman. A flood of
fierce light - but it was not
light, but passion - was streaming all
the time from Muspel to the
Shadow, and through it. When, however,
it emerged on the other side,
which was the sphere, the light was
altered in character. It became split, as by a prism, into the two
forms of life which he had
previously seen - the green corpuscles and
the whirls. What had been fiery spirit but a moment ago
was now a
disgusting mass of crawling,
wriggling individuals, each whirl of
pleasure-seeking will having,
as nucleus, a fragmentary spark of
living green fire. Nightspore recollected the back rays of
Starkness, and it flashed
across him with the certainty of truth that
the green sparks were the back
rays, and the whirls the forward rays,
of Muspel. The former were trying desperately to return
to their
place of origin, but were
overpowered by the brute force of the
latter, which wished only to
remain where they were. The individual
whirls were jostling and
fighting with, and even devouring, each
other. This created pain, but, whatever pain they
felt, it was
always pleasure that they
sought. Sometimes the green sparks were
strong enough for a moment to
move a little way in the direction of
Muspel; the whirls would then
accept the movement, not only without
demur, but with pride and
pleasure, as if it were their own handiwork
- but they never saw beyond
the Shadow, they thought that they were
travelling toward it. The instant the direct movement wearied
them,
as contrary to their whirling
nature, they fell again to killing,
dancing, and loving.
Nightspore had a foreknowledge
that the sixth window would prove to
be the last. Nothing would have kept him from ascending
to it, for
he guessed that the nature of
Crystalman himself would there become
manifest. Every step upward was like a bloody
life-and-death
struggle. The stairs nailed him to the ground; the air
pressure
caused blood to gush from his
nose and ears; his head clanged like an
iron bell. When he had fought his way up a dozen steps,
he found
himself suddenly at the top;
the staircase terminated in a small,
bare chamber of cold stone,
possessing a single window. On the
other
side of the apartment another
short flight of stairs mounted through
a trap, apparently to the roof
of the building. Before ascending
these stairs, Nightspore
hastened to the window and stared out.
The shadow form of Crystalman
had drawn much closer to him, and
filled the whole sky, but it
was not a shadow of darkness, but a
bright shadow. It had neither shape, nor colour, yet it in
some way
suggested the delicate tints
of early morning. It was so nebulous
that the sphere could be
clearly distinguished through it; in
extension, however, it was
thick. The sweet smell emanating from
it
was strong, loathsome, and
terrible; it seemed to spring from a sort
of loose, mocking slime
inexpressibly vulgar and ignorant.
The spirit stream from Muspel
flashed with complexity and variety.
It was not below
individuality, but above it. It was not
the One, or
the Many, but something else
far beyond either. It approached
Crystalman, and entered his
body - if that bright mist could be
called a body. It passed right through him, and the passage
caused
him the most exquisite
pleasure. The Muspel-stream was
Crystalman's
food. The stream emerged from the other side on to
the sphere, in a
double condition. Part of it reappeared intrinsically
unaltered, but
shivered into a million
fragments. These were the green
corpuscles.
In passing through Crystalman
they had escaped absorption by reason
of their extreme
minuteness. The other part of the
stream had not
escaped. Its fire had been abstracted, its cement was
withdrawn,
and, after being fouled and
softened by the horrible sweetness of the
host, it broke into
individuals, which were the whirls of living
will.
Nightspore shuddered. He comprehended at last how the whole world
of
will was doomed to eternal
anguish in order that one Being might feel
joy.
Presently he set foot on the
final flight leading to the roof; for he
remembered vaguely that now
only that remained.
Halfway up, he fainted - but
when he recovered consciousness he
persisted as though nothing
had happened to him. As soon as his
head
was above the trap, breathing
the free air, he had the same physical
sensation as a man stepping
out of water. He pulled his body up,
and
stood expectantly on the
stone-floored roof, looking round for his
first glimpse of Muspel.
There was nothing.
He was standing upon the top
of a tower, measuring not above fifteen
feet each way. Darkness was all around him. He sat down on the
stone parapet, with a sinking
heart; a heavy foreboding possessed
him.
Suddenly, without seeing or hearing
anything, he had the distinct
impression that the darkness
around him, on all four sides, was
grinning.... As soon as that
happened, he understood that he was
wholly surrounded by
Crystalman's world, and that Muspel consisted of
himself and the stone tower on
which he was sitting..
Fire flashed in his heart....
Millions upon millions of grotesque,
vulgar, ridiculous, sweetened
individuals - once Spirit - were
calling out from their
degradation and agony for salvation from
Muspel.... To answer that cry
there was only himself ... and Krag
waiting below ... and Surtur
- But where was Surtur?
The truth forced itself on him
in all its cold, brutal reality.
Muspel was no all-powerful
Universe, tolerating from pure
indifference the existence
side by side with it of another false
world, which had no right to
be. Muspel was fighting for its life -
against all that is most
shameful and frightful - against sin
masquerading as eternal
beauty, against baseness masquerading as
Nature, against the Devil
masquerading as God....
Now he understood
everything. The moral combat was no
mock one, no
Valhalla, where warriors are
cut to pieces by day and feast by night;
but a grim death struggle in
which what is worse than death - namely,
spiritual death - inevitably
awaited the vanquished of Muspel.... By
what means could he hold back
from this horrible war!
During those moments of
anguish, all thoughts of Self - the
corruption of his life on
Earth - were scorched out of Nightspore's
soul, perhaps not for the
first time.
After sitting a long time, he
prepared to descend. Without warning,
a strange, wailing cry swept
over the face of the world. Starting in
awful mystery, it ended with
such a note of low and sordid mockery
that he could not doubt for a
moment whence it originated. It was
the voice of Crystalman.
Krag was waiting for him on
the island raft. He threw a stern
glance
at Nightspore.
"Have you seen
everything?"
"The struggle is
hopeless," muttered Nightspore.
"Did I not say I am the
stronger?"
"You may be the stronger,
but he is the mightier."
"I am the stronger and
the mightier. Crystalman's Empire is
but a
shadow on the face of
Muspel. But nothing will be done
without the
bloodiest blows.... What do
you mean to do?"
Nightspore looked at him
strangely. "Are you not Surtur,
Krag?"
"Yes."
"Yes," said
Nightspore in a slow voice, without surprise.
"But what
is your name on Earth?"
"It is pain."
"That, too, I must have
known."
He was silent for a few
minutes; then he stepped quietly onto the
raft. Krag pushed off, and they proceeded into the
darkness.
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